歌曲：想太多
歌手：李玖哲
你笑着说
他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安
那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我
是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Thursday, December 13, 2007
觉悟
觉悟 。。领悟。。
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wEll wEll well, finallY my $$ is realLy drying Up...
This one Week, Thought things Through...
tHe One that Takes Me for granted.. stIll Taking me for granted..
and .. finally.. Came to this.. thought.. he is not my cup of tea...
he wont be the one that I'll even try... nv will..
Instead.. the one Who is all the time with me.. acc me here and there..
I will treasure.. this frn of mine.. even went to NUH with me.. for scoping..
wELL.. SCOPING results: Nothing's wrong with my gastric~ :) YEAH~! TIME to Drink, DRANK DRUNK~ haha.. ITS PARTY TIME!@
Oh Ya sO wHole Week have been busy with my Flea Market.. Preparation~
tIll i very TIred.. :( lalala.. I wanna CLUB but i NO $$ hahaha zzz shIT..
Hopefully Next week caN will get a call from CREATIVE.. I wanna Work there..
Please Please PLEASE ... Shortlist me!!!!
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wEll wEll well, finallY my $$ is realLy drying Up...
This one Week, Thought things Through...
tHe One that Takes Me for granted.. stIll Taking me for granted..
and .. finally.. Came to this.. thought.. he is not my cup of tea...
he wont be the one that I'll even try... nv will..
Instead.. the one Who is all the time with me.. acc me here and there..
I will treasure.. this frn of mine.. even went to NUH with me.. for scoping..
wELL.. SCOPING results: Nothing's wrong with my gastric~ :) YEAH~! TIME to Drink, DRANK DRUNK~ haha.. ITS PARTY TIME!@
Oh Ya sO wHole Week have been busy with my Flea Market.. Preparation~
tIll i very TIred.. :( lalala.. I wanna CLUB but i NO $$ hahaha zzz shIT..
Hopefully Next week caN will get a call from CREATIVE.. I wanna Work there..
Please Please PLEASE ... Shortlist me!!!!
Monday, December 10, 2007
Personality Test
Temperament
Idealist
You are the quintessential dreamer - spending more time thinking about the possibilities that the world holds for you, rather than your reality. You don't settle for anything less than what you truly desire and you work very hard. You tend to live in every place except the present - you are prone to daydreaming about the future and re-thinking the choices you made in the past. Sometimes you get overly caught up in your thoughts.
Interests
Simple
You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.
Amusement
Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.
Passion
Physical
You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.
Idealist
You are the quintessential dreamer - spending more time thinking about the possibilities that the world holds for you, rather than your reality. You don't settle for anything less than what you truly desire and you work very hard. You tend to live in every place except the present - you are prone to daydreaming about the future and re-thinking the choices you made in the past. Sometimes you get overly caught up in your thoughts.
Interests
Simple
You are continually pursuing a simpler and less complicated life - you don't allow yourself to fall victim to all of the "should do's" that society continually bombards you with. You are thoughtful about your life choices and think in terms of yourself, others and the world in which we live. You have a great sense that we are part of something much bigger and we must be good to others, if we want others and the world to be good to us.
Amusement
Thoughtful
You are easily stressed out and overwhelmed - you need to take care of yourself first and foremost. Because you tend to be self reflective, you know your limits quite well and must remember to not exceed those limits. When you overwhelm your life with obligations and responsibilities, you tend to shut down and go into yourself even further. Take some time to find your serenity and kick back your feet.
Passion
Physical
You are a cuddle bug - from a warm hug shared with your best friend to steamy sex with your partner, you enjoy every bit of human contact that you can get. You demonstrate your love for others most fluidly through physical one-on-one contact and you feel the most loved when you are being touched. You feel disconnected when you are physically isolated from others. You're a people person and a lover of all things human.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
tIreD
-TiRed-
Sunday Night can't slp... Monday went to do the 1 Day temp Recept..
after Working on monday was feeling very tired.. still went to meet cousin...
when I reached home. try to surf the net for awhile.. and found myself..
dozing off infront of the com. tOtally Worn-out... REsted on the bed for a few mins..
and Force myself out of bed to bathe... very soon fell asleep...
Tuesday.. got alot of calls.. and sms frm... job agency/ job opportunity
& my poly classmates...felt alot of disturbance... but I was totally tOo tired to be border..
SLept till ard 12 plus.. noon ..managed to wake up... wactch 斗牛要不要 Ep 2 and 公主小妹
and went back to slp... all the way till 5pm den wake up. Prepare to wait for time.. and go
clementi meet the ladies.. to go to our Lecturer's wake.. very SAd... Micheal is a very nice and gd
lecturer. The ealier time when they mentioned that he was in hospital, I was thinking which
lecturer are they refering to.. totally.. can't rem his face... Ytd went to the wake ... saw his
picture there.. finally releasied its one of our favourite lecturer... Sadness filled up my heart
when we went to the front to pay see him ... The lecturer who is so friendly, helpful & cheerful
now lying in the coffin feeling cold.. and he look so skinny and differnt...:(
after the vieing... all of us... tried to hold our tears... all eyes red...For me.. I felt very very sad..
cos all the memories from poly.. suddenly keep flashing...den i realised.. becos.. of the
unhappiness of my ex... i tired to erase all memmories.. in poly... everything..
even my lecturer I can also forget how he look like... :( I am so sad..
Hope he may rest in peace and don't have to suffer from the pains of cancer...
Micheal I love u. GOd I pleaded U to bless Micheal.. He was a gd lecturer.
After the wake ... gege came to fetch me.. and together with gege, jiejie, munmun, & cheng,
we went to HV .. Breeko.. to chill and went home ltr...
As I woke up Late ytd.. so in the end.. I can't slp again.. I only slp alrd 6.40am this morning...
while.. was afraid of Friday... NUH.... :( nobody is free to accompany me.. go...
Sunday Night can't slp... Monday went to do the 1 Day temp Recept..
after Working on monday was feeling very tired.. still went to meet cousin...
when I reached home. try to surf the net for awhile.. and found myself..
dozing off infront of the com. tOtally Worn-out... REsted on the bed for a few mins..
and Force myself out of bed to bathe... very soon fell asleep...
Tuesday.. got alot of calls.. and sms frm... job agency/ job opportunity
& my poly classmates...felt alot of disturbance... but I was totally tOo tired to be border..
SLept till ard 12 plus.. noon ..managed to wake up... wactch 斗牛要不要 Ep 2 and 公主小妹
and went back to slp... all the way till 5pm den wake up. Prepare to wait for time.. and go
clementi meet the ladies.. to go to our Lecturer's wake.. very SAd... Micheal is a very nice and gd
lecturer. The ealier time when they mentioned that he was in hospital, I was thinking which
lecturer are they refering to.. totally.. can't rem his face... Ytd went to the wake ... saw his
picture there.. finally releasied its one of our favourite lecturer... Sadness filled up my heart
when we went to the front to pay see him ... The lecturer who is so friendly, helpful & cheerful
now lying in the coffin feeling cold.. and he look so skinny and differnt...:(
after the vieing... all of us... tried to hold our tears... all eyes red...For me.. I felt very very sad..
cos all the memories from poly.. suddenly keep flashing...den i realised.. becos.. of the
unhappiness of my ex... i tired to erase all memmories.. in poly... everything..
even my lecturer I can also forget how he look like... :( I am so sad..
Hope he may rest in peace and don't have to suffer from the pains of cancer...
Micheal I love u. GOd I pleaded U to bless Micheal.. He was a gd lecturer.
After the wake ... gege came to fetch me.. and together with gege, jiejie, munmun, & cheng,
we went to HV .. Breeko.. to chill and went home ltr...
As I woke up Late ytd.. so in the end.. I can't slp again.. I only slp alrd 6.40am this morning...
while.. was afraid of Friday... NUH.... :( nobody is free to accompany me.. go...
Saturday, November 24, 2007
I cried
WeLL I must have drank alot till i cIred... :(
I drank and drank feeling not enugh at all..
alot of unhappiness suddenly fills me up...
All i Could DO is cRied.. CrIed Cried..
Again,.. I Cried in the Ladies.. till Wendy came to look fOr me...
Sadness Filled my heart... all i can feel is saddness... only..
I cried... den wendy came.. to look for me.. I told her.. i dun understand y...
but I will nv forgive him... I wont ..I really hate him and her alot .. alot..
she told me wad cOmes Around goes ard... i hope.. they really get retribution... :(
I drank and drank feeling not enugh at all..
alot of unhappiness suddenly fills me up...
All i Could DO is cRied.. CrIed Cried..
Again,.. I Cried in the Ladies.. till Wendy came to look fOr me...
Sadness Filled my heart... all i can feel is saddness... only..
I cried... den wendy came.. to look for me.. I told her.. i dun understand y...
but I will nv forgive him... I wont ..I really hate him and her alot .. alot..
she told me wad cOmes Around goes ard... i hope.. they really get retribution... :(
Monday, November 05, 2007
Well started my temp at XXX call centre.. last tuesday..
haha as i told kc, dawn.. and some frns.. that ..haha i dun like it..~
Give me $$ to get scoldings..zzz lolx customer just call and start
screaming and screaming... siAnz.. dun Like it.... whole Week been a very gd ger
slp early.. cos tired... and need to wake up early for work... Friday met up dawnie
at town.. for dinner and we chit chat.. for hrs..lolx well tOo long nv meet up..
alot of things to tok abt.. Tok abt.. that bastard... that 'guy' that I always tok abt
... and many other things...abt my eshop.. den haha i told dawnie kc also wanna open eshop
den told her last week we went clubing.. den dawn.. lol told me y dun consider abt kc.. again..
lol she Keep telling me.. Kc is a very gd guy..leh.. and she keep telling me..
Kc like treat u very nice.. and gd leh.. den every time.. go out with u club with
u and go ktv with u .. Den i told dawn.. ya.. sometimes.. I also TOT he like me.. lolx but
after .. so much things.. that happen.. i think wELL he just enjoying my company only..ba
lol same as the 'guy' lolx.. and i dun wanna think Too much.. actaully aLl guys frns treat me..
really nice.. but i think maybe cos.. To thEm.. I m Too roudy.. boish.. thats y.. they treat me.. like brothers or buddies... can just go out with me alone.. not really like 'interested' in me..lar
haha i think alot of guys frns are like dat ba.. lol anyway haha y I think I am a Born ACtor..
haha soMetimes when I am very Tired... my true feelings will just come out.. lolx cheng that friday nite said this: wah how come tonite u so nice.. will pass the cushion to me..
haha ya I am very nice.. just dat i dun like to treat guys tOo nice.. cos.. i dun wan to have so many bEes ard me.. lolx thats..y haha
haha as i told kc, dawn.. and some frns.. that ..haha i dun like it..~
Give me $$ to get scoldings..zzz lolx customer just call and start
screaming and screaming... siAnz.. dun Like it.... whole Week been a very gd ger
slp early.. cos tired... and need to wake up early for work... Friday met up dawnie
at town.. for dinner and we chit chat.. for hrs..lolx well tOo long nv meet up..
alot of things to tok abt.. Tok abt.. that bastard... that 'guy' that I always tok abt
... and many other things...abt my eshop.. den haha i told dawnie kc also wanna open eshop
den told her last week we went clubing.. den dawn.. lol told me y dun consider abt kc.. again..
lol she Keep telling me.. Kc is a very gd guy..leh.. and she keep telling me..
Kc like treat u very nice.. and gd leh.. den every time.. go out with u club with
u and go ktv with u .. Den i told dawn.. ya.. sometimes.. I also TOT he like me.. lolx but
after .. so much things.. that happen.. i think wELL he just enjoying my company only..ba
lol same as the 'guy' lolx.. and i dun wanna think Too much.. actaully aLl guys frns treat me..
really nice.. but i think maybe cos.. To thEm.. I m Too roudy.. boish.. thats y.. they treat me.. like brothers or buddies... can just go out with me alone.. not really like 'interested' in me..lar
haha i think alot of guys frns are like dat ba.. lol anyway haha y I think I am a Born ACtor..
haha soMetimes when I am very Tired... my true feelings will just come out.. lolx cheng that friday nite said this: wah how come tonite u so nice.. will pass the cushion to me..
haha ya I am very nice.. just dat i dun like to treat guys tOo nice.. cos.. i dun wan to have so many bEes ard me.. lolx thats..y haha
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
失眠
Totally nv slp..last nite.. Felt super Tired .. worn-out shagged~
Today's 1ST DAY at Samsung.. Tired.~! zzz very busy...
PAPA 生日快乐。 我很想念你。
Today's 1ST DAY at Samsung.. Tired.~! zzz very busy...
PAPA 生日快乐。 我很想念你。
歌曲：不想懂得
歌曲：不想懂得
歌手：张韶涵 作词:姚若龙
当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的
歌手：张韶涵 作词:姚若龙
当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的
Friday, October 26, 2007
weLL checked my email.. saw his invitation to join his frnster network...
Not sure is him... or is that bitch who did it.. most probably is that bitch...
purposely wanna me to go view her frnster? Y dO such childish thing?
She aLready Won me.. but sTill want to disturb me???
So instead of emailing him which I think she Got his password.. to his email or frnster
I sent him an sms online... :
00: not sure if u are the one who sent frnster invitation or if ur GF. but i can tell u.. i will nv forget & forgive u. We can nv be frns.
00: And Tell her.She aldy Win and have u. so ask her 2 leave me alone. Theres nt u2 can do 2 pay me bk so just be it. N leave me alone. Thanks.
Not sure is him... or is that bitch who did it.. most probably is that bitch...
purposely wanna me to go view her frnster? Y dO such childish thing?
She aLready Won me.. but sTill want to disturb me???
So instead of emailing him which I think she Got his password.. to his email or frnster
I sent him an sms online... :
00: not sure if u are the one who sent frnster invitation or if ur GF. but i can tell u.. i will nv forget & forgive u. We can nv be frns.
00: And Tell her.She aldy Win and have u. so ask her 2 leave me alone. Theres nt u2 can do 2 pay me bk so just be it. N leave me alone. Thanks.
My ESHOP
- xaoa's [E]Shop -
Finally~... 1st Phase of my ESHOP is Out~ Yeah!
wEll hm.. have quite a number of positive comments
Thanks... PLEASE give me ur sUpporTs DEAR frns~
See anything nice..or interested... den BUY frm my ESHOP...
If nv see not keen also nvm.. u still can support me buy spreading it to frns ard u~\
xaoa's [E]Shop = http://xiaoai-eshop.blogspot.com
PS: However, frns who know my this blog please dun let other know abt my personal blog...
Cos i Wont be linking it to here.. yet frm here i will link to my ESHOP THANKS ALOT~!
Finally~... 1st Phase of my ESHOP is Out~ Yeah!
wEll hm.. have quite a number of positive comments
Thanks... PLEASE give me ur sUpporTs DEAR frns~
See anything nice..or interested... den BUY frm my ESHOP...
If nv see not keen also nvm.. u still can support me buy spreading it to frns ard u~\
xaoa's [E]Shop = http://xiaoai-eshop.blogspot.com
PS: However, frns who know my this blog please dun let other know abt my personal blog...
Cos i Wont be linking it to here.. yet frm here i will link to my ESHOP THANKS ALOT~!
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
WeLL actually prepared a gift for him.. but
still after some consideration.. i decide not to give him...
Cos i did not get enugh gifts ...zZz didn't manage to get engh gifts.. though.
haiZ.. while I was in bangkok.. choosing Gifts.. all i had in mind was tO
chooSe and think abt wad to buy for him.. and end up forgoting that I need to get
gifts for Others tOo zzz...haiz.. Wad Am I DOing ??? omg..zzz hai ...
still after some consideration.. i decide not to give him...
Cos i did not get enugh gifts ...zZz didn't manage to get engh gifts.. though.
haiZ.. while I was in bangkok.. choosing Gifts.. all i had in mind was tO
chooSe and think abt wad to buy for him.. and end up forgoting that I need to get
gifts for Others tOo zzz...haiz.. Wad Am I DOing ??? omg..zzz hai ...
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
BreakDown
tOtaLLy breakdown for 2 hrs..
va Sms me.. said she saw him.. in his co..
den she told me wad haPpen when they Met in the lift..
she say he look very paisei and stunned when they met in the lift
den she Ask him still with her.. den he nodded.. den va's colleague
Said: Thats wad called faithful...zZz
Va shoot her back: there's something u dunno..
Va look at him and speak: I dun have the time to Scold u only..hor..
zzzz haiz.. I hate him.. i really hate him.. I hate myself tOO
I dun understands.. y... he Can be so heartless to me..
throughout all these years dat we have been together?
Y Does things have to end it this way??
And Y he and that bitch.. can be.. TOgether.. And SO HAppy?
whIle.. I have to Suffered in the pain.. and misery that he causeD?
After so long... aLL I did .. was.. trying to escape.. away from.. everything...
I still lives as in normal.. but.. I know its all just becos.. I am very GD at..hiding and acting..
EVeryone tOT I am fine and ok.. already... but.. Still whenever ppl told news abt him or weva
I will breakdOwn... YYYYY!@@@
va Sms me.. said she saw him.. in his co..
den she told me wad haPpen when they Met in the lift..
she say he look very paisei and stunned when they met in the lift
den she Ask him still with her.. den he nodded.. den va's colleague
Said: Thats wad called faithful...zZz
Va shoot her back: there's something u dunno..
Va look at him and speak: I dun have the time to Scold u only..hor..
zzzz haiz.. I hate him.. i really hate him.. I hate myself tOO
I dun understands.. y... he Can be so heartless to me..
throughout all these years dat we have been together?
Y Does things have to end it this way??
And Y he and that bitch.. can be.. TOgether.. And SO HAppy?
whIle.. I have to Suffered in the pain.. and misery that he causeD?
After so long... aLL I did .. was.. trying to escape.. away from.. everything...
I still lives as in normal.. but.. I know its all just becos.. I am very GD at..hiding and acting..
EVeryone tOT I am fine and ok.. already... but.. Still whenever ppl told news abt him or weva
I will breakdOwn... YYYYY!@@@
[元] says:
firday nite go drink??
[元] says:
ailing aimai?
[忠] says:
i ok
[小爱] says:
哪里？
[元] says:
boat quay?
[忠] says:
那里!!
[小爱] says:
是去喝而已还是去跳舞？
[元] says:
go drink nia ba
[小爱] says:
this one must say early~
[小爱] says:
lolx~
[元] says:
if i dance.. i cant survive working the next day
[忠] says:
不想跳舞
[小爱] says:
ok
[小爱] says:
nice picture taken just now~
[小爱] says:
lolx
[小爱] says:
i slept through the whole journey~ｌａｌａ
[元] says:
u wana see us kiss ma?
[小爱] says:
ｅｈ
[小爱] says:
LOL
[小爱] says:
dun wan
[小爱] says:
dat one digusting lorz
[元] says:
hahaha
[忠] says:
[小爱] says:
diaoz
[小爱] says:
y put ur snail out?
[小爱] says:
eh wad u guys doing?
[小爱] says:
lol
[小爱] says:
eh play online mj leh
[小爱] says:
[元] says:
just pao mai pian
[元] says:
hungry
[元] says:
online mj?
[小爱] says:
yaya
[小爱] says:
lol
[小爱] says:
[元] says:
from where?
[小爱] says:
eh
[小爱] says:
yahoo ?
[小爱] says:
lolx
[忠] says:
brb
[小爱] says:
go wherE?
