-dOen't know-

He dOesn't know...that I miss him..

He dOesn't know...that I have qNs for him..

He dOesn't know... everything anything...

吳建豪-放手 mv



a frn Recommend me this song.. nice mv.. not bad not bad..

the model quite pretty..

-棒棒堂-阿本之歌-阿本来就是阿本-

wOo his So cuTe~

haha wELL i am Watching a New Drama...

18禁不禁

~ AlonE ~

~ AlonE ~

He said though he know his not the one...

but Still can cared for me as a frn ma..

He: Y u keep pushing me away?

Am i? Maybe ba... I know Alot of ppl.. cared for me.. yet..

Ya I am pushing them away or I am pulling myself out..

Y? cOs.. I scared of Bees... ~ dun wannaBe TOo close to guys..

COs.. Scare I might Fell into Another Hole~ again~...

and End up with Alot of Scars... or bruises...

I know I dun need Anyone~ ... I can be very WeLL alone~ ...

I know I am Stronger den anyone of u~...

当天还是那么蓝，云还是那么潇洒 ，我就不应该哭， 应为你的离去， 并没有带走我的世界。。。

-gIve Up-

With The Sickness... All i can do is to Give up

Tml's Audition... :(

-辛苦-

Can U guys imagine? Me sTay AT home... nv go out fOR 1 WHole Week???

haiz~ is this my punishMent??? Is the God telling me that I should StoP aLL

my RuBBish already??? stOP drinking, clubbing, going out... and eveything???

To Let me realisez I should Stop wasting My TIme already???

that I have RESTED enugh??? REminding Me that Its TIMe.. For a Change ???

haiz.. Y must I be so seriously Ill??? tO reALize that...

Previously I have just ...wasted My time... $$ without Any meaning???

If reALLy thats the CAse.. Ok.. I Have Thought Things Through

PLease let me GEt WELL soon So that i CAn Go and Start my new life!!!!

Please PLease Please... Let ME REECOEVER aFTER tONITE slp!!!!! already SIck..

until i totally no STrenght le.. I know I have REST TOtALLY enugh...


PLease Give me My health BACK~ so that I can Go start a new LIFE!!!! please please..

-Thoughts of the Day-

当天还是那么蓝，云还是那么潇洒 ，

你就不应该哭， 应为我的离去，

并没有带走你的世界。。。

~ sEriousLy iLL ~

I have bEEn Sick Since Tuesday.

Tot abit fever nia so i took Med... and slp..

WEd morning wake up high fever 38.6 den no choice go SEe dOc...

mom and Korkor also dunno.. i very sick... no choice.. but still able to eat..

den went to buy porridge~ den sEn and Sammy came my house that Nite to burn Mp3

for saMmy's chalet...And left my huse ard 2.30 am... den i go slp...

Thursaday Monring Wake up.. wOrst.. my TEmp Actually Went up to 39.1 deg.

And was quite worried..and try to wake my mom up to tell her...

deN mom ask me drink salt-water... my throat starts to hurts alot...

den i tOld mom doc nv give me anti-biotics...

and den i try to take med..and cool down my temp by using Cold water with towel..

Eventually my fever subsided.. and but ard evening time.. it came up again..

and my thoats really hurts alot.. do last time went TO clinic again..

to SEe the doc.. den.. frns.. and korkor say ask me to ask if it is dengue..

den i ask DOc.. DOc.. say no Rashes..leh.. should not be dengue.. he say..

becos of the throat...

say see if the next 2 days still fever den go see him.. do the bloOd test..

or see if my body gO rashes..:(

TOday wakeup// Worst.. totally can't Swallow Water...

my throat hurts dunno like wad... super Pain.. can' swallow water ..

can't swallow pills...so drag till abit late den took med..

but that time my temp went abit up again sobsob..really very pain...

feels like crying.. also no strenth.. today i just keep lying on my bed...

try to eat steam egg and white porridge also can't really hurts alot.. i forced

myself to swallow but.. only manage to swallow 3 mouth..

den felt very giddy den afaster took med.. and went back to bed..

was thinking if i Got the 'MAo Dan' so called mom to ask her how to TESt..

all she did was to scOLD ME.. say.. must drink the 'Lingyang' and ask me take med..

and KPKB.. en nv ans my question... i very Pissed off so just hang up the phone..

thEN thiink she Worried also.. even Called ah ma to tok to me... -_-|||

Ah Ma.. called me.. just now.. tok to me nicely.. ask me..

say fever must drink water...pain also must drink ... if not how to recover...

but it really hurts alot..den ask me.. go eat or not..

i told her.. can't swallow... water already can't swallow how to swallow egg and

porridge>? xianz... den ah ma.. say if tml.. can asK me.. go ah ma.. house..

they take care of me.. sobsob I told ah ma..

i whole day just lay on the bed no strngth to get out of bed lor...

know they all very worried...but i really very xinku can't swallow anything..

not i dun wan to eat or dirnk lor..den told ah ma ltr liling (my dear cousin)

will be coming to visit me... so ask her not to worry...

thoughts of the day

~ Thoughts of the day ~

"
不要刻意的追求爱，应为那样会很容易受伤。

当爱情来得时候， 也许你根本都不知道。

但是当失去的时候，你就会肯定他的存在。 "

But don’t go pursuing it. You’ll open urself to hurt.

Love may sneak up on you unaware. But when you lost it,

you’ll be sure of its existence.

Qutoed from ep 19 of A chinese Ghost Story.

