Saturday, June 30, 2007

歌曲:问我

歌曲:问我
歌手:郑秀文 专辑:感觉百分百1插曲

问我欢呼声有几多
问我悲哭声有几多
我如何能够一一去数清楚
问我点解会高兴究竟点解要苦楚
我笑住回答讲一声我系我

无论我有百般对或者千般错
全心去承受结果
面对世界一切那怕会如何
全心保存真的我

问我欢呼声有几多
问我悲哭声有几多
我如何能够一一去数清楚
问我点解会高兴
究竟点解要苦楚
我笑住回答讲一声我系我
la...

无论我有百般对或者千般错
全心去承受结果面对世界一切
那怕会如何全心保存真的我
问我我得失有几多其实得失不必清楚
我但求能够一一去数清楚
愿我一生去到终结无论历尽几许风波
我仍然能够讲一声我系我
我仍然能够讲一声我系我
la....

Alone~

Kc and sam jio tml nite go club...

At 1st told them I dun want..

den they ask me.. y.. i Also dunno how to ans..

Den i told them i anything lor...

want to Go den Go lorz..

and Tell them dun tok to me..le I supER duPer.. no MoOd..

OK confim le.. tml nite DBL O... again~

Already TOld KC 辛苦你了。。。 COs TML I will be drunk ba...

Miss sam.... alotx..tML ya..lets us drink till DIE~!!!! haha wE ROX~
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FOolish ~

今天又被人放飞机。。

我真的就那么笨吗??

为什么就没人会心疼我??

算了。。 也没什么。。。

我早已经习惯了。。

一个人的我依然会微笑。。。

Friday, June 29, 2007

zZZ

zZzz.. arh... Eye Bag... ...So Heavy... Dark Circles..

sianz.. wanna slp.. yet can't slp... DIE ltr need to GO circuit...

So tired.. dunno can concentrate on driving or not... sianz...

haiz.. wADEVER...~ trY to Slp ba~ zzZz

Tired... slp le..

歌曲:不够勇敢

我的关心。。 是奢侈的。。。

我的存在是多余的。。。

我的担心是不被了解的。。。

我的胃好痛。。。心更痛。。。

还以为想通了, 只要静静的陪在他身边就好,

可是他根本不需要这个多余的我。。

我是不是该放开一切远离他呢?

也不会有人在乎我的感受。。。也对啦, 毕竟才认识不久。





歌曲:不够勇敢
歌手:vj 专辑:王子变青蛙电视原声


不够勇敢 not brave enough (插曲)

守在你身边看你每一个笑脸
笑得那么甜是他给了你誓言

不敢有埋怨都是我心甘情愿
或许有一天我的爱你能看见

一天一点你渐渐走远
我却像空气被忽略

只怪我的爱不够勇敢
一直沉默的作你的依赖
让一切石沉大海
baby now i need you by my side
过去的一切该怎么放开
without you i can't fall in love again
without you i can't
oh baby i can't fall in love again
(i can't never fall in love)

til the end of time in a world so close to me
i'm just so in love with a girl who's in my heart

each and everyday i wanna have you next to me
and i say to the world i'll never let it end

明明知道直到有一天
发现你不再有笑脸

Nan Guo

难过, 伤心。。。

Zhu meme

oh.. did i Mention... Zhu me me is Jeremy...

lolx.. a very important yet special guy in my heart..

he is not my ex... he is just my frn.. :)

Thursday, June 28, 2007

一个人的我依然会微笑

歌曲:一个人的我依然会微笑
歌手:林佳仪



如果想哭我自己会找地方
你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀
走在街上到处是寂寞的人
我想谁都不要同情的眼光
受一点伤并不是可怕的事
人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强
谁叫男人永远比女人清楚
爱情它何时该收何时该放

你走吧我不哭无论多痛苦
你走吧我不哭就算会迷路

明天一个人的我依然会微笑
虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
爱情的轮回总是一次又一次
是悲是喜终将都变成往事
明天一个人的我依然会微笑
那怕早已没有人记得我名字
别问我为何执迷不悟的尝试
女人生来就多这么一点痴

Meeting GEGE

Today ... Meet Gege and cheng.. to makan.. at Hong Lim complex.. Bah GU tEH..~

Yeah Yummy YumMy.. nice nice.. ~ hee

After dat... Recieve a Sms frm .. him.. den haha dunno y abit buay song..

sO HP Off~ lolx den after dat.. went to SGH... Cheng need to collect med..frm SGh...

deN Go Odi's huse to fetch her.. den Go Chervrons...

