Sunday, October 31, 2004

Back From Chalet / IAP Mon

Hi to my Dearest Friends... SO long Nv blog already rite... Must Hv Miss me alot hehe
aNyway i just came back from Chalet at Sentosa.. From last Wed to fri.. Last nite i Slept quite early.. and Long.. AND shit i miSSed my 9pm Channel 8 Show "Ren Wo Ao You" Sadded.. My dear was playing Maple Story ... while i fell a slp.. And when i Woke up he was GOne.. hehe i dun even Know.. den TOday afternoon i call him and scold him haha... cOs he nv infoRm me that he has Gone home... Yet he say i slp until like pig... den say dun wan to Disturb me.

Den i woke up 5am... haha SO eARLy!!! Shit den,.. i went back to slp.. again.. den around 10am woke up... and print those documents for my IAP.. Going for IAP this mon.. TML!!! cuiZ... But My stupid printer was Dunno FOr wad reason SPoil...SO i tried tO repair.. and tried and tired until i "Pek chey" cOs dunno y the paper go in slant one..
DEn i Was sO fed UP.. i Open the back.... and dunno how to fix back... haha and in the end i SAW SOmthing!!!!! A tablet of pandaDOl WAS STUCK inside the right Side!!!! OMG no wonder the paper can go in left only haha so stupid...!!!! den i managed to take out the stupid tablet and can't fix back the printer. DEn in the end i pucked out the plug and and put on tthe flooR WAh SO Dusty den i try to fix back.. and took some time.. to fix it back... finaLLy haha NOw CAN print.!!!! Abit lame rite a pandadol kena stuck inside printer and cos the paper to jam!

TOday we went out to meet mabel and xinyi at pensular shopping centre and after dat went to city link after they left... i bought 1 heels and 1 sendal($39 plus)From VNC for IAP.. and after dat went to sunctec... WOW there GOt lingerie SALES!!! haha my FAvouRite!!!
I bought 3 bars and 2 bra sets everything for just $68.80 haha very AFfordable rite and its perrie cardine ... hehe

VNC at citylink near the 7/11 its a very nice shoe shop for ladies... cos the heels there alot of nice design and yet not very expensive..

while dats ALL FOlkX!!! Gd nitE

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

u hurt me again!

Last nite .. tears whole nite ...he hurt me again... this time co the pain in my heart is to b Double .....
say all kinds of things and do all kinds of stUfFs to hurt me...
Wad evea he promised h 4gethon sam old problem den why in th 1st place wan disturb me in my single life?
i am vry happy with dat.... u know... i tried to 4get all the pain and hurts u giv me... yet u repeat all this again...evrythin also u...say one... i didn't owe u all this ok! it hurts me alot when u do all stuffs to hurt me and i hated dat... i told u once b4 if u can't give me th happiness dat i wan .........dunden leave me ba... i know at times i am veRy bad.. and u said it urself dat u accept dat cos u love me... den y treat me like this.. just bcos of a game!!! is th game so important ... even mor important den me ... i rgreted... rally..y i give u the chance to hurt me once again

FUCK LA

SI bei sianz man.... i think i going to fail my SS la... everything also dunno how to DO... and WTF thursday still GOt DSA knn .. and u haben study YET lor... now everything oso no mood to DO la.. an idiot spoil my keyboard button.... and i jitOah no mood now lo... and he is still playing his stupid GAME damn iT.. man... game game game... bcos of gam quarrel with me 2nd time le lorZ... tmd....only care abt thr game
the stupid game is more important dEn me lor... wtf...guys CAnNot be trusted !

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Quarrel

Last Nite Tears Non-STop... we haD i Big bIg FIght! eVer SInce We Patch back.... 1st TIMe we had a big FIght! ANd i was so angry , confused and Tired!!! SAdnESS...
Anger : Make him SAy Things Nasty TO me!

wAsn't He the One WHo PromisEd the THings... he shOuld.. and tO aCCepT my AttituDe?
aSk uRseLf DO u LOve Me or u Love UrSELf MOre? aRE u WILLinG tO gIve UP sOmE thingS SOMe TImes beCOs Of ME? YES or NO? U Dun Hv TO reaLLY tOrEratE me if U REaLLy CAn'T ...