- 脆弱 -

- 脆弱 -

当一个人生病时。。 人是不是都会变脆弱？

忽然好想要有一个依靠。。。

忽然好想要被人呵护。。。

好想好想躲进怀里。。。



鄭秀文 脆弱 LYRICS

＊爱　它已经困住我　透不出一点光　能够指引找到出口
　泪　它匆匆流干我　内心所有坚强　无法可想无话可说

＃想要伴着你　又怕被操纵　我想问为什么　却问不出口
　我装得很冷漠　却只是受尽折磨　害怕苦与罪　却很难回头

☆谁看出这样的女人内心里是脆弱
　一半梦　一半苦涩　一生都寂寞
　能不能贪点时间换一些感动
　承认吧　我也需要更多的欢乐

睡吧　白天的伪装　剩下来是脆弱
你的笑你的眼光快把我淹没
明白后又能如何　不愿意放纵
忍不住也要忍着　去唱这首哀歌　谁懂我

Repeat ＊＃☆

睡吧　白天的伪装　剩下来是脆弱
你的笑你的眼光快把我淹没
明白后又能如何　不愿意放纵
忍不住也要忍着　去唱这首哀歌

△幸福的泡沫　永远难捉摸　彼此痛苦都太多
　男人的温柔　来去像一阵风　不要存心敷衍我
　我不是弱者　只求面对自我　痛也痛得很光荣
　我只想摆脱　所有的脆弱　把一些自尊留给我

Repeat △

-sIck-

- sIck -

cOugH cOugh cOuGH...

Cough Non-stOp...

finally trying tO go slp NOW~! zzz

deCide to start 'it' again~

looK out for my hard WOrk~~~

wIll trY to finish ASAP.

周杰伦自导自演 《不能说的秘密》故事梗概

周杰伦自导自演　《不能说的秘密》故事梗概
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　　关键字：不能说的秘密 周杰伦(最新动态、个人档案、FLASHMV专辑) 桂纶镁 黄秋生(最新动态、个人档案) 故事梗概




《不能说的秘密》
小伦(周杰伦饰)与父亲(黄秋生饰)相依为命，父亲是淡江艺术中学的音乐老师，小伦自小在他的熏陶下，拥有非凡的音乐才华。

这天是小伦转读淡江艺术中学的第一天，当他跟着同学小依(曾恺玹饰)参观校园时，突被一段神秘的钢琴乐曲吸引。


赛德让男女高潮不断 我与早泄老公的日子 湿疣疱疹婚姻的杀手
湿疣疱疹—德国新药 患湿疣疱疹别滥用药 战胜肝病—全球震惊
45岁前停经不正常!! 征服女人的秘密武器 猛男让女人高潮尖叫


小伦随着琴音引领，走进一间百年琴室，发现弹琴者是一位清秀脱俗的女生小雨(桂伦镁饰)，两人虽然没有交谈，但在四目交投之间，双方都泛起微妙的感觉。

原来小雨是小伦的同班同学，由于冒失的小雨上课时总是迟到，故经常被迫和坐在后排的小伦坐在一起，两人的感情因此突飞猛进，更到达互相分享秘密的阶段；但每当小伦问及那天在百年琴室所听到的神秘乐曲时，小雨总是模棱两可地回答：“那是一个不能说的秘密……”。

距离毕业的日子越来越近，小雨决定向小伦公开神秘乐曲的秘密，于是相约小伦在琴室相见，小伦以字条回复小雨：“今晚琴房7:30，我也告诉你一个秘密”；怎料字条在阴差阳错之下，竟落在暗恋小伦多时的小依手上。

当晚小伦在琴室边奏着小雨喜欢的乐章边等待着，突然一双温暖的手盖着小伦的眼睛，双方情不自禁地拥吻起来，直至小伦张开眼睛，方知对方不是小雨而是小依；与此同时，小伦听到小雨的哭泣声从门外远去，小伦疯狂地追出去，但小雨早已芳踪杳然。

小雨自此仿如人间蒸发，音讯全无。小伦向同学打听小雨的下落，同学竟说从不知有小雨这个人。小伦到小雨家造访，竟被当成瞎撞。小伦翻看点名册，赫然惊觉名册上也没有出现小雨的名字……

直至小伦发现一张父亲和小雨的合照，向父亲追问关于小雨的一切，小伦方知小雨的出现绝非偶然，一切源自一首神秘的乐曲和一个不可告人的秘密……

~ 不能說的秘密 ~

~ 不能說的秘密 ~



Heard this movie is coming out soon~!!! I wana watched~ lolx...

wOO...

The Song not bad quite nice.. MV below ~>>>

When gege buying the PSP... the salesman.. was playing the song..

heard it today cos they keep repeating.. den I realize wad the songs is abt...

den I realisez that song GOt a Meaning..one.. Tmd.. noW den I know..

I AM SLOW! ...

~ tIreD ~.

~ tIreD ~.

sLP at 6am.. wake up at 12 noon..

deN gege Called went out with mei mei and gege...

weNt to queensway to makan.. i just ate 油条 and 豆浆...

no much appetite... think TOo tired le.. den after dat went to ViVO...

shop ard.. but.. i very Tired not much mood to shop also...

deN gege Bought A PSP ...anD den rush oFf to buy his gf her bday present..

and we WEnt to chervons to sing... den the last 1/2 hr.. gege and mike disappear..

den after our last song we went out tO find gege.. I was Stunted~ wHen i Saw...

the scar on GeGE's hand... mike told me.. dat Bitch just broke off with gege..

den gege Use CIggs to burn himself.. I see le felt very sad..

den My eyes very red... hoW can she Bully my Gege like dat...

gege vEry sad, he also dunno wad he doing.. den smk and smk and smk...

I very worried for him.. :( I hate that bitch... all along also dun really like

her... now still bully my gege..~!!!! xiaojiayi also very hate her... tmd.~!!!

Lets Hope gege will get it over SOon~

~ 黑色幽默 ~

~ 黑色幽默 ~



black humor is like satire, its like, kind of laughing at the misfortune of others, have you seen american beauty? That movie is filled with it. In this song, that is what he is talking about. He thinks that the girl is playing games with him and he is confused if she is serious or not.

要找一个懂我的人已经很难了， 何况是一个爱我的人。。。


TiLL noW... at the agE of 23... i Think only Jeremy

is the Only Guy in My life who truLy understands..me

WhenEver I am sad or.. fEEls trouble.. I dun even have to Tell him

anything.. straight away he knows... we weRe once So Closed...

buT howEver... we Lost contact eventually...

anyway not Even... that bastard.. understands..me..lorz

though... There is another frn.. where I think he is quite similiar to Jeremy

but somehow... its just like dat... maybe i just wanna find back the feeling when

times were back to sec sch... where Jeremy.. is the only one..

wHo treat me very nice and gd...as A frn~

fail my 2nd TP... and break into Tears..once i reached..home..

very saD... so sad.. haiz... try so hard.. yet still failed..