[小爱] says:
lolx
[元] says:
忠 go 便便
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
so must wait a while
[爱] says:
ixix
[爱] says:
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
[元][爱][忠]
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
...
[元] says:
LOL
[爱] says:
got meaning leh
[爱] says:
u love him
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
because of u i love him?
[元] says:
hjahhaa
[爱] says:
diaoz
[爱] says:
nope
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
did i scared u just now
[元] says:
for being too high?
[爱] says:
not really lar..
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
ok lor
[爱] says:
gd mar me him and lt very down today
[爱] says:
u high Gd mar bring up or mood
[元] says:
wah la..
[爱] says:
our mood
[元] says:
yah la..
[元] says:
must smile
[元] says:
smile more
[元] says:
but glad u guys look okie just now
[元] says:
thot u gonna look black face
[元] says:
and loon thai's forever sianz look
[爱] says:
smile and luff doesn't mean happy u know
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
just now got lor during lunch
[元] says:
i know
[爱] says:
lolx
[元] says:
haiz..
[元] says:
lonely lunch for me..
[元] says:
qi muo de eat my pork chop
[爱] says:
face black black den we 3 all feeling down..
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
nv tok much
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
den i suan jz mar..
[爱] says:
say he complain i tok to much and luff too much
[爱] says:
so i today tone down lorz
[爱] says:
lolx
[爱] says:
den he say very 不自在
[元] says:
hahaha
[爱] says:
den say his testimonial is joke only dun hold it in heart~
[爱] says:
lolx
[元] says:
but to some extend true ma
[元] says:
:x
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
say i tOo noisy huh?
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
and crazy ar..
[爱] says:
lolx
[爱] says:
gd mar..
[元] says:
u laff too much..
[元] says:
lol
[元] says:
cannot control
[爱] says:
at least entertain u all mar..
[爱] says:
not cannot control..
[元] says:
so 伟大
[爱] says:
if i tell u i luff to make u all luff and feel happy when i actually have no Feeling at all u believe?
[元] says:
辛苦你了
[元] says:
don't quite believe
[爱] says:
lolx dun copy lt la.
[元] says:
cause u laff until....
[元] says:
so.....
[元] says:
激动
[爱] says:
hai hao lar..
[爱] says:
i already lost my feelings..
[爱] says:
2 months ago
[爱] says:
lolx
[爱] says:
now i luff is for the sake of other ppl
[元] says:
biangz.. so jialat meh.
[爱] says:
i can no longer feeLs
[爱] says:
ya
[元] says:
okie okie.. we will 努力 to un-numb u
[爱] says:
but i will feel better if i can make my frns.. around me happy ma
[忠] says:
got say my bad things bo?
[元] says:
gonna try use fork poke u
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
bo
[爱] says:
bo
[爱] says:
only compain u say u bully me
[爱] says:
[爱] says:
brb i go take milk to drink~
[爱] says:
lala
[爱] says:
dun tok behind my back horZ
[忠] says:
lol
[元] says:
nothing much to talk behind ur back also
[爱] says:
back
[爱] says:
hee
[元] says:
so fast....
[爱] says:
yummy yummy
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
nice nice
[元] says:
i haven;t even start typing..
[爱] says:
i take to my room to drink mar..
[爱] says:
lala
[爱] says:
i love milk~
[爱] says:
[爱] says:
ahhh... nice~ lala
[元] says:
i love seeing ppl drink milk
[爱] says:
diaoz..
[元] says:
with the white stuff around the lips
[爱] says:
abit bian ai leh
[爱] says:
bian tai~
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
isit??
[元] says:
zhong like??
[爱] says:
he MIA again~
[忠] says:
mia?
[忠] says:
i like milk.....
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
i drinking HL milk
[爱] says:
u want?
[元] says:
eee....
[元] says:
dun like HL
[忠] says:
hl not bad
[元] says:
prefer marigold
[爱] says:
lol i like daisy hi-lo also
[爱] says:
lala
[爱] says:
irene got weak bones.. need to drink more milk~
[忠] says:
oooo
[爱] says:
ya~
[爱] says:
lolx tell u all a JOkE~
[爱] says:
let u all luFF
[爱] says:
I got a tOoth in front..hor.. the 1/2 of the tooth is .. fake de.. is filling like dat~ got chipped oFF
[忠] says:
i can see...
[元] says:
not farnie.. sounds painful though
[忠] says:
yah... dun think its funny
[爱] says:
no mar..
[爱] says:
GOt story behind it one..
[元] says:
*waiting*
[爱] says:
cOs i went to Mcdonal...
[爱] says:
and knock on the glASs Door.. and broke my Tooth~
[爱] says:
erm.. when i was let me i Think is after sec 4 i
[元] says:
and may i ask how old are u?
[爱] says:
waiting to go poly
[小太保] has been added to the conversation.
[元] says:
friday go drinking
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
friday go drinking!!
[忠] says:
LIM AH!!!!
[爱] says:
but its a painful plus PAISEI experience~
[爱] says:
xian.. den since then.. i go 1/2 faKE TOOTH
[爱] says:
!
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
den the color drop liao.. should go dentist changed~
[爱] says:
lala
[元] says:
hahaa
[爱] says:
xiaotaibao so quiet
[忠] says:
i scared dentist
[元] says:
保保乖
[爱] says:
used to scare tOO..
[爱] says:
after the mcdonal incident not scare liao
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
[元] says:
haha
[爱] says:
den take x-ray dentist say 1 tooth got 3 nervs
[爱] says:
1 broken
[爱] says:
he say if another or 2 more broken...
[小太保] says:
u say wanna c me on9 onli, not to chat.. so keep
[爱] says:
must take out the whole tooth den do crowning~
[爱] says:
You have just sent a nudge.
[元] says:
ps
[元] says:
abit bz
[忠] just sent you a nudge.
[小太保] writes:
[元] says:
brother... i always like ur drawing..
[元] says:
can draw me?
[忠] says:
got time draw the 4 of us ba
[小太保] says:
ur special face to hard
[小太保] says:
*too
[忠] says:
whos face special?
[小太保] says:
both
[元] says:
lol
[元] says:
just draw mt eyes big big can le
[元] says:
with messy hair
[元] says:
my*
[忠] says:
draw me small small eyes side parting can le
[元] says:
drwa irene one eye big one eye small with messy side parting.
[小太保] says:
me act act can la.. really draw cannot make it
[元] says:
u zai one lo
[元] says:
irene kunz liaoz?
[忠] says:
think she said brb
[小太保] says:
i wanna sleep de
[忠] says:
good nite bro
[小太保] says:
[元] says:
nitez~
[小太保] has left the conversation.
[忠] says:
think that ai ling.... ko liaoz
[元] says:
ya
[元] says:
lets go ba
[元] says:
nitez ailing!!
[元] says:
nitez bro
[元] says:
i go off too
[忠] says:
byebye ailingz and brother cy
[忠] says:
good nite
[忠] has left the conversation.
---------------------------------------
WeLL.. months aGo.. noW everythiNg.. have changed
SO sad..
firday nite go drink??
[元] says:
ailing aimai?
[忠] says:
i ok
[小爱] says:
哪里？
[元] says:
boat quay?
[忠] says:
那里!!
[小爱] says:
是去喝而已还是去跳舞？
[元] says:
go drink nia ba
[小爱] says:
this one must say early~
[小爱] says:
lolx~
[元] says:
if i dance.. i cant survive working the next day
[忠] says:
不想跳舞
[小爱] says:
ok
[小爱] says:
nice picture taken just now~
[小爱] says:
lolx
[小爱] says:
i slept through the whole journey~ｌａｌａ
[元] says:
u wana see us kiss ma?
[小爱] says:
ｅｈ
[小爱] says:
LOL
[小爱] says:
dun wan
[小爱] says:
dat one digusting lorz
[元] says:
hahaha
[忠] says:
[小爱] says:
diaoz
[小爱] says:
y put ur snail out?
[小爱] says:
eh wad u guys doing?
[小爱] says:
lol
[小爱] says:
eh play online mj leh
[小爱] says:
[元] says:
just pao mai pian
[元] says:
hungry
[元] says:
online mj?
[小爱] says:
yaya
[小爱] says:
lol
[小爱] says:
[元] says:
from where?
[小爱] says:
eh
[小爱] says:
yahoo ?
[小爱] says:
lolx
[忠] says:
brb
[小爱] says:
go wherE?
[小爱] says:
lolx
[元] says:
忠 go 便便
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
so must wait a while
[爱] says:
ixix
[爱] says:
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
[元][爱][忠]
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
...
[元] says:
LOL
[爱] says:
got meaning leh
[爱] says:
u love him
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
because of u i love him?
[元] says:
hjahhaa
[爱] says:
diaoz
[爱] says:
nope
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
did i scared u just now
[元] says:
for being too high?
[爱] says:
not really lar..
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
ok lor
[爱] says:
gd mar me him and lt very down today
[爱] says:
u high Gd mar bring up or mood
[元] says:
wah la..
[爱] says:
our mood
[元] says:
yah la..
[元] says:
must smile
[元] says:
smile more
[元] says:
but glad u guys look okie just now
[元] says:
thot u gonna look black face
[元] says:
and loon thai's forever sianz look
[爱] says:
smile and luff doesn't mean happy u know
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
just now got lor during lunch
[元] says:
i know
[爱] says:
lolx
[元] says:
haiz..
[元] says:
lonely lunch for me..
[元] says:
qi muo de eat my pork chop
[爱] says:
face black black den we 3 all feeling down..
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
nv tok much
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
den i suan jz mar..
[爱] says:
say he complain i tok to much and luff too much
[爱] says:
so i today tone down lorz
[爱] says:
lolx
[爱] says:
den he say very 不自在
[元] says:
hahaha
[爱] says:
den say his testimonial is joke only dun hold it in heart~
[爱] says:
lolx
[元] says:
but to some extend true ma
[元] says:
:x
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
say i tOo noisy huh?
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
and crazy ar..
[爱] says:
lolx
[爱] says:
gd mar..
[元] says:
u laff too much..
[元] says:
lol
[元] says:
cannot control
[爱] says:
at least entertain u all mar..
[爱] says:
not cannot control..
[元] says:
so 伟大
[爱] says:
if i tell u i luff to make u all luff and feel happy when i actually have no Feeling at all u believe?
[元] says:
辛苦你了
[元] says:
don't quite believe
[爱] says:
lolx dun copy lt la.
[元] says:
cause u laff until....
[元] says:
so.....
[元] says:
激动
[爱] says:
hai hao lar..
[爱] says:
i already lost my feelings..
[爱] says:
2 months ago
[爱] says:
lolx
[爱] says:
now i luff is for the sake of other ppl
[元] says:
biangz.. so jialat meh.
[爱] says:
i can no longer feeLs
[爱] says:
ya
[元] says:
okie okie.. we will 努力 to un-numb u
[爱] says:
but i will feel better if i can make my frns.. around me happy ma
[忠] says:
got say my bad things bo?
[元] says:
gonna try use fork poke u
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
bo
[爱] says:
bo
[爱] says:
only compain u say u bully me
[爱] says:
[爱] says:
brb i go take milk to drink~
[爱] says:
lala
[爱] says:
dun tok behind my back horZ
[忠] says:
lol
[元] says:
nothing much to talk behind ur back also
[爱] says:
back
[爱] says:
hee
[元] says:
so fast....
[爱] says:
yummy yummy
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
nice nice
[元] says:
i haven;t even start typing..
[爱] says:
i take to my room to drink mar..
[爱] says:
lala
[爱] says:
i love milk~
[爱] says:
[爱] says:
ahhh... nice~ lala
[元] says:
i love seeing ppl drink milk
[爱] says:
diaoz..
[元] says:
with the white stuff around the lips
[爱] says:
abit bian ai leh
[爱] says:
bian tai~
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
isit??
[元] says:
zhong like??
[爱] says:
he MIA again~
[忠] says:
mia?
[忠] says:
i like milk.....
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
i drinking HL milk
[爱] says:
u want?
[元] says:
eee....
[元] says:
dun like HL
[忠] says:
hl not bad
[元] says:
prefer marigold
[爱] says:
lol i like daisy hi-lo also
[爱] says:
lala
[爱] says:
irene got weak bones.. need to drink more milk~
[忠] says:
oooo
[爱] says:
ya~
[爱] says:
lolx tell u all a JOkE~
[爱] says:
let u all luFF
[爱] says:
I got a tOoth in front..hor.. the 1/2 of the tooth is .. fake de.. is filling like dat~ got chipped oFF
[忠] says:
i can see...
[元] says:
not farnie.. sounds painful though
[忠] says:
yah... dun think its funny
[爱] says:
no mar..
[爱] says:
GOt story behind it one..
[元] says:
*waiting*
[爱] says:
cOs i went to Mcdonal...
[爱] says:
and knock on the glASs Door.. and broke my Tooth~
[爱] says:
erm.. when i was let me i Think is after sec 4 i
[元] says:
and may i ask how old are u?
[爱] says:
waiting to go poly
[小太保] has been added to the conversation.
[元] says:
friday go drinking
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
friday go drinking!!
[忠] says:
LIM AH!!!!
[爱] says:
but its a painful plus PAISEI experience~
[爱] says:
xian.. den since then.. i go 1/2 faKE TOOTH
[爱] says:
!
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
den the color drop liao.. should go dentist changed~
[爱] says:
lala
[元] says:
hahaa
[爱] says:
xiaotaibao so quiet
[忠] says:
i scared dentist
[元] says:
保保乖
[爱] says:
used to scare tOO..
[爱] says:
after the mcdonal incident not scare liao
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
[元] says:
haha
[爱] says:
den take x-ray dentist say 1 tooth got 3 nervs
[爱] says:
1 broken
[爱] says:
he say if another or 2 more broken...
[小太保] says:
u say wanna c me on9 onli, not to chat.. so keep
[爱] says:
must take out the whole tooth den do crowning~
[爱] says:
You have just sent a nudge.
[元] says:
ps
[元] says:
abit bz
[忠] just sent you a nudge.
[小太保] writes:
[元] says:
brother... i always like ur drawing..
[元] says:
can draw me?
[忠] says:
got time draw the 4 of us ba
[小太保] says:
ur special face to hard
[小太保] says:
*too
[忠] says:
whos face special?
[小太保] says:
both
[元] says:
lol
[元] says:
just draw mt eyes big big can le
[元] says:
with messy hair
[元] says:
my*
[忠] says:
draw me small small eyes side parting can le
[元] says:
drwa irene one eye big one eye small with messy side parting.
[小太保] says:
me act act can la.. really draw cannot make it
[元] says:
u zai one lo
[元] says:
irene kunz liaoz?
[忠] says:
think she said brb
[小太保] says:
i wanna sleep de
[忠] says:
good nite bro
[小太保] says:
[元] says:
nitez~
[小太保] has left the conversation.
[忠] says:
think that ai ling.... ko liaoz
[元] says:
ya
[元] says:
lets go ba
[元] says:
nitez ailing!!
[元] says:
nitez bro
[元] says:
i go off too
[忠] says:
byebye ailingz and brother cy
[忠] says:
good nite
[忠] has left the conversation.
---------------------------------------
WeLL.. months aGo.. noW everythiNg.. have changed
SO sad..
zZzzZ
wELL... Again...
tiLl this time AM sTIll Online
rencenTly.. have BeEn... haiz dunno wadever..
can't slp.. Stress abt $$... job.. zzz wELl and ...
HauNted by the ForBbiden Memmories that Were Left bEhind..
I nEed some FResh Air.. outside frm SG...
weLL lets Hope Everything will be fine when i CaMe bacK frm BK...
[小爱]：没有期望就不会有失望，没有失望就不会有绝望，所以只选择能遗忘。。。
tiLl this time AM sTIll Online
rencenTly.. have BeEn... haiz dunno wadever..
can't slp.. Stress abt $$... job.. zzz wELl and ...
HauNted by the ForBbiden Memmories that Were Left bEhind..
I nEed some FResh Air.. outside frm SG...
weLL lets Hope Everything will be fine when i CaMe bacK frm BK...
[小爱]：没有期望就不会有失望，没有失望就不会有绝望，所以只选择能遗忘。。。
莎士比亚说：“人们可支配自己的命运，若我们受制余人，那错不在命运，而在我们 。”
Shakespears said : To be or not to be, - That is a question
Well Recently.. Watching.. 终极一家 and 终极一班 the actors inside..
This Male lead(王亚瑟) he likes to say some Golden Qutoes of ShakesPears..
Which I think some quite nice and true~ ::) So .. went TO do some online
Resarch on shakesPears.. and Found some that i Really like..
莎士比亚名言
· 真实爱情的途径并不平坦。
· 学问必须合乎自己的兴趣，方才可以得益。
· 对自己不信任，还会信任什么真理。
· 对自己忠实，才不会对别人欺诈。
· 你若对自己诚实,日积月累,就无法对别人不忠了。
· 老老实实最能打动人心。
· 如果要别人诚信，首先要自己诚信。
· 善良的心地,就是黄金。
· 天啊，男人不变心，他就是十全十美了
· 春光不自留，莫怪东风恶。
· 装傻得好也是要靠才情的；他必须窥伺被他所取笑的人们的心情，了解他们的身份，还得看准了时机；然后像窥伺阗眼前每一只鸟雀的野鹰一样，每个机会都不放松。这是一种和聪明人的艺术一样艰难的工作。(This one.. wELL ya.. Very true~ )
Shakespears said : To be or not to be, - That is a question
Well Recently.. Watching.. 终极一家 and 终极一班 the actors inside..
This Male lead(王亚瑟) he likes to say some Golden Qutoes of ShakesPears..
Which I think some quite nice and true~ ::) So .. went TO do some online
Resarch on shakesPears.. and Found some that i Really like..
莎士比亚名言
· 真实爱情的途径并不平坦。
· 学问必须合乎自己的兴趣，方才可以得益。
· 对自己不信任，还会信任什么真理。
· 对自己忠实，才不会对别人欺诈。
· 你若对自己诚实,日积月累,就无法对别人不忠了。
· 老老实实最能打动人心。
· 如果要别人诚信，首先要自己诚信。
· 善良的心地,就是黄金。
· 天啊，男人不变心，他就是十全十美了
· 春光不自留，莫怪东风恶。
· 装傻得好也是要靠才情的；他必须窥伺被他所取笑的人们的心情，了解他们的身份，还得看准了时机；然后像窥伺阗眼前每一只鸟雀的野鹰一样，每个机会都不放松。这是一种和聪明人的艺术一样艰难的工作。(This one.. wELL ya.. Very true~ )
Friday, October 12, 2007
wEll SuPpose tO meet some1...
but.. Dunno Do wad.. so in the end.. I just went to slp..z
now wAKe uP le.. weLl guEssed he is busy wIth some vEggie or some Stuffs
deCide not to disturb Him... zzz wOke up.. ard 8pm...
FeEling very bOred... plus Depressed... and Gastric...
haben Eat Dinner.. think I lost my Appetite...
haiz.. feeLs.. like going Out for a Drink.. yet..
no $$.. Iam very Broke now.. haiz..I need a job..
how to survive? I need to Find a temp job ASAP ..
haiz.. miserable.. life.. no life.......
feELs like going to fullerton there.. tO sit down and look at the river..
miss My dad..
but.. Dunno Do wad.. so in the end.. I just went to slp..z
now wAKe uP le.. weLl guEssed he is busy wIth some vEggie or some Stuffs
deCide not to disturb Him... zzz wOke up.. ard 8pm...