I knoe aLot of timEs i am VEry bad! tOO STubBon But if i can ChaNge the Pigs will Climb Up TrEEs U know!? i TOld u once and for all... nothing can change me! U said u acCePt no MatteR wad ... DEn?

I was HurT last nitE... i know u dun know! The Pain NoOne KNoes~!
LOVE OwayS HurTS! I aLways Believe ... this :

True Love Dosen't hv a Gd enDIng, Cos True Love Dosen't End!

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Tues day: CAD CAM

OMG i Confirm fail my CAD stupid ass when pratice time i always do rite
y today so farking Ass... my thing can't work then the stupid helper keep asking me redo redo... den waste my time in the end i end up did rubbish nothing much lor confirm fail!!! saded!!! MR joesph loh help!!! haha den very saded junjun cried leh.. cos she also same as me i think ah sen also.. haha saded
after dat is our CAM VB codes phew lucky this one i knoes cos all most the program for CAM project is I do wan.... but the linking to database i abit forgotten den no time to write the codes..

Monday

DEar and i cheong Maple Story all the way from sunday to morning 7am on Monday den went to slp... den around 9plus to 10 he woke up ..DAmn EArly!!! JUST TO CHEONG his LEVEL OMG *pengZ* i was woken up by him... and joined him in game.... DEn after dat i sugested we go downstairs for lunch... we ate Laksa after dat went home and cheong GAME again!!!! Den late after noon ah si and ah yong came my huse to study CAM...VB codess!!!! OMG once they reach i went bathing leaving them in my room to play MAple STory !!! MY mistake to ask ah si to play with yong telling them dat they can use cos i got 2 cable port in my room!!! COs after dat we cheong the game all the way till my dear return from his driving lesson. Den haha we all 4 was cheonging the game together. Until around 7plus den we went to lot 1 to eat dinner and came back 1/2 playing 1/2 studying...

Maple Story

Maple story is a story game where ppl from all parts all world can play together.
A very cute game abit like gunbound but this time round is u are to hit some funny thing like mushroom, snail, pigs...etc to gain $$ and the stuff take u could take after killing the things. Me an dear cheong the game 2 days ... we slp only 3-4 hrs each.... Time runs fast sia....

Sunday, October 10, 2004

hOMe again

!!!! Sat and still hOME again !!!
DAtr stupid idiot make me angry only!!!i hate u!!! stujpid KZY!!!!

Saturday, October 09, 2004

ICA TesT OveRx!!!

hehe our ICA test finally overs.. phew... hm..
time Table..
CAD CAM = Tuesday
Exams:
SS 18 OCt
DSA 21 Oct
Today i treat dear eat dinner cos he say he no $$ at SIM.
after dat when to his hus... and he bathed watched "Si Ling Meng 2" afterdat
we went to my huse..... hehe nothing much tonite.. i was hoping to go out..but... didnt had any idea where to go so in the end i justed playing GB... but !!! DAmn Laptop!! iT caught Viruses - Trojan backdoors and spyware... so i try to use my norton but its a useless software, so in the end i went to search for a free anti-trojan and spyware software name aSquared not bad.. and it scans all the malfuction erros.. had successfully removed! sO dear was playing GB with yong and ah si.. while i rotinG cos waited a long time for it to finish scanning....so i went to bed... den very soon dear joined me... i ask him y not playing... he said accompany me... haha like real lor... i knoe y (cos moring 6 am he got to wake up and go cycling with his "GDFRN!" i got angry abt dat!!!)nvm... hump* he keep saying i very guai lan...hoR.. i told him yES!! i AM... if u dun like can go away leave me alone... den he hug me tight tight say... cannot cos "shange le zie chuan" (in piarate ship)..lol
he is rather sweet at times when he dosen't makes me angry! haahaa den i woke up at 2 plus.... to check my viruses....been removed now.. and he is slping like a dead piG! haha....yawnZ... it time For me to gO OrRz again!!! nitEZ all!!!!

