Its Monday agaim: Monday Blues

Haiz.. abit saded saw the stupid Sam's blog.. argh...
all dat stupid asS fault(dear)
nehneh... go and die ba... haha

Omg.. so sianz.. my project kena stuck i really dunno how TO do... omg...
how do i continue from there?
The stupid Tree got me stucked again!!!!

Mr KOK please rem wad u promised to give me... dunring dat time....
Stop being attiduture... anyway i know somtimes... I am very naughty
but... still i must warn u... though I Love U... but i may leave u one day ...
if i felt that our love wasn't dat strong... and oways... hv conflicts...

--------------------------------------------------------------------------
Chirstmas Presents Recieved:
1. Coockies -ZR
2. Make Up Plate -xiaorong
3. Necklace - Jiayan
-------------------------------------
Who Owed Me Presents:
1. Dear - no $$
2. Chinchin - haben had anytime to meet her yet
3. Hwan GeGe - he said he hadn't have the time to get me a gift.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
Tiredness of:
1. The whole world
2. Maple Story - the highest lvl is 99 rite now i only 38
3. Relationship - Quarrelsome
4. IAP - JAVA sux.... espically JBuilder..
5. Hate the society
6. Hate the economy
7. Tired of myself
--------------------------------------------------------------------------

JingLe BeLL JingLe BeLL

JinGle BeLL JingLeBELL JingGLe aLl thE waY...
hi everyone... long time nv blog... i bet u guys mIss me.. lotZ... lolx

hm... recently some unhaPPy things haPpens... but i dun really feels like toking about.. it
yet i ask my dear... if one day he got to choose btw "his frns" and me... who??

ans = "ME"

hm... dats gd i tOt... if he were to ans ... frns... den.. i will be very disappointed and see no point in out relationship...

StiLL i must insisit 1 thing... that everyone Should know: I am can be very nice... yet can be very attidute.... so ... i am sorry if i ever offended anyone...

Tired tIred tIred

i am very tired of... alot of things... my IAP... codings and codings.... my relationship.... with my dear,... it seems.. like everything... is repeating... again... i am afraid... u knoe... afraid.. that kind of bad feeling is comming back... and i really dun like it...i am very tired... i hate to quarel. i hate....it... recently.... small things... oso quarrel again... i hated dat....
things dat have been promised ... broken... again... things dat need to changed didn't change... i hate myself and i hated u ... i dunno waD I WANT...yet i know wat u wan... today i will give u the chance... to make a decision...

爱与不爱

最近我时常在想一段感情能够维持多久。。。
应为我觉得爱情没有保障， 尤其是当一段感情曾经失败过。
爱一个人如果没办法=完全接受另一半的性格， 是不可能会有好的结果。
其实一直译来都不是很相信爱情的我一直都觉得爱情这两个子的意思很难明白。
我觉得要维持一段感情真的很难真的好累。我最讨厌吵架了，那是因为吵时大家都在气头上，
往往会说很难听的话来伤害彼此。而且如果当时没有人让步的话
“分手”可能就会是当时一气之下而做的草率决定。

有时我想的比较多，常常在想：你是不是不爱我？/ 朋友比我重要？
曾经被你伤害过，不想在受到伤害时， 真的很想放弃，想着单身多好。
我就是我，请不要改变我， 若是你觉得你没办法忍受我的性格， 何不只做朋友。
朋友不需要很多知心的一个就够了， 况且我有不只一个。
身为我的朋友都会了解我的性格，他们也都会接受我。
而且我重来就不会很做作来讨好人，所以我并不再乎别人的想法。

小爱

Me and BaoBei

eh-oh!

EvEryONe saY ChEEzE~!!!

Bye wiTchiE!!!

IAP frns.. AT NUS

WiTcHie anD Me

omg I'm SO Sick again

hm... long time no blog... cannot be blame.. i am sick this few days with fever, sorethroat, flu... cough... yet i didn't go and sEE doc.. cos.. dun wanna waste $$ on mC... and.. its no gd for me if i keep taking MC ... so... sOrry friends.. hm.. today... its the last day of this week , which means dat its last day for my IAP frn... JingSHi(Witchie.aka wish )haha i like to call her witchie... as dun really know how her name is prounced and her nick was actually wishin... haha..... hm.. So envy her... she today last day... and today i meet her at batok and we go office together... den.. she give us... some souvieners .... and.. now .. waiting for 3pm we.. are all going to DSI at NUS.. to attend her presenatation...

WELL -[^|WItCHIE|^]- GOoD LuCK and BEst WishES~!!! haha dun miSS me GER~!!!! and rem to "Da BAO" MAC for me next tiME... cos i am still traPPed in DSI here...

Back to Office :Faint o_O

MC for 2 days finally today went back to office... finally solve the problem for the server and client.... but supervior wans me to do somthing abit different...den i crack my small brain and kills alot of my brian ceLLS... haha... omg SO sTreSS... faintZ...

hehe yesterday WEnt tO cut my hair... oppS my fringe abit Too short
tOot tOOt de.. haha and also treament for my hair...den yesterday the taxi uncle tot i secondary student...
PenGz lolx... dO i ReaLLy LooksO young... haha he say the most he tot i was only sec4
cos when i told him i from ngee ann plOy... he StuNneD... haha sO funnY

Emotion: Hurting & sadness | Health: diarrhoea 4 days

weLL somthing i wish to say out... is nothing...
wadever........hurts... get... promised made = broken!
painess deep inside my heart. Y dun we just give up? i am tired.......
i hate to feel sad...... i hate..

omg i nv eat yesterday... only maggie in the noon and nite bread... yet now i got diarrhoea again... i tot it did recover? haiz...
anyway.... nothing to say,....

Sick sick

i hv diahorrea since the daY before yesterday.... me and dear went holland V dat day meet xinyi for dinner as i was still angry with him i did not tok to him much. And afer dat we went home... i still ignores him and went to bathe... i was then not feeling well hving stomach upset... den went i came out from my bathroom back to my room, he was there playing his Game again... den i was even moRe angry... didn't want to tok to him.... i can't tolerate any more and burst into fire... almost Broke off.. Den... after dat finallY he stopped playing... and.. appologised to me....

yesterday i wasn't feeling well cos i still hv stomach upset... and whole day just ate porridge... but nevertheless i still went to office to work... ... hopefully today i will be ok...

I HATE U !!!!

Leave me alone....... go away dun disturb my peaceful life....
PRomises u gave,,,... yet u broke....
How many times must u make me cry?
U want your freedom... and u wan me? Choose 1 dude:
U want ur frens... den go ahead.......
Say wad life without me is zombie... den now IS wad?

All the rubbish u hv said only... in the end hurts me just once again..
FRom today onwards... i tell u I HATE 16th !!! EVEN my BDAY~!!
I hate i hate i hate.... STupid BIKE ... I HATE U ~!!!!

CutECute

Xinyi SeCret Number

SeCrEt NumbEr

SEcreT Number

XinYi and Me

Sentosa Chalet

AQUARIUS WOMAN

If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy
or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to
a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her
life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such
person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do.
She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door
herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,
and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask
you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks
it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a
chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reacti! on,
but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring
type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same
society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up
with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and
agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person
again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word
"Love".

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if
you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She
loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the
same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her
win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight
forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you
straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she
say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will
survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly
take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not
have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she
is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes
that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her
will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she
is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she
likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a ! man can do, I can do.
If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will
just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long
she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a
"Working Woman" then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will
last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of
"pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in
fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she
really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and
will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident
and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.

SAGITTARIUS MAN

hm..Dear de zOdia .... so Accurate!!! I aGrees

A man who loves social life and curious about every new progress, new
development to make sure he is in the era and always have all up date
information. He likes to know what is the latest trend of fashion and make
sure he is not out of style. You can easily spot him at the grand opening of
new pub, new restaurant for he loves to participate in social activity.

There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could
see that he will be ahead of his friends. He will knows what is the best
seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies
showing now, he must have already seen it.

He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and
succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is
not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if
you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him
and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may
speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends
may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a
helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real
charmer even sometimes big mouth.

When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily
forgotten. He is not a person who will take a reve! nge, so if he say he going
to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet
words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere,
you will totally become meaningless to him.

Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a
good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very
energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to
travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him
happy.

Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He
will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better
leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue
of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in
brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few
days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same
lively person again, them he will be back.

He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would
be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and
this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word
"marriage" would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will
not go anywhere.

He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute,
funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be
in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you
are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively,
tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to
other pretty woman a bit.

2nd wk IAP: Meeting with my LO

Today quite boring... i went to search for JBUilder's tutorial onLine.. and manage to learn abit ... omg its so chim.. and today MR LOW my LO came to DSI(my IAP company) to meet with me and zhao ru's supervisors. Cui then Mr Low reminded us that we are supposed to do a TOR also... shit~!!! i hatE TORs....

Sianz... today really quite bored very bored anyway today i got the key from the reception for my desk so that i can lock my stuffs in the office... more secure... haha i scare wait all my snacks.. and drinks all gone... and my 4 JAVA txtbook..

yesterday when to sentosa with my BaoBei and Jiayan... with our class guys... well hv alot of funs... and hope Jiayan can settle with her bf ASAP dun dRAG with relationships u know.... "Chang tong bu ru Duan ToNg" he no Gd... throw him away hahah... take care dudE~!

after Sentosa dear and i went back to his home rest for awhile and went to wesTmaLL for dinner with his family. Yummy... nice delicious food.. thanks to his mUM..

Back From Chalet / IAP Mon

Hi to my Dearest Friends... SO long Nv blog already rite... Must Hv Miss me alot hehe
aNyway i just came back from Chalet at Sentosa.. From last Wed to fri.. Last nite i Slept quite early.. and Long.. AND shit i miSSed my 9pm Channel 8 Show "Ren Wo Ao You" Sadded.. My dear was playing Maple Story ... while i fell a slp.. And when i Woke up he was GOne.. hehe i dun even Know.. den TOday afternoon i call him and scold him haha... cOs he nv infoRm me that he has Gone home... Yet he say i slp until like pig... den say dun wan to Disturb me.

Den i woke up 5am... haha SO eARLy!!! Shit den,.. i went back to slp.. again.. den around 10am woke up... and print those documents for my IAP.. Going for IAP this mon.. TML!!! cuiZ... But My stupid printer was Dunno FOr wad reason SPoil...SO i tried tO repair.. and tried and tired until i "Pek chey" cOs dunno y the paper go in slant one..
DEn i Was sO fed UP.. i Open the back.... and dunno how to fix back... haha and in the end i SAW SOmthing!!!!! A tablet of pandaDOl WAS STUCK inside the right Side!!!! OMG no wonder the paper can go in left only haha so stupid...!!!! den i managed to take out the stupid tablet and can't fix back the printer. DEn in the end i pucked out the plug and and put on tthe flooR WAh SO Dusty den i try to fix back.. and took some time.. to fix it back... finaLLy haha NOw CAN print.!!!! Abit lame rite a pandadol kena stuck inside printer and cos the paper to jam!

TOday we went out to meet mabel and xinyi at pensular shopping centre and after dat went to city link after they left... i bought 1 heels and 1 sendal($39 plus)From VNC for IAP.. and after dat went to sunctec... WOW there GOt lingerie SALES!!! haha my FAvouRite!!!
I bought 3 bars and 2 bra sets everything for just $68.80 haha very AFfordable rite and its perrie cardine ... hehe

VNC at citylink near the 7/11 its a very nice shoe shop for ladies... cos the heels there alot of nice design and yet not very expensive..

while dats ALL FOlkX!!! Gd nitE

u hurt me again!