Too Nervous... le.. saddiEz... and Decide to ask Chinchin out..

for ClubbIng..


sAY is to 安慰 her.. actaully is I very sad and aNgry At Myself,

also craving... For clubbing lar... All their fault who ask them..

Kc, sam and sen nv wait for me to Go Club... they wEnt MOs on friday..

Where I be gd ger stay at home slp...


sO just now Went TO DBL O with Kc and Chinchin.. Angela and her ahmad came..ltr..

Guess the only time i Am Free from troubles.. and Worries.. and truly bE happy is

When I am On thE daNce Floor... Letting out all my engery....


Oh yA b4 dat I went Ah ma House.. heE Am So LucKy cos.. i Last Min decide to go de..

and Ah Ma Cooked My fAV Soup~ Lotus Black bean Soup~~ 好喝~！ lolx Also Have Rojah~

lol...aGain... da Gu..lolx mention .. abt.. wELL dun be So dishearted abt the Fail

relationship.. sayiNg next Time can Find a beTter One... WeLl hahA sOry I dun

bElieve in TRue love anyMore..


wELl when I still yOung Maybe... very Like To find a BF... a Guy who reaLLy loves

me, care for me.. and dotes.. me.. but.. Com on ..TELl me.. How Much LOVE can cost??

aLL U get Is a Guy who Pin all ur bubbles... trash ur hopes.. make u DisappointED

and gIve u emPty PromisEs... aLL guys.. are the SAMe.. !!


Chin Chin say ur buddy KC not bad...one.. lolx ask me consider..

dawn mention dat TOo.. since we sO click can go ktV 2 person.. sing and Sing.. lolx

haha erm,, haha ya Kc consider not bad..lar but he 1 yr yonger lor heLLO...lolx

haha KC, sam & sen all 3 are Super nice guys~... belIve they wIll treat Their GF

very nice de.. but.. lol 3 i also very Close de..lorx cOme On.. lolx they dun treat

me as A Ger de lor.. to them I am A GUY~!!!! thats Y we SO click~ lolx they Are my

gaY buDDies.. I love Them sO much~ ... wad My life will be if theY didn't appEAR ???

~MaPleMaple~

hAha started playing frm Ytd,..~ lala

ahah so happy can play with nini... though she in US~

muackZ love her So much~ lolx

PICTURE of the DAY~ haha

zzz played till I gastric le..~ thats ALl fOLKs.. Bedding Time~

歌曲：害怕

歌曲：害怕
歌手：林俊杰 专辑：第二天堂



wu~~~~~~~~~~~wo~~~~~~~~~~~
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差
*我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再
去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我
而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你
这网里我也撑着
拼了命的守着

~Shit~

~Shit~

stuPid.. think i really quite drunk... last nite...

gege called me.. ask me go out.. den ask y I sounds..so gloomy..

I : sTill Seh ma...

I : Uncle 我昨天喝多少leh。。

den Gege start scolding me...lolx.. he say nobody ask me to drink... SO much lor..

den say I keep saying Uncle, 我喝多少。。...lolx I tot i only today just tell him.. this.. only..

he said i last nite keep repeating... this... lolx... haha .. xianz.. Think i must really be drunk...

Totally NO idea abt...wad I had done or tok last nite..lolx morning Wake up...

also can't even walk properly..zzz lolx... tmd... haha ok lar..

since i also long time nv drink till like dat..le..but Hang Over.. not very Gd.. fEELing..

tIred.. head spinning... gong gong~ stoning... xianz xianz xianx....

Right now.. GOt to Drink Alot of Green Tea.. den ltr still Goin out with

gege... mei mei and cheng...

Recently.. duno y.. keep having.. headaches.. till migranes... and each time..

last for 1/2 day... Wanted to Pop panadols.. But.. haiz.. I just have to endure the pain

cos I can't panadols.. Got phobia... unless fever den take..zZzz den ytd took 2 sts frm gege..

and asked isit becos.. I stop le..dats y... gege say.. ya.. if suddenly stops..

will somehow have withdrawal effects.. den i say Orh... den actually last nite at chervons..

after the 1st mug of beer.. It smoothens the Pain... evntually my headaches.. actually have

gone..

~ SuNday ~

~FianLLY Drunk~

ydT... Met Sam 2pm at Orchard Mrt... and we Went to Far East..

To Window shop...lolx For me.. we shop ard... and i tried some... Shades..

He say big one.. Nice... lolx... Asked Sam... My new Hairstlye Nice? he say nice..

lolx but not Punk enugh...lolx.. he say wanted tO Help me style...

haha Woo long Time nv Meet SAm and ah Sen.. Miss Them.. so Much...

GueSSed WAd? i really miss them.. alot.. and I love them.. so Much...

They are the Ones.. When I am so DOwn.. With wad Happen tat time..

They Are my dearest... help me...accompanY..me... through my darkest Part of Life..

WiLL nv Ever Forget them.,,muaKz... haha.. 3.30.. I acc.. SAM to weELock PLace... TO MTM

He book a Trail treament foR his EYe bag... haha SAm's $$ so Easy TO earn...

LucKy i Was there with him... Lolx SAVE HIM!!!!! ar bo i think he WOuld.. just SPent his $$$.

dEN Ah sen Came..TOO..haha We TOOk Some Pictures... in MTM... wOO nice nice...

haha .. WeLL then After dat..weNt back to Far East .. Conitue..shopping.. SAM bought A pair..

Of Pants.. Which both Sen and I toT WAsn't very Nice... but..lolx.. as eXpected... I knew he will

buy. tHen Told Ah Sen... : 'Sam's $$ very easy To earn ... Next time.. I got $$ I Open a Boutique

Just Selling Guys... clothing.. and.. Put Some xiao mei mei tHere serve him.. he sure buy... lolx.'

Sen LuFF..lolx gagaga...lallaa after dat.. we Went to ... the level 4?... to EAt diiner Culet rice..

den went TO cIne... Sen 'DaBao' Chicken rice.. for SAmmy.. and bring to Taka.. to find her..

and Acc her.. till she finish her dinner.. while me and Sam.. went to Cinie....to find CLover..