FeEling very bOred... plus Depressed... and Gastric...
haben Eat Dinner.. think I lost my Appetite...
haiz.. feeLs.. like going Out for a Drink.. yet..
no $$.. Iam very Broke now.. haiz..I need a job..
how to survive? I need to Find a temp job ASAP ..
haiz.. miserable.. life.. no life.......
feELs like going to fullerton there.. tO sit down and look at the river..
miss My dad..
ytd Went to lot1 Kbox with my cousin...
2 pax sing for 6hrszzz
Am sO Tired..
This morning.. keNa woke up by her SMS
den went tO jp Meet her for lunch... and back hm...
Sam.. came back.. to sg.. was complaining to him abt the bangkok trip thing..z
dun like to everything last min unpLanNed..
den he ask Me if I am going to wX bd Chalet.. I told him ..he nv invite me..
gueSs cos he invites his best buddy and that bitch... dats y nv ask me..
After dat, I became EMO.. again~ haiz.. tOtally feeling quite depressed...
sO dOwn... so Sad.. 心理不平衡 but.. think its quite nOrmal..ba..
2 pax sing for 6hrszzz
Am sO Tired..
This morning.. keNa woke up by her SMS
den went tO jp Meet her for lunch... and back hm...
Sam.. came back.. to sg.. was complaining to him abt the bangkok trip thing..z
dun like to everything last min unpLanNed..
den he ask Me if I am going to wX bd Chalet.. I told him ..he nv invite me..
gueSs cos he invites his best buddy and that bitch... dats y nv ask me..
After dat, I became EMO.. again~ haiz.. tOtally feeling quite depressed...
sO dOwn... so Sad.. 心理不平衡 but.. think its quite nOrmal..ba..
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
- Sunday -
went tO dOwnTown east with WG frn, mr H & his campmate.. yB Plus my dear Wendy...
basically is to Play MJ...
WeLL nv SAW b4 13 yao~ omg!!!! wendy Win 13 yAO!
dEn we Also Drank... some alcohol..
All quite seh except me.. totally no kick..
wenwen say i Power cos.. i nv slp.. still drink.. and i still can 'DOng' so long..
MOnday Morning.. Wenwen told me somthing .. She say ..mr H's frn yB is a Pervert ask me be careful of him.. was puzzled..
She Told me ltr.. that When we were slping.. he touched her Feet...zzz
to be continued...
went tO dOwnTown east with WG frn, mr H & his campmate.. yB Plus my dear Wendy...
basically is to Play MJ...
WeLL nv SAW b4 13 yao~ omg!!!! wendy Win 13 yAO!
dEn we Also Drank... some alcohol..
All quite seh except me.. totally no kick..
wenwen say i Power cos.. i nv slp.. still drink.. and i still can 'DOng' so long..
MOnday Morning.. Wenwen told me somthing .. She say ..mr H's frn yB is a Pervert ask me be careful of him.. was puzzled..
She Told me ltr.. that When we were slping.. he touched her Feet...zzz
to be continued...
Saturday, September 29, 2007
- tIreD -
TOtaLLy wOrn Out..
monDay
-------
Went TO see Doc...
DiaRrhoea, sorethoat.. meet gege Go makan..
GO chervons Ktv...
Tuesday
-------
中秋节 - Feeling very down...
Went To Lot1 Pass tix to a WG member
Sms Cy ask him free anot ...
He called up and reply maybe not free...
Sianz.. sad.. down... GO back hm... Watch Drama
Evening Time abt to Go buy dinner... called up cousin..
Cousin.. meet me at lot1 for dinner~
Chitchat... makan.. den go back home..
Wednessday
----------
Whole day Rot at hm... Watch Drama... slp.. rest
can't slp... tIred Shag..
Thursday
--------
wOke uP ard 7.30am
Raining wait for instructor to fetch me..
after driving .. I went Lot1 Mac.. to eat big breakfast
rot abit... went back hom.. watch drama... chat in Wf forum..
Prepare ..went to granny house for dinner
met up wendy and TBP den take train to Clark Quay go Central Walk walk
den Went TO MOs...
Club till 4plus am... den left..
Harris'frn sent me back...
went back to granny's huse..
SLpzzz
Friday
------
WokE up ard 12 plus... den Wash up.. ate Porridge..
den nua... and watch drama.. acc granny.. till evening.. 6pm.. meet up gege for dinner..
den cheverons again Ktv..
after dat... went to Holland V..Breeko.. chillz
TOtaLLy wOrn Out..
monDay
-------
Went TO see Doc...
DiaRrhoea, sorethoat.. meet gege Go makan..
GO chervons Ktv...
Tuesday
-------
中秋节 - Feeling very down...
Went To Lot1 Pass tix to a WG member
Sms Cy ask him free anot ...
He called up and reply maybe not free...
Sianz.. sad.. down... GO back hm... Watch Drama
Evening Time abt to Go buy dinner... called up cousin..
Cousin.. meet me at lot1 for dinner~
Chitchat... makan.. den go back home..
Wednessday
----------
Whole day Rot at hm... Watch Drama... slp.. rest
can't slp... tIred Shag..
Thursday
--------
wOke uP ard 7.30am
Raining wait for instructor to fetch me..
after driving .. I went Lot1 Mac.. to eat big breakfast
rot abit... went back hom.. watch drama... chat in Wf forum..
Prepare ..went to granny house for dinner
met up wendy and TBP den take train to Clark Quay go Central Walk walk
den Went TO MOs...
Club till 4plus am... den left..
Harris'frn sent me back...
went back to granny's huse..
SLpzzz
Friday
------
WokE up ard 12 plus... den Wash up.. ate Porridge..
den nua... and watch drama.. acc granny.. till evening.. 6pm.. meet up gege for dinner..
den cheverons again Ktv..
after dat... went to Holland V..Breeko.. chillz
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Story: Triangle Love
Story: Triangle Love
Author: Irene Ng
BGR is very troublesome one.. ~
BetTter Dun ToUch~
haiz.. Last nite just went to a Confrontation Dinner..
triangle love...
haiz.. wanna know the story?
Its so Complicated.. It aLl started with ME.. and the nite AT MOS dustySHow Down..
mAin lead:
2 Male Ex-colleague of my ('C' & 'J')(Main Male Lead)
1 Gf of my ('WW')(Main Female Lead)
1 Extra (ME) Outside of the Triangle. (Narator,Listener, Observer, counsulor)
2 guys 1 ger
haha See u ppl interested in the story or not.. if interested den i continue..
-PART 1-
C and J are my ex-colleague in my preivous co. Well I’m quite close to them.
Both are very nice guys.
So there is this day. I asked theM to go for the MOS event(16AUG2007)
I asked this gf of my name WW to go too. That time she still attached,
but very unstable with her bf, its on breaking terms.
Ok so that’s the 1st time they saw her.
That nite I was very busy running ard to entertain frns,
cos I asked a lot of frns down.
Thus. I asked them to take care of her since she is alone.
So that nite.. She Told me.. hey J is really Cute..
Ok 1st part of story ENds..here
-Part 2-
Well there is this FIRDAY where the 4 of us went to KTV at AMK till very late.
Then the following day(SAT)WW is very bored nT do to. So sms all of us ask if wanna Meet up or not.
For J he went out with his frn and was saying that at nite his gf goin his house to stay..
For C he went out to Queensway to buy CAr... pay Installement
For WW I ask her.. to come cck lol find me.. and rOt at my huse 1st den evening go meet C and J for dinner...
Ok up tO this PArt.. the FRiday and SAT event is... WW jio wan....
lets Contiue... So.. WW came... and C said he comming my huse too...
So we all rot and slack at my huse,... den by right is going out in the evening for movie.. but It rained heavily.. and i dun really wanna go out..
So I suggest i OPEN my Jack DAniel and play poker and drink...
haiz.. IT ALL STARTeD FROM The DrInKING SESSion at my hus...
tO be Continue ....
-Part 3-
So afTer Dat nite ... I think The 2 Guys like her.. zZZ
So for J side wad i understands is... Ok he and his gf is just draggin.. is the girl dun let go...
FOr C side i nv ask him anything... cos preivously he like me.. so i didn't noe he like WW too...
For WW all the way she told me is she like J.
den I didn't know alot of things.. cos i dun wanna get involved.. When i am came abt to know that 2 guys like WW... So i just invisible mode to them...
So finally there is this day...
C told me... He will wOO WW no matter wad.. even if his Gd buddy likes her TOo... but nothin will change btw the 2 guys.. its so-called a FAir treatment.
J told me... Like WW also can't do Anything cos.. he still attached...
WW told me.. like J... but J doesn't Seems to like.. her.. and C is very nice to her...
to be continue...
-Part 4-
So.. 1 Fine DAy...
which is.. Last FRiday I think...
I heard abt WW and C together...
And That same Last WEek On wed.. J broke off with his gf...
So J status = Single
So J actually also Wooing WW but.. Cos Its not Very Obivous.. SO
in The End.. WW chooses C..
DEn.. on tHat Friday nite.. I recieve a SMS frm.. J
J SMS: EVerything Have A Conclusion le... hApying ending.. She Chooses Him...
My SMS: U ok or not? SAd? dun think so Much lor..
J SMS: No lar.. the most sad awhile only will be ok de. 有种被耍的感觉 .
Den.. Sunday Nite... C called me.. Sounds very serious... and Pissed...
I was very stunned.. cOs.. he ask me.
C: U know me and WW stead le right?
Me: ya .. y?
C: No MOre Liao.....
Me: how come?? i TOt u all just Started on FRiday???
C: DunnO Wth Is WW thinking... actually... friday is the 2nd time WE Stead .. agian.. meaing.. Previously... already Stead... once... and broke.. off .... u Know Wad... AFter that day (refering to Drinking session at my huse) The next day which is a Sunday.. I go to meet WW.. Monday Meet her... tuesday meet her.. also.. den.. wed... DEn Stead...
Den Suddenly.. one day she just say eh... lets just be FRENs...
den ok nvm... since.. she say wanna be frns.. Consider break le lar.. den the next day after brk up.. we meet again i need to get back my MP3 frm her.. den ask her.. to go eat.. deN.. Cos.. break le mar.. so nv really sound as nice as b4 den she suddenly cry again... zzz
den... on friday.. which is last friday.. i met her.. again.. den she hold my hands say '舍不得' .. den in the end we together again.. Den today..
She bo chap me.. whole day.. sms her nv reply.. ask her with who she also nv reply den i ask J did he meet her.. he say got...Den At nite just now she called me..she Keep Quiet.. den.. I just ask lor... ya wad u wanna say ? lets be frn again/??
So.. I was Totally Stunned after hearing all these
Cos.. on friday during office hr.. I was chating with WW and also tok abt...
if 1 day she go stead with any of the guy must tell me..
but she did not.. I tot Friday den she started with C... yet.. I was like .. keep in the dark...
thins Got even mOre ComplicateD...
SO C Felt a sense of betray cos.. Since J already know dat C and WW together.. Y still Meet her..
To be Continued...
-Part Five-
So I met C on monday(which is last monday) for dinner...
THen.. tok abt it.. .. like dat.. so This Is wad We toT.. like the WW is
inDecisive... SO cause the 2 guys tO like Dat.. and hurt C...
sO C put his msn nick: Kena Played by love.. kena betray by brO..
So he nv really tok to J wHen both at work...z So WW saw leh very upsEt
DEn.. She came to Chat with me.. saying she very sad... told me.. that
WW: I am not wad u all think I am... Its not wad u all think as it is...
ME: huh?? wad is the way that we think??
WW: that I am the BAD guy lor...
ME: den???
WW: there is somthing that u all dunno and I can't SAy...
WW: I can't SAy I need TO keep My Promise.. to protect the person..
that I want to protect...
ME: isit? ... den?
WW: but i really Wanna Say Out.. but.. i Can't...
ME: if u wan den say lor i listen lor..
WW: can I called u now???
ME: nOpe i working.. and my hp flat.. my hP Off ModeZ...
WW: oRh....
den .. she wan to say dun wan to say like.. dat me.. SO sO frustrated..
den KeEP saying..
WW: ya I am the Bad guy... If i Leave..
everything will be Settle...
I am.. like : zzZZzz DOtdotDOt... she Aggitated me.. until I gastrIc..pain that DAy...
den I nv Reply her.. MSN. cos in pain.. den I SMS C...
My sms: C can u Kill me??
C sms: Wad happen?
My sms: dUnno Wad WW wants... she say she is very upset.. den
say Got thing wanna tell me.. a monent she wanna say .. another monment she dun wan to say.. make me.. den Say wad wanna Disappear
zzz I am very Affected... until I in Serious GAstric pain lor
den I think after dat... C called up WW asked her.. dun aggitate me... Cos I not feeling well...
deN dat EVening After work C worried abt me..so Came to meet me for dinner.. after work... den J told him he and WW meeting ... when C told him his with me.. ...
Den I told C.. dat Since.. WW is With J and I am with u right nOw.. lets Go meet thEM... den SIt down and have A confrontation.. la.. SEE wHo say one is the right story lor.. since.. both J and WW are saying Different thing...
(eg: C asked J : u asked WW out or she asked u?
J : WW.
C asked WW : u asked J out or he asked u?
WW: J.
)
tO be Continued~....
-Part SIx-
[10-09-2007]
Before sit down, C finally see J at work.
C asked J between things of J and WW. J said he will do nothing currently.
Since he just broke off. doesnt wana get into another so fast.
J explained that he will afraid he cant reject WW if he meet her.
C said that he will just get outta the whole picture since shes so indecisive.
Carry this thing on will just hurt brotherhood between C and J.
This is Wad C told me.. lar.. before the CONFROnTATION dinner.
Ya It’s a Monday.. Cos After wad I have heart that Sunday nite.
Though I know I should just dun be bortherd, but seeing C so sad,
I can’t bear to scold him also(cOs I did Warn him b4). All I could do is
Be his gd listener try to cheer him up, so I asked him out for dinner on
Monday. But initially C doesn’t wanna meet cos he feels very sad, dunno
Wad to say we meet up. So to try not to make him feels so bad, I got to act as if I very poor thing no ppl acc me eat dinner. Ya that’s wad I told him when he said he dun wan to see anyone. Still on Monday he sms me said wanna meet me for dinner.
So on monday, he told me wad happen to them excatly.. and the bottom part is a summry.
after drinking that week
mon - with her till wednesday
tues
wed
thurs - lets just be friends she said
fri - bring her go see doc some how she hold my hand again
sat - with her whole day
sun - hard to contact ended up she met j at nite.
mon - she meet with j
tues - meet her she cry and stuff. need time. gave her time.
wed - she meet j, at nite j broke off
thurs - met her go ex house take stuff. she said take things slow.
fri - she said together.
sat - sat nite she meet j.
sun - she said lets just be friends again.
to be continued..
CONFRONTATION NITE[11-09-2007]
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-Part Seven-
CONFRONTATION NITE[11-09-2007]
bad light is on WW since it seems like shes playing C around.
Once the 4 of us met up... WW dragged me to the ladies.. den started tok to me for 30mins...
So she is telling me that.. she is not wad we think she is...
She Told me.. that actaully all along.. J like very on and off thats y...
she is stuck in bwt the 2 guys.. She also told me.. after that Sunday breakup with C... she and J started steading ...Zzz
dEn she Showed me the SMS... that J asked her not to tell us... zzz
After dat We went out of the ladies.. den order food.. to eat... As all of them already eaten.. only left me.. eating.. sO i suggest the 3 of them start to tok... while i eat and listen ...
C asked WW why like that play him. friday thought she said she gave him so much assurance
that she will be with him. WW even asked C not to leave her because of J.
Now WW because of J leave C.
WW speechless.
I asked J whether he got anything to say. He said nope.
C used a kinder tone and explained: ' Now situation is clear. You both carry on. Whereas i
will just get outta the picture. And no one shall bother irene again regarding 3 of us.'
WW: ' no no, there are things that are not clear'
C: 'whats there to be clearer about. Ur deicision is made.'
Me to J : 'U got anything to say?'
J:'Nope'
WW seems to have something to say to C, therefore asked Me to ask.
C suggest to go buy drink together with J
J went toilet.
WW told C that she and J are together since sunday. and that J said that he will settle
everything. Seems like J did not informed anyone at all.
C to WW: 'Why tell me this now.. when i wanna get outta the picture already. Just let me
be ignorant of what J do to me. How am i gonna face him now!'
WW: ' Now u see that whole picture. I'm not as bad as u see. He promised that he will settle
everything. At least i felt better now. '
to be continued....
-Part Eight-
C cannot take it and just leave.
C's feeling: He have been telling both WW and J in the first place.
If they wana be together. Just let him know
He will just leave the whole thing. And wish both of em the best.
They just hide everything from him... C have told WW that J have broke up.
But WW still choose him after. So he told everything is cleared but just to get more screwed up after.
So WW called J to find me ans J...
WW came alone.. I was like... where's C?
WW: He left.. He said he cannot take it anymore..den his eyes red red and left..
ME: OMG~ hE left w/o me... zzz
As my hp is totally flat i Can't even called him to check where he is..
But feeling quite Worried abt him... ask WW to call him.. he ans the call
Me: Eh where are u??? y leave me alone hEre..
C: I cannot take it anymore.. so leave lor.. SoRRY..
Me: den me how?? zzz..
C: u GO home 1st lor..
Me: Where u At? I go find u... At least come Here find me mar..
C: DEn wad u Expect me tO do?? Cry in front oF them??
C started yelling at me...zzz(Not My fault.. yet.. zzz)
In the end I took cAb home...
Den Once i reached home.. charge my hp.. msg him ask him to called me ASAP dun let me worry...
Fianlly wait till ard 1 hr he MSN online.. so he asked me for my Comments..
I asked him to Call me... den WW called him.. and tok and tok .. while I am WAiting.. for hiMzzzz den he msg me say she dun want to hang up just .. keep toking and toking..zzz Again I waited and waited.. Till I pek Chey den msn him.. dO u know how long I waited for u since jusT now u left ??? its like 3 hrs le lor.. and u expect me to wait somemore??
If u all still wanna continue to tok den u tok to her..lar.. i Go sLPz lez...
den Finally he hang up with her and called.. me...
All I can do is try to cheer him up...
-Part Nine-
Next morning..zz
WW called C that she wanted to see him.
C meet WW for work. C asked wW why still meet him.
WW told C that she have broke off with J.
C said so??
WW said just to let u know.
WW asked C out for dinner.
C didnt said anything.
WW said set. Meet for dinner.
At work.
C asked J: 'Why like that'
C have been doing all the asking whereas J keeps quiet.
'If in the first place you just tell me then things will be clear already.'
J quiet.
10 plus am.. C called me.. was trying to cheer him up..
Yet.. he told me.. WW wanted to meet him for dinner ...
I was Pissed Immediately.. already not feeling very happy when he mention morning she meet him b4 go to Work..Thus, I was Totally Turn OFF. Den I told him: Isit. anything ur wish I dun care anymore.. well I got to go busy with my work le..ok.Bye!.
Mine thinking: Firstly U ppl get me involved when i Didn't know at aLL...
Den I also dun really wanna get involved.. till I see A MESS u guys are in.. den i Try to Step in to help u ppl Solve the problem.. I tot After that controntation nite.. EVerything Will be setTLE.. but Its Seems.. I am wRONg.. I try TO get C out of that Shit.. When He himself Try to stEP inside again... I dun WAN to SEe WW get stuck in bwt the 2 Guys.. Cos I already can Foresees wad will happen if.. C meet WW again .. WW will again.. BecOme.. like wanna Go back to C den If J continues treat her nice again.. She will GO back tO J.. That is wad i Dun WAnna SEE YET... C ... haiz.. SO in the end i Give uP~ .