Last nite .. tears whole nite ...he hurt me again... this time co the pain in my heart is to b Double .....
say all kinds of things and do all kinds of stUfFs to hurt me...
Wad evea he promised h 4gethon sam old problem den why in th 1st place wan disturb me in my single life?
i am vry happy with dat.... u know... i tried to 4get all the pain and hurts u giv me... yet u repeat all this again...evrythin also u...say one... i didn't owe u all this ok! it hurts me alot when u do all stuffs to hurt me and i hated dat... i told u once b4 if u can't give me th happiness dat i wan .........dunden leave me ba... i know at times i am veRy bad.. and u said it urself dat u accept dat cos u love me... den y treat me like this.. just bcos of a game!!! is th game so important ... even mor important den me ... i rgreted... rally..y i give u the chance to hurt me once again

FUCK LA

SI bei sianz man.... i think i going to fail my SS la... everything also dunno how to DO... and WTF thursday still GOt DSA knn .. and u haben study YET lor... now everything oso no mood to DO la.. an idiot spoil my keyboard button.... and i jitOah no mood now lo... and he is still playing his stupid GAME damn iT.. man... game game game... bcos of gam quarrel with me 2nd time le lorZ... tmd....only care abt thr game
the stupid game is more important dEn me lor... wtf...guys CAnNot be trusted !

Quarrel

Last Nite Tears Non-STop... we haD i Big bIg FIght! eVer SInce We Patch back.... 1st TIMe we had a big FIght! ANd i was so angry , confused and Tired!!! SAdnESS...
Anger : Make him SAy Things Nasty TO me!

wAsn't He the One WHo PromisEd the THings... he shOuld.. and tO aCCepT my AttituDe?
aSk uRseLf DO u LOve Me or u Love UrSELf MOre? aRE u WILLinG tO gIve UP sOmE thingS SOMe TImes beCOs Of ME? YES or NO? U Dun Hv TO reaLLY tOrEratE me if U REaLLy CAn'T ...

I knoe aLot of timEs i am VEry bad! tOO STubBon But if i can ChaNge the Pigs will Climb Up TrEEs U know!? i TOld u once and for all... nothing can change me! U said u acCePt no MatteR wad ... DEn?

I was HurT last nitE... i know u dun know! The Pain NoOne KNoes~!
LOVE OwayS HurTS! I aLways Believe ... this :

True Love Dosen't hv a Gd enDIng, Cos True Love Dosen't End!

Tues day: CAD CAM

OMG i Confirm fail my CAD stupid ass when pratice time i always do rite
y today so farking Ass... my thing can't work then the stupid helper keep asking me redo redo... den waste my time in the end i end up did rubbish nothing much lor confirm fail!!! saded!!! MR joesph loh help!!! haha den very saded junjun cried leh.. cos she also same as me i think ah sen also.. haha saded
after dat is our CAM VB codes phew lucky this one i knoes cos all most the program for CAM project is I do wan.... but the linking to database i abit forgotten den no time to write the codes..

Monday

DEar and i cheong Maple Story all the way from sunday to morning 7am on Monday den went to slp... den around 9plus to 10 he woke up ..DAmn EArly!!! JUST TO CHEONG his LEVEL OMG *pengZ* i was woken up by him... and joined him in game.... DEn after dat i sugested we go downstairs for lunch... we ate Laksa after dat went home and cheong GAME again!!!! Den late after noon ah si and ah yong came my huse to study CAM...VB codess!!!! OMG once they reach i went bathing leaving them in my room to play MAple STory !!! MY mistake to ask ah si to play with yong telling them dat they can use cos i got 2 cable port in my room!!! COs after dat we cheong the game all the way till my dear return from his driving lesson. Den haha we all 4 was cheonging the game together. Until around 7plus den we went to lot 1 to eat dinner and came back 1/2 playing 1/2 studying...

Maple Story

Maple story is a story game where ppl from all parts all world can play together.
A very cute game abit like gunbound but this time round is u are to hit some funny thing like mushroom, snail, pigs...etc to gain $$ and the stuff take u could take after killing the things. Me an dear cheong the game 2 days ... we slp only 3-4 hrs each.... Time runs fast sia....

hOMe again

!!!! Sat and still hOME again !!!
DAtr stupid idiot make me angry only!!!i hate u!!! stujpid KZY!!!!

ICA TesT OveRx!!!

hehe our ICA test finally overs.. phew... hm..
time Table..
CAD CAM = Tuesday
Exams:
SS 18 OCt
DSA 21 Oct
Today i treat dear eat dinner cos he say he no $$ at SIM.
after dat when to his hus... and he bathed watched "Si Ling Meng 2" afterdat
we went to my huse..... hehe nothing much tonite.. i was hoping to go out..but... didnt had any idea where to go so in the end i justed playing GB... but !!! DAmn Laptop!! iT caught Viruses - Trojan backdoors and spyware... so i try to use my norton but its a useless software, so in the end i went to search for a free anti-trojan and spyware software name aSquared not bad.. and it scans all the malfuction erros.. had successfully removed! sO dear was playing GB with yong and ah si.. while i rotinG cos waited a long time for it to finish scanning....so i went to bed... den very soon dear joined me... i ask him y not playing... he said accompany me... haha like real lor... i knoe y (cos moring 6 am he got to wake up and go cycling with his "GDFRN!" i got angry abt dat!!!)nvm... hump* he keep saying i very guai lan...hoR.. i told him yES!! i AM... if u dun like can go away leave me alone... den he hug me tight tight say... cannot cos "shange le zie chuan" (in piarate ship)..lol
he is rather sweet at times when he dosen't makes me angry! haahaa den i woke up at 2 plus.... to check my viruses....been removed now.. and he is slping like a dead piG! haha....yawnZ... it time For me to gO OrRz again!!! nitEZ all!!!!

IAP Briefing

hm hm... today we had our IAP briefing we were told to tick those we are interested and skillful.. field of moudles...
FOr me : web/marcomedia/VsualBasic/Java/Photoshop
hOpefully the company i am going to attached with will be web-based job.
hehe COs i love designing... webBY..

today at home.. haha i told dear i not feeling well was to slp.. but in the end.. i can't slp and i disturb him... dun let him.. slp.. haha end up he got to cook dinner for me ... and i was damn hungry... and den yong ask me to join the GB guild : rascals dat sam created..!!! haha stupid guys..!!! weLL i hv joined.. my dear oso ..well tml GOT XML tesT!!! sianz.. not yet finish with it.. byeZ..dudEs... now going back to study!!!


I love u, U Love me, We are HaPPy FAmilY!!!.... blah blah blah

Wednessday ( EI GAMES )

On wednessday we had our EI games at 5pm sports hall... stupid mEEPok.. had signed me up as the leader... our game : Captain Ball ... OMG we had a very bad experiece dat day ... i had a fall while attacking the other team.. and xinyi kenna stePped by the other team.. and GOt "blueblack" haha... and she Keep complaining they were so rough... and its suppose to be a friendly match... the stupid refrees... they Kayu!!! they are on the other team.. and later we heard dat they are actually from the same class as the other team... the 1st round.. i was.. still ok.. but until 2nd round i can't take it anymore... i was very tuLan le...and tries to be guai lan ... le.. haha anyway... haiz.. our skills.. KNS.. la.. haha and i was kena hitted on the eye by dawniE!! ouCH Si bei Pain sia.. and they are so stupid rite use basketball as the ball..

but that match makes me understands dat i LOVE basketball very much.. i duno how long nv had a real basketball game... I wanted alot to play bball again... hm... can i play again??? can i ?? but i nEEd to practice... alot... 3 pointer shoot... and the aims... when i when to watched the guys dat day playing match with another team.. i am so excited... haha i keep asking them to jia you... and.. i love ah sen's 3pointer-shoot.. wOw sO cOOl... although they loose with 11 points... 57-68 but i fet they are rather not bad le..

Wo De Cuo

This is the song where by dear sings at kbox dat time and tears rolled down from his eyes.... and i was stunned... i asked him y... he told me... cos when i was not with him he always sings this song and ask me read the lyrics..

TeaRs dROp | SadnEss

Now is 4th OCt 2004 its hv been 1month 4 days ever since me patch up with him... Everything started tO chaNge ... and i knew it... and starting to hate it again... I may be really attitude but i just hated it dat the fact we oways quarrel becos of his frn... tO me: it always seems dat they are more important then me... TeARs came down so naturally like "jiu shang Kou" ... recenTLy Got this Feeling dat we reallY dun suit each other... our character is as if "Mars and Earth" HuO XinG ZhuanG Di Jiu
Is he really the one for me? DOes he reaLLY mEans wad he said to me... dat nite... DOes he really knows wad he wan ? Can he reaLLY give me happiness? But y... must we oways Hv so many problems? aLl i just wanted is peace u noe? If u can't give me the happiness ... dat i wanted y dun u just give up the way u did b4? When i was trying hard ... u give up on me u rem? u hurt me u giVe up on me u ask me dun contact u... i did and yet u contacted me... nOw dat ... u promise me dat u nv hurt me again... u promise to give me happiness dat wad is all this rubbish dat i had?

haha nOttiE Ger!!

hehe i lock him outside lastnite... and FOrce him to buy ice-cream for me..
haha

ATTitude !!!

AttiTuDe I am !!! I reALLy Mean It whEn i SAY this means This... I jus dun like him with kenny they all to stay outside long... COs it reminds mE of the Past! when he is with them He Could Jolly Well forget dat who is his GF... let me ROT tO DEATH WAIting FOr his CALL in my huse.. den i wanted to GO out also CANnot.. i dun wan the SAME OLD thinG TO HAPPEN aGAIN!!!! tONite It happEns.. aGain!!! i haTEd Alot...i dun like this kind of feeling... nvm.. its not GOint to happend.. again.. i am Back to the new mE...i wont wait FOr him... I WONT!!! i am already Stupid enough to go back to him... i will nv Give him the chance to hurt me once aGain... I knoW i am very attitude at timeS... but this is ME... Cannot be changED

SOmtimes Love just Aint Enough ~!

I don't wanna lose you, I don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Now I could never change you I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain And like a fool who will
never see the truth I keep thinking something's gonna change
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay
And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

MU/SteAMbOaT

Thursday (Nite)
Me anD dEar WEnt MU hEe... PooR dEar Got To boRRow IC from his frn Cos he underage.. haha den i jio Robin gO.. haha this time he went TOo... and.. we drank alot... his frn den came.. and order a WaterFall foR Him.., wOW dAmn chio hehe i nv saw that b4... i drank aLot tOO... den.. i slp on the way hOMe.. while deAR is riding.. once.. i reached Home I ZzzzzZ... den the next day 9am GOt DSA lesson.. haha I was LATE!!! again... i was having hang Over... aRghh... haha wanted very mUch to vomit but nv... i LS(laO sAi) haha 2 times... omG.. GOt the aLocohol sMeLL man.. i amOst FainTED!!! in the ToliET!! haha... den during break eat nothing much.. cos.. still having hanG over.. i drank 2 cups of milk tea... den feels much beTTer...

Friday
after sCh dear and me when home.. my Mom CoOked.. And Only.. both of us Eating.. after dinnER.. we went to my room.. den... i very tired nv even bathe i slp...while deardear watch my VCDs... den.. around 11plus.. i woke up and saw my com still on..and deardear falls aslp... i went TO bathe and tOOk Off my Lenses... den.. go online.. with mY lapTOp... and chatted with xinYi and maBel... haha.. den.. we were chating about JX!!! haha..den.. around 1 plus.. i told xinYi i vedry bored .. i GO Disturb my deardear... haha... den she says i very bad.. where go GF so bad wan disturb BF slping..!!! haha.. i told her.. cos i wanna slp... with my "baoBao" he TOok my BOaster!!! i can slp without a pillow but cannot live withouT my "baObaO" hahaz hehe den i disturb him successfULLy.. den he say he go tOliet to Pee!!! haha ... den afterdat he slp again.. den i s=ask him wad time he need to wake up.. i said i help him set alarm... he say 6am..and he set already.. cos he goin bike(bicycle) tracking with kennY.. TO train Stamina... haha LAME!!