FianLLY.. Bought my Clover.. WOo Ex... $24.90 just for a Hp ...Accessory.. den That time..

gege Called.. me.. ask me where am i...Told gege..I was at Cinie... Then he said he was with

Xiaojiaoyi & cheng at The Califonial Fitness....then Ask me..how if wanting to meet them...

but they leaving Town.. Told gege i Will go find them ltr... sTill Choosing my CLover for quite

some time..just 5 mins.. ltr after gege called.. gege Called again...

GEGE: Mei mei~

Me: huh? simi?

GeGE: GUESS WAD~

Me: ???

GEGE : I SAW ur EX~~!!!

Me : where?

GEGE: califonial there.lorz.. walking towards... somerset MRT..

ME: huh huh.. really ar.. with a GEr huh?

Gege: Not yet.. alone...

Me: Ok~ .. SHIT~

.................................................................................

shit.. AFter dat.. I started feeling very Nervous.. unwell.. i very scare will meet..him..

And its.. quite obvious.. that I started.. to nervous.. den i TOld sam..

and when SEN came.. he ask me.. eh wad happen..? den i told him.. he said wont so suay de lar..

lets GO play Pool.... den i Started Stonning.. they tried to Crack Jokes.. on my Ex..

I knoew they trying to make me Feels.. better... haiz.. den I started having my Migrane...

ard 9pm.. ended the Pool... den went to Long JOhn... and...Sen wanted to makan...

den.. after dat we tOk abt clubbling... his gf.. my ex.. dat bitch.. and alot of stuffs.. till ard

9.45pm Den I Took 502 Express tO Chervons.. Find gege they all...

and drank gege's beeer...and Singin...After dat,, I felt no enugh.. told gege.. so how?

and Finally decided to go to XiaoJiayi's Place...

acc her back and went to 7-11 to buy half dozen beer.. and me one person drink again..

This time.. I am .. Drunk.. and after dat Took cab home.. Was Totally.. OFF...zzz

Did not have the energy anymore.. just drop dead on to bed.. till now. den Took oFF my Lens..

remove my make up... and while removing my make up... i saw my Eye liner.. drop...

not sure if Last nite,.. I cried or not.. totally forgotten..wad happen..

only know i drink and drink.. and drink and drink .. gege was on the phone with 'M' his ex..

me just drinking and drinking.. while xJiayi playing with her puppies... Piano and Misty..

WOo i Really love Piano Alot she is so cute...den now still thinking if i actually had cry.. zzz now..

very seh.. abit hang over..reaLLy.. fianlly Drunk? WOoo

《世界上最远的距离》

好几百年光阴流过去了，在与长江同样重要的河流--恒河边上，也有一位和李之仪一样蘸着水声作诗的人。他面前的涛声却化作《世界上最远的距离》：

“ 世界上最远的距离
不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你

世界上最远的距离
不是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱

却不能在一起......”

印度诗人泰戈尔和中国词人李之仪，太相似的是大江流日夜，客心悲未央。太不相似的是：后者，用心灵克服距离；前者，用心灵制造距离。

甚至，泰戈尔索性说：

“ 世界上最远的距离
是尚未相遇
便注定无法相聚

世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天

一个却深潜海底”

Link: http://linan.blshe.com/post/73/41967

错了再错

歌曲：错了再错
歌手：张栋梁 专辑：王子



退到了绝境再退破碎到不能破碎
能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下
我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧
即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我
不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
为什么连谎言你也给刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说

~ Sentosa ~

~ Sentosa 09/07/2007 ~

Pictures Up~

xIaoJiayi brought her 2 doggies...aLong.. the puppy in black is called 'Piano'

the White one is called 'Misty' I like Piano... she's so Cute.. dun U think so??

lolx i aLways.. like Dogs Since young.. I rem there's once i told my dad that

I wana a Dog as my bday present when i was quite young...

Den He Told my Aunt to buy me a Dog Softtoy... -_- lolx but i Told him i wanted real one..

He said cannot i still TOo yOung .. Can't even take care of Myself.. how to Own a DOg..

sobsob...Nvm.. now i can't Own.. next time..if I will get married...

den My husband must be a Dog Lover..lolx he must buy me one...

if I nv get married in the End.. I will buy myself.. 1 haha...

KBOX

~ KBOX Lastnite ~

wELl went to Kbox Lot1 with Kc...

haha Omg we are crazy lolx

2 person ktv for 5 hrs..

haha and the last 30 mins... with just keep repeating 2 songs...

1. I Still believe.. (cos KC.. wanna train that song..)

2. 窗外（I also wanna train this song cos nv sing b4 only
last nite lolx but KC is Gd at this song..
even taught me how to sing the female part.. haha）

sO we just keep repeating this 2 sOngs.. lolx

wOo like Long time nv sing till SO Shiok~

hm..KBOx system.. still The Best..and my Fav~ lolx

漩涡

歌曲：漩涡
歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：逆光



总装着很有把握
不准爱渗入生活
才发现闯了祸
让你当真以为我的心上了锁
让你绝望地走
成全独立的我
好想捂住耳朵
不想不看不想听谁说
好想蹲在角落
把谴责的眼光都躲过

像个黑色漩涡
将我吞没
悔恨已逃不脱

我承认这都是我
感情事处理得不妥
从不说
我爱你
那么多

原来人可能脆弱
爱让我很难振作
我坐在最前座
人生第一次面对什么叫落寞
经历你这一走
最大傻瓜是我

我不要谁好心帮我
每个人像在隔岸观火
看我犯错
提醒我说
都是我的错
提醒我说
逼你离开我

就算同情是条绳索
我也没办法伸出双手
拯救自己(除了你)
除非是你(拯救我)
肯回头(为了我)
扭转这个结果

方大同 - 爱爱爱

方大同 - 爱爱爱

作曲 : 方大同　填词 : 周耀辉　

在哪里记载第一个桃花贼　
谁在哪里典卖第一支紫玉钗
我在这里见怪更怪　
见过电影里面人家的海　
更枇去看海
唱过人家的爱更想找爱
你哭起来我笑起来　
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱　
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待　
还是觉得孤单太失败　
我爱故我在

找到爱幸福的人肯不肯躲起来　
正在寂寞的人能不能站起来
我在这里陪你无奈　
读过小说里面人家等待　
更习惯等待
唱过人家的爱更想找爱
你喊出来我静下来　
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱　
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待　
还是觉得孤单太失败　
我爱故我在
挥不出满天满地的尘埃　
买不起满街口袋的品牌
你闷起来我傻起来可以爱
会不会整个时代只有一个告白　
谁不爱过不存在
不明不白不分好歹　
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱　
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待　
还是觉得孤单太失败　
我爱故我在

Link: http://www.mtvtop.net/html1/25172.htm

Nini

Thanks Nini for ur E-CarD~ Love u always~

I like that pic.. very nice and sweet... Thanks babe~...

