Well,

Hm... Its been a very long time..that i have eventually stop blogging..
Cos.. I was DAMN busy at work.. and even when i Off work.. i am.. like working..
Even beyond Office hrs.. and aFTer sO much hard-work finally everythin is kindof
settle dOwn and finally got confirmed.

Den I began to have personal time.. for myself.. to reflect on myself,
my life, my smiles, my tears, my heart, my voice, everything.. abt me..
sTill I dun have the Passion that I once had... I lost it.. still trying hard to find it back.. but i doubt so..

For R/s:
WeLl i am Afraid... I tend to avoid.. having any chance that would lead to a new blossom ... some frns, or rather colleagues, try to introduce guys to me.. but..
i tend to be kind of escape...Recently.. keep goin out wiht my sec frns..
weLL there's a guy.. he seems to be very nice and friendly.. still
I am.. back off.. we tok on msn.. and chated.. some stuffs.. and.. I guess my toughts abt r/s is really very negative..
which already might have turn him Off..or away from me ..

ME:
recently have been thinking.. How long would i continue to be like this?
Be single forever? I am ok with single 4eva.. but.. family are worried.. for me
but.. I can nv love again.. I dunnno how to trust and love the guy.. if there is one for me now.. perhaps.. I am just being so Me..


WEll Thats all for tOnightz...
:)

Because of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you