Saturday(SteamBoat)
6am dears hp alarm ranG!!! Den he nua until 6.30 plus den WAke up... haha den i ask him to call me after his tracking session... tOday he went to all the bike shops to look fOr the cheaPesT WAVE... and just now he meeting a guy.. and he told me he sold his bike le.. at $2850 almak... so little $$.. but he say this is the market price..le..

For me.. after dear left my huse i contiue to slp.. until 12... den eaten 2 hotdog bus.. and wnt Off to GRannY house.. den.. after cut cake.. me and liling(my biao jie)
went to plaza to walk walk.. cos i bUYing her a present in the end we nv boutgh... but i told her.. if she wants i can buy her Levis jeans...
den...we went to marina to eat steamBOaT.. with the rest... after our dinner.. liling says she dosen't wan to go back sO early.. so we went for Pool... session(my bro, her bro, she and me)after dat we TOok cab home,.. now i waiting FOr my DEAr!!!

Go AWay

GO aWAy ... if u CAnt stand my attitude...
U should hv known Me weLL enugh ... if can't stand it..den leaves me alone ...
dun try to change me... if i can change i last time.. changed alreday... u knoE.. wad i mean... i dun wan to quarrel with u... i hate it...

oRcHaRd ShOppIng/

Hehe Last Nite me and dear went to orchard Shopping... Firstly we went to Far East Plaza we stuck there for a long time and bought a lot of things..

I bought: 1 bikini set $28 (very cheap rite?)
1 pair of shorts $29.20 (37 degress)

Dear bought: 1 pair of bermudas $30
1 polo tEE / $15
1 pair of sendas for me($10)

haha spent quite alot hor... almost broke sia...
After dat we went to scotts fOodcourt for dinner... i ate chicken ramen while dear ate beef noodle ... after dat we went back to far east dear still hungry and went to get a yam pie... haha big stomach sia,,... den.. we went to cine... walkwalk also looking for ice-cream... cos i wanted to eat ice-cream.
in the end we went to checkers to eat.

No MU / HeLLoKitty /

Thrusday (Nite)
vEry sadDed.. cos.. dear promise to go MU with me.. in the end.. my frns suddenly say not going... i very disappointed le... den... dear can;t find ppl to lend me ic... den he still below 21 so in the end we didn't go... i was so sad... saded...
then i told dear i wana eat happy Meal hehe cos i wan the free HeLLo KiTTy. In the end dear went to buy my happy meal and i stay at home to wait.. haha... hehe when i saw heLlo kItTy i So HaPPy...

heLLo KittY HanDbAg


heLLo KiTtY's CoLLeCtion

JB again!!! ( "Chee CheonG Fan" & mini SteAMbOat)

hehe Last nite went JB with dear again... went to pump oil and "makan" !!! Stupid ass so suay we weRE stuck at the causeway bridge for dunno how lonG!!!! stuck stuck stuck... the queue so long!!! arghh!!! we waited until very "pek chey" Den when we finally had our passport stamp... he CHEONG the way out... haha cos so hot and stuffy and imagine i was wearing thick thick sweater... cos at nite very cOLD!!! DEn we went to the usual shell mobile station. The cost was $16.60 the "cashier" came to collect the $$ den... dear... search for coins... den search and search he got 50cents... short or 10cents... in the end he gave $17.00 den the uncle say:"u search so long dun have ar?" haha i luff until penGZ!
afterdat we went to 1 of the hawker eat "chee cheong fan" and he ordered mini steamboat also... nicenice... i mean the chee cheong fan...YummY... after dat we went back to Spore... at the M'sia custom we got to wait and wait again.. this time.. wORst!! coz just eaten only.. i felt so sleepy and dozed Off a few times.. and almost fell oFF from bike hehe .. cuiz... den after dat the s'pore custom dear cheong all the way back again... on the way i was so urgent ..hehe need to gO wEEwEE... haha

busy / tired / hwan gege's 21bday

Hwan GeGe (21st bday)
Last nite dear accompany me go Hwan GeGe's 21st Bday
I brought an addias watch for him... When GeGe Opens his Present he saw the present dat i gave him, hehe he was so happy :) me tOO.. haha.. even dear dear jealous haha say i oso nv buy him such an ex gift b4... haha i told him... cos me gege "teng wo" alot alot...

Siansation

Haiz sianz.. I feel like going cheong Tonite sia.... so many ppl jio me go cheong toniteZ!!!! 1. China Black 2.Double O cuiZ... Cannot Go leh... si bei sianz.... den sianz.. 1/2 tOday recieve a Debarment letter from MR Lim.... cuiz... i sAW le scarded Tot going to get debarred den me and yijun went to find Mr Lim ask him how to write the explaination... cuiZ... :( sobsob... DEn dunno y suddenly felt very pek chey... ARgh!!!!

HeHe

HeHe
Dear just called me.. say he just reach home... den i scolded him haha.. i ask him y i msg him nv reply.. call him also nv ans... den he say his phone silent mode in his bag so he dunno... den... he say he coming to find me..now... i ask him bathe alrady his say no nEEd bathe.. EEeeee i ask him go Bathe Haha..; den come.. if not smelly smeLLy.... haha

Sentosa/Macpherson/Disappointment

Sentosa
Today went sentosa with dear... we went to mac at lot 1 to eat breakfast... den...after dat go sentosa ... for suntan... den after dat went to the market to eat lunch... chicken rice and drank sugarcane ... den i went to harbour front to shop shop awhile. Dear went to work....
i bought some stuffs... 1 is for dear...

Macpherson
DEn i went Macpherson the fish link... to look for donny, ah sai... den awhile later we went up... the billard there... ah sai order KFC... i ate a little... den yanlin came to work.. dunno y a while later...ah sai like not happy den say he got to go.... saded... he still ask ah boon come.. cos i say wanna play majiong... one...
now he gone... can't play oso... den i headache all the way from afternoon... until then... so i went home...

Disappointment
HaiZ... DEn i msg my dear,... tell me not need to fetch me.. le... but hOping he can cOme my huse cos want tO give him somthing.. Den... he call me.. say he going out with his frns.... haiz... den now i msg him he nv reply... call him also nv anS... WTH he is doing... dIsAppointment... cuiz... dun like this kind of feeling...

SadnEss ~

OMG... I watch Vcd ... until my Eyes very swollen... now... haha stupid me.. SEe shoW cry and cry and cry until My Eyes So swOllen...Cuiz.. leh..
VCD:"tOu Yu"(The Outsiders) there is 1 part .... i See le really.. bring back aLl my mEmmoRies...

The Guy Loves the Ger and the GEr loves the Guy very much... its aLl the beginning... begining... whEN tIme Passes by, and somthings happened... the Ger and the guy Hv communication break down.. When problems occur the Guy just Keep QuieT.. anD disappear To nowhere... leave the ger alone... waiting ... always waiting for him... Yet he nv come back... he choose to avoid...

The guy did somthing wrong... and the ger found out... she was so upset..but she did scold him.. she asked him... she just want to hear wad is his explaination ... any ecplaination will DO.. but he told her he got nothing to say...she didn't wan tO blame him or anything she just wan his explaination... hEr TeARs Just Keep Rolling down her cheecks... her heart was broken... and the guy even said somthing... to hurt her even more... he said: sTop using ur tears to reprimand me... i had enugh of ur tears...(he hurt her so much and yet still hurt her)
He StiLl Loves hER very Much... Yet he Keep Hurting hER....

Omg the SToRy PLOT... y So smiliar tO my Story... saded...i already forgotten the Past... yet now it bring the memmories...

JB last nite / TOday Whole dA blues~

~LAST NITE~
Last Nite me and my dear went to Tiong bahru Plaza watch Garfield ~!! DEn After dAt ... when we came out ... we saw his frn. Then they were chating while i transfer $$ to my cousin. After Dat my Dear Told me.. dat his dat frn had acually know dat we broke oFF and just patch.... becos she REad my blog? dIaOZ... haha fUnny ... aNywAy erm... Hihi To dat Ger WE Met last nite ~! After dat we went TO JB ... TO puMp Oil ... and he change his light bulb in his bike... den after dat we went to Eat "BA Kut Teh" YumMy .. niCe niCe ... a VEry special one.. Cos got alot of ingredients inside the Soup ("DAo kI", Mushroom, "Jin Zhen Gu", And Of COs... the "Bah KuT", piG livEr, & Pig InteStine) dEn also orDEr (Zhu Jiao =Pig's LeG) but dear onlY EAt "Shou RuO" So REquest For thin mEAt... Den it comes With "You TiAO" also a FunnY combination... but quite nice... Lar... after dAT we Went HomE...


~ToDay~
ToDay I wOkE up... and... Get myself PrepARe... den... i saw my hP... "Yimu" his neighbour kEEp msging me for him... den.. i go tk his hp See... anD.... Saw a SENT msg... den.. now fEEling blue blue... de... haiz....(MSG SENT to KElly2:I am home Safely, SLp EArly, NitEz) This OLD WomAn... (25) yrs Old... dear said she like him.. oways disturb him...ASk him b4 he got anything to Do with her... he reply no.... DEn.. Now i SAW THIS MSG!!!! WAd a msg is this Reporting that his is SAFLy HOMe..? YYY? fOr ??? they WEnt out b4? yyy? I dun like this kind of fEEling... i hate That... i dun like the FEEling tO guEss Again... but I dunNo should i ASk or just Keep QuiET? SO .. morning... i just fEEling blue blue.. and STone stone all the way....hiAz.. den Dmn Suay lor Lift Spoilt Got to climb up all the way to 6th Floor... CuiZ!!! den Grace ask me... i not Feeling very gd is it... haha i guEss mY FACe Betrayed me...hahaz...cuiZ... Argh!!!! ANYTHING LAR !!!!!!

tIreD TiRed ~!!! siAnz..

last nite didn't had much REst... sO Today whole day very tired! sO Tired!!! dEn everyone says GO Mac EAt luCH.. i lazy TO go.. ask DEar Accompany me GO canteen 2 eat.. hehe... but in the end WE went to SIM eat western Food...hehe dear say i very guai lan Today... hehe i told Him dun "Chao" wO (disturb me) cOs i very Tired,,... haha den he say he bring me eat i still complian... haha..dUnno La.. maybe Cos he nv write my TESTI~!!!! aNd i reALLy veRy tiRED and hungRY~C!!! TOday we did CEM assignment until 4.30pm den.... we goes oFF... dear send me home... and bought me DinnER (Chicken rice...with "Tua HuAy") my fav!! den.. after dat he went to work... den i eat and watcH "DOu YU" a very nicE SHow Ba....