Phone ON Agian.. Saw his msg.. reply..him...

den... ZzzZ like dat lor..den .. Go chervnons.. sing..

Today quite sianz.. dunno y.. abit moody ba..

Took 3 Sticks.. or i think 4 sticks..frm.. gege and odi...

den Go chevrons.. ask gege to Order duty FRee Beer drank ard 3 mug...zz

den after finished we Go CCK 302 ..eat 五香 and bee hoon and Tao huay~

DEn afterdat Came back quite sianz.. Still fEEL like drinking...

tml mosT probably carry Wad we had planned ... That is Go JB~ lala~

Woo Long Time no GO~ Suddenly.. TOt of zhu me me... I missed him...

'he' always remind me of zhu meme,... lalaZ of cos..

Zhu meme means alot alot more to me... but he no longer.. cares for me...

不作你的朋友

歌曲:不作你的朋友
歌手:s.h.e 专辑:不想长大

慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友

THoughts of the day~

Thoughts of the day~ [Thursday]

1. Be happy : Meaning be contented with who I am, what I have and don't think so
much.

2. Be healthy : Don't drink so much, slp earlier and have more hrs of slp.

3. Be a nice ger : Learn to give more.. and dun expect any return...

4. Don't be a bad ger : Not to be a 3rd party of someone else relationship.
Give them ur blessing..

5. Be cheerful : Though ppl might have hurt u, u dun have to hurt other ppl inorder
to stop urself from being hurt.

6. Stop thinking : Stop thinking of those that things that you can't change.
But rather thinking.. wad u can do to Prevent things from
happening.

to be continue .... going out with gege le... love him~ mUakcZ... hee

Thoughts Of the day`

Thoughts Of the day for wednesday~

When a Ger give her BF a necklace/tie as a gift,

know wad it means? She is trying to 绑住他的心。

Sort of to remind him of herself...

And if the guy is to wear it everyday, know wad it means?

He is true to her, no matter wad he do outside

or if his is flirting with some other gers or not...

Eventually he still loves his gf and will go back to her...

Hmm... A very nice Love story right? -haha- sOrry i am Just bored...

lalal

Tuesdays...

Work~~Till 7pm

Den rushed off to Raffles meet them for dinner...

And... tOOk Other Side of the Train to CCK....

Zzz Long long JouRney....

1/2 way slping.. and Poking.. him haha

tO keEp myself awake... but he GOt Hold of my hand...

den I also not strenght to struggle anyMore.. TOo TiREd..

sO FeLL aslp on hIs shoulder again... zZzz

ALways SLpy MOde like dat when meeting him SO paisei...

Think All my Energy have been used up for the past weeks... ba...

As thiNking of ToO much.. and Bad mood.. and CRy~ all the things..

自寻烦恼 . Then I this wEEk very TIred.. even though nv club or nv drink...

想通了就不烦了。。

Ytd ... rong sms me.. ask me to free to meet her for shopping and dinner..

sO after my driving went back hom to nua abit..

and prepare to go marina to meet her.. to shop and eat...

WOO long time nv Meet her... Miss her.. was toking abt jiayan... also..

but she seems.. very busy .. we already havent seen her since.. last yr?

think so .. can't really rem..

WeLL den I bought some Accessories for wirst..

and a pair of golden sandals...from VNC.

And a purple blouse from MANGO...

lalala ~ Zzz Den after dat ard 8.30 rUshed off tO meet him...

wELL the movie was kinda stupid yet cute...haha all the characters inside...

looked like him..de so funny especially the TANK .. lol the way he speaks..

and the BIG 'Z' his eyes... looked like when he is very shag...