12 plus C sms WW not to meet as it will complicate things further.
WW said that just a dinner. Asked C not to think too much.
Ww promised she wont be saying anything.
Afternoon at work.SMS from J to C
'All i have to say is i have no guts to tell u i like WW. I just cant say it out to u.
Cause im afraid that it would jeopardize out frdship. I know the damage had been made
but i dun feel good either.'
C replied J
'Thought i have explained everything in the first place. That we both liked her.
And that anything just tell me. Why keep me in the dark?'
No reply from J afterwards.
SMS frm J to Me:
I aM sorry Abt.. WAd had haPpen.. I chose not to Say Cos.. I'm aFraid of hurting ppl ard me.. Yet.. i did hurt.. and the most Dat I hurt was not protecting Candi... I am SoRry if Loving Candi was wrOng I will Still Continued to love her..
Immediately After i Saw the msg.. ard 2 plus I sms the 3 of them..
I think the biggest mistake is me. U 3 have no wrong. My biggest mistake is to get involved and end up to this. i shall make no more comments. I thot everythin will be settle last nite. But on hearing something again, i decided to give up on de 3 of u. I try to protect everyone and its seems like i am de Fool.
3plus WW smsed C
'Argh. Feeling so terrible now you know? i know i hurt u. Seeing u hurt now makes
me feel more upset. i have down what i think i should done. Really hope u r fine.'
C seeing all other 3 is so upset over the whole thing. Decided to end this once and for all.
C told J she will not meet WW for the time being after that nite dinner.
And that they are still friends even though all this..
C meet WW.
C told WW that he will not meet her or contact her for the time being.
If after this whole time she is single. Then C will woo WW again.
WW started to cry.
C sent sms to other 3.
' I shall start off first by saying everyone's at fault. So stop blaming or pointing whose
fault is it. After tonite no one shall mention bout this again. I'm really fragile.
I really dun bear to see anyone get sad over this whole thing anymore. It hurts me more
than anything seeing u 3 sad. I realli love u all. Reply that u all love me too and tmr
we shall be good friends again.'
C asked WW to be his gf for the nite until he send her home.
WW cried. Saying she dun wan just for the nite.
C promised WW that he wont be attached for 1 month as everyone needs time to rearrange their
feelings.
WW promised C too that she wont be attached for this 1 month.
to be continued...
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-Last Part-
This part onwards all frm C. Cos I already dun care abt wad happen.. lolx this is a summarised version.. Last part~ zzz
Friday.
C asked J how are things between he and WW.
J said that they seemed be together again.
C stunned upon hearing.. ' Seems?? How come cannot confirm?'
J said they hold hands on thursday nite and she stayed over at his place.
C told J of the 1 month promise with Ww.
C asked J to confirm with her whether they are together on the nite.
J called C on the nite. Saying that when he asked WW whether they are together.
WW answered J saying that were they ever seperated.
C and J stunned..
C told J that he will not contact WW ever again after confirming with her.
Saturday
C asked WW how are things with her and J
WW said she chose J
C wondering will WW keep quiet until he asked her?
WW asked C still good friends?
C replied things have developed that C and WW can even be friends anymore. Bye.
-END OF STORY-
Author: Irene Ng
BGR is very troublesome one.. ~
BetTter Dun ToUch~
haiz.. Last nite just went to a Confrontation Dinner..
triangle love...
haiz.. wanna know the story?
Its so Complicated.. It aLl started with ME.. and the nite AT MOS dustySHow Down..
mAin lead:
2 Male Ex-colleague of my ('C' & 'J')(Main Male Lead)
1 Gf of my ('WW')(Main Female Lead)
1 Extra (ME) Outside of the Triangle. (Narator,Listener, Observer, counsulor)
2 guys 1 ger
haha See u ppl interested in the story or not.. if interested den i continue..
-PART 1-
C and J are my ex-colleague in my preivous co. Well I’m quite close to them.
Both are very nice guys.
So there is this day. I asked theM to go for the MOS event(16AUG2007)
I asked this gf of my name WW to go too. That time she still attached,
but very unstable with her bf, its on breaking terms.
Ok so that’s the 1st time they saw her.
That nite I was very busy running ard to entertain frns,
cos I asked a lot of frns down.
Thus. I asked them to take care of her since she is alone.
So that nite.. She Told me.. hey J is really Cute..
Ok 1st part of story ENds..here
-Part 2-
Well there is this FIRDAY where the 4 of us went to KTV at AMK till very late.
Then the following day(SAT)WW is very bored nT do to. So sms all of us ask if wanna Meet up or not.
For J he went out with his frn and was saying that at nite his gf goin his house to stay..
For C he went out to Queensway to buy CAr... pay Installement
For WW I ask her.. to come cck lol find me.. and rOt at my huse 1st den evening go meet C and J for dinner...
Ok up tO this PArt.. the FRiday and SAT event is... WW jio wan....
lets Contiue... So.. WW came... and C said he comming my huse too...
So we all rot and slack at my huse,... den by right is going out in the evening for movie.. but It rained heavily.. and i dun really wanna go out..
So I suggest i OPEN my Jack DAniel and play poker and drink...
haiz.. IT ALL STARTeD FROM The DrInKING SESSion at my hus...
tO be Continue ....
-Part 3-
So afTer Dat nite ... I think The 2 Guys like her.. zZZ
So for J side wad i understands is... Ok he and his gf is just draggin.. is the girl dun let go...
FOr C side i nv ask him anything... cos preivously he like me.. so i didn't noe he like WW too...
For WW all the way she told me is she like J.
den I didn't know alot of things.. cos i dun wanna get involved.. When i am came abt to know that 2 guys like WW... So i just invisible mode to them...
So finally there is this day...
C told me... He will wOO WW no matter wad.. even if his Gd buddy likes her TOo... but nothin will change btw the 2 guys.. its so-called a FAir treatment.
J told me... Like WW also can't do Anything cos.. he still attached...
WW told me.. like J... but J doesn't Seems to like.. her.. and C is very nice to her...
to be continue...
-Part 4-
So.. 1 Fine DAy...
which is.. Last FRiday I think...
I heard abt WW and C together...
And That same Last WEek On wed.. J broke off with his gf...
So J status = Single
So J actually also Wooing WW but.. Cos Its not Very Obivous.. SO
in The End.. WW chooses C..
DEn.. on tHat Friday nite.. I recieve a SMS frm.. J
J SMS: EVerything Have A Conclusion le... hApying ending.. She Chooses Him...
My SMS: U ok or not? SAd? dun think so Much lor..
J SMS: No lar.. the most sad awhile only will be ok de. 有种被耍的感觉 .
Den.. Sunday Nite... C called me.. Sounds very serious... and Pissed...
I was very stunned.. cOs.. he ask me.
C: U know me and WW stead le right?
Me: ya .. y?
C: No MOre Liao.....
Me: how come?? i TOt u all just Started on FRiday???
C: DunnO Wth Is WW thinking... actually... friday is the 2nd time WE Stead .. agian.. meaing.. Previously... already Stead... once... and broke.. off .... u Know Wad... AFter that day (refering to Drinking session at my huse) The next day which is a Sunday.. I go to meet WW.. Monday Meet her... tuesday meet her.. also.. den.. wed... DEn Stead...
Den Suddenly.. one day she just say eh... lets just be FRENs...
den ok nvm... since.. she say wanna be frns.. Consider break le lar.. den the next day after brk up.. we meet again i need to get back my MP3 frm her.. den ask her.. to go eat.. deN.. Cos.. break le mar.. so nv really sound as nice as b4 den she suddenly cry again... zzz
den... on friday.. which is last friday.. i met her.. again.. den she hold my hands say '舍不得' .. den in the end we together again.. Den today..
She bo chap me.. whole day.. sms her nv reply.. ask her with who she also nv reply den i ask J did he meet her.. he say got...Den At nite just now she called me..she Keep Quiet.. den.. I just ask lor... ya wad u wanna say ? lets be frn again/??
So.. I was Totally Stunned after hearing all these
Cos.. on friday during office hr.. I was chating with WW and also tok abt...
if 1 day she go stead with any of the guy must tell me..
but she did not.. I tot Friday den she started with C... yet.. I was like .. keep in the dark...
thins Got even mOre ComplicateD...
SO C Felt a sense of betray cos.. Since J already know dat C and WW together.. Y still Meet her..
To be Continued...
-Part Five-
So I met C on monday(which is last monday) for dinner...
THen.. tok abt it.. .. like dat.. so This Is wad We toT.. like the WW is
inDecisive... SO cause the 2 guys tO like Dat.. and hurt C...
sO C put his msn nick: Kena Played by love.. kena betray by brO..
So he nv really tok to J wHen both at work...z So WW saw leh very upsEt
DEn.. She came to Chat with me.. saying she very sad... told me.. that
WW: I am not wad u all think I am... Its not wad u all think as it is...
ME: huh?? wad is the way that we think??
WW: that I am the BAD guy lor...
ME: den???
WW: there is somthing that u all dunno and I can't SAy...
WW: I can't SAy I need TO keep My Promise.. to protect the person..
that I want to protect...
ME: isit? ... den?
WW: but i really Wanna Say Out.. but.. i Can't...
ME: if u wan den say lor i listen lor..
WW: can I called u now???
ME: nOpe i working.. and my hp flat.. my hP Off ModeZ...
WW: oRh....
den .. she wan to say dun wan to say like.. dat me.. SO sO frustrated..
den KeEP saying..
WW: ya I am the Bad guy... If i Leave..
everything will be Settle...
I am.. like : zzZZzz DOtdotDOt... she Aggitated me.. until I gastrIc..pain that DAy...
den I nv Reply her.. MSN. cos in pain.. den I SMS C...
My sms: C can u Kill me??
C sms: Wad happen?
My sms: dUnno Wad WW wants... she say she is very upset.. den
say Got thing wanna tell me.. a monent she wanna say .. another monment she dun wan to say.. make me.. den Say wad wanna Disappear
zzz I am very Affected... until I in Serious GAstric pain lor
den I think after dat... C called up WW asked her.. dun aggitate me... Cos I not feeling well...
deN dat EVening After work C worried abt me..so Came to meet me for dinner.. after work... den J told him he and WW meeting ... when C told him his with me.. ...
Den I told C.. dat Since.. WW is With J and I am with u right nOw.. lets Go meet thEM... den SIt down and have A confrontation.. la.. SEE wHo say one is the right story lor.. since.. both J and WW are saying Different thing...
(eg: C asked J : u asked WW out or she asked u?
J : WW.
C asked WW : u asked J out or he asked u?
WW: J.
)
tO be Continued~....
-Part SIx-
[10-09-2007]
Before sit down, C finally see J at work.
C asked J between things of J and WW. J said he will do nothing currently.
Since he just broke off. doesnt wana get into another so fast.
J explained that he will afraid he cant reject WW if he meet her.
C said that he will just get outta the whole picture since shes so indecisive.
Carry this thing on will just hurt brotherhood between C and J.
This is Wad C told me.. lar.. before the CONFROnTATION dinner.
Ya It’s a Monday.. Cos After wad I have heart that Sunday nite.
Though I know I should just dun be bortherd, but seeing C so sad,
I can’t bear to scold him also(cOs I did Warn him b4). All I could do is
Be his gd listener try to cheer him up, so I asked him out for dinner on
Monday. But initially C doesn’t wanna meet cos he feels very sad, dunno
Wad to say we meet up. So to try not to make him feels so bad, I got to act as if I very poor thing no ppl acc me eat dinner. Ya that’s wad I told him when he said he dun wan to see anyone. Still on Monday he sms me said wanna meet me for dinner.
So on monday, he told me wad happen to them excatly.. and the bottom part is a summry.
after drinking that week
mon - with her till wednesday
tues
wed
thurs - lets just be friends she said
fri - bring her go see doc some how she hold my hand again
sat - with her whole day
sun - hard to contact ended up she met j at nite.
mon - she meet with j
tues - meet her she cry and stuff. need time. gave her time.
wed - she meet j, at nite j broke off
thurs - met her go ex house take stuff. she said take things slow.
fri - she said together.
sat - sat nite she meet j.
sun - she said lets just be friends again.
to be continued..
CONFRONTATION NITE[11-09-2007]
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-Part Seven-
CONFRONTATION NITE[11-09-2007]
bad light is on WW since it seems like shes playing C around.
Once the 4 of us met up... WW dragged me to the ladies.. den started tok to me for 30mins...
So she is telling me that.. she is not wad we think she is...
She Told me.. that actaully all along.. J like very on and off thats y...
she is stuck in bwt the 2 guys.. She also told me.. after that Sunday breakup with C... she and J started steading ...Zzz
dEn she Showed me the SMS... that J asked her not to tell us... zzz
After dat We went out of the ladies.. den order food.. to eat... As all of them already eaten.. only left me.. eating.. sO i suggest the 3 of them start to tok... while i eat and listen ...
C asked WW why like that play him. friday thought she said she gave him so much assurance
that she will be with him. WW even asked C not to leave her because of J.
Now WW because of J leave C.
WW speechless.
I asked J whether he got anything to say. He said nope.
C used a kinder tone and explained: ' Now situation is clear. You both carry on. Whereas i
will just get outta the picture. And no one shall bother irene again regarding 3 of us.'
WW: ' no no, there are things that are not clear'
C: 'whats there to be clearer about. Ur deicision is made.'
Me to J : 'U got anything to say?'
J:'Nope'
WW seems to have something to say to C, therefore asked Me to ask.
C suggest to go buy drink together with J
J went toilet.
WW told C that she and J are together since sunday. and that J said that he will settle
everything. Seems like J did not informed anyone at all.
C to WW: 'Why tell me this now.. when i wanna get outta the picture already. Just let me
be ignorant of what J do to me. How am i gonna face him now!'
WW: ' Now u see that whole picture. I'm not as bad as u see. He promised that he will settle
everything. At least i felt better now. '
to be continued....
-Part Eight-
C cannot take it and just leave.
C's feeling: He have been telling both WW and J in the first place.
If they wana be together. Just let him know
He will just leave the whole thing. And wish both of em the best.
They just hide everything from him... C have told WW that J have broke up.
But WW still choose him after. So he told everything is cleared but just to get more screwed up after.
So WW called J to find me ans J...
WW came alone.. I was like... where's C?
WW: He left.. He said he cannot take it anymore..den his eyes red red and left..
ME: OMG~ hE left w/o me... zzz
As my hp is totally flat i Can't even called him to check where he is..
But feeling quite Worried abt him... ask WW to call him.. he ans the call
Me: Eh where are u??? y leave me alone hEre..
C: I cannot take it anymore.. so leave lor.. SoRRY..
Me: den me how?? zzz..
C: u GO home 1st lor..
Me: Where u At? I go find u... At least come Here find me mar..
C: DEn wad u Expect me tO do?? Cry in front oF them??
C started yelling at me...zzz(Not My fault.. yet.. zzz)
In the end I took cAb home...
Den Once i reached home.. charge my hp.. msg him ask him to called me ASAP dun let me worry...
Fianlly wait till ard 1 hr he MSN online.. so he asked me for my Comments..
I asked him to Call me... den WW called him.. and tok and tok .. while I am WAiting.. for hiMzzzz den he msg me say she dun want to hang up just .. keep toking and toking..zzz Again I waited and waited.. Till I pek Chey den msn him.. dO u know how long I waited for u since jusT now u left ??? its like 3 hrs le lor.. and u expect me to wait somemore??
If u all still wanna continue to tok den u tok to her..lar.. i Go sLPz lez...
den Finally he hang up with her and called.. me...
All I can do is try to cheer him up...
-Part Nine-
Next morning..zz
WW called C that she wanted to see him.
C meet WW for work. C asked wW why still meet him.
WW told C that she have broke off with J.
C said so??
WW said just to let u know.
WW asked C out for dinner.
C didnt said anything.
WW said set. Meet for dinner.
At work.
C asked J: 'Why like that'
C have been doing all the asking whereas J keeps quiet.
'If in the first place you just tell me then things will be clear already.'
J quiet.
10 plus am.. C called me.. was trying to cheer him up..
Yet.. he told me.. WW wanted to meet him for dinner ...
I was Pissed Immediately.. already not feeling very happy when he mention morning she meet him b4 go to Work..Thus, I was Totally Turn OFF. Den I told him: Isit. anything ur wish I dun care anymore.. well I got to go busy with my work le..ok.Bye!.
Mine thinking: Firstly U ppl get me involved when i Didn't know at aLL...
Den I also dun really wanna get involved.. till I see A MESS u guys are in.. den i Try to Step in to help u ppl Solve the problem.. I tot After that controntation nite.. EVerything Will be setTLE.. but Its Seems.. I am wRONg.. I try TO get C out of that Shit.. When He himself Try to stEP inside again... I dun WAN to SEe WW get stuck in bwt the 2 Guys.. Cos I already can Foresees wad will happen if.. C meet WW again .. WW will again.. BecOme.. like wanna Go back to C den If J continues treat her nice again.. She will GO back tO J.. That is wad i Dun WAnna SEE YET... C ... haiz.. SO in the end i Give uP~ .
12 plus C sms WW not to meet as it will complicate things further.
WW said that just a dinner. Asked C not to think too much.
Ww promised she wont be saying anything.
Afternoon at work.SMS from J to C
'All i have to say is i have no guts to tell u i like WW. I just cant say it out to u.
Cause im afraid that it would jeopardize out frdship. I know the damage had been made
but i dun feel good either.'
C replied J
'Thought i have explained everything in the first place. That we both liked her.
And that anything just tell me. Why keep me in the dark?'
No reply from J afterwards.
SMS frm J to Me:
I aM sorry Abt.. WAd had haPpen.. I chose not to Say Cos.. I'm aFraid of hurting ppl ard me.. Yet.. i did hurt.. and the most Dat I hurt was not protecting Candi... I am SoRry if Loving Candi was wrOng I will Still Continued to love her..
Immediately After i Saw the msg.. ard 2 plus I sms the 3 of them..
I think the biggest mistake is me. U 3 have no wrong. My biggest mistake is to get involved and end up to this. i shall make no more comments. I thot everythin will be settle last nite. But on hearing something again, i decided to give up on de 3 of u. I try to protect everyone and its seems like i am de Fool.
3plus WW smsed C
'Argh. Feeling so terrible now you know? i know i hurt u. Seeing u hurt now makes
me feel more upset. i have down what i think i should done. Really hope u r fine.'
C seeing all other 3 is so upset over the whole thing. Decided to end this once and for all.
C told J she will not meet WW for the time being after that nite dinner.
And that they are still friends even though all this..
C meet WW.
C told WW that he will not meet her or contact her for the time being.
If after this whole time she is single. Then C will woo WW again.
WW started to cry.
C sent sms to other 3.
' I shall start off first by saying everyone's at fault. So stop blaming or pointing whose
fault is it. After tonite no one shall mention bout this again. I'm really fragile.
I really dun bear to see anyone get sad over this whole thing anymore. It hurts me more
than anything seeing u 3 sad. I realli love u all. Reply that u all love me too and tmr
we shall be good friends again.'
C asked WW to be his gf for the nite until he send her home.
WW cried. Saying she dun wan just for the nite.
C promised WW that he wont be attached for 1 month as everyone needs time to rearrange their
feelings.
WW promised C too that she wont be attached for this 1 month.
to be continued...