KBox!!

tONiTe Me, DaWn, Yijun & GRACe went to KBox at lot1 we sing from 7pm all the way to CLose 2pm~!!! WoOhOo SONG! haha actually i TOt my Dear will come.. in the End... DisAppoinTment is WAD i GEt :( he nv come... he called and said his frn Jer is fEeling Quite DOwn and he had to Go and AccompanY him... haiZ... like dAt loR... Den Now SO LATE Le he still not YEt hOme.. DUnno Where he GO... Argh... hack CAre... care so much ... also no use wait like the past he say i borther him ... weLL Tonite i saw his neighbour Too... at Kbox,,, also mEEt RObin ... he with his frns... haha weLL... dunno When he den FREE TO write me TEstiMonial... Sianz.. GO bEd NOw.!!!! nitEZ all

Love Test for me and dear

bORED!!! huRT!!! PAIN PAIN!!! :_(

haiz...sO BORED!!! saded.. hOme ALone... everyone not at home except me..!!! if i knoW so sian.. i GO Out le.. cuiZ... haiz.. den just now i took a Nap... when i WAke up i knock my left hand accidentally on the chair... SAded!!! very pain... my Old injuries... sad case dunno will wad anot... haiz... SO boRED!!!! yAWnZ... i reALLy damn bo liao men when tO rEAD all deardear's testimonial in frnsTer.. den.. All write he GD bf... haiz.. den TOT about the pasT abit SADEd la.. haiz.. den suddnely saw a very Old testi dat i add for him... i WAs quite sTunneD COs i TOT i DELEted IT... dat time.. cos i WAs So hurt and SAD dat time.. i DELeted it.. but dunno y still there... haha.. sianZ... anD i MusT cOMplAIn...DEARDEAR u NV wrITE a TESTIMONIal FOR ME hor!!!! PS:(iF WRitE musT WRitE long LonG lonG...if Not Dun FRn u :P)

bluRbluRbluR/ nEw T-shiRt (=^_^=)

hm..TOday we woke up around 11am... den watch Tv,,.. den Makan.. my mam cOoked today.
After we eaten and i finish my bathe we wenT Lot 1... before dat.. dear almost make me angry... cos he nv tell me he work early 3pm today.. i tot he work 6pm... den he say wan to Got lot 1 with me... den dat time is 2.15 le... den.. he say he nEEd to go work le.. den i SADED!! den he say go lor lets go lot 1... he say wait i not happy...hehe of cos angry la.. say wan to go out with me.. den change working time...at 3pm... hehe in the end he bo bian he let for work lorz hehe... i know its not gd... but.. i also nv force him ma.. cos.. if he nv say wan to go.. den nvm ma...

hehe den.. deardear borught me a t-shirt... acutally i want to buy myself.. but he bought for me...hehe sO haPpy... ^-^ den he send me hoMe and rush oFF for his work..
den i recieve a sms from Jeremy.. he ask me frEE to Go lot1 mEEt him anoT..
i call deardear to tell inform him.. i knOw he dun like.. but i dun wan to bluFF him..or let him mistakEn..lorz.. so i Told him i may be GOin to lot 1 to meEt him... but.. jeremy dEn sms me..say wants to go down to TOwn to Drink... Cos he is feeling very doWn... he ssaid that he very hurt... cos he and his GF broke oFf... haiz.. SO saded... 2 yrs of relationship leh... cuIZ.. i know him tOO wELL i think hE rreaLLy loves dat GEr aLot ba.. cos this is the longest relationship he had...he had alot of gfs b4... and all dun last one... cos.. he just play play only.. those puppy loVE...haiZ he is a verY confident guy..always So proud of himself.. i think this time... he really trip and had a Great Fall... i hoPe he is alrite!!! take CAre DuDE...

dEn i SuppoSe to SMS Dear tell him whether i going to mEEt jeremy anot... lol STupid me.. i use web sms... i sms alot den i See no replY...tOT y.. den suddenly a reply ask me who am i ... den i sEE the nuM... i realised i Sms Wrong ppl!!! lolx cuiZ leh..."sO maLu"

Movie:Garfield/Suki sushi/KBox

tOday WokE uP in the morning around 10.45am cOs DeArdear nEEd to Go For driving leSson... den later after his lesson i he came To buy me lunch... Then TOok sO long Around 2pm den reach my huse.. i wait until i grastric Sia!!! anyWay..hehe nvm lorZ... he said he rush already. Den AFter DAt we tOOk a nAP... i Was SUpposE to Get Up and Prepare by 4.30pm SO daT i cAN reach PS at 5.10pm tO CAtch A MOvie: GarFieLd
with My Dear GOd-Bro : hWan Gege and his FRn ThoMas... buT hehe I OVerSLep DEn Gege Called me around 5pm.. siA la!!! 5.10pm I sUpposE tO reACH PS.. and 5pm i just WOke up... haha DEn bO bian i faster WAke UP and bathe and gEt PrepARed... den i ask Dear dear tO senD me.. theRE... then hehe Cos him to be late For WOrk TOo ... SORRy hor!! hehe

Movie:Garfield


Ke Lian DE hwan gege.. kenA put AeROPlane by His Ex sis... den i miss quite a lot of the Show.. sADED.. but Its a real nice Show!!! hehe maybe.. caN watch With my deardear again... cos i miSS the front Part ... haha.. SO Cute the garfielD!! after Movie.. we went to Meet a ger their frn, thomas's god-sis...michElle.. wELl nicE to MeeT her.. we CAn TOk alot of CrAPs... hehe TOday GOt a nEW fRn... den we Exchange nums... we went to cine for Dinner... at suki sushi... after dat we WEnt KBox ... to sing... hehe... wELL hwaN gEGE SPent aLOT TOday... thanks.. GEGE..!!! hehe den after dat we went to eat supper.. outside the carpart beside specialist shopping Center...!! den deardear came and Fetch me home.. haha den we DO Facial mask... den while waiting i came and type blogger... he... haha nOw SnoRing!!! zZzz.. OMg with the mask on his FACE!!!! kekek stupiD@!!@!@

me and my dear dear go JB...

Today 1am we went to JB and makan makan.. SLurPs.... the 'Ji cheong Fan' over there nice nice... yummy yummy!! THe frog leg porridge also not so bad... But too bad cannot eat BAK KU TEH!!!!!!

chEeze


hump!

hm.. GuEss Wad!!!

hi all long time no blog lor !!!! cOs i daMn busy with all my Projects... i rush my project until everyday no time slp ... OMg mY pimpLes ALL pop UP le... hehe.. anyway ... i patch back with "him" le... erm.. i also dunno y... i didn't wan my frns to know 1st.. becos i scare we patch bacK awhile den break agaiN it will be very funnY ritE? sO i ShALL let everything GO by natural... lorz.. he promised dat he will nv hurt me again... thouGh nOw he TrEat me as ReALLy very GD.. but I stILL muSt REminD mYsLeLF NOt tO gEt tOO inVOlvEd in him... COs.. i dun WAnnA gET huRT aGAIn.. hE tOld me hE wILl ChaNge.. all becos of Me... hopEfULLy All the thingS he saId is TRUe. fUnnY ... wHen i UsED to Love him sO much TrEAT him SO GD.. he TrEAT me like SHit... dUn TrEAsuRE me aT aLL.. tAKe me fOR gRanTed .. Now.. leh.. tELL me he regreted everything... he say he suFfers alot when we broke up for the 2 mnths plus... he Told me he CAn't 4get me.. and dat becos of the break up den he realised dat how much he loved me...i reaLLy hOped That aLL thiS is TruE... but.. i can't trust him 100%.... cOs.. of the past.. but anyway! "YOu bEtTer TrEAsuRE wad u Hv NOw THis is THe LAst ChanCE i GOing to GiVE u!"

chERVon aGain

OMG... i Omost FAintEd.. becos of sOmthing haPPen last nite... at chalet...
deN "he" ask Me wan TO Pacth aNOt... erm.. I dUnO reALLY dUnno.. eVEryone TOld me tO think CarefUL everyone tOLd me i sTILL likes him aLOt... i DuNno... xinyi says i like him But DuN waN to Be WIth him ScARe Of thE huRT he GiVe me In the PasT!!! dEn... iya i Oso DunnO WAd i TOking .. I sTILL in a VEry SEh MOoD...lorz anYway later he coming to find me after hIs wOrk sEE wad he GOin to sAy ba...

batminton/ah si's huse play CS and GB

WeLL toDAy is a very interesting day for me..me ah yong, ah sen, ah si, kc & zy went to ccK sports stadium to play batmintOn..just after finish bathing, i receive a very weird call... from a private num... its was a ger.. she called and says "You dun nEEd to know who i am, but pls know dat ur bf outside got another ger.. YOu will see"
den she hang up her phone... FunnY lorz...i dunno who is she and i also dunno who is dat bf ? i now single... leh... where gOt bf? iya makE me stunned only..

hm today batminton was rather fun... i long time no exercises den today i used uP all my stength until i was very tired and my head aches...haha
after batminton the guys says GO play bb at CCK community center. we all squeeze in ah yong's car...den... i watch them playing... awhile... den i went home..bathe and eat... den go ah si's home..to play CS and gB....

hM... wO mEng De Ai

wO mEng De Ai~~~ zHou Le JiU Zai Ye bu Hui Lai...
ya aGrEED!!! haiZ... yesTerday moRning.. A MOnDAy... OMg.. MOnday bluS...
WHen i WokE up a Saw A few SMS.. 1 From "him". A veRy wiERd SMs... i was wondering y he send me dat sms... until around noon time dEN i reaLized dat he sent it on 16th 12.01am its was suppose to be our 2 yrs annual.. i 4goten ... dat.. i didn't know it was 16th... but he rems.. he reminded me.. haiz..memmories.. flash back.. The SMS wrote in chineSe:("Dong de Zhen Xi ping bu dai BiaO yOung yuan bu hui shi Qu. Jiu Suan YOu Yi tiAN ni ba WO dE minG zi gei Wang ji, qing ni qian wang yao ji de wo meng zhi jian cheng you guo de Hui Yi, YinG Wei Hui Yi yi SHeng Zhi YOu yi Ci...")
But I believe if he reALLy Loves me and Did tReAsure me... he wouldn't hv lost me completely...

hm...yijun came my huse to do ICA.. we DO until we Both Go GOnG gonG!!!haha
omg.. sianz.. CAD CAD test!!! tml..!!!!
eRm sianZ...dUnno Y cannot SLp!!!

Finally Assginments completed!!!! DSA and WNA

omg Finally DSA and WNA is completed... yet after common test there will be some more assignments... and others still haben finish oMG... SomeOne HELP ME !!! goin Crazy sOOn ... sO strEss... until i long time no write my blog rite? lol mY dEAr frns.. gOt miSS me? lolx... i miSS all my Funs.. man... so saded.. well everyday stay in sch until so late... manY frns jio me out... oso can't join them SooRy DudES!!

Well next week study week break finally den must hv plenty of rest and must study hard sia!!! i scare fail leh.. 2 presentation buang le... so saded... 1st time for these 3 yrs lor... I hate myself man..SHIT !!! aRgh!!! now .. waiting for my dear clAssmate xinyi to finish her DSA .. den we GO Makan... i hv been eating rubbish for dinner these few days lor... hoPefully tonite somthing appealing...PLS!

trIP aT MaLaYsIa On NaTionAL DAy!!!!

OMg... fINaLLY i WAs BacK tO sINgAPorE!!! HAPPy NATIoNAL DAy EVeRYone!! ^-^ OMg the tRaFFic WAS So JamMEd for a Few HourS... saDEd... i SLp and SLp... haha sO tIred..!! ShiT the TRiP Was noT NicE AT ALL.. i think THis Is The LouiEst TriP dAT i WEnt SIa... THe FOod WAs not Nice... YuCKszZZ!!! SuXzzz!!! HM Let ME Start FRom LasT nitE ...

wEll LasT nitE AFtER i finish My ParT of WNA AssiGnMEnt i QuiCKly Send It TO XinYI.. aND aFTer dAt i WaTCh The "xI Lin Meng" and Bathed... aFtER dAT i WAs THink WhETHer TO gO FOr BBQ at Trv's huse.. But Later i DeciDEd noT TO gO it WouLD bE veRY RusH FOr ME.. sO i Met my COusin "liling" aT Lot 1 tO gO GRanDma's husE TOgeTher... WE Took bus 190 tO oRChARd DEn ChangE to Bus 65... on thE WAy wE TOk aBouT my aSSiGnMenTs.. ALl sO StREss Lor.. den SuddenLy.. a Msg is REcIevEd ! guEss from Whu? hAha From JerEMy.. he TOld me he ANd his Gf was AT Their usual HanG out KaraOk lounGe Pub SinGing ASk Me TO gO anD asK hwAn Gege ALong... SAy thaT he Long TIme Nv lisTen TO mY sinGing,.. hEe i WAS haPpy DaT he ASkED me.. but aLso Abit sAded COs.. aLready On The Way to GrANdMa's huse SO i tolD him i Can't Make it...