After movie..he sent me home.. den on The way.. wanna buy mac icecream no more..le..

so in the end bought 豆花 to eat... was at nearby void deck awhile.. to eat 豆花 and

he went to buy drink. After that bid him gdbye.. and he Took cab hm.. i went up home

ZZzz lalala

Monday, June 25, 2007

Monday Blues... Came home ard 8am... in the morning..

last nite when to Cousin's huse to tranfer Mp3 for her..

and stay OverNite there... Didn't slp weLL cos my aunt oFf the Aircon...

den Reach home.. Slp.. den went to broWez his frnster again...

and Started tearing... sTill thinking... about how stupid I am...

The Ger who I Confide everything in... whom I trust Alot...

turns out tO be the one.. He is With... now..

haiz... crIed once again... Heart broken... How can I ever Forget?

The pain both have Cause me? I am just a very stupid FOOL...

haiz.. frns.. ask me.. to Be StrOng... haiz.. Not Strong..meh suan bu cuo le..

if not strong think i aLready dunno do wad stuns.. haha just kidding..

den... after crying.. slp again... until ard AfterNoon time.. hp ring..

gege Finally called me and jio me out... haha Miss Him man...

So When out with GEGE Odi and cheng... Go RC play Pool...

den was using the stupid lousy hp .. Have very Big diff in smsing ppl...

1 msg i think need ard 7-10 mins..

lolx until very pek chey den gege lend me his nokia hp...

at least better..haha TOt wanted to Meet him...

but.. think he dun really wanna meet me.. so nv say anything also...

den after that we went to makan at Tiong Bahru... Eat Teo Chew Muay ... Wah

Super EX $27 for 3 pax... cheng meet client so nv join us for dinner ...

After dinner we went to fetch XiaoJiayi... she at IMM working.. so we fetched her..

and acc her eat her dinner.. after dat went home as Odi not feeling very well..

zZzz...

一路上有你

Was out with gege Odi and cheng...

In Gege's Car... heard this very old song...

Yet very nice... suddenly tot this song very 贴切。




歌曲:一路上有你
歌手:张学友 专辑:吻别

你知道吗爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气

是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去

也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去都是为你

一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离

你知道吗爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去
也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去都是为你
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇

一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算是只能在梦里拥抱你

Sunday, June 24, 2007

tIred Sat~

After Mjz... slp till late noon ard 2.30pm...

deN watcHing the Jap movie frm Cousin.

ard.. 4.30pm start to prepare to Go TOwn meet xinyi, dawn , mabel and Kc..

Lol i was An hr LATE~!!!! lolx supposed to meet at 6pm...

lolx KC and I reached at 7pm...

We went to Eat Pasta at the PASTA caFE opp MOS burger at TAKA.

lolx Then xinyi keep asking me Where I am going ltr...

cos.. she think its either I overdress or they underdress...

Cos i Wore a tube dress that a frn bought for me...

haha Went i Meet Up KC at JE station..

he looked at me.. and said y U wear till so nice?

Den i sColded him: I toT u ask me to wear nicenice...

ar bo dun stands beside u... den he Luff...zzZz

lolx not really lar.. cos I not sure after

Dinner we going anywhere to CLub or wadever ma so just wear out lor...

Since its a new dress.. So after Dinner..

KC and I went to Hereens for Aircon cos very HOT... and we are sweating le..

Then I told him i wanna Go up to 77 Street .. wanna buy and change my earing.

Finally Changed to the ring type... I think better ba.. Cos.. after 3 weeks of

pericing.. sTill quite pain... the Salesger ask me to must be careful cos.. so long

le shouldn't be so painful.. THen i told her.. i Keep knocking on to the new pierced

ear. thats Y... zzZz den she helped me changed.. WAH SUPER DUPER PAINFUL~~~~ *ouch*

Pain pain .... :( den when she told me. start to bLeed le..

Zzz pain... but after she put the alcohol ok..le shOik~ lala haha finaLLy changed my

earring... think we this would be better deN the Studs.


