SpidErMan 2

WeLl Today is a Boring daY.. gO sCh foR 2 hRs..sO stuPid.. wEll my piCs are UpLoaded in "his" cOm ..den He sEnd me.. tOday.. Omg.. It Look So Dark.. anD aWfUL hm.. but some are acutally quite niCE... theSe pics aRe for THe PRotfOLio fOr the MoDeLinG.. SunDAy is The LaSt Day its EvaLuAtion ... They wILl hV to EvAluATe.. uS... YesTerDAy he senD me A  sMs..askinG me.. my moDELInG AgenCy's nAme.. And Told me.. nOt to Sign ANy contRact afTer my trAinInG.. wELL.. its noT somThing... WhicH i Can REaLLy DecIDEs.. cOS 1. i no $$  2. i hv puT in inVesTmenT.. in It.. Le.. If reALLy gOt aSsIgnMEnt.. I may Hv to TaKe...  aNyWay sure Wont KenA Wan... COs.. my TeeTh sO uGLy thEy sUre WOnt wANt me..onE... But I reALLy LeARnt ALot duRing This TrAIning..
 
AfTer My sCh Ends... me, DaWn, MabEl anD xinYi stays In sCh fOr a whiLe.. den...afTerdat aLL go Home.. i WEnt to my couSin's huse tO eDit my piCs... and Burn iT in CD... form TO be developed.. AFtEr dAT...Shi HaO caLLed me.. ask me GO watcH SpiDErMan 2 ..hm.. thE show QuiTE niCE.. very COmedy ANd SOme Part very TOuchinG... the LoVe part... very TouChing...
tHe SpiDerMan, pEtEr PaRKer aCcTuaLLy LoVEs The MaRy James.. VEry Much... buT hE didn"t want her TO be in RisK... So eVen iF hE knoWs.. shE loVEs him... hE did Not TOld Her about his TRue FeeLings.. SO SAddED.. buT in thE end... shE finAlly Knows The TrUe dAt hE is actually SpiDErMan... anD.. finaLly "yOu qnG rEn ZhOnG chENg JuaN Shu" sO nicE anD sWeeT...  I'm Very tOuChed.. anD.. i fELt the TeARs in my hEarT.. i knoW.. in ThiS WOlrd <"ThERe iSn't Any TruE LoVe">   aNd tOdaY DAwn aSK me.. aNy Guys daT i interEsted recentLY.. ? i toLd hER.. nopE... but i Told her.. i think Some Guys... likE me.. and theY tReaT me VerY vERy nice.. buT i am AfRaid... oF thiS... i sCAre WAit theRE is this One DAy they Tell me.. wad They FEEls tOwaRds me... deN i DunNo How TO REACT... Cos.. i dunn WAnnA GEt hurt AgAIn... At This MomeNT... i jusT waNnA bE sIngLE... Guy TrEAt mE tOo GooD.. i will SCARe... i WILl beCOme weAk.... buT.. i knOw i AM StrONger...when I am SinGLe.. I juST hv To be sTrong... i AM TirED Of RELatiOnshiPs..i gueSS i wiLL nV Love AGain.....
 
AftEr the shOw ShiHao WanTed TO seNd me Home.. bUt i reJected i tOld him i GOing tO lot 1 finD my frn...I went TO find Victor... hE at Kpool.. playing.. pool... his FRns.. werE therE... TOo. aLot oF fRns.. Den  ReceiVE a SMS frOm... him.. he thankED me fOr accompanYing him to Watch MoviE.. anD say i am very quiEt and didn't really TOk to him ... COs.. i was ACtuALLy quite TirED.. dun REaLly FeeLs Like Toking...
 
TiREd TiREd TIreD...
this WhoLe WeeK I am sO tIrEd, beCos of:
1. aLot oF AssiGnMent
2. tIred Of bEinG.. sTrong("sOMeTImes I reALLy hOpe That is this SOmeone WheRE he Can let Me "KAo"on his ShouldER Can leT me cLose Me EyEs... ANd Let Out my TeARs...I wanTed sO muCh tO CRy ouT... aLl my TRoublEs.. i Hate tO hiDE my tEaRs... I hAte to aCt DAt aS if i am Very hAPpy.. nO wOrrIes aT... if TheRE is SuMone.. i can REaLly let me.. Rely on FOr awhiLe JusT aWhilE will Do...anD i hoPe.. this Person is sumonE i ReALly can TrusT.. jErEmy..") hE is ThE onE gUy in thIs WorLd Dat WiLL nOt BeAR To eVen Make me.. cRy... he wILl nv hv thE hEaRt to huRT me.. i know...i uSed to bE VEry dEpenDed on him... hE taught me ALot oF thinGs... but... dEeP dOwN in my hEART i knoW its impoSsibLe fOr us to bE toGEther... but tO me he is A very impoRtant Frn whiCh i HopE tO kEEp in TOuch With... I am vERy gLad tO knoE..hE is very "xinFu" noW.. and rem our Song "yUe Ding" thouGh mY rELationSHip haD actUaLLy FaiLed... but i knoW he Happy Can Le..