LatEr At GRanDma'husE , we ChanGE to sOMe clothes.. and PrePare to SLp.. dunNo BecOS nOt uSEd to it.. me and liling Didn't reALLy hv aNy SLp...SO we WokE up aRoubn 5 plus...dEN tAKe TURns TO bathe den AFter dAT.. wait fOr my unCLe TO DrivE us to ChinaTOwn den FRom there TaKe CoAch TO MaLayasIa... ouR 1st PLaCE.. at mALaySia is to EAt breakFASt aT thiER KopItiAM... abit Lok COk... but the FooD OK la not bad.. Den WE wenT tO "FruiTs GradERn" aLot oF FRuits therE.. any AnimALs... AFtER dAT..we weNT FOr luncH aT a Lok cOk RESTuaRnt... OMg.. the FOod SuXz like hELL sia.. ALl sO tasteLEss one.. wAStE my $$$ if i NOt sO louSy i wont COme at ALL lo... dEn afTer luncH we WEnt to See the wAtERFAll afterDAt is DinnER TIme,... LucKy dinnER was Much MOre AppeaLing to me... haha i think i Ate alot TOdaY...after dAT we WEnt on the Boat To RvivER Sight sEeing tO wAtch fireFlies...

"Ying HUo ChonG Ying HuO cHong mAn Man FEi..." oh its wAS a vERy nice scNerly eVEryONe BeCAme So hIgh When we Saw the FireFlieS.. cOs we gOt to WAit fOr the SKy tO tuRN DarK b4 we Can SEe aNything... It WAs So beautiful ... it o=Looks Like ChrisTmas tRee tO EveRYone... Omg hOW SWeeT it WouLd hv bEEn If sUm1 i loVE wAS theRE with Me? lol wELL but TOo Bad.. I knOe ONLY moVIes.. gOt la... nvm.. but its was Nice,,, So RELax and Cooling... This wAS The onLy Part of the Trip That i ReaLLy likes... siaz..

fOr ShOPping i didn't manaGe to GEt anYthing Except BubbLe GuMs... haha saded

jEremY : a Very SPeciAL GuY!!!

hEhe yestERday i Was SO dAmn Tired ... morning Very earLY kENa disturbed by Xinyi...lol den later we mEEting the guys AT ah si Huse fOr breaKfast at Lot 1. DeN.. while EAtingl.... a Msg recievEd... when i sAw the MSg i wAs SO high and happY.. haha... its was From JeremY.. "tHe OnLy gUy wHu wILl nV huRT me!!" WO zUi zUi aI dE "Frn" hehe a Very "SPecial one" he Meeting Me FOr lunch. i wAS sO suRprise dat he stILl rem.. me.. haha long time no COntacT i hv bEEn Wanting tO mEEt him.. AnD FinaLLy The DAy CAme..!!! it was YesteRDay... sO i MeeT him At lot 1 .. den we Went tO mAc... hE told me ABout how he beCam COmaNDo OfFicer... anD he iS so ProuD to Own a "sword" haha I Know Him Oways So ConfidenT Of wad He was... anD he TOld mE alot and ALot of STuFFs that he Gone Through... the thingS he did.. I always EnJOys lisTeninG to hIm...i owAys Learn Alot of things FROm him.. "I reALly trEaSurem him alot" i dun wannA loOse this Specail frn.. but the MeeTing with Him yesTerDAy leT me knoW somthing... I aLReady Dun hv The KinD Of Feelings FOr him... i think I reaLLy fELL fOr somE1ELse.. haha erM... but i can't say whu... sO afTer the MEeTing with him... i went to PrePare... and went OrchaRd meT with my dEarest God-Bro ... hwaN gEGe... dUnno Y he SO Gd tReat me GO KBOx... and TreAT me GO MU... anD he AlSO gavE me $$ tO take Cab hOme.. thankS GEge.. I LOVE u TOO.. keke weLL den i was So tIRed.. TOn on fridAY nite.. and lasT nite so Tired also den I slp all the way until 3.30pm...den... i ruShed my WNA project.. now... Going To bathe Den PrePAre to go out... later going grANny huse and tml GOing MalaySiA... finaLLY a Day to ReLax

TiRed TIrEd TIrEd!!1

Omg tODAy chEONg AssignMEnt until Crazy... at sCh cheong DSA...until 9 plus... now cheong THe WNA ...WTF!!!! hai.. saded la.. den xinyi , grace came my huse to do WNA... they now asLp... i cheong mySElf... hEe.. sO dAMn Tired... then heard the guys Over at ah Si huse But think they not doing project just playing i guess...
SO tIRed !!! sIaz...

gIddinEss ...StRess!!!

OMg... i am SO dAMn Busy and Stress Over THe AssignmEnts... Almost Going crazy... not enugh rESt... dUnno Y reCently kEEp FeelinG very GiddY ... got a few times Almost FaintEd sia... TOday didn't know the tEST gOt inCLuDe the MRP tabel..Shit.. i dunno hOw to DO Sia..!!! SAEDEd... i goT tO know only this morning.. when aH YOng Mention about it... on the waY to sch... OMG!!! sHit dunno cAN make it anot.. DeN THE CEM sO sTReSS.. i omosT gO cRAZy... sianZ.. ARgH!!! how i wish CAn TAKE a BReaK!!!! i wANnA takE a BReak..!!!

tIrednEss/haiRdO aT oRcHard

wELL i woKe up quiet EARly this moRning... sianz.. sO tirED... den Try my WNA.. put the pic.. but StiLl Can't Work Dunno Why... saDED... den i online Chat with Sam... they aT 1st wanTed tO mEet hwAn GeGE foR lunCH... last Min.. Janice say WAn gO GO trim Hair... den i Say ok..lor.. WE hv bEEn planing For quitE long le.. but WeekDAys very busy i everyDAy stay back in SCh DO projecTs... SADed... finalLy 1 day FrEe... wOO hOo... hm.. my treatment is $45 bucks.. + TrIming.. ANd the hAIr dRessER anUty hv Gd... help me highlight Redish Pink a bit... only.. den no Extra Charge.. BeCos.. she knoWs.. Janice.. ba.. THankX man!!! hEeheE i wAS DAmn TIred..lor.. now Going Bathe and tml Got to wake up eaRly..!!! gd nIteZ..

EAt/Play/RA/PiZza/Do WNA

Hm... not bad.. tOday quite Fun... EAting Sesssion At My house... xinyi's Jap curry although the carroT and the PotAto abiT TOo "tough" but "bO bian" cos.. the guys All very hungry le...after we finially get to eat... is around evening time..le..den after dat.. we start doin our project den suddenly... they mention about "RA" lol.. So i told them i got one the story veyr funny.. xinyi watch it b4 le .. and told them very nice tOO in the end we watch the movie... den.. after dat ../. DO project again... den... in bwt We Use Ah yong's hp tOok some Pics... den... haha So cUte.. weLL reALLY hving Funs TOdaY... until suddenly.. "he" sms me.. ask me is my contract ending SOon... cos my line under "his" name... and he wanna buy a new hp... omg.. SO complicated... den.. iya dunno la.. really.. last time shouldn't hv sign under his naMe.. now make myself trouble.. oNly.. haiz...saded.... hope my contracT can end sOOn den.. ask him to transfer ownership back to me... the nuMber... ArgH!!! abit spoil my mooD just now...

GathERing At My HousE??? tO EAT? hahaha

Welll last nite me and xinyi decide to do project today at my house... Den.. she sAy Cos i oways Complain thaT nO PPL cOok For me.. to EAt oways Eat outside until i Sianx... if not oways EAt Maggie... hehe So She VoluNteer tO cOok For me.. at My hOuse... heE ... Thanks.. Xinyi.. DeN i sugEsted asking some guys to come TOO... cOs, SAM, ah sen going ah si housE to DO project oso den ah si stays nEar me.. So ASk them aloNg.. haha... and .. i ask Them to ASk ah yong along... See he want anOt.. acTually wanted to TreAt Ah yong.. cOs i Oways ask him to 'LonGBang' me to Sch.. hehe.. den i told him just now if nEEd to paY for today's foOd.. i say i help him pay... dEn he say he wann pay himself... sO i say anything lor..but den he reply just help him Debug the DSA... I "pENgz" hAhA... Omg.. i am sO Damn Hungry,,,.. men... GOt to wait till Xinyi CoOk den i think i will die of hunger... man

StReSs sTrEss StRess

Omg... wELl thiS wholE wEEk i hv bEEn Staying back At sch For AssignmENts... DSA, ICA, WNA, CEM....WTF !!! haiz... SADED... in library stay until 7plus 8plus.. omost everyDAy tOday WOrsT.. we Stay all the Way until 11pm Can u ImaginE? OMG!!! So Sianz.. just noW i Do until Pek Chey.... den... after dat mabel, dawn, xinyi and I
went to "Wen DOng Ji" for chicken rice... haha den Eat dinner...or maybe supper lar so late le... den mabel and dawn share cab....home.. xinyi took a CAb home tOo.. onLy.. mE poOr me no $$ to Take ... SO waIted for bus 67 at around 12midnite... Sit theRE gOnG gong dUnno sTIll gOt Bus ANot... den STOne sTonE.... until oh God... lol finaLLy 67 came... phew... luckly still GOt bus FOr me.. home..meh.. OMg.. den when i walk home... Shit.. i GAstric Pain... think i eat dinnER tOo Late.. and eAT... tOO oiLy... ba... saded FinallY... DSA assignment part1=finish... still GOt part 2 and 3...saDed... aRgh~~~ sianZ>!!!!

Caught a Cold : SnEEzE sNeeZe

OMg .. i hv been sneezing since yesterday till now... and worst thing is i my gastic pain come again... haiz... saded. Today was a long day in sch... though we finish lesson at 12noon... me, yijun, sam, kc & weixiang went to market to eat carrot cake. While xinyi kena dragged by Mabel with grace and dawn to KAP MAC haha.. poor thing... i pity xinyi... cos she waited for 2 weeks.. to EAt carrot cake and actually already agreed with me dat today wanted to eat carrot cake.. lol but mabel and dawn wanted to eat MAC... haha after dat ahyong called sam... and .. in the end the guys went home.. me and yijun waited for ahyong to come den we waited until he finished his "xiao wan mian" den he drove us back to sch ... He didn't came for lesson.. but he join us in the library to do the WNA project. While.. xinyi did quite alot for the project.. but i felt quite useless myself.. cos i search for 1 whole day can't find anything helpful for the project.. so i abit sTress up... den .. me and mabel even search for library see GOt WNA book anot.. when we went back to the project room i was so giddy until i really wanted to faint... around 5 all leaves le except xinyi she say wanted to stay back somemore to do.. so i accompany her... her grace too. Den my stomach was feeling well went to toliet ... den.. haha bake cake lor..den i called janice.. ask her where she is? And i told her to come ngee ann to find me since she so fRee la.. Den she waited until we wrap up our stuffs... and we went to bk timah to eat duck rice... den after dat i suggested play pool... lol i told her must distress... and say i recently play if ppl ask me play den i go there entertain only.. didn't play seriously... so i told today got the mood will play seriously... in fact i really play seriously but still lose to her.. lol but she can sEEs that i really serious liao...haha we play till 9.30pm den we go home.. AFter i reach home i bathe and do hair treament cos my hair sucks... man... lol den i try to find the codes... finally i found something useful.. and i just manage to link the forms... up... OMG the Code is just 2 words only lor.. i search like hell man... thanks to my brother..if not i crazy SOon haha Now i Going SLp lo....nitEZ

tIrednEss + Giddy = SiCK

i felt so giddy now dunno y... all the way from the point mabel and dawn Woodlands.
ARgh!!! Assignment and assignments... sO daMn TiRed! me Xinyi stays in library until 6.50pm den we go home...afTer dat was suppose to meEt Janice for dinner at Cck but she call and say she sick... sO i was feel abit sad i Go home saded... and on the way home was think quite a lot of things... was wondering about wad if there is another person who go through everything that i go through will he/she be able to take it? Will the person collasp?