Den after that Kc and I nothing to Do very Bored... and went TO dbl.. O

And when we reached there.. Its wAS RETRO pARTY~ xianZ

haha but later In the part.. they played those very popular.. english songs..

which are all my favs... then.. WOO Dance and Sweat Like HeLL ~

haha did enjoy last nite... but my Feet almost break...

COs of the stupid HEELs.. I swear nv Wear that pair of heels to club...

Saturday, June 23, 2007

I am who I am.

Some Things are better left unsaid...

wEll recently...i aM changing..

anD somhow... there isn't any better choice for me...

panda said i keep changing topic or not answering to his qns..

all his qn... so extreme how to ans?

Ans to his qns: I think u already know ba... some things dun have to say out de..

[This is wad u said b4 Too right?]

tIrednEss

The LittLe pebbles have grow into a Stone Eventually..

tHings Changes...as The Weather changes..

dat NiTe ... MoOd ChangEs.. TOo... as Ppl changes..

不能说出的感受。。不能说出的情感。。不能放下的回忆。。

一个被他遗忘的我, 在你心里又算什么?

背着上一短的种种伤害,难过,心痛,心碎,到心死。。我又能怎样?

时间能冲淡一切,那时间能告诉我对现在的‘他’该如何是好?

我和‘他’是不可能有结果的。。。

‘他’对我的好, 我明明就知道应该要拒绝, 但是我却拒绝不了。

我最近被自己压得喘不过期来。。

明明很想得到安慰。。。 却又怕动了真情。。。而开始选择逃避。。

My mind and Heart is no longer 1 piece...

Mind: 我不该这样下去。。

Heart: 却很想见到‘他’。。



于是,那天晚上。。。

应为上一短的错侧让我非常地难过, 愤怒。。

‘他’安慰我是, 我的心开始动摇了。。。

看着‘他’对我的关怀, 我却有痛彻心非的感觉。。。

我为了要压抑自己。。。变得很暴躁。。。‘他’却以为我不爽‘他’。

其实是自己不爽自己。。。 应为‘他’什么也不知道, 而我什么都不能说。。。

最近,也应为很多的反脑。。一直得喝酒。。。 希望能够麻醉自己。

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

tIrED~ HOt HOT HOt

wAds wROng with the WeaTher nowadays..~ sUPER dUper Hot ... Hot HOt Hot..

ya.. after i Went tO Collect my StufFs wenT down to meet them...

but i reached there awhile nia then panda said need to go back to WOrk lorz

lala .. then like dat lor.. i went to buy Green tea ... den i go enjoy aircon..

called up miss lim.. but she said ToO many things to complete.. so she working Ot..

Wanted.. to ask See got any ppl free to acc me to Go for mobile hunting.. as my hp

Lost... but noone free.. den panda sick... so tot of going ah ma huse... to visit

her.. was at the basement there resting and enjoying the air-con .. was actually

for someone's sms.. haha also dunno wait tilL wad time.. I think i TOo bo Liao le...

was thinking wad if he already left.. den.. me wait for nothing.. -_-||| but.. if

wait for nothing the most den... Go take bus to ah ma's huse le lorz.. In the End...

he told me.. let go Off together if i still ard there... Of cos.. still there lar.

zZzz. WOo Hoo.. then reached ah ma huse.. lucky ah ma always Cook more.. cos i nv

told her i going. hAd my dinner.. at ah ma huse then Tok to ah ma and da gu...

da gu said last sat called me.. cos.. ah ma.. worried for my sunburnt...

and misses me...SO here I am... :). Ate quite a lot tonite.. hEe da gu said wah I

really like to eat ah ma's food... lolx I told her Of Cos.. ah ma cOoked one..

Sure nice..de marn so Must EAt more...think i going to fall sick sOon TOo...

KeEP sneezing just now... den throat still very very dry... since last sat. zzZ

Hope Tml wake up fEEls.. betTer~ zZzz

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Love SiCK

Love SiCK

sObSOb... last nite.. slp ard 4.30 morning.. very early WaKe Up

MiSs my Dear~ [dun be mistaken still single.. my dear is my HP]

HP is Even More important then BF lorz...