I know u are always there for me..no matter how far we are...

so when are u coming back to SG?? 还有多久？

窗外

窗外




男：点了支不想抽的菸YA~
思念像烟圈飘散在窗边OH~
女：泡了杯没糖的咖啡　
我擦的香水OH~
会不会飘到你面前
女：天空上的云　　
男：外面下的雨　　　　
女：彷佛像你的心情捉摸不定
男：捉摸不定
合：回想你扮鬼脸的表情　
男：难以忘记OH~（女：以忘记OH~）
男：爱离窗外越来越远　　
女：是我太顾虑尊严　　
男：下著大雨那一夜（女：虽然）　
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）　　
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）　
合：我才发现我无力挽回OH~
女：爱离窗外越来越远　　
男：爱以被画上等线　
女：已过了多久时间　
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）　　
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）　
合：我才发现这早已经是从前
休息一下（间奏）
男：点了支不想抽的菸YA~
思念像烟圈飘散在窗边OH~
女：泡了杯没糖的咖啡　
我擦的香水OH~
会不会飘到你面前
女：天空上的云　　
男：外面下的雨　　　　
女：彷佛像你的心情捉摸不定
男：捉摸不定
合：回想你扮鬼脸的表情　
男：难以忘记OH~（女：以忘记OH~）
男：爱离窗外越来越远　　
女：是我太顾虑尊严　　
男：下著大雨那一夜（女：虽然）　
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）　　
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）　
合：我才发现我无力挽回OH~
女：爱离窗外越来越远　　
男：爱以被画上等线　
女：已过了多久时间　
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）　　
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）　
合：我才发现这早已经是从前
女：我想拉上窗帘
男：OH~我想闭上双眼　
合：只是我不想看到窗外过去的情结YA~（OH~）
男：爱离窗外越来越远　　
女：是我太顾虑转变　
男：下著大雨那一夜（女：虽然）　
合：你（我）哭红双眼　　
都是我不对（你没有不对）　
我才发现我无力挽回OH~
女：爱离窗外越来越远
男：OH~越来越远　　　　　　
女：你等了多久时间　　
合：你（我）哭红双眼
都是我不对（你没有不对）
我才发现这早已经是从前
男：都是我不对～　　　　　　　
女：你没有不对～
男：都是我不对～　　　　　　　
女：你没有不对～　

My Big Workout

~ My Big Workout ~

wELL wOke up ard 9.50am.. den wash up...

changed and bring my bball down... to play...

but not abit 'lau hong' haha hm...

dunno How Long nv play bball le...

When i am Playing bball.. memmories of sec sch... flashes back

cOs.. I was thinking... the Way that hanwei taught me de last time..

how to bend the knees.. and use the left hand to support the ball

and the right hand to shoot,... den rem ... my class.. ppl..

xueni, jiayan, xiaorong.. when PE time.. ask to Play bball..

all siam... and very unwillingly.. guess i am the only one.. who is keen..

so Often Play with weizhang weejia and especially wenhong..

den suddenly.. flashes back.. all the memmories... in sec school...

girl guides.. how i frm.. a nobody promoted to Qm... and how to use our skills..

in camp... all that.. the fun we used to have... den i realised... how different I am

from last time.. and now.. i changed alot.. i Rem.. last time...

I am always very cheerful..and full of craps.. lolx and

I always have my funny thouGhts.. abt erything.


Most importantly... i am very Sporty and Strong ger,... not like now...

just keep hiding in a caves..of my own... aM I right nini??

I rem.. last time in sec sch days.. when i am unhappy i will just go running ...

and running and running.. to vent out... my unhappiness and sadness..right???

ya I rem... everything now... maybe as times.. gOes by.. as we grow up.. and

as more bad things.. happen to me.. I have slowly forgotten.. wad i am used to Be...

ya,,, everytime a bad things happen i grew to be more gloomy... and down...

thats y.. i am very sorry to all my friends.. who actually cares for me.. sorry..

to let u guys.. worry so much.. especially nini...

U at US already got thing to fret.. abt.. still must worry abt me..

hopefully when u are back to SG... we can have more time.. for each other..

I really miss u... i Miss Shuqun TOO.. i miss the old Ai Ling.

ღ Canny ღ sent 12/7/2007 7:45 AM:
想要好过一些，就必须参透
因为

没有付出 就不会有奢望
没有背叛 就不会有受伤
没有离去 就不会有孤单
没有期许 就不会有失望
没有执着 就不会有彷惶
没有放开 就无法了望。。。

可惜人就是犯践的，老喜欢义无反顾的把头往坑里栽！

ღ Canny ღ sent 12/7/2007 7:46 AM:
quoted from xu zheng roing's blog.. seemed so true ah...

Ya nini its quite true... :)

Don't Worry .. I am .. fine~

已经看破红岑。。。

Stay The Same lyrics

Title: Joey Mcintyre - Stay The Same lyrics

Artist: Joey Mcintyre

Visitors: 9265 visitors have hited Stay The Same Lyrics since Feb 12, 2007.

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Chorus
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself, you¹re better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,cuz there¹s nothin' 'bout you I would change.

Verse
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Chorus

Bridge
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

Harry Potter

|~ Harry Potter ~|

wenT to waTch Harry Potter just Now..