Friday, October 08, 2004

IAP Briefing

hm hm... today we had our IAP briefing we were told to tick those we are interested and skillful.. field of moudles...
FOr me : web/marcomedia/VsualBasic/Java/Photoshop
hOpefully the company i am going to attached with will be web-based job.
hehe COs i love designing... webBY..

today at home.. haha i told dear i not feeling well was to slp.. but in the end.. i can't slp and i disturb him... dun let him.. slp.. haha end up he got to cook dinner for me ... and i was damn hungry... and den yong ask me to join the GB guild : rascals dat sam created..!!! haha stupid guys..!!! weLL i hv joined.. my dear oso ..well tml GOT XML tesT!!! sianz.. not yet finish with it.. byeZ..dudEs... now going back to study!!!


I love u, U Love me, We are HaPPy FAmilY!!!.... blah blah blah

Wednessday ( EI GAMES )

On wednessday we had our EI games at 5pm sports hall... stupid mEEPok.. had signed me up as the leader... our game : Captain Ball ... OMG we had a very bad experiece dat day ... i had a fall while attacking the other team.. and xinyi kenna stePped by the other team.. and GOt "blueblack" haha... and she Keep complaining they were so rough... and its suppose to be a friendly match... the stupid refrees... they Kayu!!! they are on the other team.. and later we heard dat they are actually from the same class as the other team... the 1st round.. i was.. still ok.. but until 2nd round i can't take it anymore... i was very tuLan le...and tries to be guai lan ... le.. haha anyway... haiz.. our skills.. KNS.. la.. haha and i was kena hitted on the eye by dawniE!! ouCH Si bei Pain sia.. and they are so stupid rite use basketball as the ball..

but that match makes me understands dat i LOVE basketball very much.. i duno how long nv had a real basketball game... I wanted alot to play bball again... hm... can i play again??? can i ?? but i nEEd to practice... alot... 3 pointer shoot... and the aims... when i when to watched the guys dat day playing match with another team.. i am so excited... haha i keep asking them to jia you... and.. i love ah sen's 3pointer-shoot.. wOw sO cOOl... although they loose with 11 points... 57-68 but i fet they are rather not bad le..

Monday, October 04, 2004

Wo De Cuo

This is the song where by dear sings at kbox dat time and tears rolled down from his eyes.... and i was stunned... i asked him y... he told me... cos when i was not with him he always sings this song and ask me read the lyrics..

TeaRs dROp | SadnEss

Now is 4th OCt 2004 its hv been 1month 4 days ever since me patch up with him... Everything started tO chaNge ... and i knew it... and starting to hate it again... I may be really attitude but i just hated it dat the fact we oways quarrel becos of his frn... tO me: it always seems dat they are more important then me... TeARs came down so naturally like "jiu shang Kou" ... recenTLy Got this Feeling dat we reallY dun suit each other... our character is as if "Mars and Earth" HuO XinG ZhuanG Di Jiu
Is he really the one for me? DOes he reaLLY mEans wad he said to me... dat nite... DOes he really knows wad he wan ? Can he reaLLY give me happiness? But y... must we oways Hv so many problems? aLl i just wanted is peace u noe? If u can't give me the happiness ... dat i wanted y dun u just give up the way u did b4? When i was trying hard ... u give up on me u rem? u hurt me u giVe up on me u ask me dun contact u... i did and yet u contacted me... nOw dat ... u promise me dat u nv hurt me again... u promise to give me happiness dat wad is all this rubbish dat i had?





Sunday, October 03, 2004

haha nOttiE Ger!!

hehe i lock him outside lastnite... and FOrce him to buy ice-cream for me..
haha

ATTitude !!!