TMD... I cursed the guy who Took awaY my W810i....

sObsOb.. Moring wake up felt so Sick...

我要我的宝贝 W810i ..... Today is shYrlyn's bday...

Ltr meet her for lunch At lot1 ... den Go CoLLect my SIm card

go Raffles to Collect my t-Shirt ... and to Outram to submiTt Application

FOrm.. for BATTLE oF VOices ...

Hp LOST

wELL ..wad to sAy??

went to watch Shrek 3... but dun have tickets..

frm Cin to Ps tO cathay back to Ps..

Watch Ocean 13 .. dunnno wad movie is it...

but dun really know HOw to aPPriciates...it

take some small naps.. in bwt...on his shoulder..

dunno ... i can just fall aslp very soon whenver i lie on his shoulder...

anyway... was wearing my wOoLlen Long sleeves.. weather quite humid today.

Was Feeling very hot.. and cos we travelled here and there.

was quite Pissed by the Hotness... sO asked him to Go get Tickets when i Go

giO to buy a tank top.. was changing... when he called.. then Left my hp on the sofa

seat inside the fitting rm...and 4get to bring it out.. just wHen i was abt to pay

$$ den realise my hp lost.. just a few mins..nia.. and fuck~ someone tOOK it AWAY~

My dEarest Hp... :~( ... dEn weNt up TO find him... told Him wad happen..

he look at Me in shock... zzz :( ask me.. am I ok.. how to ans.. this kind of qn.?

when mE myseLfs..dun even kNow Wad just happen...:( if i say i NOt ok... den how?

make him worRied meh... kns.. haiz.. who can I blame.. blame myself lor.. for bEing

so forgetful or blurness lor..wadevER..la tmd~ ... haiz.. xian... maybe 老天爷 really

want mE to Lost everything~ ... now Even hP also Dun have le... maybe... u PPpl think

iya just a phone... buy new one lor... but.. U all dunno how much my Hp Means..

to me..lor... Feels so totally naked.. withOut my HP....

Saturday, June 16, 2007

歌曲:我很想爱他

歌曲:我很想爱他
歌手:twins 专辑:八十块环游世界(内地


(sa)天空下起雨了
他撑的伞
在你的身边陪着
(g)可是我不快乐
因为看见
他脸上的笑
是很勉强的
(sa)我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答
(sa)爱情是模糊的
可怜的是
没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得
这样下去
我们每个人
都是受害者
(sa)当爱情陷在危险边缘
(g)是否都会伤痕累累
(合)是否都会苦不堪言
(合)爱情教会我们都放不下

ButRFLy~KTV pub...at chinaTOwn

lala... jsut reached home not long...dunno drank how much tOnite..

agReed not to drink so much with a FRn ... but.. zZZ... play games.. LoOse alot..

Hm.. I am suay tonIteZZZ lolxx laa bO bian drink lor..

方正心情是不好的。。。dun asK me y... I am unHappy... I am just unhaPpy

I know in my heart Y i am..unhappy.. but i cant say it out here In my blog..

ALL i know is am quite seh tonite zZZ... maybe cos i wanna get drunk TOtally drunk...

Though i can't lar.. cos tml wOrking.. Kenny's Lobang.. Part-time or ratHer Temp admin..

tml and sun... zzZ still thinking tml wan to GO Velvet dragon or not..

ZzZZz I am so ShaG~ zzZz...

好累 好累。。。真的好累。。 好想静静的休息。。

谁懂我?谁了解我?谁明白我要的是什么??

Thursday, June 14, 2007

短暂的记忆

Friends recently keep saying I got very terrible short-term memory...

I think should be 选择性的失忆 ... Ever since 2 months ago...

I decided to forget everything ... And chose to lock my heart ...

Recently someone tries to open my heart once again ...

Somehow ... When I found out that my heart is starting to feel again ...

I decided to lock it up again ... Cos I dun to get hurt ... besides...