Woo I Love Him so much lolx... he is sO cute~ haha

hm.. oVerAll QUITE nice.. but think Too　LittLe

Actions...As in little Fighting..for This.. time..

Hm.. overALL i wiLL give 3 1/2 out of 5 points.. haha

hm... dunno isit.. cos.. this time its not 'him' to watch with me..

I felt abit sad ? cos.. previously.. all the Harry Potter..

all watched with him... now different le...

he Will watched with her and no longer me..

anyway frns.. dun worry i really get over le.. just dat..

same actor... same character.. but the person watched with me..

different le..还是会有伤感吧。。。

aFter Movie rushed off to Meet Dawnie... called her.. she nv picked up

lucky fOund her at minitOons.. and She say nah: FOund ur Cupid VooDoo.. lolx

daWnie bought me the cupid VoodOo.. hp accessory that i Drop at Chervons..

that time. DEn... after dat bring her to Aries... to buy black pins...

and head Towards mY home.. cause..

I teaching her How to Style her hair for her frn's wedding dinner...

haha she say ... so diff.. nah its easy.. iF u Practice enugh...

COs Practice makes perfect~ lolx Finally.. haha She PassED~ lolx.. haha after some

demo...

当你孤单你会想起谁 II

|当你孤单你会想起谁|

This song I think suits my frn very much..

Cos.. just like the lyrcis... said..

aNd frm mY understanding of this frn...

你的心情总在飞

你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味

And tHis Frn told me b4 he is very afraid of being Lonely...

你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹

hm.. where else.. this part.. erm.. maybe ?

i not sure abt this but this frn.. of mine heath not very gd..

body quite weak... So try to Tough? yet So weAK? 经不起一点风吹

你的身边总是要许多人陪

Always... Meet 'frns' think mostly are Gers ba.. ~ For dinner.. movie~

你最害怕每天的天黑 this haha not sure Too.. but nite time..

Especially when he is very tired.. and slping soon

he will become very 温柔 ..

但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁

Recently he have been acting very strange...

Think he is trying to distant from me.. though i dun really know y...

but .. 人总要离别 谁也不能永远陪谁 .. this is HOw i see it ba...

而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对

SomeTimes.. we Do feELs lonely at times...

So Think becos of his current situation maybe he tends to feel lonely?

当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

当你孤单你会想起谁

歌曲：当你孤单你会想起谁
歌手：张栋梁 专辑：首选张栋梁



你的心情总在飞
什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
music
你的心情总在飞,什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰,
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别,
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对,
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲,只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回

Lonely

[范玮琪 + 光良 - 好寂寞]

Harry Potter

-Harry Potter-

Oh Harry Potter is OUT~~~!!!! TODAY!...

I wan to watch~!!! Most favourite movie~

Journey

歌曲：Journey
歌手：张韶涵



it's a long long journey
till i know where i'm supposed to be
it's a long long journey
and i don't know if i can believe
when shadows fall and block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you

many days i've spent
drifting on through empty shores
wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong

i know i will falter i know i will cry
i know you'll be standing by my side
it's a long long journey
and i need to be close to you

sometimes it feels no one understands
i don't even know why
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i can't see my soul
will you break down these walls and pull me through

cause it's a long long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies

when satan mocks and friends turn to foes
it feel like everything is out to make me lose control
cause it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you.to you

Jb

~ JB ~

Today.. my instructor called me at 10.30am telling

me.. that I have lesson at 1pm. But i Totally forgotten..

Still I went for lesson after my bRunch.

And after Lesson gege called me.. say wanna go Jb.. so

3 of us.. me gege and cheng went to jb...

once we reached jb... i went to do pedicure.. till they came back to find me..

den cheng went for a haircut... and gege acc me go shop ard..but his back prb...

so ask me go shop...1st.. and also nv tell me.. to meet where.. or wad.. ltr..

sO i just went to walk ard.. but my headached got worst...

so just walk and walk... and eventually didnt notice that the time...

till I met both of them..at the 1st floor.. den gege was very angry...

I know he is worried... but.. haiz.. i also dunno wat to.. say

during dinner.. time.. i know he cannot tahan liao.. so went cheng was ordering... food

gege started his lecture.. he said till very seriously

Gege: No.1, I knoe its not ur fault... cos i nv tell u we need to rush back to sg.
No.2, I know its my fault cos i nv tell u where we going to meet.
But u should at least have some initative to go back to salon to find us..mar..
Do u know how worried we arE?
Do u know we waited 1/2 an hr at the salon for u?

Me: i know its my fault. but i dunno mar...

I really dunno mar.. haiz.. i dunno how to say ...or wad to say ..

den gege say i bo chap ... and said alot of frns.. said i very hack care pattern too...

haiz.. den i told gege ya I am...like this. cos I am inside a 框框。and inside the 框框

only me alone inside... when noone can enters... and i dun care abt anything...

this is wad i said to him.. cos i dunno wad i can say liao

but if i really dun care i think i wont be crying just now... and weeping on his car..

when they tot i am slping...haiz...

gege say his once like dat b4... so he know how it feels..

and said to me.. u inside there.. gd meh? den went u wanna Leave ur 框框?

I also dunno.. I can't find back... my old self... just like lost my souls...

i know.. everything I also know.. i know many ppl care for me.. and very worried for me..

but noone knows.. how much i Want to get out of it.. but i just can't

Maybe I am afraid...that once I am out of my circle.. i Might just fall into any pits..

and Get hurt.. again.. maybe this is the only way i protect myself..

Sunday

Sunday

tRiEd to Chat with him...

but he bo hiew me.. till i abit pissed..

den slp... take a nap... too tired.. wake up ard 4pm..

tOok a Bath and ate my lunch... after dat

wait for Gege's call.. and tOok a cab down to IMM..

go there to walk walk awhile.. see if can find clOver..

inFact there is.. but their clover leaves not very nice.. and yet so eX...zzz

just only a very simple hp accessories.. cheapest $10 but not nice..

design also not nice so nv buy.. went to SK .. look for JW..

ask him.. how much.. if i wanna sell away de ring.

den chit chat awhile with him.. tok abt the bastard and bitch abit...

den hE showed me his new nOkia 5700 wOo quite nice..~

haha wHen he served customer.. i was trying out his camera..

and took 2 pics.. of myself.. den after dat wait for gege to fetch me..

den went to gege house .. to play mj... haha then stupid mike.. keep craking jokes..

throughout the whole nite we have been luffing.. zzz luff till my tummy pain le..

haha ok lar.. luffin is consider an exericse tOO lalalala...

lolx overall haha won $5 haha .. den gege sent me and mike hm..