1.My dad passed away and he was the only one supporting the family.
2.My dearest love hurts me and leaves me.
3.Trying very hard to cope with studies.
4.Jobless now very hard on $$ need a job.
5.Health not gd always sick and gastric.
6.Assignments and new assignments.. datelines are same and can't compete STRESS!!!
7.Got to be strong infront of frns & family.(Didn't wants to worry them)

Stress strEss stress somtimes.. i do assignment do until i very giddy not feeling.. almost fainted on my way home.And when i reach home.. noone is around.. i wanted to eat some homecook food but mum did not cook... bro told me he home late so can't ask him to help me buy food.. Lucky my dearest god-bro hWanGeGe.. just finish his final theory at BBDC so he met me for dinner...at lot1. AFter dinner we walk walk awhile den sit sit awhile den go home.. At lot1 dunno why was feeling so giddy like wan to faint again... once i reach home i lied on bed and slp until the next day.

saDed

abIt SAded tOday... while clearing the mails.. i saw a very very long time ago email from my ex.. when i read it through again... wah.. very sad case lor... everthing is nolonger as what he wrote in the email.. everything change... he changed... i changed.. everyone change... somtimes.. or at that point of time.. u may love a person very much... u could say wadeva to make the person feels touch by u... u can gif promises... but.. after time passed by everything may starts to change... tO mY Ex i may be just sumone passerby in his life (just another ger like his Ex TOo who can be easily 4goten)... not important anymore... but to Me ... he played a very important role in my life... I used to told him.. a relationship takes both hands to clap... if i am always the one... giving in... den... one day sure "buang" one... WhiLe i was Trying haRd to hold on... he just keep letting Go.... no matter how manys times.. he hurt me... how many times he lied to me.. i still actually believes in him... until one day i just hv to give up... how to hold on when he wasn't holding on to me... he just letting me.. go... and go... when i read through the mail... how i hope i can go back to the days.. where he look into my eyes.. tell me.. that he can't afford to loose me.. but i know truely he can! he can afford to loose me.. from the 1st day he get his bike i know... he can afford to loose me... becos of a bike..but he didn't know i was deeply in love with him ... and didn't wan to loose him.. while i was trying hard.. he just ... let me GO... i forwad the mail to him... without realsing and he mail me and ask me... Y send him this... and wad i want to impose... (nothing much actually... its and accident la.."yi shi Gan qing yong shi, chong hun le tOu")

mUsiCudeRgrounG...OMg So buANg haha

Last niTe janice and i meet at lot1 and also meet yonghui and his frn eugune we tOok Cab down to MU...yonghui and his frn went to MdmWong... while we went to MU.. aT mU,
Janson brought afew frns there.. and we went to find steven and nick... den janice and i went to take drinks... Janice abit crazy keep asking me to drink pure one... and ask me "ta" the whole glass... den we play 5-10.... and i drank alot... cos i keep lossing.. btw i abit seh le.. ask Janice go dance with me.. she still playing.. games... with steven den.. i really... abit sian.. i went to TOliet... den .. after dat she drag me to dance floor den we dance... and dance... den afterdat ask me Go take drinks again... dat time my stomach so full le... den i go toliet... 2 timez... stuck there quite long.. haha the 2nd time.. i stuck inside very long... i was so seh and i actually sit down on the ground facing the toilet bowl prepare to vomit... den... that crazy ger just came in yelling my name... "ailin ailin, ni ok ma ni zai na li" lol... janice... haha.. den i can't vomit le.. sadded... i felt.. sO seh... man.. i just feels very drowzy and slpLy and sit there quietly... while janice.. she yelling and keeps toking non-stop... haha she TOo high le ba... she just keep toking non-stop i really buay tahan man... haha in the cab i just "lie" towards the door side and trying to slp.. while janice.. keep toking... lol.. she really seh already oso...

haha just now i came home mum... scolded me cos i nv lock the Door last nite... Opps the funny thing is i woke up this morning... And sAW somthing... haha
last nite i reach home nv bathe... nv remove make up nv even change...lol but the thing is i took off my jeans.. and slp like dat... 4got to wear shorts..

tIrednEss.. BoLiaonEss... KTV clementi

wELL yesterday after Lesson we stay back to do our CEM project afterdat we all accompany mabel tO tAke Pic at clementi den we went to eat... at the martket there...
afterdat we went tO sK and baleno... i bought a hiphop style top... and mabel bought a skirt from the baleno....afterdat they went home.. and i meet hwan gege
(my dearest god-bro)with his frn.. and i suggested we go Party World to sing KTV. He was so sad... poor thing... i really pity him lor.. his gf break with him becos of a guy.. sO SAd... ke lian... my hwan gege was such a nice guy... yet his Gf .. So bad.. bitch... bad get... hurt my dearest god-bro.. i hv nv seen hin sO sad.. b4... den his frn oso just broke oFF...

pResentAtion Buang~!!!

haiz.. very sAdded monDay nite.. i slp around 11plus.. den wake up at around 3plus tO finish up my powerpoint and the report... cos i am the one to compile everything... i dO all the way until 6plus.. gOing 7 and when tO sch diRectLY... sTupiD aSS i Was stuCKed in thE tRaFfic fOr arounnd 20 mins... and i DOssed Off... i was DaMmn Tired... when i Awake, i saw thaT i was Still stucked in bk timah ...saddded.. i was late for the lesson for an hr... when i reached there is around 9am le...Den... i try to write notes that i am goin to present in the class.. very SAded i buang in my presentation... eVen jun always... very nervous.. oso did alot beta den me.. OMg.. i sucks.. like hell man.. i knew it.. i can't tok when i am looking at the notes... sadded,... haiz.. its even worst den wad i did in yR 1 haIz... y like dat... very saDded leh... i surE ScoRe lowest mark in the team.. i hate i hate the way i presented ...haiz.. waD hAPPEn tO ME?> WhERe's WAs the VEry confidENt me? y suDDenLy .. buang until like dat? i dunno.. reCently.. i hv beEn fEEling quite mOody Tired... and.. sad.. haiz.. waD hAppEn??? aRrGh....i bEtA Bucked up if not... i will HatE myself.. foR dOing aLL this "stants" ... weLL tOday we went bk timah the prata shop for lunch .. i ate nasi brani(chicken) very nice... dEn me, xinyi, mabel & jun went back to sch to Do auto CAd.. while waiting For Dawn anD grace to finiSh thIer visit at parliament. aH yOng ask me to Help him Do his Dad's webbby .. i SAy ok..loR.. and ask him tO gO sch oso.. lor..den.. he send all Of us to sch..he help xinyi DO cad... den i help him with his WeBBy... Afterdat, dawn called.. ask us to mEEt them at citylink...den they Eat cRepes and cream... hEe.. i nv Eat... they ASked y.. i no $$..lol.. dun wan la waste $$... hai now i jobless.. and my "dad" already gone... he used to be the one whu Gives me pocket $$... now.. no more.. somtimes... i really miSsed him sO much... hOw much i wiSh wad hAppEn tO me WAS ALL unREAL... but i just Got tO aCCept ALl this.. my dad wiLL nv come back...
my bf was gone too... wELL i jusT gOt to bE stROng I guEss.. hEe thE GOd has TakEn aLL my LovE ones awAy from me...

bLuRnEss...

Hey can anyone believe this... i TOt toDay's lesson was 8am in the morning... den i was damn late.. for sch.... cos i reach there 9.20am.. and realize that actually lesson was at 9am in my class.. den i know.. haha.. bluR man...me.. i was sO seh..leh
i think beocs sat nite at janice hus i nv slp..den yesterday go sentosa and last nite.. was very tired but i nv slp well enough becos i had a dream.. OMg this is nightmare to me man.. i'm So scared

Dreamz:
In my dream, "he" after a period became a changed person. "He" asked me out... dunno go where i think is his house... den "he" wore very smart... and formal... drove a black car... and came to fetch me to his place... Den dunno after dinner or wad... he went into his room to rest or slp.. Den his gd frn was there... so i went to chat with the frn... I asked:"Hey how's he? still ok?" His frn reply:"yA not bAD recently had a very pretty and nice Gf" when i heard this...hm.. abit sad but still felt happy as he is now a changed person and had a gd realionship with his gf... so felt happy for him... den dunno y the dream got my cousin or frn... when heard of this felt...abit bad... den.. dunno is accidentally disturbed "him" from resting or wad i came out from toliet and saw "him" very fierce scolding my cousin or frn... sO i abit Angry .. i went up to him and say :"Why ask me hERE today and wants to upset me again? WAd's the point?" (i didn't metion abt wad i know abt his gf but i was thinking u got a nice and gd gf .. now u ask me out for dinner for?? and y wants to hurt me again y scold ?) his Fierce look(i rem when in real life in the past how we both quarrel.. how fierce was his look.. and scold all those valugars on me.. and how it breaks my heart... when he scolded me.. all those nasty words..it hurts me so much)

The Saddest part of the dream was that after i asked him wad's the purpose of asking me out for dinner...U guys guESs wad "he" said? OMG... "he" said:"U think i wan to ask u out isit? its (dunno his frn or my frns) ask me to dO aLL theSes one lor.." OMg.. in the dream... i felt the sadest part is that hearing him said doing all these is not wad he wanted he is just being ask to DO these. OMG.. i hope this is only a dREam.. i am so hurt by the words.... he used in the dream...


ReaL life:
dEn i WAs thinking... ritE now... he like trying to be friendly and caring to me
(as a frn) if i put the dream in real life.. and i found out that its becos someone some frns... ask him to do all theSe... omg.. how hurting this is... going to be... den i would rather he just leave me alone...hurt me no more... hopefully this is a dream not in real.. i'm so scared...

ReLationshiP? nOnOnO Leaves Me ALOne...

Den rEceNtLy... a few guys i know they felt something for me... trEat me very gd ... when i say i eat maggie.. they say bad for health bring me to EAt...all this ... but.. i abit scareded and sianz..lor..

i dun wan to go into any relationship at this moment... i'm Sick and Tired oF RELationship... i dun like the FEeling wheRe.. u gavE up everything for a guy...u loves him very much... try to be sweEt and nice to him.. but he just hack care abt u...sometimes..happy Call u... not happy just hack care u... sometimes hot and cold to u... everyday stays at home just to wait for his call... and U are the one whu keeps on waiting... his the one.. whu nv kept his promises... he nv calls and he began to woRry... u call him a few times.. he nv ans... when he ans... u scold him.. cos he nv ans...as u are worry... but tO him u are just borthering him... he is with his frns....enjoYing... chating...eating.. u ..alone..waitin ..worry...hungry... does he knows all this he nv knows.. cos u nv.. told him... u noe he wont understands...how a ger feels.. for him care so much for him... did so much for him... wad u gEt in returns.. iS hurT... lies... broken promises...

I'm tirED reaLLy tirEd.. Of RElationships.. It onLy.. teArs Up my hEart...until i am noW left with a DeAD hEARts...mosT of my frns.. told me y u are so active? sO sTrong... hoW u dId that?> i duNno sinCE younG.. i am aLready So hypEr... Strong...??? aM i ReaLLy dAT sTrOng As I SeEm?> i reALLy duNno.. somTimes.. i jusT hv to bE strong,,infronT of my frns.. my family... i am a strong GEr...i didn't wan anyone to Be Worry ... alot of times.. i felt like crying out... but i know i can't... i got to bE strOng... i gOt to hidE my tEars... i just hAVe to...i didn't hv a choiCE..dO i? but sometimes... i hOpe thERE is this onE person whu i can really tRust maybe my god-bro.. or my best frn... give me a biG huG.. and let me cry out all my Pain... my hurts... my fears...my strEss...

