Nini... Wo hao xiang hao xiang da ku yi chang...

wo zhi xiang zai ku yi xia xia... zhen de...

当一个人一次又一次的承受失望和打击时。。

渐渐的他的生命在也不会对任何人或物报有任何希望。。。

心事谁人知(原唱沈文程)

心事谁人知(原唱沈文程)

心事若无讲出来
有谁人会知
有时阵想要诉出
满腹的悲哀
踏入七逃界
是阮不应该
如今想反悔
谁人肯谅解
心爱你若有了解
请你着忍耐
男性不是无目屎
只是不敢流出来
心事若无讲出来
有谁人会知
有时阵想要诉出
满腹的悲哀
踏入七逃界
是阮不应该
如今想反悔
谁人肯谅解
心爱你若有了解
请你着忍耐
男性不是无目屎
只是不敢流出来

http://www.9ymp3.com/song/41821.htm

-sICK-

fIanLly ... I strain my Body Till I fell sick again..

Recently have been Busy .. day time with Work... nite time..

Busy with frns.. buddies, gege, frns, frns from WG..

Getting Tix.. for frns... Going CLub...

Recently like keep raingin... Friday WEnt to bai bai,

Bai ah gong, Bai, Bei Gong, Bai tai ma Tai gong, Bai papa...

when Saw's papa pic... my eyes become teary ... sO long nv sEe him..

I really miss him... nv tot .. that the Last time i saw him.. was so long ago..

and He just left... and nv come back again... I miss him.. so much...

that day.. rained... most of us were drenched.. i knew i sure fall sick de.. haiz..

den we went to makan... at jurong aRea den back to ah ma huse.. went to watch 881~

the Movie quiTe nice... very Funny... but there's a part... quite touching..

And i Qctually Drop tears 2 times... After dat they went for dinner and went off..

den I window shop ard Tiong bahru and ..den went to amk... to meet jz...

after dat.. went Mos burger..eat and wait for the candi and cy.. den WEnt to KBox..

zzzz Sing... Till 3am supper and home sweet home... Was VEry Tired...

Stupid Driver... bluff my $$ $30 FOR CAB FARE... WTF!

deN ofF my hp... sound and went to slp... So when i woke up... WOO hp flooded with

SMs...deN saw CAndi sms.. And call her.. she ask if wanna meet up... ltr..

so i told her.. ar bo Come Cck find me.. nua 1st lor haha she say she dun mind..

so she came... den.. cy also came... den jz also ... den actaulyl plan to watch

movie... but i lazy haha but cos.. it rained.. so nv go out.. for movie...

so i suggest with play poker and drink lor.. i Open my Bottle of Jack Daniel...

den all drink till Seh seh... BOO~! ytd still went out Whole day.. with gege...

TIred TIred Tired.. Yeah finalLy.. Exhuasted le.. body Can't take it anymore ~

tIred~ busy~

boREd~ Stone~

no mOre Nuaing~

dYing~ heART dead~

gRastric Serious~

very TiRed~

hao lei hao lei

bOO... THink i quiTe busy Recently~

dId i Ever Mention in my blog? tHAt i Took uP a TEMP iT Assgment

for ard 1 mnth... At Bugis Office Tower! IES...

haha 1st day GO.. See another TEMP staff is uncle~ *faint*

deN xian 1/2 lolx.. den haha LUCKY my Team Leader... lolx Tall Tall guy..

haha consider not bad Looking ba.. wOO VERY TALL i think slightly more den 1.80m

frm my 1st day... 08-08-07 till now.. Everyday eat with him..liz and noOr.. wOO..

they Are frndly and kind Souls... :) ENjoy Working with Them.. haha

i Also Very harDworking.. they are nice to ME.. :) haha

But tODAY .. already VERY tired yet.. was Pissed off with 2 users..

lolx.. gOt one very NASTY tERRIBLE~!!!!HORRIBLE ~ bully ME SOBZ another..one..

very TRoublesome~!!! poO~! xian xian xiAn...

Oh yar and my Application one WHOISGOIN.com.sg have bEEn approved~ SO I am a junior

ambassador right now.. haha .. SO this thurs MOS got EVENT anyone want tix??? msg mE~!!!!!

- Toughts of the Day -

没有希望 就不会有失望

不是你的 勉强也不会幸福

不想就不会有烦恼

放弃是位一的选者

Was Toking to gege Today abt.. BGR.. thing..

deN we Heard somthing... that's quite true.. on 93.3FM

and is actually wad i told Gege also...

交朋友最重要是。。。 出去时的感觉开心就好。。

不要想太多。。。 也不要管对方的朋友。。。

Was discussing this with gege..



Meaning somtimes.. when a Female go out with a Male frn..

Like got feeling for each other.. Yet cos not close yet..

sO somehow abit like act till Too courteous like dat...

anD Feeling bECame Weird...



And Sometimes.. JusT Sometimes.. .

When both got abit of Feeling for each other??

yET the TiminG is COmplEtely..



And WOrst Thing is When 1 tRies to Think Too MuCh...

The One Who thinks.. WiLL actually suFFers Alot in Pain...

Want to Say can't Say..out Want to ask also can't AsK...

And The Other Party also dunno.. Then When This Happens..

It became worst when u Actaully Go out with that person Yet ..

he/she dOesn't kNow.. That U are Actaully Suffering...

fRM ur Own 压力 ... And sometimes can lead To breakDown.. of Own's Feeling~!