Mike say can lend me a better hp.. so i follow him up.. and lend me his spare nokia hp..

haha Alot better then wad gege Lend..me lolx~ Thanks Mike~ lala

haha now den realise i have alot of frns.. that are so generous..and nice to me~:)

though mike always suan me.. lol but afterall nice guy..~

lol even though not very very close.. frn... his actaully gege's guitar frn.. in SP..

lala ~ wELL... gd nitez everyone~ :) lalala

veRy happy to See GeGe and mike ~ lolx they brightened up my Day~

ulcer

Lala boring day again... my tounge got ulcer...zzz

waKe up again with gAStric.. finaLLy See through 1 thing..

Shyryln chated with me.. this morning..

S：Nv slp ar?

I: Ya lor.. can't slp lor..

S: iyo..y like dat?

I: like dat lor.. hahaz

S: still can luff ar...

I: haha last nite.. blog alot of things.. but.. detele all the post le..

S: Y?

I: dun Let the ppl see mar.. lolx so deleted lor

S: iya still tot i could go read ur blog leh...

I: dun wan lar..lolx

S: den defeat the purpose le..

I: nvm lar.. it doesn't matter already..

ya everything its over... wether its.. the 'hIm' or 'Him' or 'him' oR 'HIM'...

It doeSn't really matter le...

相通了就好了。。
　
Den Chat with 'W'

W: think ur feeling better today le right...

I : ya..

The bubble thoughts:
' lolx as if... just dun wan to contine to spoil ur day.. like ytd.. stupid guy
u everything also dunno lar... and wont tell u also...'.

陌生

忽然觉得，你好陌生。。

在你面前，在也没法跟你谈心事了。。

温柔的你变得不温柔了。。。

Change

~ 你变了~

你变了。。 是应为‘她’而变的吧。。。

朋友，舍不得就把‘她’找回来阿。。。

不喜欢你这样子。。我讨厌这样的你。。。

大哥

~ 大哥 ~

bOredness~

~哭了~

歌曲：哭了
歌手：范晓萱 专辑：darling

雨又在下了
看外面又湿了
我一直等著
让屋里灯都亮著
这样伤心地睡了
这样压抑地醒了
想著你要来了
可该变的都变了
而孤独是什么
心冷是什么
情是什么
你是什么
我不要再想了
我已经倦了
我不想再唱了
我已经哭了
想陪你坐著
想听你说著
想知道我值得
以为我们还爱著
把窗户都开著
风也是凉的
我一个人唱歌
声音也变成冷的
而孤独是什么
心冷是什么
情是什么
你是什么
我不要再想了
我已经倦了
我不想再唱了
我已经哭了
而孤独是什么
心冷是什么
情是什么
你是什么
我不要再想了
我已经倦了
我不想再唱了
我已经哭了
我不想再唱了
我已经哭了

换换爱

Extracted from 换换爱

嘉蒂：其实是我活该， 对不对？
小南：你在说什么阿？
嘉蒂：我怎么会忘记我来赖以生存的原则阿？
嘉蒂：不抱希望，就不会失望小南：胆小鬼。 我江小南的原则，才不会像你这么逊。。小南：就算失望一百次， 只要一次希望成真，
我们的生命就会丰盛起来， 一切就会值得的。。
嘉蒂：是那样吗？
嘉蒂：那如果， 永远都等不到希望成真的那一次？

PIcs

~nEw haIrStYLEs~

是你决定我的伤心

歌曲：是你决定我的伤心
歌手：张玉华/李圣杰


(女)我曾经以为　那是一次潇洒的邂逅
所以我一直以为　能够轻易说Hello
抱著游戏的心情　考验自己没有防备的感情
不在乎自己有没有这种能力

(男)我必须承认　不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信　也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情　闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的馀地

(男)是你决定我的伤心
(女)是你决定我的伤心
(合)如果我们还会重新相遇
我会用感觉拥有所有的你

(男)是你决定我的伤心
(女)是你决定我的伤心
(合)如果我们还会重新相遇
我不会让你决定我的伤心

(女)我必须承认　不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信　也会是你的问题

(男)太多太多的激情
闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的馀地

(男)是你决定我的伤心
(女)是你决定我的伤心
(合)如果我们还会重新相遇
我会用感觉拥有所有的你

(男)是你决定我的伤心
(女)是你决定我的伤心
(合)如果我们还会重新相遇
我不会让你决定我的伤心

(男)相信我　不是有意打扰你的心
但我如何知道竟会是你决定我的伤心

(女)是你决定我的伤心
是你决定我的伤心
是你决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇
我会用感觉拥有所有的你
是你决定我的伤心
是你决定我的伤心
如果我们还会重新相遇
我不会让你决定我的伤心


Somehow this song.. hm.. nice..

Things

~最近~

其实也不知道最近自己在想什么。。。

就是有点心闷闷的，可能正个星期躲在家里闷出病了。。。

可能加上担心朋友吧 。。。 想帮忙却不知道这么帮。。。

希望身边的朋友们都能幸福， 快乐。。

应为我知道我早已失去得到幸福的权利。。

我向神灵和上帝祈求保佑我周曹的人都能幸福快了。。。

绝对不要象我一样。。。。

Short hair

~shOrt hair~

ThEre Goes My Long long Hair...

WheNever I have things.. that I wanna 放下。。。

And think I am sTill StuCKed~ in my circle~

I would Go tO Vincent & Daniel Look for Collin.. and cuT my hair~

Now its Really quite ShORt...

changE styLe

~ChANge hairStyle~

y went to Cut hair.. at least 4 to 5 inch shorter..