SAt:AssIgnMents & KTV | Sun: SenTosA

SAt:
wAh siAnZ... lor whoLE day StAys At homE dO asSignMents... very dAmn Sianx.. at 1st is agReed to GO Play BAtminTOn at CCk COmplex... neAR yeE Tee.. but i very tirED... and.. mmust rush assignment... SO i nv GO... then.. i meEt Janice they all at 302 kopitam.. eat dinner.. and collect my reciept... from T...afterdat i went home.. he called me.. and say forget that he got something to pass it to me..den.. ask me.. to wait for him at my huse downstairs... den.. he gave me a DogGie... sOft TOy.. den.. gone Off... he say to help me distress... "WElL i TOt funnY...anyway nvm la..."

den nite time by rite should Go Zouk... cos dunno kester and dunno whu's bday... but in the end... janice say dun wan go le... in the end we went Lot1 Kbox... with T, steven. AFter the KTV session, janice went home with me.. i packed up and remove my makeup... and we Took a CaB to her huse... cos i promised her i will Go her huse stay and the next day which is sunday go sentoSA... with her.. and Yonghui... with his colleagues(CCK police post..)thEn At JaniCE.. huse i abit hungry.. ask her to cook maggie... lol we chit chat until around 5am.. they janice very tired slept le... i aLso try to Slp... but dunno y can't slp... just flip here and there... in the end nv slp....

Sunday:
wELl eaRLy this morning YonGhui call janice... and janice still seh seh and pass it to me... i said:"siAOz... bo sO early called us..lol" den..we prepare le.. den we went to houbor front the market to eat 1st and tOok the bus inTO sentoSA... and we WEnt to find them at Sunsetbay.. not bad la.. all his 5 frns... all nice guys.. funnY tOO lol ...afterdat we went marina bay eat SteAMbOat...hehe i insisted... cOs.. i long long time nv Eat le... saDDed...weLL i should hv mention StEAmbOat my FAv... hehe i loves it..anyway...at the steamboat i felt abit sadded... Cos last time i always ask "him" to bring me eat steamboat...haiz... i gueSS that is the Last time we atE steamboat he brought his "steamboat work" to my huse and we went to buy the food 2gether and rushed back to my huse to eat steamboat.... haiz...i just kena choke by my tears... sadded...

SpidErMan 2

WeLl Today is a Boring daY.. gO sCh foR 2 hRs..sO stuPid.. wEll my piCs are UpLoaded in "his" cOm ..den He sEnd me.. tOday.. Omg.. It Look So Dark.. anD aWfUL hm.. but some are acutally quite niCE... theSe pics aRe for THe PRotfOLio fOr the MoDeLinG.. SunDAy is The LaSt Day its EvaLuAtion ... They wILl hV to EvAluATe.. uS... YesTerDAy he senD me A  sMs..askinG me.. my moDELInG AgenCy's nAme.. And Told me.. nOt to Sign ANy contRact afTer my trAinInG.. wELL.. its noT somThing... WhicH i Can REaLLy DecIDEs.. cOS 1. i no $$  2. i hv puT in inVesTmenT.. in It.. Le.. If reALLy gOt aSsIgnMEnt.. I may Hv to TaKe...  aNyWay sure Wont KenA Wan... COs.. my TeeTh sO uGLy thEy sUre WOnt wANt me..onE... But I reALLy LeARnt ALot duRing This TrAIning..
 
AfTer My sCh Ends... me, DaWn, MabEl anD xinYi stays In sCh fOr a whiLe.. den...afTerdat aLL go Home.. i WEnt to my couSin's huse tO eDit my piCs... and Burn iT in CD... form TO be developed.. AFtEr dAT...Shi HaO caLLed me.. ask me GO watcH SpiDErMan 2 ..hm.. thE show QuiTE niCE.. very COmedy ANd SOme Part very TOuchinG... the LoVe part... very TouChing...
tHe SpiDerMan, pEtEr PaRKer aCcTuaLLy LoVEs The MaRy James.. VEry Much... buT hE didn"t want her TO be in RisK... So eVen iF hE knoWs.. shE loVEs him... hE did Not TOld Her about his TRue FeeLings.. SO SAddED.. buT in thE end... shE finAlly Knows The TrUe dAt hE is actually SpiDErMan... anD.. finaLly "yOu qnG rEn ZhOnG chENg JuaN Shu" sO nicE anD sWeeT...  I'm Very tOuChed.. anD.. i fELt the TeARs in my hEarT.. i knoW.. in ThiS WOlrd <"ThERe iSn't Any TruE LoVe">   aNd tOdaY DAwn aSK me.. aNy Guys daT i interEsted recentLY.. ? i toLd hER.. nopE... but i Told her.. i think Some Guys... likE me.. and theY tReaT me VerY vERy nice.. buT i am AfRaid... oF thiS... i sCAre WAit theRE is this One DAy they Tell me.. wad They FEEls tOwaRds me... deN i DunNo How TO REACT... Cos.. i dunn WAnnA GEt hurt AgAIn... At This MomeNT... i jusT waNnA bE sIngLE... Guy TrEAt mE tOo GooD.. i will SCARe... i WILl beCOme weAk.... buT.. i knOw i AM StrONger...when I am SinGLe.. I juST hv To be sTrong... i AM TirED Of RELatiOnshiPs..i gueSS i wiLL nV Love AGain.....
 
AftEr the shOw ShiHao WanTed TO seNd me Home.. bUt i reJected i tOld him i GOing tO lot 1 finD my frn...I went TO find Victor... hE at Kpool.. playing.. pool... his FRns.. werE therE... TOo. aLot oF fRns.. Den  ReceiVE a SMS frOm... him.. he thankED me fOr accompanYing him to Watch MoviE.. anD say i am very quiEt and didn't really TOk to him ... COs.. i was ACtuALLy quite TirED.. dun REaLly FeeLs Like Toking...
 
TiREd TiREd TIreD...
this WhoLe WeeK I am sO tIrEd, beCos of:
1. aLot oF AssiGnMent
2. tIred Of bEinG.. sTrong("sOMeTImes I reALLy hOpe That is this SOmeone WheRE he Can let Me "KAo"on his ShouldER Can leT me cLose Me EyEs... ANd Let Out my TeARs...I wanTed sO muCh tO CRy ouT... aLl my TRoublEs.. i Hate tO hiDE my tEaRs... I hAte to aCt DAt aS if i am Very hAPpy.. nO wOrrIes aT... if TheRE is SuMone.. i can REaLly let me.. Rely on FOr awhiLe JusT aWhilE will Do...anD i hoPe.. this Person is sumonE i ReALly can TrusT.. jErEmy..") hE is ThE onE gUy in thIs WorLd Dat WiLL nOt BeAR To eVen Make me.. cRy... he wILl nv hv thE hEaRt to huRT me.. i know...i uSed to bE VEry dEpenDed on him... hE taught me ALot oF thinGs... but... dEeP dOwN in my hEART i knoW its impoSsibLe fOr us to bE toGEther... but tO me he is A very impoRtant Frn whiCh i HopE tO kEEp in TOuch With... I am vERy gLad tO knoE..hE is very "xinFu" noW.. and rem our Song "yUe Ding" thouGh mY rELationSHip haD actUaLLy FaiLed... but i knoW he Happy Can Le..

The MomEnt

The Moment

曲：陈忠义 | 词：陈忠义 | 编：吴庆隆
这一刻 回头看见自己
这一路的风景 百感交集的我
下一刻 又将飞向哪里
渐渐疲惫的羽翼 为你披上了勇气
放心离开我 我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思议的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着 我们总会找到自由

这一刻 时间变成行李
越过生命悲喜 陪伴着我前进
因为你 让我看清自己
面对未知的恐惧 脚步更加坚定
放心离开 我我会记得这一刻
那些还飞翔着 不可思议的梦
雨后的天空 会有绚烂的彩虹
像最初相信着 我会找到 自由

Oh 只是远行 不是逃避
告别 是为延续回忆永恒的华丽
你 要照顾自己 不要忘记 那些灿烂过的痕迹

StREss sTress StREss

HeLp hElp hELp!!! I'm So StResS... why do wE hv So many assignmEnts.. to DO...
sO SianZ... Today i LS(LaoSai) lol 3 times.. lor.. dunno what i ate wrong last nite...
Then suddenly like also assignment haben done.. then i very stRess lor.. really very seh tOday... Then in the end i got to ask yanyi(classmate) for 1. StrEss.. Man...

Me,yijun, xinyi, ahsen, sam stay back in sch at library tO dO SS... i dO until i CRazy man... So strEsS... then around 6 all went home... except yijun and me.. still doing.. we do until 7plus.. den go home, i wAs REally very strEss up... lor.. Do for 3 hrs.. still didn't manage to finish ... den on the Way home... in the bus... i felt very giddy abit like wan to faint wan to fAint...le..sO sEh leh... OMG..then i went 7-elven to buy Nissin Cup noodle for my dinner... Den i went home... and eat my noodle.. hehe

Travis called me.. and ask if i am ok... i told him i very streSss..lor. Den dun really feels like toking.. and i told him i went eating..DEn.. rushing my work at the same times, Then Later shihao also called me.. from his camp.. he ask me to chit chat with him.. den i told him wad i EAt.. and how stress i am... he SAy... "Pls lor u know u sick still eat maggie .. U omost everytimes EAt maggie..lor DEn always hears u cough ..see u also cough...den still eat ice-cream. I tell u, u call me la.. i treat u eat some nice and healty food." Lol he kept repeating the same thing to me.. man... really Old ppl... leh... as he oways say about himself.. His a nice guy.. nice frn.. den.. keep introduce guys to me..lol dunno what he trying to DO.. hahaha.. Hey ComE on.. I am sick and tiREd or BGR... and i am so packed with so many things... Then he say he in camp so near me... he says tuesday and thrusday CAn ASk him out To "la-kopi" lol...den ask me bring him to eat nice food in CCK.. area... haha cos he stays at sengkang... i think... erm.. i 4got..

hm... den a frn Jim help me dO some re-search lor... very grateful to him thanks... and he cares alot..for me.. a nice frn... but... when i told him dat i Smk he msg me and say he thinks he really likes me... but felt very turned Off when he know i smk.

weLL actually i quits...le la.. but i aM Very vEry sTrEssed out..

t|reD t|rEd t|reD

weLL tOday was Late For clAss i knEW.. i was DAmn tired.. lor..
I tOo train to Clementi and change to bus 154 and when i alight from bus i ran all the way to class. After Class "He" passed the camera to me... I am suppose tO thanked him but duNo y my hand tOo wEak the camera drops onto the ground , And the 1st "Words that i speak to him, was actually " I was reaLLy embarrassed and felt funny the 1st time i finally manage tO OPen mY Gold Mouth. YEt i only said 2 words "paisei" instead of "ThankYOu" cui...den after our WIS we went for lunch at the NET restuarant .

AFter lunch we (yijun, grace & I )went to WEstmall for a while and we sit down and toktok abit.. and den i sugessted go my huse sing KTV den after dat i went for mt Basic Theory teST... I was later.. i rushed there and when i get the booklet, i xian 1/2 cos i got booklet sEt F.

Shihao Called me and told me he just came out from camp(Yeetee) den ask me to meet him at Lot1 for dinner.. So i met him and after our dinner we went lot1 walkwalk with his frn and we went arcade. We went in then suddenly someone tap my head, i turned around and saw Victor. We chat for awhile and after dat we chat about zhiyong, and jona.. He said this thursday he comming back to sch to play basketball with his cozmate ...
Afterdat shihao, his frn and me went coffebean for a drink after dat he sent me home... and went back to his camp... I went home early today to do my sch wrk.. but... i log on to the net for awhile and felt so tired... so in the end i went to slp... i slep very long... and.. still feels very tired... dunno Y

VbAsic And ASP

OMG.. finally finish abit... tO think That i help "him" to do the Code...
well since he help me in the qns 3a ... but nvm, i'm oways so helpful towards my frns..
i am so damn tirED.. i got to slp now if not tml sure doZed Off... nitEz.. evERyonE... IhEy if frns.. u All got anything to teLL me can add in the commment.. or in the tAg board.. becos i may be quite busy ... recently with all the assignments.

wO ku Le

weLL TodaY i CiRed 2 Times...