AttiTuDe I am !!! I reALLy Mean It whEn i SAY this means This... I jus dun like him with kenny they all to stay outside long... COs it reminds mE of the Past! when he is with them He Could Jolly Well forget dat who is his GF... let me ROT tO DEATH WAIting FOr his CALL in my huse.. den i wanted to GO out also CANnot.. i dun wan the SAME OLD thinG TO HAPPEN aGAIN!!!! tONite It happEns.. aGain!!! i haTEd Alot...i dun like this kind of feeling... nvm.. its not GOint to happend.. again.. i am Back to the new mE...i wont wait FOr him... I WONT!!! i am already Stupid enough to go back to him... i will nv Give him the chance to hurt me once aGain... I knoW i am very attitude at timeS... but this is ME... Cannot be changED

SOmtimes Love just Aint Enough ~!

I don't wanna lose you, I don't wanna use you
just to have sombody by my side And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Now I could never change you I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain And like a fool who will
never see the truth I keep thinking something's gonna change
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where I used to lay
And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

MU/SteAMbOaT

Thursday (Nite)
Me anD dEar WEnt MU hEe... PooR dEar Got To boRRow IC from his frn Cos he underage.. haha den i jio Robin gO.. haha this time he went TOo... and.. we drank alot... his frn den came.. and order a WaterFall foR Him.., wOW dAmn chio hehe i nv saw that b4... i drank aLot tOO... den.. i slp on the way hOMe.. while deAR is riding.. once.. i reached Home I ZzzzzZ... den the next day 9am GOt DSA lesson.. haha I was LATE!!! again... i was having hang Over... aRghh... haha wanted very mUch to vomit but nv... i LS(laO sAi) haha 2 times... omG.. GOt the aLocohol sMeLL man.. i amOst FainTED!!! in the ToliET!! haha... den during break eat nothing much.. cos.. still having hanG over.. i drank 2 cups of milk tea... den feels much beTTer...

Friday
after sCh dear and me when home.. my Mom CoOked.. And Only.. both of us Eating.. after dinnER.. we went to my room.. den... i very tired nv even bathe i slp...while deardear watch my VCDs... den.. around 11plus.. i woke up and saw my com still on..and deardear falls aslp... i went TO bathe and tOOk Off my Lenses... den.. go online.. with mY lapTOp... and chatted with xinYi and maBel... haha.. den.. we were chating about JX!!! haha..den.. around 1 plus.. i told xinYi i vedry bored .. i GO Disturb my deardear... haha... den she says i very bad.. where go GF so bad wan disturb BF slping..!!! haha.. i told her.. cos i wanna slp... with my "baoBao" he TOok my BOaster!!! i can slp without a pillow but cannot live withouT my "baObaO" hahaz hehe den i disturb him successfULLy.. den he say he go tOliet to Pee!!! haha ... den afterdat he slp again.. den i s=ask him wad time he need to wake up.. i said i help him set alarm... he say 6am..and he set already.. cos he goin bike(bicycle) tracking with kennY.. TO train Stamina... haha LAME!!

Saturday(SteamBoat)
6am dears hp alarm ranG!!! Den he nua until 6.30 plus den WAke up... haha den i ask him to call me after his tracking session... tOday he went to all the bike shops to look fOr the cheaPesT WAVE... and just now he meeting a guy.. and he told me he sold his bike le.. at $2850 almak... so little $$.. but he say this is the market price..le..

For me.. after dear left my huse i contiue to slp.. until 12... den eaten 2 hotdog bus.. and wnt Off to GRannY house.. den.. after cut cake.. me and liling(my biao jie)
went to plaza to walk walk.. cos i bUYing her a present in the end we nv boutgh... but i told her.. if she wants i can buy her Levis jeans...
den...we went to marina to eat steamBOaT.. with the rest... after our dinner.. liling says she dosen't wan to go back sO early.. so we went for Pool... session(my bro, her bro, she and me)after dat we TOok cab home,.. now i waiting FOr my DEAr!!!