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-Last Part-
This part onwards all frm C. Cos I already dun care abt wad happen.. lolx this is a summarised version.. Last part~ zzz
Friday.
C asked J how are things between he and WW.
J said that they seemed be together again.
C stunned upon hearing.. ' Seems?? How come cannot confirm?'
J said they hold hands on thursday nite and she stayed over at his place.
C told J of the 1 month promise with Ww.
C asked J to confirm with her whether they are together on the nite.
J called C on the nite. Saying that when he asked WW whether they are together.
WW answered J saying that were they ever seperated.
C and J stunned..
C told J that he will not contact WW ever again after confirming with her.
Saturday
C asked WW how are things with her and J
WW said she chose J
C wondering will WW keep quiet until he asked her?
WW asked C still good friends?
C replied things have developed that C and WW can even be friends anymore. Bye.
-END OF STORY-
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Monday, September 03, 2007
- very bad mood -
wELl i dunNo y.. this whole week since Monday ..
i have been Very Bad mood ... it Doesn't get any better
haiz.. Frns.. fly my Planes... FRns.. take me for granted..
After wad i have done.. FOr all my frns..
All i Felt was just being taken for granted...Suddenly felt so sad...
how I wish there is NO one.. in this world just Me and MysELf only..
aLone.. I wanna be Alone.. :( haiz... very Down..reaLyl very down :(
全世界没有人了解我。。。 明白我。。
whO can uNderstands hOw I am Feeling?? Who careS?? As If..
i am just Transparent... FRns.. in troubLe i tried to help..
frns sad.. i try my best to lend my listening ear...
try my best to cheer them up..BUT.. Who.. knows.. how i am Feeling..
If they understands me... they wont Even mention that I seems happy nowadays..
and busy ... so many things..
我心中的痛， 我经历的一切， 并没有你们想的这么简单。。。
我只是想让时间冲淡一切的一切。。。
wELl i dunNo y.. this whole week since Monday ..
i have been Very Bad mood ... it Doesn't get any better
haiz.. Frns.. fly my Planes... FRns.. take me for granted..
After wad i have done.. FOr all my frns..
All i Felt was just being taken for granted...Suddenly felt so sad...
how I wish there is NO one.. in this world just Me and MysELf only..
aLone.. I wanna be Alone.. :( haiz... very Down..reaLyl very down :(
全世界没有人了解我。。。 明白我。。
whO can uNderstands hOw I am Feeling?? Who careS?? As If..
i am just Transparent... FRns.. in troubLe i tried to help..
frns sad.. i try my best to lend my listening ear...
try my best to cheer them up..BUT.. Who.. knows.. how i am Feeling..
If they understands me... they wont Even mention that I seems happy nowadays..
and busy ... so many things..
我心中的痛， 我经历的一切， 并没有你们想的这么简单。。。
我只是想让时间冲淡一切的一切。。。
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Monday, August 27, 2007
心事谁人知(原唱沈文程)
心事谁人知(原唱沈文程)
心事若无讲出来
有谁人会知
有时阵想要诉出
满腹的悲哀
踏入七逃界
是阮不应该
如今想反悔
谁人肯谅解
心爱你若有了解
请你着忍耐
男性不是无目屎
只是不敢流出来
心事若无讲出来
有谁人会知
有时阵想要诉出
满腹的悲哀
踏入七逃界
是阮不应该
如今想反悔
谁人肯谅解
心爱你若有了解
请你着忍耐
男性不是无目屎
只是不敢流出来
http://www.9ymp3.com/song/41821.htm
心事若无讲出来
有谁人会知
有时阵想要诉出
满腹的悲哀
踏入七逃界
是阮不应该
如今想反悔
谁人肯谅解
心爱你若有了解
请你着忍耐
男性不是无目屎
只是不敢流出来
心事若无讲出来
有谁人会知
有时阵想要诉出
满腹的悲哀
踏入七逃界
是阮不应该
如今想反悔
谁人肯谅解
心爱你若有了解
请你着忍耐
男性不是无目屎
只是不敢流出来
http://www.9ymp3.com/song/41821.htm
-sICK-
fIanLly ... I strain my Body Till I fell sick again..
Recently have been Busy .. day time with Work... nite time..
Busy with frns.. buddies, gege, frns, frns from WG..
Getting Tix.. for frns... Going CLub...
Recently like keep raingin... Friday WEnt to bai bai,
Bai ah gong, Bai, Bei Gong, Bai tai ma Tai gong, Bai papa...
when Saw's papa pic... my eyes become teary ... sO long nv sEe him..
I really miss him... nv tot .. that the Last time i saw him.. was so long ago..
and He just left... and nv come back again... I miss him.. so much...
that day.. rained... most of us were drenched.. i knew i sure fall sick de.. haiz..
den we went to makan... at jurong aRea den back to ah ma huse.. went to watch 881~
the Movie quiTe nice... very Funny... but there's a part... quite touching..
And i Qctually Drop tears 2 times... After dat they went for dinner and went off..
den I window shop ard Tiong bahru and ..den went to amk... to meet jz...
after dat.. went Mos burger..eat and wait for the candi and cy.. den WEnt to KBox..
zzzz Sing... Till 3am supper and home sweet home... Was VEry Tired...
Stupid Driver... bluff my $$ $30 FOR CAB FARE... WTF!
deN ofF my hp... sound and went to slp... So when i woke up... WOO hp flooded with
SMs...deN saw CAndi sms.. And call her.. she ask if wanna meet up... ltr..
so i told her.. ar bo Come Cck find me.. nua 1st lor haha she say she dun mind..
so she came... den.. cy also came... den jz also ... den actaulyl plan to watch
movie... but i lazy haha but cos.. it rained.. so nv go out.. for movie...
so i suggest with play poker and drink lor.. i Open my Bottle of Jack Daniel...
den all drink till Seh seh... BOO~! ytd still went out Whole day.. with gege...
TIred TIred Tired.. Yeah finalLy.. Exhuasted le.. body Can't take it anymore ~
fIanLly ... I strain my Body Till I fell sick again..
Recently have been Busy .. day time with Work... nite time..
Busy with frns.. buddies, gege, frns, frns from WG..
Getting Tix.. for frns... Going CLub...
Recently like keep raingin... Friday WEnt to bai bai,
Bai ah gong, Bai, Bei Gong, Bai tai ma Tai gong, Bai papa...
when Saw's papa pic... my eyes become teary ... sO long nv sEe him..
I really miss him... nv tot .. that the Last time i saw him.. was so long ago..
and He just left... and nv come back again... I miss him.. so much...
that day.. rained... most of us were drenched.. i knew i sure fall sick de.. haiz..
den we went to makan... at jurong aRea den back to ah ma huse.. went to watch 881~
the Movie quiTe nice... very Funny... but there's a part... quite touching..
And i Qctually Drop tears 2 times... After dat they went for dinner and went off..
den I window shop ard Tiong bahru and ..den went to amk... to meet jz...
after dat.. went Mos burger..eat and wait for the candi and cy.. den WEnt to KBox..
zzzz Sing... Till 3am supper and home sweet home... Was VEry Tired...
Stupid Driver... bluff my $$ $30 FOR CAB FARE... WTF!
deN ofF my hp... sound and went to slp... So when i woke up... WOO hp flooded with
SMs...deN saw CAndi sms.. And call her.. she ask if wanna meet up... ltr..
so i told her.. ar bo Come Cck find me.. nua 1st lor haha she say she dun mind..
so she came... den.. cy also came... den jz also ... den actaulyl plan to watch
movie... but i lazy haha but cos.. it rained.. so nv go out.. for movie...
so i suggest with play poker and drink lor.. i Open my Bottle of Jack Daniel...
den all drink till Seh seh... BOO~! ytd still went out Whole day.. with gege...
TIred TIred Tired.. Yeah finalLy.. Exhuasted le.. body Can't take it anymore ~
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
bOO... THink i quiTe busy Recently~
dId i Ever Mention in my blog? tHAt i Took uP a TEMP iT Assgment
for ard 1 mnth... At Bugis Office Tower! IES...
haha 1st day GO.. See another TEMP staff is uncle~ *faint*
deN xian 1/2 lolx.. den haha LUCKY my Team Leader... lolx Tall Tall guy..
haha consider not bad Looking ba.. wOO VERY TALL i think slightly more den 1.80m
frm my 1st day... 08-08-07 till now.. Everyday eat with him..liz and noOr.. wOO..
they Are frndly and kind Souls... :) ENjoy Working with Them.. haha
i Also Very harDworking.. they are nice to ME.. :) haha
But tODAY .. already VERY tired yet.. was Pissed off with 2 users..
lolx.. gOt one very NASTY tERRIBLE~!!!!HORRIBLE ~ bully ME SOBZ another..one..
very TRoublesome~!!! poO~! xian xian xiAn...
Oh yar and my Application one WHOISGOIN.com.sg have bEEn approved~ SO I am a junior
ambassador right now.. haha .. SO this thurs MOS got EVENT anyone want tix??? msg mE~!!!!!
dId i Ever Mention in my blog? tHAt i Took uP a TEMP iT Assgment
for ard 1 mnth... At Bugis Office Tower! IES...
haha 1st day GO.. See another TEMP staff is uncle~ *faint*
deN xian 1/2 lolx.. den haha LUCKY my Team Leader... lolx Tall Tall guy..
haha consider not bad Looking ba.. wOO VERY TALL i think slightly more den 1.80m
frm my 1st day... 08-08-07 till now.. Everyday eat with him..liz and noOr.. wOO..
they Are frndly and kind Souls... :) ENjoy Working with Them.. haha
i Also Very harDworking.. they are nice to ME.. :) haha
But tODAY .. already VERY tired yet.. was Pissed off with 2 users..
lolx.. gOt one very NASTY tERRIBLE~!!!!HORRIBLE ~ bully ME SOBZ another..one..
very TRoublesome~!!! poO~! xian xian xiAn...
Oh yar and my Application one WHOISGOIN.com.sg have bEEn approved~ SO I am a junior
ambassador right now.. haha .. SO this thurs MOS got EVENT anyone want tix??? msg mE~!!!!!
Monday, August 13, 2007
Was Toking to gege Today abt.. BGR.. thing..
deN we Heard somthing... that's quite true.. on 93.3FM
and is actually wad i told Gege also...
交朋友最重要是。。。 出去时的感觉开心就好。。
不要想太多。。。 也不要管对方的朋友。。。
Was discussing this with gege..
Meaning somtimes.. when a Female go out with a Male frn..
Like got feeling for each other.. Yet cos not close yet..
sO somehow abit like act till Too courteous like dat...
anD Feeling bECame Weird...
And Sometimes.. JusT Sometimes.. .
When both got abit of Feeling for each other??
yET the TiminG is COmplEtely..
And WOrst Thing is When 1 tRies to Think Too MuCh...
The One Who thinks.. WiLL actually suFFers Alot in Pain...
Want to Say can't Say..out Want to ask also can't AsK...
And The Other Party also dunno.. Then When This Happens..
It became worst when u Actaully Go out with that person Yet ..
he/she dOesn't kNow.. That U are Actaully Suffering...
fRM ur Own 压力 ... And sometimes can lead To breakDown.. of Own's Feeling~!
Was Telling Gege somthing like dat happen To me.. previously..
but Tell gege.. just dun think So much den.. no Stress le lor..
was Trying to make him understands.. that.. sometimes its like dat de lar
Just Take it Easy lor.. and Dun think Too much den.. dats ALL..
deN we Heard somthing... that's quite true.. on 93.3FM
and is actually wad i told Gege also...
交朋友最重要是。。。 出去时的感觉开心就好。。
不要想太多。。。 也不要管对方的朋友。。。
Was discussing this with gege..
Meaning somtimes.. when a Female go out with a Male frn..
Like got feeling for each other.. Yet cos not close yet..
sO somehow abit like act till Too courteous like dat...
anD Feeling bECame Weird...
And Sometimes.. JusT Sometimes.. .
When both got abit of Feeling for each other??
yET the TiminG is COmplEtely..
And WOrst Thing is When 1 tRies to Think Too MuCh...
The One Who thinks.. WiLL actually suFFers Alot in Pain...
Want to Say can't Say..out Want to ask also can't AsK...
And The Other Party also dunno.. Then When This Happens..
It became worst when u Actaully Go out with that person Yet ..
he/she dOesn't kNow.. That U are Actaully Suffering...
fRM ur Own 压力 ... And sometimes can lead To breakDown.. of Own's Feeling~!
Was Telling Gege somthing like dat happen To me.. previously..
but Tell gege.. just dun think So much den.. no Stress le lor..
was Trying to make him understands.. that.. sometimes its like dat de lar
Just Take it Easy lor.. and Dun think Too much den.. dats ALL..
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
dUnno isit becos last nite saw thier pics..
wOke up dreamt of them... again.
wOke up ard 10am.. den watched 换换爱 ep 10. after dat...
ate breakfast.. den nua all thE way till 2pm..
bathed prepare and rush off to clark quay..
Met that guy andrew.. A shortie.. weLL in the End ya Sort of Wasted my trip.
SLM... zzz rUshed off to meet jz,lt for tea break.. tok cok for ard 1 and 1/2 hr..
Den they waited with me till my cousin knock oFF..
Went to Tiong bahru collect her heels.. den makan.. and walk walk awhile and
weNt home.. surf net.. chat with frns.. surf frnster.. and saw a msg frm weikun.
Didn't really rem... but.. lolx to think that ya his my classmate in my pri sch
for a few yrs and went to the same sec sch.. being schmate..
wELL we Chated for quite long.. on msn... den watched the drama till now..
finally finished the serials...
StIll can't slp... weLL i Should faster try to slp.. aR bo ltr OBAK...
scared ppl lolx..
wOke up dreamt of them... again.
wOke up ard 10am.. den watched 换换爱 ep 10. after dat...
ate breakfast.. den nua all thE way till 2pm..
bathed prepare and rush off to clark quay..
Met that guy andrew.. A shortie.. weLL in the End ya Sort of Wasted my trip.
SLM... zzz rUshed off to meet jz,lt for tea break.. tok cok for ard 1 and 1/2 hr..
Den they waited with me till my cousin knock oFF..
Went to Tiong bahru collect her heels.. den makan.. and walk walk awhile and
weNt home.. surf net.. chat with frns.. surf frnster.. and saw a msg frm weikun.
Didn't really rem... but.. lolx to think that ya his my classmate in my pri sch
for a few yrs and went to the same sec sch.. being schmate..
wELL we Chated for quite long.. on msn... den watched the drama till now..
finally finished the serials...
StIll can't slp... weLL i Should faster try to slp.. aR bo ltr OBAK...
scared ppl lolx..
Sunday, August 05, 2007
weLL... dIdn't gO Mos on sat nite...
weNt tO meet Gege, meimei, cheng and mike...
went To geylang tO makan 豆浆油条 ..
den after dat went to east cOast...
I suddenly gastric.. but i nv tell them.. so just 忍
have bEen Thinking about wad haPpen to me..recently
I think I changed alot... even da gu and some of my frns.. say so..
I like beginning to be more and more anti-social... anti-hyper...
Very Low~ ... eVen that nite They were toking this and that...
I did Not really listen to wad They are toking.. just siting back facing them..
Looking at the Stars in the sky... and listening to mp3 on gege's PSP...
I think i really becAme very quiet le.. hm... dunno y... xianz~!
SOmetimes.. when TOking.. My soul will suddenly fly to dunno where like dat..
very Fast i wiLL not be inTerested in the Topic.. we are toking...
OMg waD haPPen TO me.. xiAnz~!!! Zzz I am the one..
asking wad time Are we gOing home..tOt oF goiNg home Early.. to Rest..
So dat Today Can wake up earLy.. for the audition..
In the End.. i try to slp ard 3 plus.. but.. lolx can't Slp dunno y..
Anyway .. lolx I didn't make it trough the audition..
sHy went with me... and I came out and shake my head..
lolx Anyway I expected tat outcome tOo... Didn't really take it very serious...
Den after dat Went to PS .. to walk ard till 4.30 meet sam and sen...
Den all like very tired and nua.. nv really walked much .. went To Wisma TopMAns
Sam say wanna try the purple top.. but me and shy told him not nice..
Den after dat we went up starbucks.. to drink cOffee...
DEn my ringTone rang.. lolx den i started to sing the chorus of the 不能说的秘密
den Shy scold me..say.. neh u can sing wad .. even better den me...
Y dun wan to sing properly during Audition... lolx..
I told her.. actaully dun go in better like dat i can stOp dreaming and
find a proper job.. and face the reality lolx ...
lala den after dat.. went pepper lunch for dinner only sen and sam eat...
lol we watched them eat... cos we eat lunch abit late.. still very full that time.
den after dat.. shy went home.. we 3 went cini... sen and sam.. play billard.. while
sit down there play sen's PSp..wOO nice gAME haha ~!!! till 9pm.. den i took 190 hm.
lolx think i crAzy... Keep Trying to Rub Salt on My Own WoUnds..
lolx See thier pic again...but i totally no Feeling.. lolx
Den after that went to Delete his Pic frm my Yahoo Account
haben have the time to Do it.. haha fianlly ... deleted...
Tml Having aN IntERviEW~ laLa... at Clark Quay area~ lala
weNt tO meet Gege, meimei, cheng and mike...
went To geylang tO makan 豆浆油条 ..
den after dat went to east cOast...
I suddenly gastric.. but i nv tell them.. so just 忍
have bEen Thinking about wad haPpen to me..recently
I think I changed alot... even da gu and some of my frns.. say so..
I like beginning to be more and more anti-social... anti-hyper...
Very Low~ ... eVen that nite They were toking this and that...
I did Not really listen to wad They are toking.. just siting back facing them..
Looking at the Stars in the sky... and listening to mp3 on gege's PSP...
I think i really becAme very quiet le.. hm... dunno y... xianz~!
SOmetimes.. when TOking.. My soul will suddenly fly to dunno where like dat..
very Fast i wiLL not be inTerested in the Topic.. we are toking...
OMg waD haPPen TO me.. xiAnz~!!! Zzz I am the one..
asking wad time Are we gOing home..tOt oF goiNg home Early.. to Rest..
So dat Today Can wake up earLy.. for the audition..
In the End.. i try to slp ard 3 plus.. but.. lolx can't Slp dunno y..
Anyway .. lolx I didn't make it trough the audition..
sHy went with me... and I came out and shake my head..
lolx Anyway I expected tat outcome tOo... Didn't really take it very serious...
Den after dat Went to PS .. to walk ard till 4.30 meet sam and sen...
Den all like very tired and nua.. nv really walked much .. went To Wisma TopMAns
Sam say wanna try the purple top.. but me and shy told him not nice..
Den after dat we went up starbucks.. to drink cOffee...
DEn my ringTone rang.. lolx den i started to sing the chorus of the 不能说的秘密
den Shy scold me..say.. neh u can sing wad .. even better den me...
Y dun wan to sing properly during Audition... lolx..
I told her.. actaully dun go in better like dat i can stOp dreaming and
find a proper job.. and face the reality lolx ...
lala den after dat.. went pepper lunch for dinner only sen and sam eat...
lol we watched them eat... cos we eat lunch abit late.. still very full that time.
den after dat.. shy went home.. we 3 went cini... sen and sam.. play billard.. while
sit down there play sen's PSp..wOO nice gAME haha ~!!! till 9pm.. den i took 190 hm.
lolx think i crAzy... Keep Trying to Rub Salt on My Own WoUnds..
lolx See thier pic again...but i totally no Feeling.. lolx
Den after that went to Delete his Pic frm my Yahoo Account
haben have the time to Do it.. haha fianlly ... deleted...