1. In school
2. On the Way home

hAiz i knEw it..."Aunty Visited" Me Sure MoOd SwinG... Today Whole DAy My MOod is So DaMn Sianz...Today i felt so Stressed... I gOt tO FAce "Him" got to try to "befrn" with him...its SO Diffcult" noW its really sEems that its So xin Ku becos(i can't sPeak to him it will bring backs my memmories of everything i didn't wan to rem all the Pain the hurts that he gave) hE hurt Me ToO dEeP until i can't evEn sPeak a Word tO him directLy.
Den... very moody.. "wO Ku Le" On The Way homE.. some memmories just flashed back... i felt very very sad... my tears keep rolling down my cheecks.. ("wO Bu Gan xIn, wO dui Ta yi xing yi yi, wei Ta fU chu Yi Qie, shEng mE tO ding Ta De, ta que sHanG Hai Wo, pian Wo, ShanG Le Wo De Xin") aLL My Frns Told me.. his the one in the Wrong why Do i Still CAre So much... he dun wan To go sch his business la... (Coz i am always woRried about his studies... i used tO DO eVerything nice nice For him: print notes, buy books, ask him tO my hus to study. And i REally dun him to give uP his studies just becoS of our weirdness in cLasS~!) I hOpe "hE" can study weLL (den mY "xinku" will worth it)

tRainIng:5th Lesson/kTv sEssion/TokTOk Session

Hm... toDay is my 5th lessOn oF TraiNing... DAt is put on the Make Up.. aGain... den must practice walking..and Poses.. Shit... tOdaY i Took A Cab There aGain... And that stupid Driver... Bring me walk lonG WAy... sADded.. sia.. So eX $$$ no $$ le lar.. Den nexT sunDAy is Evaluation The Last DAy of the Training FinallY.. they say GoT tO bring 4 photos or at leaSt 2 closeup piCs... with all the details.. stated. Then next week got to come with makeup and heels On weLL Prepare...

WeLL after my training, i met up with my sec sch guys... (XianBeibei, wenhonG, & weejia)
We WEnt Shop for a present ... xian bei bei says nEEd to GEt his GodSis a Present. After dat we went for dinner... i ate a "da BaO" and "dessert" cos ... i just eaten my lnuch not loNg AgO. Dinner's Over, i suggested Go KTV... thus, WE went For KTV... sing sing sing.. until 10pm... den... i go over to Cine to Find my dearest GOd-BRo(hWan GeGE)he and Shengyang at KB ox singing oso... den after dat hwan Gege TOld me he tml no Work...

Thus i suggested WE aLL GO my Void deck there buy some snacks and Drinks... and sit down toktok... until around 1am... then they both tOok a CAb homE... wEll aLso Travis(SP) tolD me My nOkiA 7200 will be reADy by tml... ask me.. bring $$ to Go colleCT from... Him... hEee sO haPpy...finallY can GEt a Camera PhonE.. i FaV 7200~!!!! i HaVE been tArgeting for it since It 1st cAMe Out.. it was So daMn nice lor...

MooD Swing acTion 2:MajionG Session/DEcision??

weLL aT 1st is SentOsa... but Endup cancEL... but now den find out actuallY got alot of ppl interested going...lol.. tOO LaTE... DEn... aGreed to Play teNnis at Travis(SP) huse... den... janice say Play majionG.. sO we play mAjion Today.. agian... until evening time... i went to Marina south... Travis accompany me.. go TO wish "TaiZi"'s bday... a frn i known in #frenster channel in Mirc i didn't eAT steamBoat cos... i was Sick... can't EAt.. den afterdat we went to orchard to meEt fy, and janice they all.

dEcision mAking: ChinaBlack / KTV / Devils Bar / Fisherman Village
TOday duno is WAd funny day..
1. WAnLing(From my course dunno which class) she and her frns going China Black and she called me and jio me..
2. Fy they all plan to go DEvils bar ask me to Go also.......
3. Fisherman VillaGE: ShihAO's Bday ask me Go...
4. TaiZi at 1st say maybe Go Double O in the end they all went sing KTV at KBox...

I didn't know Where to Go... when finally decided, we went devils bar, but ... Travis cannot Go in cOs underage... SO in the end...me and travis went home... they contiue to go cheong... saDDed.. rite..

MoOd SwinG ACtion number 1: SadNEss, Fed Up, iLLnEss

Thursday(Yesterday) i went to school as usual, after having MC(s) for 2 days, abit "nua"... Then evERything seEms OK... aLL the WAy until sCh Ends... "HE" wAS toking to the guys and after biding them gOodBye, "he" turnEd anD walk tOwads the guys toliet, but at the same mOmenT, "hE" saw GRace And me.. Den "ByEbYe~!" was spured out from "his" mouth. I abit StuNned... anD didn't Know hoW tO reACt.. duNno tO rePly him oR not.. i juSt (tOaLLy BlanK)... aNd GrACe reply "Bye" to him. After he went in tO thE TOlieT, Grace askEd me.. y u dun reply him... i TOld her.. i dUnno How shouLD i React... (I'm already uSed to iGnoRing the Presence of "him", sO i Dunno ReaLly Know How i Should REact. I find it quite difficult tO cOmmunicate with "hIm") bUt I feLt quiTe bAd as i Told him i wILL trEat him as A fRn(A hi-bye frn)..(though I think its VEry DiFfcult)Yet i can't Bring myself to Even say a Bye tO him.

The same nite i went KTV, at clementi. I met huizhen(pri sch frn) at the escalator at clementi. Den we went to Party World For FY's bday celebration. Until around 11plus... den we went home. Den i reach home bathe le, i surf net until around 2.30plus... tOt of wad haPpened tOday in Sch... i SMS "him" DEn ..m around 3 plus, he sms me TOo

Friday(TOday) Went tO scH as UsaL can't reaLLy rem...DEn after sch rusH Off HOme... on the WAy back On buS 67 .. its so sunny outside so wARm.. and i felt very tired just doZed oFF on the waY... Then after dat i rush back to home.. bathe le gO to Lot1 meEt fy they all...Then we mEEt le we went fy's huse tO EAt... his mom Cooked alot of fooD...yummY Yummy... and i Ate thoSE fOod which i not Supposed to EAt.. now abit "buang" i still not yet reCovered.... sadded...

weLL TOday MC(aT home)

hEe TOday waKe up Quite EArly beCos so many ppl is like Sms me..lor and WAke me Up.. i MEt Travis(SP) and Rong at lot 1 for lunch... den i return her t-shirt she gave some closthes which she cannot weaR.. den we mEEt janice and SOtonG(TianAi) and went muy husE play majionG... until 6plus.. dEn Janice went to teach KeyBoard and And left Tian Ai and travis we sing karaOK until around 9 den went for dinner.. and den cAMe home.. fRom a FRn i GEt to KNow.. tHat the CHriStopher ReaLLy no GD.. one..lor.. tO me i think is he GOT attitude problem and i dun like it..lor...Just like today Christ Called me i jio him Go sentoSA... he say wad sure got alot of guys go one.. he say he dun wan den ask me go hhis house accompany him... i told him i sick leh.. he say i go his huse he take care of me... thinK i SO bo liao.. meh.., if i GO sentoSA is confirm Meet EVeryone there one..lor i not so FRee.. lor.. go his house find hIm.... Wait long lOng..

arghh:SianSation

wah Dammn Sianz lor.. i sick... cannoT gO out... i joblEss no $$ to cheonG le.. den waste $$ to See DOc.. sadded.. haiz.. "haO lei wOR" haiZ.. y huh he onlY Noe how he Feels.. did he EVer Care about how i Feels?


缺席 by SAmmi cheng

曲：袁惟仁 | 词：袁惟仁 | 编：

这应该是我们第一次分离
此时此我还不相信
你的衣服鞋子都还在我家里
我的忠贞你要带到哪里
我已经不能够再去疼爱你
什么事情我可以帮你
回忆又塞不进抽屉或箱子里
没有行李 还能去哪里
都是你 没有我你怎么挥霍你的任性
原谅你 如果原谅是一种证明
都是你 让我贪图渴望过去的甜蜜
原谅你 容许你在最后还是 缺席
你的聪明我还在学习
你的错误都还来得及
我的决定你比谁都在意
我沉默你怎么看不清
都是你 没有我你怎么挥霍你的任性
原谅你 如果原谅是一种证明
都是你 让我贪图渴望过去的甜蜜
原谅你 容许你在我生命里 缺席

CouGh cOuGh cOugh(x-Ray if still nOt recover by this week)

OMG I wakE uP 8am today.. i was already late for mY IS ... i knew i will be late.. last nite forget to send my frn my hp num cos.. he wake up early... can give me morning call. In the end when my hp alarms activated i stop the alarm and went back to my slp. Anyway i am quite sick to wake up oso.. yet today so many ppl called and msg me... In the end i got to GO clinic See Doc.. cos Mabel say IS cannot skip class skipp once will recieve warning letter. So in the end i go sEE Doc for MC. Doc told me if my cough carries on for the next week den i hv to got take X-ray to check my lungs and chest. Scareded me sia.. And i ask Doc to help me check my fractured bones.. cos yesterday in class accidentally hit the table with my left hand and it really hurts .. sO i scared my bones fracture again... bEcos i hit on the same sPot. Lucky Doc say its old injures...

My ex just msn msg me told me how "xin ku" he is... He told me he very xin ku cos everyday we got to face each other and pretends dat we nv saw each other...I told him dat i didn't nOe he got feelings wan will xin ku one... If he would hv tOt abOut it beforE maybe thingS won't Even Turn Out this Way... I Rem I wanted to ask him out for a TOk .. he aVoided me.. i call and call msg and msg... he just rejected, ignored... And Even Add a Testiomial FOr me in FRnster...
(I WOULD GET LOST PROVIDING U STOP CONTACTING ME) i didn't approve this nor reject this .. I wan to remind myself... DAt I will Nv eVEr FALL in aLL thiS AGain.. i will nv trust aGain.. I wan tO remind myself Everything is He did wan he is the one who spoils Everything he, the one who threw aLL the hAPpinEss away ..He SteALs my heart and brEAks it into 2 pieces.. NOw My hEart is Dead, No More loVE, No More Hate, Just A "broken" heart dat use to TrusT daT alwayS believe THere is True Love in this WOrld.. Yet i am aWAken .. no longer the nIavie Ger that i onCE useD to bE.. NO... He is the one who avoid me.. ask mr dun contact him.. and now.. he say he very xin ku.. and now he is the one whu say if we still can be friends? dEn he say :"I bet u dunno wad i did in the Past 1 mnth!" In my mind i was thinking... : den u think u Noe how i suRviEve in that past 1 mnth... ? haha i bET NoOnes KnoWs.. tOO but i Dun cAre anymoRE.. wHether theRe is ppl CAre anoT... is not my buiness ANymore.. I Just Do things which i Think is CorREct anD whaT i like.. I TOok uP modeLling.. EVeryone tOld me... how complicated it is... and everyOne was saying its "pian ren de" but i believe i really Learnt Somthing FRom There, daT is i WAnt a BRand New ME.. i wannA A ChangE. I will nv cry like the way i did beFore... no Matter HOw pain i was no matter how high i fALl i will nv CRy... my Heart is DEaD... nO onE can undeRstands the FeelingS... I dO some kinD of Stunn Dat ppl Tot was bad For mE but i just Dun cAre... i KnoW waD i am DOin...I knoW.



A story tells that two friends were walking
through the desert. During some
point of the journey they had an argument, and
one friend slapped the other one in the face.

The one who got slapped was hurt,
but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

They kept on walking until they found an oasis,
where they decided to take a bath. The one who
had been slapped got stuck in the mire and
started drowning, but the friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near
drowning, he wrote on a stone:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.

The friend who had slapped and
saved his best friend asked him,
"After I hurt you, you wrote in the
sand and now, you write on a stone,
why?" The other friend replied "When someone
hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds
of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone
does something good for us, we must engrave
it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND
AND T O CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.

Send this phrase to the people you'll never
forget. It's a short message to let them
know that you'll never forget them.

Do not value the THINGS you have in your life..
But value WHO you have in your life!