I think its better this way.. when i can't feel anything... at all

I wont be sad, nor happy... 我只希望朋友都开开心心的就够了。。

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

我尽然哭了。。

wEll just now was chatting with cy..

den abit GL... but not to the extend of so jialak..

but cos he said he tired wanna go slp...

so i told him i am pissed and i log off...

den after 10 mins.. I think I log in MSN.. and saw he still there...

den dunno wad come Over me... I jitao take it as he lied to me...

den... I break down suddenly.. cos remind me of 'him'

'him' the one that actaully lie and lie

until i am so Scare or afraid of trusting anyone..

cy is a nice guy... so i trust him.. I dun wan him to lie to me

I already have lost all the trust in human...

but I trust cy. suddenly the forbidden memorries..

that I have forgotten all cam back.. and heart aches......

I started crying... thinking of all the past ...

and now 'he' happily with another ger 。。。

and me here, just a failure .. lost everything .. even my job.. everything gone...

I nv drank anything and was in a very clear mind state.. i nv force myself to cry..

but my heart started to bleed and tears came out....

我的心好痛好痛 。。 好难受。。。 我好辛苦。。

好不甘心。。 但又能怎样?? 我只能选择遗忘过去。。。 放下。。

谁能帮帮我? 有谁能体会我的心情?

Monday, June 11, 2007

黑色星期一

A black Monday indeed...

Already can't rem wad time I fell aslp last nite..

But fell aslp with 黑色的心情 don't really know how to describe this kind of feeling...

A misture of , confused, happy, unhappy, sad, awake...

Awaken by some understanding abt somthing...

爱情和友情只是一线之擦 。。

还来不及说出的话。。。 已被深深地隐藏在心里。。。

I chated with xiaozhong last nite... he saw my nick and say : haiz...

I asked him y , he said my nick sounds so sad..

I told him 还好吧 ya and is abit sad lar..

He seems to understands... but I not sure wad did he know...

So was hearing that song 你给的-石欣惠 den just for that little moment...

A few tears drop out... AFter dat xiaozhong went to slp..

Den I also went to slp..

Morning I can't get up... feeling very terrible.. whole body no strength at all..

Body weak like jeLLy head spinning...

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Nightmares~

I wOke up today.. with a nightmare... in my dream I saw him and her.. together.. very happy...
y... y do i have to dream of them? I felt my heart broken once again..... but i wanted so much to cry it out... but i just can't... and its so painful so hurt..... and i can't do anything at all.... my heart is bleeding... and crying.... finally.. I weeped... and manage to squeeze out some a few drops of tears... Can anyone help me? PLease~!

Saturday, June 02, 2007

boRed~!!

bOreDom is Wad I fEeLs recentLY...

sweet is wad i FeELts recentLy too frm a guy frn..

thOugh I not suRe y he is so sweet and Nice to me...

maybe he piTy me beCos of wad I have Gone ThRough..

I reALly appreciates...his concern~ bUt I hoPe hE doEns't Get the wrong iDea

as He is aTtached.. I treat Ppl nice.. when ppl Treat me nice...

wHen told about this thing with my another ger frn..

she asked me.. you want tO get involved meh...

nope. I nv.. jusT dat I am ToO boRed.. and I realLy enJoy with his companion...

bUt I know he Like me... but To wad ExTend I am Not very Sure..

but He said he is treat all the Gers.. tHat he like very Gd one..

sO i suPpose I am not the Only one herE~...

I tOld Him b4.. that Treating me so sWeet and nice.. will make ppl misunderstands...

anD he Told me then Dun think so much lorz...zzZZzz -_-

tHe poInt is.. I am sinGLe.. ppl misunDerstands me nvm..lor.

but his Attached..lor if pPl misundesTands.. him not very gd..right?

hm.. i also dunno~ wELL wADEVER lar~ haha

gAsTric~

arGh... EvEr since that night I have beEn having Gastric... comming On and Off these few days.. zZzz

tOday went to bugis with Angela... to shop shop and done pedicure...

deN mEet cy for lunch and dinNer.. but nv really eat... cos not hungry...

zZzz I gastric... again.. at this time..Zzz so painfuL~~~


haiz... so boreD~ :(