Tml Having aN IntERviEW~ laLa... at Clark Quay area~ lala
Thursday, August 02, 2007
FianLLy.. starting tO reCover le~
just Finish Drinking my HL milk~ yummy yummy
nicenice :) I love Milk Milk~ hehe
I wana Eat Fries~~!!!! arGH!! I wan To Eat cHeeZe Prata~!!!
I WAna EaT piZzaS~!!! sO much CravingZ.
I wAnna Go out! i wanna Go dRink... i Wanna gO club~!!!!
I wana Go haVe FUN~!!! I wana knOW more GUYs~ lolx
I wanA try To have A relationship again~!!!!!
haha... think i aM boRed to Death le~
just Finish Drinking my HL milk~ yummy yummy
nicenice :) I love Milk Milk~ hehe
I wana Eat Fries~~!!!! arGH!! I wan To Eat cHeeZe Prata~!!!
I WAna EaT piZzaS~!!! sO much CravingZ.
I wAnna Go out! i wanna Go dRink... i Wanna gO club~!!!!
I wana Go haVe FUN~!!! I wana knOW more GUYs~ lolx
I wanA try To have A relationship again~!!!!!
haha... think i aM boRed to Death le~
不能说的秘密 LYRICS
周杰倫 不能说的秘密 LYRICS
冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面
拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上依舊清晰可見
最美的不是下雨天
是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回憶的畫面
在蕩著秋千 夢開始不甜
你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
又何必去改變 你說過的誓言
你用你的指尖 指示我說再見
想象你在身邊 在完全失去之前
你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
或許命運的簽 只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片
要我怎麼撿
冷咖啡離開了杯墊
我忍住的情緒在很後面
拼命想挽回的從前
在我臉上依舊清晰可見
最美的不是下雨天
是曾與你躲過雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回憶的畫面
在蕩著秋千 夢開始不甜
你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
又何必去改變 你說過的誓言
你用你的指尖 指示我說再見
想象你在身邊 在完全失去之前
你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
或許命運的簽 只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片
要我怎麼撿
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Monday, July 30, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
~ AlonE ~
~ AlonE ~
He said though he know his not the one...
but Still can cared for me as a frn ma..
He: Y u keep pushing me away?
Am i? Maybe ba... I know Alot of ppl.. cared for me.. yet..
Ya I am pushing them away or I am pulling myself out..
Y? cOs.. I scared of Bees... ~ dun wannaBe TOo close to guys..
COs.. Scare I might Fell into Another Hole~ again~...
and End up with Alot of Scars... or bruises...
I know I dun need Anyone~ ... I can be very WeLL alone~ ...
I know I am Stronger den anyone of u~...
当天还是那么蓝，云还是那么潇洒 ，我就不应该哭， 应为你的离去， 并没有带走我的世界。。。
He said though he know his not the one...
but Still can cared for me as a frn ma..
He: Y u keep pushing me away?
Am i? Maybe ba... I know Alot of ppl.. cared for me.. yet..
Ya I am pushing them away or I am pulling myself out..
Y? cOs.. I scared of Bees... ~ dun wannaBe TOo close to guys..
COs.. Scare I might Fell into Another Hole~ again~...
and End up with Alot of Scars... or bruises...
I know I dun need Anyone~ ... I can be very WeLL alone~ ...
I know I am Stronger den anyone of u~...
当天还是那么蓝，云还是那么潇洒 ，我就不应该哭， 应为你的离去， 并没有带走我的世界。。。
Saturday, July 28, 2007
-辛苦-
Can U guys imagine? Me sTay AT home... nv go out fOR 1 WHole Week???
haiz~ is this my punishMent??? Is the God telling me that I should StoP aLL
my RuBBish already??? stOP drinking, clubbing, going out... and eveything???
To Let me realisez I should Stop wasting My TIme already???
that I have RESTED enugh??? REminding Me that Its TIMe.. For a Change ???
haiz.. Y must I be so seriously Ill??? tO reALize that...
Previously I have just ...wasted My time... $$ without Any meaning???
If reALLy thats the CAse.. Ok.. I Have Thought Things Through
PLease let me GEt WELL soon So that i CAn Go and Start my new life!!!!
Please PLease Please... Let ME REECOEVER aFTER tONITE slp!!!!! already SIck..
until i totally no STrenght le.. I know I have REST TOtALLY enugh...
PLease Give me My health BACK~ so that I can Go start a new LIFE!!!! please please..
Can U guys imagine? Me sTay AT home... nv go out fOR 1 WHole Week???
haiz~ is this my punishMent??? Is the God telling me that I should StoP aLL
my RuBBish already??? stOP drinking, clubbing, going out... and eveything???
To Let me realisez I should Stop wasting My TIme already???
that I have RESTED enugh??? REminding Me that Its TIMe.. For a Change ???
haiz.. Y must I be so seriously Ill??? tO reALize that...
Previously I have just ...wasted My time... $$ without Any meaning???
If reALLy thats the CAse.. Ok.. I Have Thought Things Through
PLease let me GEt WELL soon So that i CAn Go and Start my new life!!!!
Please PLease Please... Let ME REECOEVER aFTER tONITE slp!!!!! already SIck..
until i totally no STrenght le.. I know I have REST TOtALLY enugh...
PLease Give me My health BACK~ so that I can Go start a new LIFE!!!! please please..
Friday, July 27, 2007
~ sEriousLy iLL ~
I have bEEn Sick Since Tuesday.
Tot abit fever nia so i took Med... and slp..
WEd morning wake up high fever 38.6 den no choice go SEe dOc...
mom and Korkor also dunno.. i very sick... no choice.. but still able to eat..
den went to buy porridge~ den sEn and Sammy came my house that Nite to burn Mp3
for saMmy's chalet...And left my huse ard 2.30 am... den i go slp...
Thursaday Monring Wake up.. wOrst.. my TEmp Actually Went up to 39.1 deg.
And was quite worried..and try to wake my mom up to tell her...
deN mom ask me drink salt-water... my throat starts to hurts alot...
den i tOld mom doc nv give me anti-biotics...
and den i try to take med..and cool down my temp by using Cold water with towel..
Eventually my fever subsided.. and but ard evening time.. it came up again..
and my thoats really hurts alot.. do last time went TO clinic again..
to SEe the doc.. den.. frns.. and korkor say ask me to ask if it is dengue..
den i ask DOc.. DOc.. say no Rashes..leh.. should not be dengue.. he say..
becos of the throat...
say see if the next 2 days still fever den go see him.. do the bloOd test..
or see if my body gO rashes..:(
TOday wakeup// Worst.. totally can't Swallow Water...
my throat hurts dunno like wad... super Pain.. can' swallow water ..
can't swallow pills...so drag till abit late den took med..
but that time my temp went abit up again sobsob..really very pain...
feels like crying.. also no strenth.. today i just keep lying on my bed...
try to eat steam egg and white porridge also can't really hurts alot.. i forced
myself to swallow but.. only manage to swallow 3 mouth..
den felt very giddy den afaster took med.. and went back to bed..
was thinking if i Got the 'MAo Dan' so called mom to ask her how to TESt..
all she did was to scOLD ME.. say.. must drink the 'Lingyang' and ask me take med..
and KPKB.. en nv ans my question... i very Pissed off so just hang up the phone..
thEN thiink she Worried also.. even Called ah ma to tok to me... -_-|||
Ah Ma.. called me.. just now.. tok to me nicely.. ask me..
say fever must drink water...pain also must drink ... if not how to recover...
but it really hurts alot..den ask me.. go eat or not..
i told her.. can't swallow... water already can't swallow how to swallow egg and
porridge>? xianz... den ah ma.. say if tml.. can asK me.. go ah ma.. house..
they take care of me.. sobsob I told ah ma..
i whole day just lay on the bed no strngth to get out of bed lor...
know they all very worried...but i really very xinku can't swallow anything..
not i dun wan to eat or dirnk lor..den told ah ma ltr liling (my dear cousin)
will be coming to visit me... so ask her not to worry...
I have bEEn Sick Since Tuesday.
Tot abit fever nia so i took Med... and slp..
WEd morning wake up high fever 38.6 den no choice go SEe dOc...
mom and Korkor also dunno.. i very sick... no choice.. but still able to eat..
den went to buy porridge~ den sEn and Sammy came my house that Nite to burn Mp3
for saMmy's chalet...And left my huse ard 2.30 am... den i go slp...
Thursaday Monring Wake up.. wOrst.. my TEmp Actually Went up to 39.1 deg.
And was quite worried..and try to wake my mom up to tell her...
deN mom ask me drink salt-water... my throat starts to hurts alot...
den i tOld mom doc nv give me anti-biotics...
and den i try to take med..and cool down my temp by using Cold water with towel..
Eventually my fever subsided.. and but ard evening time.. it came up again..
and my thoats really hurts alot.. do last time went TO clinic again..
to SEe the doc.. den.. frns.. and korkor say ask me to ask if it is dengue..
den i ask DOc.. DOc.. say no Rashes..leh.. should not be dengue.. he say..
becos of the throat...
say see if the next 2 days still fever den go see him.. do the bloOd test..
or see if my body gO rashes..:(
TOday wakeup// Worst.. totally can't Swallow Water...
my throat hurts dunno like wad... super Pain.. can' swallow water ..
can't swallow pills...so drag till abit late den took med..
but that time my temp went abit up again sobsob..really very pain...
feels like crying.. also no strenth.. today i just keep lying on my bed...
try to eat steam egg and white porridge also can't really hurts alot.. i forced
myself to swallow but.. only manage to swallow 3 mouth..
den felt very giddy den afaster took med.. and went back to bed..
was thinking if i Got the 'MAo Dan' so called mom to ask her how to TESt..
all she did was to scOLD ME.. say.. must drink the 'Lingyang' and ask me take med..
and KPKB.. en nv ans my question... i very Pissed off so just hang up the phone..
thEN thiink she Worried also.. even Called ah ma to tok to me... -_-|||
Ah Ma.. called me.. just now.. tok to me nicely.. ask me..
say fever must drink water...pain also must drink ... if not how to recover...
but it really hurts alot..den ask me.. go eat or not..
i told her.. can't swallow... water already can't swallow how to swallow egg and
porridge>? xianz... den ah ma.. say if tml.. can asK me.. go ah ma.. house..
they take care of me.. sobsob I told ah ma..
i whole day just lay on the bed no strngth to get out of bed lor...
know they all very worried...but i really very xinku can't swallow anything..
not i dun wan to eat or dirnk lor..den told ah ma ltr liling (my dear cousin)
will be coming to visit me... so ask her not to worry...
Thursday, July 26, 2007
thoughts of the day
~ Thoughts of the day ~
"
不要刻意的追求爱，应为那样会很容易受伤。
当爱情来得时候， 也许你根本都不知道。
但是当失去的时候，你就会肯定他的存在。 "
But don’t go pursuing it. You’ll open urself to hurt.
Love may sneak up on you unaware. But when you lost it,
you’ll be sure of its existence.
Qutoed from ep 19 of A chinese Ghost Story.
"
不要刻意的追求爱，应为那样会很容易受伤。
当爱情来得时候， 也许你根本都不知道。
但是当失去的时候，你就会肯定他的存在。 "
But don’t go pursuing it. You’ll open urself to hurt.
Love may sneak up on you unaware. But when you lost it,
you’ll be sure of its existence.
Qutoed from ep 19 of A chinese Ghost Story.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
- 脆弱 -
- 脆弱 -
当一个人生病时。。 人是不是都会变脆弱？
忽然好想要有一个依靠。。。
忽然好想要被人呵护。。。
好想好想躲进怀里。。。
鄭秀文 脆弱 LYRICS
＊爱 它已经困住我 透不出一点光 能够指引找到出口
泪 它匆匆流干我 内心所有坚强 无法可想无话可说
＃想要伴着你 又怕被操纵 我想问为什么 却问不出口
我装得很冷漠 却只是受尽折磨 害怕苦与罪 却很难回头
☆谁看出这样的女人内心里是脆弱
一半梦 一半苦涩 一生都寂寞
能不能贪点时间换一些感动
承认吧 我也需要更多的欢乐
睡吧 白天的伪装 剩下来是脆弱
你的笑你的眼光快把我淹没
明白后又能如何 不愿意放纵
忍不住也要忍着 去唱这首哀歌 谁懂我
Repeat ＊＃☆
睡吧 白天的伪装 剩下来是脆弱
你的笑你的眼光快把我淹没
明白后又能如何 不愿意放纵
忍不住也要忍着 去唱这首哀歌
△幸福的泡沫 永远难捉摸 彼此痛苦都太多
男人的温柔 来去像一阵风 不要存心敷衍我
我不是弱者 只求面对自我 痛也痛得很光荣
我只想摆脱 所有的脆弱 把一些自尊留给我
Repeat △
当一个人生病时。。 人是不是都会变脆弱？
忽然好想要有一个依靠。。。
忽然好想要被人呵护。。。
好想好想躲进怀里。。。
鄭秀文 脆弱 LYRICS
＊爱 它已经困住我 透不出一点光 能够指引找到出口
泪 它匆匆流干我 内心所有坚强 无法可想无话可说
＃想要伴着你 又怕被操纵 我想问为什么 却问不出口
我装得很冷漠 却只是受尽折磨 害怕苦与罪 却很难回头
☆谁看出这样的女人内心里是脆弱
一半梦 一半苦涩 一生都寂寞
能不能贪点时间换一些感动
承认吧 我也需要更多的欢乐
睡吧 白天的伪装 剩下来是脆弱
你的笑你的眼光快把我淹没
明白后又能如何 不愿意放纵
忍不住也要忍着 去唱这首哀歌 谁懂我
Repeat ＊＃☆
睡吧 白天的伪装 剩下来是脆弱
你的笑你的眼光快把我淹没
明白后又能如何 不愿意放纵
忍不住也要忍着 去唱这首哀歌
△幸福的泡沫 永远难捉摸 彼此痛苦都太多
男人的温柔 来去像一阵风 不要存心敷衍我
我不是弱者 只求面对自我 痛也痛得很光荣
我只想摆脱 所有的脆弱 把一些自尊留给我
Repeat △
-sIck-
- sIck -
cOugH cOugh cOuGH...
Cough Non-stOp...
finally trying tO go slp NOW~! zzz
deCide to start 'it' again~
looK out for my hard WOrk~~~
wIll trY to finish ASAP.
cOugH cOugh cOuGH...
Cough Non-stOp...
finally trying tO go slp NOW~! zzz
deCide to start 'it' again~
looK out for my hard WOrk~~~
wIll trY to finish ASAP.
Monday, July 23, 2007
周杰伦自导自演 《不能说的秘密》故事梗概
周杰伦自导自演 《不能说的秘密》故事梗概
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《不能说的秘密》
小伦(周杰伦饰)与父亲(黄秋生饰)相依为命，父亲是淡江艺术中学的音乐老师，小伦自小在他的熏陶下，拥有非凡的音乐才华。
这天是小伦转读淡江艺术中学的第一天，当他跟着同学小依(曾恺玹饰)参观校园时，突被一段神秘的钢琴乐曲吸引。
赛德让男女高潮不断 我与早泄老公的日子 湿疣疱疹婚姻的杀手
湿疣疱疹—德国新药 患湿疣疱疹别滥用药 战胜肝病—全球震惊
45岁前停经不正常!! 征服女人的秘密武器 猛男让女人高潮尖叫
小伦随着琴音引领，走进一间百年琴室，发现弹琴者是一位清秀脱俗的女生小雨(桂伦镁饰)，两人虽然没有交谈，但在四目交投之间，双方都泛起微妙的感觉。
原来小雨是小伦的同班同学，由于冒失的小雨上课时总是迟到，故经常被迫和坐在后排的小伦坐在一起，两人的感情因此突飞猛进，更到达互相分享秘密的阶段；但每当小伦问及那天在百年琴室所听到的神秘乐曲时，小雨总是模棱两可地回答：“那是一个不能说的秘密……”。
距离毕业的日子越来越近，小雨决定向小伦公开神秘乐曲的秘密，于是相约小伦在琴室相见，小伦以字条回复小雨：“今晚琴房7:30，我也告诉你一个秘密”；怎料字条在阴差阳错之下，竟落在暗恋小伦多时的小依手上。
当晚小伦在琴室边奏着小雨喜欢的乐章边等待着，突然一双温暖的手盖着小伦的眼睛，双方情不自禁地拥吻起来，直至小伦张开眼睛，方知对方不是小雨而是小依；与此同时，小伦听到小雨的哭泣声从门外远去，小伦疯狂地追出去，但小雨早已芳踪杳然。
小雨自此仿如人间蒸发，音讯全无。小伦向同学打听小雨的下落，同学竟说从不知有小雨这个人。小伦到小雨家造访，竟被当成瞎撞。小伦翻看点名册，赫然惊觉名册上也没有出现小雨的名字……
直至小伦发现一张父亲和小雨的合照，向父亲追问关于小雨的一切，小伦方知小雨的出现绝非偶然，一切源自一首神秘的乐曲和一个不可告人的秘密……
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关键字：不能说的秘密 周杰伦(最新动态、个人档案、FLASHMV专辑) 桂纶镁 黄秋生(最新动态、个人档案) 故事梗概
《不能说的秘密》
小伦(周杰伦饰)与父亲(黄秋生饰)相依为命，父亲是淡江艺术中学的音乐老师，小伦自小在他的熏陶下，拥有非凡的音乐才华。
这天是小伦转读淡江艺术中学的第一天，当他跟着同学小依(曾恺玹饰)参观校园时，突被一段神秘的钢琴乐曲吸引。
赛德让男女高潮不断 我与早泄老公的日子 湿疣疱疹婚姻的杀手
湿疣疱疹—德国新药 患湿疣疱疹别滥用药 战胜肝病—全球震惊
45岁前停经不正常!! 征服女人的秘密武器 猛男让女人高潮尖叫
小伦随着琴音引领，走进一间百年琴室，发现弹琴者是一位清秀脱俗的女生小雨(桂伦镁饰)，两人虽然没有交谈，但在四目交投之间，双方都泛起微妙的感觉。
原来小雨是小伦的同班同学，由于冒失的小雨上课时总是迟到，故经常被迫和坐在后排的小伦坐在一起，两人的感情因此突飞猛进，更到达互相分享秘密的阶段；但每当小伦问及那天在百年琴室所听到的神秘乐曲时，小雨总是模棱两可地回答：“那是一个不能说的秘密……”。
距离毕业的日子越来越近，小雨决定向小伦公开神秘乐曲的秘密，于是相约小伦在琴室相见，小伦以字条回复小雨：“今晚琴房7:30，我也告诉你一个秘密”；怎料字条在阴差阳错之下，竟落在暗恋小伦多时的小依手上。
当晚小伦在琴室边奏着小雨喜欢的乐章边等待着，突然一双温暖的手盖着小伦的眼睛，双方情不自禁地拥吻起来，直至小伦张开眼睛，方知对方不是小雨而是小依；与此同时，小伦听到小雨的哭泣声从门外远去，小伦疯狂地追出去，但小雨早已芳踪杳然。
小雨自此仿如人间蒸发，音讯全无。小伦向同学打听小雨的下落，同学竟说从不知有小雨这个人。小伦到小雨家造访，竟被当成瞎撞。小伦翻看点名册，赫然惊觉名册上也没有出现小雨的名字……
直至小伦发现一张父亲和小雨的合照，向父亲追问关于小雨的一切，小伦方知小雨的出现绝非偶然，一切源自一首神秘的乐曲和一个不可告人的秘密……
~ 不能說的秘密 ~
~ 不能說的秘密 ~
Heard this movie is coming out soon~!!! I wana watched~ lolx...
wOO...