Dyed hair brownish Red... adn treatmEnt... $130 broke liaozz

-_-||| haiz.. siAn... den came home to Eat dinner..

and .. the guy.. at DBL.. my frn's frn.. 'Hans'

ask me out for maybe ktv or a drink... not sure later still meeting him or not..

was worried abt 'P' guessed is ok.. sO ..

hm not sure meeting him or not.. he said after dinner msg me...

maybe go dink if 'S' dun want go k..

but abit Tired.. dunno wanna GO out lor nOTz..

Now still watching 热情仲夏。。。 2 more eps finishing soon

Just Finished Ep 10.. And Extracted this .. hm.. very meaninful.~

我不知道这样说对不对。

但是你不觉得，我们常常会忽略等候在身边像空气一样的人吗？

就好象有句话是这样讲的 ：‘暮然回首那人却在灯火阑珊处’。。

hm... nice drama..~ If anyone wanna watched this drama asked from me ba..

I d/l the whole set le~ (=^o^=)

Dream

~ Dream ~

hAi... Dreaming aGain..

another Long dream...

this Time I dreamt of many different story...

the longest one.. is... 'Him'

He came back ..and asked me for forgiviness

and tell me that he know its all his fault..

and asked me for patched back...

And Told me things abt 'Her' ...

haiz.. y Like dat? TiLL now still Dream of him and her?

omg 难道潜意识还在想他？？ 还放不下吗？ 不可能~ 我一定要放下。。

In my dream.. I did patched back with him... I dun understands y...

In reality 'NO' even if he one day came back to BEG for me.. also 'NO'~!

PLease let the past just go ~

Tired

~tIred Wed~

WOke up 8am.. prepare den go Granny house.. with brother..

Den reached.. there ard 9.45am.. cos we took cab down...

And waited till 10.30am.. for the ritual to start...

after everything Over... finish lunch and deN go 四马路。。。拜拜。。

den 'Change luck' also.. fOr me..

HopefuLLy everything wilL be fIne now..

AfTer dAT aUnt went back.. 1st cousin and me went to shop ard at buggis..

till ard 5pm... den went to marina sq for ah ma they all to come.. for dinnER~

we had ouR dinner at the Immperial Treasure... Brother Treat~

aftEr that went ard shOpping... DEn.. saw a few Mobile shopz... sony Ericssion

stIll LooKing at The Phones... w810i or w610i ... zzZzz haiz..

REALLY dunno wad to buy.. cOusin say .. $400 plus.. sO ex..

y spent so much for a Hp.....den .. ask me buy back Old one..lorz

$300 plus...Zzzz haiz.. i also Dunno Den i SAw the K800i think is $400 plus also...

WorZ.. but dun like that its JOyStick..haiz.. DEn cousin keep asking me to Go..

She say see le the price also wont drop de.. deN ... ask me to Go carrfour ...

to look for ah ma.. and gu gu they all..Zzz

zzZ.. Tired TIred TIred..

Slpy??

~Slp? can't slp?~

Can't slp tonite again~

haiz... y Like dat...???

xianZ... 明明就是很累。。。

yet can't slp... xianz.. tml.. nono is ltr morning

still Must waKe up Super Early... tml.. to go ah ma house...

Cos its ah gong's 49 days... le.. after dat.. can where red..le..

and CUT hair..

stupid

-sTupiDty-

A: maybe shouldn't like dat anymore...

B: i think you just let nature take its cause lor

B: some times the more you want to control something, it will turn out worse.

A: 不是我的勉强也不是我的。。。

B: ?

A: 其实，我还蛮傻傻的。。。 哈哈

B:??

A: a msg frm him... den.. after i came home frm dinner with my frn...

A: ard 10.30pm... waited till now..

A: also nv SEE him online..

A: tmd .. lolx ...

B: iyo ..

A: 傻傻的

B：its not your fault

A：got actually got see him online awhile den offline..

A：but i nv sms him and ask y .. just like dat lorz..

A：den watching my taiwan drama...den keep minising see he got online or not..

A: abit stupid hor..

B: no lar. its like this..

B: aiyoh. i really don't know what to tell you leh. haha. ask you msg him also
cannot don't msg him will feel uncomfortable.

A: lolx 很恶心。。。hor

B: take it easy ok.

B: anything just tell me lor. though cannot help much, but at least you can tell
someone.

A: hai hao lor..


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hM extracted from some frn's conversation...

I think A very very stupid...

only know how to wait and wait.. so silly~

Poor A...

SELFISH

~SELFISH~

NB.. I got a very selfish bro...

Y cant he just dotes one me abit???

Just becos he wants to play his game.. I can't even download..anything...

Can't EVen wAtched YOUTUBE...

Y always like dat.... DEn.. I can;t Do all these..

den I GO OUT till.. late..

deN ask me dun everyday GO OUT late.. Now i stay at hOme..

I can't Do this or DO dat?

为什么老天爷要这样对我。。。

最疼我的爸爸已经不在。。。 被爱人和最信任的朋友背叛。。。

这一切难道还不够吗？？？我失去的。。。 难道还不够吗？？？

我想要的。。。 也不能也得不到。。。 为什么要这样对我。。。

我在也无法掩饰我的伤痛。。。我真的很难受。。。 我好累。。。

爸爸能不能带我一起离开。。。。

vEry Poor

haiz.. Quite Poor Recently...

xIanz... yet ... reaLLy 好想好想 buy hp...

Yet dunno wad model to buy... still thinking wether should get back

w810i or w610i ... Function wise is Almost the same..

Yet.. w610i is newer and slimer den my w810i... but obviously $100 plus more...

sO far sEE the price $468 without contract for w610i...

if I am working.. maybe i won't think so much just buy...ba...

Now not working.. HP Still lost.. very sianz... haiz.. dunno how to buy lar~

nb~! den without my Hp... 没了手机就好像没了灵魂。。。 失去了自我。。。。

这么办。。。 天啊，掉些钱下来给我吧。。。

After driving today, went to shyrlyn's place.. to get a spare phone frm.. her..

Den after dat went to westmall with her, charlene and another of shyrln's frn...

to eat lunch...winDow shop ard... and .. went to see hp again...

sianz all so eX... haiz...