Was Telling Gege somthing like dat happen To me.. previously..

but Tell gege.. just dun think So much den.. no Stress le lor..

was Trying to make him understands.. that.. sometimes its like dat de lar

Just Take it Easy lor.. and Dun think Too much den.. dats ALL..

你道歉　你難過　於是我給你笑容

誰在乎我的心　還會不會寂寞

＃曾經以為等待會改變什麼　你總會屬於我
　但是最後時間證明了　你只喜歡我

你退縮　你冷漠　於是我放開雙手
不在乎我的心　會永遠的寂寞

dUnno isit becos last nite saw thier pics..

wOke up dreamt of them... again.

wOke up ard 10am.. den watched 换换爱 ep 10. after dat...

ate breakfast.. den nua all thE way till 2pm..

bathed prepare and rush off to clark quay..

Met that guy andrew.. A shortie.. weLL in the End ya Sort of Wasted my trip.

SLM... zzz rUshed off to meet jz,lt for tea break.. tok cok for ard 1 and 1/2 hr..

Den they waited with me till my cousin knock oFF..

Went to Tiong bahru collect her heels.. den makan.. and walk walk awhile and

weNt home.. surf net.. chat with frns.. surf frnster.. and saw a msg frm weikun.

Didn't really rem... but.. lolx to think that ya his my classmate in my pri sch

for a few yrs and went to the same sec sch.. being schmate..

wELL we Chated for quite long.. on msn... den watched the drama till now..

finally finished the serials...

StIll can't slp... weLL i Should faster try to slp.. aR bo ltr OBAK...

scared ppl lolx..

weLL... dIdn't gO Mos on sat nite...

weNt tO meet Gege, meimei, cheng and mike...

went To geylang tO makan 豆浆油条 ..

den after dat went to east cOast...

I suddenly gastric.. but i nv tell them.. so just 忍

have bEen Thinking about wad haPpen to me..recently

I think I changed alot... even da gu and some of my frns.. say so..

I like beginning to be more and more anti-social... anti-hyper...

Very Low~ ... eVen that nite They were toking this and that...

I did Not really listen to wad They are toking.. just siting back facing them..

Looking at the Stars in the sky... and listening to mp3 on gege's PSP...

I think i really becAme very quiet le.. hm... dunno y... xianz~!

SOmetimes.. when TOking.. My soul will suddenly fly to dunno where like dat..

very Fast i wiLL not be inTerested in the Topic.. we are toking...

OMg waD haPPen TO me.. xiAnz~!!! Zzz I am the one..

asking wad time Are we gOing home..tOt oF goiNg home Early.. to Rest..

So dat Today Can wake up earLy.. for the audition..

In the End.. i try to slp ard 3 plus.. but.. lolx can't Slp dunno y..

Anyway .. lolx I didn't make it trough the audition..

sHy went with me... and I came out and shake my head..

lolx Anyway I expected tat outcome tOo... Didn't really take it very serious...

Den after dat Went to PS .. to walk ard till 4.30 meet sam and sen...

Den all like very tired and nua.. nv really walked much .. went To Wisma TopMAns

Sam say wanna try the purple top.. but me and shy told him not nice..

Den after dat we went up starbucks.. to drink cOffee...

DEn my ringTone rang.. lolx den i started to sing the chorus of the 不能说的秘密

den Shy scold me..say.. neh u can sing wad .. even better den me...

Y dun wan to sing properly during Audition... lolx..

I told her.. actaully dun go in better like dat i can stOp dreaming and

find a proper job.. and face the reality lolx ...

lala den after dat.. went pepper lunch for dinner only sen and sam eat...

lol we watched them eat... cos we eat lunch abit late.. still very full that time.

den after dat.. shy went home.. we 3 went cini... sen and sam.. play billard.. while

sit down there play sen's PSp..wOO nice gAME haha ~!!! till 9pm.. den i took 190 hm.

lolx think i crAzy... Keep Trying to Rub Salt on My Own WoUnds..

lolx See thier pic again...but i totally no Feeling.. lolx

Den after that went to Delete his Pic frm my Yahoo Account

haben have the time to Do it.. haha fianlly ... deleted...

Tml Having aN IntERviEW~ laLa... at Clark Quay area~ lala

FianLLy.. starting tO reCover le~

just Finish Drinking my HL milk~ yummy yummy

nicenice :) I love Milk Milk~ hehe

I wana Eat Fries~~!!!! arGH!! I wan To Eat cHeeZe Prata~!!!

I WAna EaT piZzaS~!!! sO much CravingZ.

I wAnna Go out! i wanna Go dRink... i Wanna gO club~!!!!

I wana Go haVe FUN~!!! I wana knOW more GUYs~ lolx

I wanA try To have A relationship again~!!!!!

haha... think i aM boRed to Death le~

不能说的秘密 LYRICS

周杰倫 不能说的秘密 LYRICS

冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面
拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上依舊清晰可見

最美的不是下雨天
是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回憶的畫面
在蕩著秋千 夢開始不甜

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
又何必去改變 你說過的誓言
你用你的指尖 指示我說再見
想象你在身邊 在完全失去之前

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
或許命運的簽 只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片
要我怎麼撿

-Thoughts oF the Day-

说不出的感受
表达不出的难过
过了不知多久
最终只能忍住无奈
选择离开。

-[小爱]-


hM.. thiS is Created from the Idea of Jay's song.

不能说的秘密
==========

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