The Song not bad quite nice.. MV below ~>>>
Heard this movie is coming out soon~!!! I wana watched~ lolx...
wOO...
The Song not bad quite nice.. MV below ~>>>
~ tIreD ~.
~ tIreD ~.
sLP at 6am.. wake up at 12 noon..
deN gege Called went out with mei mei and gege...
weNt to queensway to makan.. i just ate 油条 and 豆浆...
no much appetite... think TOo tired le.. den after dat went to ViVO...
shop ard.. but.. i very Tired not much mood to shop also...
deN gege Bought A PSP ...anD den rush oFf to buy his gf her bday present..
and we WEnt to chervons to sing... den the last 1/2 hr.. gege and mike disappear..
den after our last song we went out tO find gege.. I was Stunted~ wHen i Saw...
the scar on GeGE's hand... mike told me.. dat Bitch just broke off with gege..
den gege Use CIggs to burn himself.. I see le felt very sad..
den My eyes very red... hoW can she Bully my Gege like dat...
gege vEry sad, he also dunno wad he doing.. den smk and smk and smk...
I very worried for him.. :( I hate that bitch... all along also dun really like
her... now still bully my gege..~!!!! xiaojiayi also very hate her... tmd.~!!!
Lets Hope gege will get it over SOon~
sLP at 6am.. wake up at 12 noon..
deN gege Called went out with mei mei and gege...
weNt to queensway to makan.. i just ate 油条 and 豆浆...
no much appetite... think TOo tired le.. den after dat went to ViVO...
shop ard.. but.. i very Tired not much mood to shop also...
deN gege Bought A PSP ...anD den rush oFf to buy his gf her bday present..
and we WEnt to chervons to sing... den the last 1/2 hr.. gege and mike disappear..
den after our last song we went out tO find gege.. I was Stunted~ wHen i Saw...
the scar on GeGE's hand... mike told me.. dat Bitch just broke off with gege..
den gege Use CIggs to burn himself.. I see le felt very sad..
den My eyes very red... hoW can she Bully my Gege like dat...
gege vEry sad, he also dunno wad he doing.. den smk and smk and smk...
I very worried for him.. :( I hate that bitch... all along also dun really like
her... now still bully my gege..~!!!! xiaojiayi also very hate her... tmd.~!!!
Lets Hope gege will get it over SOon~
Sunday, July 22, 2007
~ 黑色幽默 ~
~ 黑色幽默 ~
black humor is like satire, its like, kind of laughing at the misfortune of others, have you seen american beauty? That movie is filled with it. In this song, that is what he is talking about. He thinks that the girl is playing games with him and he is confused if she is serious or not.
black humor is like satire, its like, kind of laughing at the misfortune of others, have you seen american beauty? That movie is filled with it. In this song, that is what he is talking about. He thinks that the girl is playing games with him and he is confused if she is serious or not.
要找一个懂我的人已经很难了， 何况是一个爱我的人。。。
TiLL noW... at the agE of 23... i Think only Jeremy
is the Only Guy in My life who truLy understands..me
WhenEver I am sad or.. fEEls trouble.. I dun even have to Tell him
anything.. straight away he knows... we weRe once So Closed...
buT howEver... we Lost contact eventually...
anyway not Even... that bastard.. understands..me..lorz
though... There is another frn.. where I think he is quite similiar to Jeremy
but somehow... its just like dat... maybe i just wanna find back the feeling when
times were back to sec sch... where Jeremy.. is the only one..
wHo treat me very nice and gd...as A frn~
TiLL noW... at the agE of 23... i Think only Jeremy
is the Only Guy in My life who truLy understands..me
WhenEver I am sad or.. fEEls trouble.. I dun even have to Tell him
anything.. straight away he knows... we weRe once So Closed...
buT howEver... we Lost contact eventually...
anyway not Even... that bastard.. understands..me..lorz
though... There is another frn.. where I think he is quite similiar to Jeremy
but somehow... its just like dat... maybe i just wanna find back the feeling when
times were back to sec sch... where Jeremy.. is the only one..
wHo treat me very nice and gd...as A frn~
fail my 2nd TP... and break into Tears..once i reached..home..
very saD... so sad.. haiz... try so hard.. yet still failed..
Too Nervous... le.. saddiEz... and Decide to ask Chinchin out..
for ClubbIng..
sAY is to 安慰 her.. actaully is I very sad and aNgry At Myself,
also craving... For clubbing lar... All their fault who ask them..
Kc, sam and sen nv wait for me to Go Club... they wEnt MOs on friday..
Where I be gd ger stay at home slp...
sO just now Went TO DBL O with Kc and Chinchin.. Angela and her ahmad came..ltr..
Guess the only time i Am Free from troubles.. and Worries.. and truly bE happy is
When I am On thE daNce Floor... Letting out all my engery....
Oh yA b4 dat I went Ah ma House.. heE Am So LucKy cos.. i Last Min decide to go de..
and Ah Ma Cooked My fAV Soup~ Lotus Black bean Soup~~ 好喝~！ lolx Also Have Rojah~
lol...aGain... da Gu..lolx mention .. abt.. wELL dun be So dishearted abt the Fail
relationship.. sayiNg next Time can Find a beTter One... WeLl hahA sOry I dun
bElieve in TRue love anyMore..
wELl when I still yOung Maybe... very Like To find a BF... a Guy who reaLLy loves
me, care for me.. and dotes.. me.. but.. Com on ..TELl me.. How Much LOVE can cost??
aLL U get Is a Guy who Pin all ur bubbles... trash ur hopes.. make u DisappointED
and gIve u emPty PromisEs... aLL guys.. are the SAMe.. !!
Chin Chin say ur buddy KC not bad...one.. lolx ask me consider..
dawn mention dat TOo.. since we sO click can go ktV 2 person.. sing and Sing.. lolx
haha erm,, haha ya Kc consider not bad..lar but he 1 yr yonger lor heLLO...lolx
haha KC, sam & sen all 3 are Super nice guys~... belIve they wIll treat Their GF
very nice de.. but.. lol 3 i also very Close de..lorx cOme On.. lolx they dun treat
me as A Ger de lor.. to them I am A GUY~!!!! thats Y we SO click~ lolx they Are my
gaY buDDies.. I love Them sO much~ ... wad My life will be if theY didn't appEAR ???
very saD... so sad.. haiz... try so hard.. yet still failed..
Too Nervous... le.. saddiEz... and Decide to ask Chinchin out..
for ClubbIng..
sAY is to 安慰 her.. actaully is I very sad and aNgry At Myself,
also craving... For clubbing lar... All their fault who ask them..
Kc, sam and sen nv wait for me to Go Club... they wEnt MOs on friday..
Where I be gd ger stay at home slp...
sO just now Went TO DBL O with Kc and Chinchin.. Angela and her ahmad came..ltr..
Guess the only time i Am Free from troubles.. and Worries.. and truly bE happy is
When I am On thE daNce Floor... Letting out all my engery....
Oh yA b4 dat I went Ah ma House.. heE Am So LucKy cos.. i Last Min decide to go de..
and Ah Ma Cooked My fAV Soup~ Lotus Black bean Soup~~ 好喝~！ lolx Also Have Rojah~
lol...aGain... da Gu..lolx mention .. abt.. wELL dun be So dishearted abt the Fail
relationship.. sayiNg next Time can Find a beTter One... WeLl hahA sOry I dun
bElieve in TRue love anyMore..
wELl when I still yOung Maybe... very Like To find a BF... a Guy who reaLLy loves
me, care for me.. and dotes.. me.. but.. Com on ..TELl me.. How Much LOVE can cost??
aLL U get Is a Guy who Pin all ur bubbles... trash ur hopes.. make u DisappointED
and gIve u emPty PromisEs... aLL guys.. are the SAMe.. !!
Chin Chin say ur buddy KC not bad...one.. lolx ask me consider..
dawn mention dat TOo.. since we sO click can go ktV 2 person.. sing and Sing.. lolx
haha erm,, haha ya Kc consider not bad..lar but he 1 yr yonger lor heLLO...lolx
haha KC, sam & sen all 3 are Super nice guys~... belIve they wIll treat Their GF
very nice de.. but.. lol 3 i also very Close de..lorx cOme On.. lolx they dun treat
me as A Ger de lor.. to them I am A GUY~!!!! thats Y we SO click~ lolx they Are my
gaY buDDies.. I love Them sO much~ ... wad My life will be if theY didn't appEAR ???
Friday, July 20, 2007
Thursday, July 19, 2007
歌曲：害怕
歌曲：害怕
歌手：林俊杰 专辑：第二天堂
wu~~~~~~~~~~~wo~~~~~~~~~~~
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差
*我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再
去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我
而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你
这网里我也撑着
拼了命的守着
歌手：林俊杰 专辑：第二天堂
wu~~~~~~~~~~~wo~~~~~~~~~~~
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差
*我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再
去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我
而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你
这网里我也撑着
拼了命的守着
Monday, July 16, 2007
~Shit~
~Shit~
stuPid.. think i really quite drunk... last nite...
gege called me.. ask me go out.. den ask y I sounds..so gloomy..
I : sTill Seh ma...
I : Uncle 我昨天喝多少leh。。
den Gege start scolding me...lolx.. he say nobody ask me to drink... SO much lor..
den say I keep saying Uncle, 我喝多少。。...lolx I tot i only today just tell him.. this.. only..
he said i last nite keep repeating... this... lolx... haha .. xianz.. Think i must really be drunk...
Totally NO idea abt...wad I had done or tok last nite..lolx morning Wake up...
also can't even walk properly..zzz lolx... tmd... haha ok lar..
since i also long time nv drink till like dat..le..but Hang Over.. not very Gd.. fEELing..
tIred.. head spinning... gong gong~ stoning... xianz xianz xianx....
Right now.. GOt to Drink Alot of Green Tea.. den ltr still Goin out with
gege... mei mei and cheng...
Recently.. duno y.. keep having.. headaches.. till migranes... and each time..
last for 1/2 day... Wanted to Pop panadols.. But.. haiz.. I just have to endure the pain
cos I can't panadols.. Got phobia... unless fever den take..zZzz den ytd took 2 sts frm gege..
and asked isit becos.. I stop le..dats y... gege say.. ya.. if suddenly stops..
will somehow have withdrawal effects.. den i say Orh... den actually last nite at chervons..
after the 1st mug of beer.. It smoothens the Pain... evntually my headaches.. actually have
gone..
stuPid.. think i really quite drunk... last nite...
gege called me.. ask me go out.. den ask y I sounds..so gloomy..
I : sTill Seh ma...
I : Uncle 我昨天喝多少leh。。
den Gege start scolding me...lolx.. he say nobody ask me to drink... SO much lor..
den say I keep saying Uncle, 我喝多少。。...lolx I tot i only today just tell him.. this.. only..
he said i last nite keep repeating... this... lolx... haha .. xianz.. Think i must really be drunk...
Totally NO idea abt...wad I had done or tok last nite..lolx morning Wake up...
also can't even walk properly..zzz lolx... tmd... haha ok lar..
since i also long time nv drink till like dat..le..but Hang Over.. not very Gd.. fEELing..
tIred.. head spinning... gong gong~ stoning... xianz xianz xianx....
Right now.. GOt to Drink Alot of Green Tea.. den ltr still Goin out with
gege... mei mei and cheng...
Recently.. duno y.. keep having.. headaches.. till migranes... and each time..
last for 1/2 day... Wanted to Pop panadols.. But.. haiz.. I just have to endure the pain
cos I can't panadols.. Got phobia... unless fever den take..zZzz den ytd took 2 sts frm gege..
and asked isit becos.. I stop le..dats y... gege say.. ya.. if suddenly stops..
will somehow have withdrawal effects.. den i say Orh... den actually last nite at chervons..
after the 1st mug of beer.. It smoothens the Pain... evntually my headaches.. actually have
gone..
~ SuNday ~
~FianLLY Drunk~
ydT... Met Sam 2pm at Orchard Mrt... and we Went to Far East..
To Window shop...lolx For me.. we shop ard... and i tried some... Shades..
He say big one.. Nice... lolx... Asked Sam... My new Hairstlye Nice? he say nice..
lolx but not Punk enugh...lolx.. he say wanted tO Help me style...
haha Woo long Time nv Meet SAm and ah Sen.. Miss Them.. so Much...
GueSSed WAd? i really miss them.. alot.. and I love them.. so Much...
They are the Ones.. When I am so DOwn.. With wad Happen tat time..
They Are my dearest... help me...accompanY..me... through my darkest Part of Life..
WiLL nv Ever Forget them.,,muaKz... haha.. 3.30.. I acc.. SAM to weELock PLace... TO MTM
He book a Trail treament foR his EYe bag... haha SAm's $$ so Easy TO earn...
LucKy i Was there with him... Lolx SAVE HIM!!!!! ar bo i think he WOuld.. just SPent his $$$.
dEN Ah sen Came..TOO..haha We TOOk Some Pictures... in MTM... wOO nice nice...
haha .. WeLL then After dat..weNt back to Far East .. Conitue..shopping.. SAM bought A pair..
Of Pants.. Which both Sen and I toT WAsn't very Nice... but..lolx.. as eXpected... I knew he will
buy. tHen Told Ah Sen... : 'Sam's $$ very easy To earn ... Next time.. I got $$ I Open a Boutique
Just Selling Guys... clothing.. and.. Put Some xiao mei mei tHere serve him.. he sure buy... lolx.'
Sen LuFF..lolx gagaga...lallaa after dat.. we Went to ... the level 4?... to EAt diiner Culet rice..
den went TO cIne... Sen 'DaBao' Chicken rice.. for SAmmy.. and bring to Taka.. to find her..
and Acc her.. till she finish her dinner.. while me and Sam.. went to Cinie....to find CLover..
FianLLY.. Bought my Clover.. WOo Ex... $24.90 just for a Hp ...Accessory.. den That time..
gege Called.. me.. ask me where am i...Told gege..I was at Cinie... Then he said he was with
Xiaojiaoyi & cheng at The Califonial Fitness....then Ask me..how if wanting to meet them...
but they leaving Town.. Told gege i Will go find them ltr... sTill Choosing my CLover for quite
some time..just 5 mins.. ltr after gege called.. gege Called again...
GEGE: Mei mei~
Me: huh? simi?
GeGE: GUESS WAD~
Me: ???
GEGE : I SAW ur EX~~!!!
Me : where?
GEGE: califonial there.lorz.. walking towards... somerset MRT..
ME: huh huh.. really ar.. with a GEr huh?
Gege: Not yet.. alone...
Me: Ok~ .. SHIT~
.................................................................................
shit.. AFter dat.. I started feeling very Nervous.. unwell.. i very scare will meet..him..
And its.. quite obvious.. that I started.. to nervous.. den i TOld sam..
and when SEN came.. he ask me.. eh wad happen..? den i told him.. he said wont so suay de lar..
lets GO play Pool.... den i Started Stonning.. they tried to Crack Jokes.. on my Ex..
I knoew they trying to make me Feels.. better... haiz.. den I started having my Migrane...
ard 9pm.. ended the Pool... den went to Long JOhn... and...Sen wanted to makan...
den.. after dat we tOk abt clubbling... his gf.. my ex.. dat bitch.. and alot of stuffs.. till ard
9.45pm Den I Took 502 Express tO Chervons.. Find gege they all...
and drank gege's beeer...and Singin...After dat,, I felt no enugh.. told gege.. so how?
and Finally decided to go to XiaoJiayi's Place...
acc her back and went to 7-11 to buy half dozen beer.. and me one person drink again..
This time.. I am .. Drunk.. and after dat Took cab home.. Was Totally.. OFF...zzz
Did not have the energy anymore.. just drop dead on to bed.. till now. den Took oFF my Lens..
remove my make up... and while removing my make up... i saw my Eye liner.. drop...
not sure if Last nite,.. I cried or not.. totally forgotten..wad happen..
only know i drink and drink.. and drink and drink .. gege was on the phone with 'M' his ex..
me just drinking and drinking.. while xJiayi playing with her puppies... Piano and Misty..
WOo i Really love Piano Alot she is so cute...den now still thinking if i actually had cry.. zzz now..
very seh.. abit hang over..reaLLy.. fianlly Drunk? WOoo
ydT... Met Sam 2pm at Orchard Mrt... and we Went to Far East..
To Window shop...lolx For me.. we shop ard... and i tried some... Shades..
He say big one.. Nice... lolx... Asked Sam... My new Hairstlye Nice? he say nice..
lolx but not Punk enugh...lolx.. he say wanted tO Help me style...
haha Woo long Time nv Meet SAm and ah Sen.. Miss Them.. so Much...
GueSSed WAd? i really miss them.. alot.. and I love them.. so Much...
They are the Ones.. When I am so DOwn.. With wad Happen tat time..
They Are my dearest... help me...accompanY..me... through my darkest Part of Life..
WiLL nv Ever Forget them.,,muaKz... haha.. 3.30.. I acc.. SAM to weELock PLace... TO MTM
He book a Trail treament foR his EYe bag... haha SAm's $$ so Easy TO earn...
LucKy i Was there with him... Lolx SAVE HIM!!!!! ar bo i think he WOuld.. just SPent his $$$.
dEN Ah sen Came..TOO..haha We TOOk Some Pictures... in MTM... wOO nice nice...
haha .. WeLL then After dat..weNt back to Far East .. Conitue..shopping.. SAM bought A pair..
Of Pants.. Which both Sen and I toT WAsn't very Nice... but..lolx.. as eXpected... I knew he will
buy. tHen Told Ah Sen... : 'Sam's $$ very easy To earn ... Next time.. I got $$ I Open a Boutique
Just Selling Guys... clothing.. and.. Put Some xiao mei mei tHere serve him.. he sure buy... lolx.'
Sen LuFF..lolx gagaga...lallaa after dat.. we Went to ... the level 4?... to EAt diiner Culet rice..
den went TO cIne... Sen 'DaBao' Chicken rice.. for SAmmy.. and bring to Taka.. to find her..
and Acc her.. till she finish her dinner.. while me and Sam.. went to Cinie....to find CLover..
FianLLY.. Bought my Clover.. WOo Ex... $24.90 just for a Hp ...Accessory.. den That time..
gege Called.. me.. ask me where am i...Told gege..I was at Cinie... Then he said he was with
Xiaojiaoyi & cheng at The Califonial Fitness....then Ask me..how if wanting to meet them...
but they leaving Town.. Told gege i Will go find them ltr... sTill Choosing my CLover for quite
some time..just 5 mins.. ltr after gege called.. gege Called again...
GEGE: Mei mei~
Me: huh? simi?
GeGE: GUESS WAD~
Me: ???
GEGE : I SAW ur EX~~!!!
Me : where?
GEGE: califonial there.lorz.. walking towards... somerset MRT..
ME: huh huh.. really ar.. with a GEr huh?
Gege: Not yet.. alone...
Me: Ok~ .. SHIT~
.................................................................................
shit.. AFter dat.. I started feeling very Nervous.. unwell.. i very scare will meet..him..
And its.. quite obvious.. that I started.. to nervous.. den i TOld sam..
and when SEN came.. he ask me.. eh wad happen..? den i told him.. he said wont so suay de lar..
lets GO play Pool.... den i Started Stonning.. they tried to Crack Jokes.. on my Ex..
I knoew they trying to make me Feels.. better... haiz.. den I started having my Migrane...
ard 9pm.. ended the Pool... den went to Long JOhn... and...Sen wanted to makan...
den.. after dat we tOk abt clubbling... his gf.. my ex.. dat bitch.. and alot of stuffs.. till ard
9.45pm Den I Took 502 Express tO Chervons.. Find gege they all...
and drank gege's beeer...and Singin...After dat,, I felt no enugh.. told gege.. so how?
and Finally decided to go to XiaoJiayi's Place...
acc her back and went to 7-11 to buy half dozen beer.. and me one person drink again..
This time.. I am .. Drunk.. and after dat Took cab home.. Was Totally.. OFF...zzz
Did not have the energy anymore.. just drop dead on to bed.. till now. den Took oFF my Lens..
remove my make up... and while removing my make up... i saw my Eye liner.. drop...
not sure if Last nite,.. I cried or not.. totally forgotten..wad happen..
only know i drink and drink.. and drink and drink .. gege was on the phone with 'M' his ex..
me just drinking and drinking.. while xJiayi playing with her puppies... Piano and Misty..
WOo i Really love Piano Alot she is so cute...den now still thinking if i actually had cry.. zzz now..
very seh.. abit hang over..reaLLy.. fianlly Drunk? WOoo
Sunday, July 15, 2007
《世界上最远的距离》
好几百年光阴流过去了，在与长江同样重要的河流--恒河边上，也有一位和李之仪一样蘸着水声作诗的人。他面前的涛声却化作《世界上最远的距离》：
“ 世界上最远的距离
不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起......”
印度诗人泰戈尔和中国词人李之仪，太相似的是大江流日夜，客心悲未央。太不相似的是：后者，用心灵克服距离；前者，用心灵制造距离。
甚至，泰戈尔索性说：
“ 世界上最远的距离
是尚未相遇
便注定无法相聚
世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天
一个却深潜海底”
Link: http://linan.blshe.com/post/73/41967
“ 世界上最远的距离
不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
世界上最远的距离
不是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起......”
印度诗人泰戈尔和中国词人李之仪，太相似的是大江流日夜，客心悲未央。太不相似的是：后者，用心灵克服距离；前者，用心灵制造距离。
甚至，泰戈尔索性说：
“ 世界上最远的距离
是尚未相遇
便注定无法相聚
世界上最远的距离
是鱼与飞鸟的距离
一个在天
一个却深潜海底”
Link: http://linan.blshe.com/post/73/41967
Saturday, July 14, 2007
错了再错
歌曲：错了再错
歌手：张栋梁 专辑：王子
退到了绝境再退破碎到不能破碎
能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下
我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧
即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我
不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
为什么连谎言你也给刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说
歌手：张栋梁 专辑：王子
退到了绝境再退破碎到不能破碎
能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下
我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧
即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我
不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
为什么连谎言你也给刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说
Friday, July 13, 2007
~ Sentosa ~
~ Sentosa 09/07/2007 ~
Pictures Up~
Pictures Up~
xIaoJiayi brought her 2 doggies...aLong.. the puppy in black is called 'Piano'
the White one is called 'Misty' I like Piano... she's so Cute.. dun U think so??
lolx i aLways.. like Dogs Since young.. I rem there's once i told my dad that
I wana a Dog as my bday present when i was quite young...
Den He Told my Aunt to buy me a Dog Softtoy... -_- lolx but i Told him i wanted real one..
He said cannot i still TOo yOung .. Can't even take care of Myself.. how to Own a DOg..
sobsob...Nvm.. now i can't Own.. next time..if I will get married...
den My husband must be a Dog Lover..lolx he must buy me one...
if I nv get married in the End.. I will buy myself.. 1 haha...
KBOX
~ KBOX Lastnite ~
wELl went to Kbox Lot1 with Kc...
haha Omg we are crazy lolx
2 person ktv for 5 hrs..
haha and the last 30 mins... with just keep repeating 2 songs...
1. I Still believe.. (cos KC.. wanna train that song..)
2. 窗外（I also wanna train this song cos nv sing b4 only
last nite lolx but KC is Gd at this song..
even taught me how to sing the female part.. haha）
sO we just keep repeating this 2 sOngs.. lolx
wOo like Long time nv sing till SO Shiok~
hm..KBOx system.. still The Best..and my Fav~ lolx
wELl went to Kbox Lot1 with Kc...
haha Omg we are crazy lolx
2 person ktv for 5 hrs..
haha and the last 30 mins... with just keep repeating 2 songs...
1. I Still believe.. (cos KC.. wanna train that song..)
2. 窗外（I also wanna train this song cos nv sing b4 only
last nite lolx but KC is Gd at this song..
even taught me how to sing the female part.. haha）
sO we just keep repeating this 2 sOngs.. lolx
wOo like Long time nv sing till SO Shiok~
hm..KBOx system.. still The Best..and my Fav~ lolx
漩涡
歌曲：漩涡
歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：逆光
总装着很有把握
不准爱渗入生活
才发现闯了祸
让你当真以为我的心上了锁
让你绝望地走
成全独立的我
好想捂住耳朵
不想不看不想听谁说
好想蹲在角落
把谴责的眼光都躲过
像个黑色漩涡
将我吞没
悔恨已逃不脱
我承认这都是我
感情事处理得不妥
从不说
我爱你
那么多
原来人可能脆弱
爱让我很难振作
我坐在最前座
人生第一次面对什么叫落寞
经历你这一走
最大傻瓜是我
我不要谁好心帮我
每个人像在隔岸观火
看我犯错
提醒我说
都是我的错
提醒我说
逼你离开我
就算同情是条绳索
我也没办法伸出双手
拯救自己(除了你)
除非是你(拯救我)
肯回头(为了我)
扭转这个结果
歌手：孙燕姿 专辑：逆光
总装着很有把握
不准爱渗入生活
才发现闯了祸
让你当真以为我的心上了锁
让你绝望地走
成全独立的我
好想捂住耳朵
不想不看不想听谁说
好想蹲在角落
把谴责的眼光都躲过
像个黑色漩涡
将我吞没
悔恨已逃不脱
我承认这都是我
感情事处理得不妥
从不说
我爱你
那么多
原来人可能脆弱
爱让我很难振作
我坐在最前座
人生第一次面对什么叫落寞
经历你这一走
最大傻瓜是我
我不要谁好心帮我
每个人像在隔岸观火
看我犯错
提醒我说
都是我的错
提醒我说
逼你离开我
就算同情是条绳索
我也没办法伸出双手
拯救自己(除了你)
除非是你(拯救我)
肯回头(为了我)
扭转这个结果
Thursday, July 12, 2007
方大同 - 爱爱爱
方大同 - 爱爱爱
作曲 : 方大同 填词 : 周耀辉
在哪里记载第一个桃花贼
谁在哪里典卖第一支紫玉钗
我在这里见怪更怪
见过电影里面人家的海
更枇去看海
唱过人家的爱更想找爱
你哭起来我笑起来
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败
我爱故我在
找到爱幸福的人肯不肯躲起来
正在寂寞的人能不能站起来
我在这里陪你无奈
读过小说里面人家等待
更习惯等待
唱过人家的爱更想找爱
你喊出来我静下来
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败
我爱故我在
挥不出满天满地的尘埃
买不起满街口袋的品牌
你闷起来我傻起来可以爱
会不会整个时代只有一个告白
谁不爱过不存在
不明不白不分好歹
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败
我爱故我在
Link: http://www.mtvtop.net/html1/25172.htm
作曲 : 方大同 填词 : 周耀辉
在哪里记载第一个桃花贼
谁在哪里典卖第一支紫玉钗
我在这里见怪更怪
见过电影里面人家的海
更枇去看海
唱过人家的爱更想找爱
你哭起来我笑起来
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败
我爱故我在
找到爱幸福的人肯不肯躲起来
正在寂寞的人能不能站起来
我在这里陪你无奈
读过小说里面人家等待
更习惯等待
唱过人家的爱更想找爱
你喊出来我静下来
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败
我爱故我在
挥不出满天满地的尘埃
买不起满街口袋的品牌
你闷起来我傻起来可以爱
会不会整个时代只有一个告白
谁不爱过不存在
不明不白不分好歹
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败
我爱故我在
Link: http://www.mtvtop.net/html1/25172.htm
Nini
Thanks Nini for ur E-CarD~ Love u always~
I like that pic.. very nice and sweet... Thanks babe~...
I know u are always there for me..no matter how far we are...
so when are u coming back to SG?? 还有多久？
窗外
窗外
男：点了支不想抽的菸YA~
思念像烟圈飘散在窗边OH~
女：泡了杯没糖的咖啡
我擦的香水OH~
会不会飘到你面前
女：天空上的云
男：外面下的雨
女：彷佛像你的心情捉摸不定
男：捉摸不定
合：回想你扮鬼脸的表情
男：难以忘记OH~（女：以忘记OH~）
男：爱离窗外越来越远
女：是我太顾虑尊严
男：下著大雨那一夜（女：虽然）
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）
合：我才发现我无力挽回OH~
女：爱离窗外越来越远
男：爱以被画上等线
女：已过了多久时间
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）
合：我才发现这早已经是从前
休息一下（间奏）
男：点了支不想抽的菸YA~
思念像烟圈飘散在窗边OH~
女：泡了杯没糖的咖啡
我擦的香水OH~
会不会飘到你面前
女：天空上的云
男：外面下的雨
女：彷佛像你的心情捉摸不定
男：捉摸不定
合：回想你扮鬼脸的表情
男：难以忘记OH~（女：以忘记OH~）
男：爱离窗外越来越远
女：是我太顾虑尊严
男：下著大雨那一夜（女：虽然）
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）
合：我才发现我无力挽回OH~
女：爱离窗外越来越远
男：爱以被画上等线
女：已过了多久时间
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）
合：我才发现这早已经是从前
女：我想拉上窗帘
男：OH~我想闭上双眼
合：只是我不想看到窗外过去的情结YA~（OH~）
男：爱离窗外越来越远
女：是我太顾虑转变
男：下著大雨那一夜（女：虽然）
合：你（我）哭红双眼
都是我不对（你没有不对）
我才发现我无力挽回OH~
女：爱离窗外越来越远
男：OH~越来越远
女：你等了多久时间
合：你（我）哭红双眼
都是我不对（你没有不对）
我才发现这早已经是从前
男：都是我不对～
女：你没有不对～
男：都是我不对～
女：你没有不对～
男：点了支不想抽的菸YA~
思念像烟圈飘散在窗边OH~
女：泡了杯没糖的咖啡
我擦的香水OH~
会不会飘到你面前
女：天空上的云
男：外面下的雨
女：彷佛像你的心情捉摸不定
男：捉摸不定
合：回想你扮鬼脸的表情
男：难以忘记OH~（女：以忘记OH~）
男：爱离窗外越来越远
女：是我太顾虑尊严
男：下著大雨那一夜（女：虽然）
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）
合：我才发现我无力挽回OH~
女：爱离窗外越来越远
男：爱以被画上等线
女：已过了多久时间
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）
合：我才发现这早已经是从前
休息一下（间奏）
男：点了支不想抽的菸YA~
思念像烟圈飘散在窗边OH~
女：泡了杯没糖的咖啡
我擦的香水OH~
会不会飘到你面前
女：天空上的云
男：外面下的雨
女：彷佛像你的心情捉摸不定
男：捉摸不定
合：回想你扮鬼脸的表情
男：难以忘记OH~（女：以忘记OH~）
男：爱离窗外越来越远
女：是我太顾虑尊严
男：下著大雨那一夜（女：虽然）
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）
合：我才发现我无力挽回OH~
女：爱离窗外越来越远
男：爱以被画上等线
女：已过了多久时间
男：你哭红双眼（女：我哭红双眼）
男：都是我不对（女：你没有不对）
合：我才发现这早已经是从前
女：我想拉上窗帘
男：OH~我想闭上双眼
合：只是我不想看到窗外过去的情结YA~（OH~）
男：爱离窗外越来越远
女：是我太顾虑转变
男：下著大雨那一夜（女：虽然）
合：你（我）哭红双眼
都是我不对（你没有不对）
我才发现我无力挽回OH~
女：爱离窗外越来越远
男：OH~越来越远
女：你等了多久时间
合：你（我）哭红双眼
都是我不对（你没有不对）
我才发现这早已经是从前
男：都是我不对～
女：你没有不对～
男：都是我不对～
女：你没有不对～
My Big Workout
~ My Big Workout ~
wELL wOke up ard 9.50am.. den wash up...
changed and bring my bball down... to play...
but not abit 'lau hong' haha hm...
dunno How Long nv play bball le...
When i am Playing bball.. memmories of sec sch... flashes back
cOs.. I was thinking... the Way that hanwei taught me de last time..
how to bend the knees.. and use the left hand to support the ball
and the right hand to shoot,... den rem ... my class.. ppl..
xueni, jiayan, xiaorong.. when PE time.. ask to Play bball..
all siam... and very unwillingly.. guess i am the only one.. who is keen..
so Often Play with weizhang weejia and especially wenhong..
den suddenly.. flashes back.. all the memmories... in sec school...
girl guides.. how i frm.. a nobody promoted to Qm... and how to use our skills..
in camp... all that.. the fun we used to have... den i realised... how different I am
from last time.. and now.. i changed alot.. i Rem.. last time...
I am always very cheerful..and full of craps.. lolx and
I always have my funny thouGhts.. abt erything.
Most importantly... i am very Sporty and Strong ger,... not like now...
just keep hiding in a caves..of my own... aM I right nini??
I rem.. last time in sec sch days.. when i am unhappy i will just go running ...
and running and running.. to vent out... my unhappiness and sadness..right???
ya I rem... everything now... maybe as times.. gOes by.. as we grow up.. and
as more bad things.. happen to me.. I have slowly forgotten.. wad i am used to Be...
ya,,, everytime a bad things happen i grew to be more gloomy... and down...
thats y.. i am very sorry to all my friends.. who actually cares for me.. sorry..
to let u guys.. worry so much.. especially nini...
U at US already got thing to fret.. abt.. still must worry abt me..
hopefully when u are back to SG... we can have more time.. for each other..
I really miss u... i Miss Shuqun TOO.. i miss the old Ai Ling.
wELL wOke up ard 9.50am.. den wash up...
changed and bring my bball down... to play...
but not abit 'lau hong' haha hm...
dunno How Long nv play bball le...
When i am Playing bball.. memmories of sec sch... flashes back
cOs.. I was thinking... the Way that hanwei taught me de last time..
how to bend the knees.. and use the left hand to support the ball
and the right hand to shoot,... den rem ... my class.. ppl..
xueni, jiayan, xiaorong.. when PE time.. ask to Play bball..
all siam... and very unwillingly.. guess i am the only one.. who is keen..
so Often Play with weizhang weejia and especially wenhong..
den suddenly.. flashes back.. all the memmories... in sec school...
girl guides.. how i frm.. a nobody promoted to Qm... and how to use our skills..
in camp... all that.. the fun we used to have... den i realised... how different I am
from last time.. and now.. i changed alot.. i Rem.. last time...
I am always very cheerful..and full of craps.. lolx and
I always have my funny thouGhts.. abt erything.
Most importantly... i am very Sporty and Strong ger,... not like now...
just keep hiding in a caves..of my own... aM I right nini??
I rem.. last time in sec sch days.. when i am unhappy i will just go running ...
and running and running.. to vent out... my unhappiness and sadness..right???
ya I rem... everything now... maybe as times.. gOes by.. as we grow up.. and
as more bad things.. happen to me.. I have slowly forgotten.. wad i am used to Be...
ya,,, everytime a bad things happen i grew to be more gloomy... and down...
thats y.. i am very sorry to all my friends.. who actually cares for me.. sorry..
to let u guys.. worry so much.. especially nini...
U at US already got thing to fret.. abt.. still must worry abt me..
hopefully when u are back to SG... we can have more time.. for each other..
I really miss u... i Miss Shuqun TOO.. i miss the old Ai Ling.
Stay The Same lyrics
Title: Joey Mcintyre - Stay The Same lyrics
Artist: Joey Mcintyre
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Chorus
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself, you¹re better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,cuz there¹s nothin' 'bout you I would change.
Verse
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.
Chorus
Bridge
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.
Artist: Joey Mcintyre
Visitors: 9265 visitors have hited Stay The Same Lyrics since Feb 12, 2007.
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Chorus
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself, you¹re better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,cuz there¹s nothin' 'bout you I would change.
Verse
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.
Chorus
Bridge
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Harry Potter
|~ Harry Potter ~|
wenT to waTch Harry Potter just Now..
Woo I Love Him so much lolx... he is sO cute~ haha
hm.. oVerAll QUITE nice.. but think Too LittLe
Actions...As in little Fighting..for This.. time..
Hm.. overALL i wiLL give 3 1/2 out of 5 points.. haha
hm... dunno isit.. cos.. this time its not 'him' to watch with me..
I felt abit sad ? cos.. previously.. all the Harry Potter..
all watched with him... now different le...
he Will watched with her and no longer me..
anyway frns.. dun worry i really get over le.. just dat..
same actor... same character.. but the person watched with me..
different le..还是会有伤感吧。。。
aFter Movie rushed off to Meet Dawnie... called her.. she nv picked up
lucky fOund her at minitOons.. and She say nah: FOund ur Cupid VooDoo.. lolx
daWnie bought me the cupid VoodOo.. hp accessory that i Drop at Chervons..
that time. DEn... after dat bring her to Aries... to buy black pins...
and head Towards mY home.. cause..
I teaching her How to Style her hair for her frn's wedding dinner...
haha she say ... so diff.. nah its easy.. iF u Practice enugh...
COs Practice makes perfect~ lolx Finally.. haha She PassED~ lolx.. haha after some
demo...
wenT to waTch Harry Potter just Now..
Woo I Love Him so much lolx... he is sO cute~ haha
hm.. oVerAll QUITE nice.. but think Too LittLe
Actions...As in little Fighting..for This.. time..
Hm.. overALL i wiLL give 3 1/2 out of 5 points.. haha
hm... dunno isit.. cos.. this time its not 'him' to watch with me..
I felt abit sad ? cos.. previously.. all the Harry Potter..
all watched with him... now different le...
he Will watched with her and no longer me..
anyway frns.. dun worry i really get over le.. just dat..
same actor... same character.. but the person watched with me..
different le..还是会有伤感吧。。。
aFter Movie rushed off to Meet Dawnie... called her.. she nv picked up
lucky fOund her at minitOons.. and She say nah: FOund ur Cupid VooDoo.. lolx
daWnie bought me the cupid VoodOo.. hp accessory that i Drop at Chervons..
that time. DEn... after dat bring her to Aries... to buy black pins...
and head Towards mY home.. cause..
I teaching her How to Style her hair for her frn's wedding dinner...
haha she say ... so diff.. nah its easy.. iF u Practice enugh...
COs Practice makes perfect~ lolx Finally.. haha She PassED~ lolx.. haha after some
demo...
当你孤单你会想起谁 II
|当你孤单你会想起谁|
This song I think suits my frn very much..
Cos.. just like the lyrcis... said..
aNd frm mY understanding of this frn...
你的心情总在飞
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
And tHis Frn told me b4 he is very afraid of being Lonely...
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
hm.. where else.. this part.. erm.. maybe ?
i not sure abt this but this frn.. of mine heath not very gd..
body quite weak... So try to Tough? yet So weAK? 经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
Always... Meet 'frns' think mostly are Gers ba.. ~ For dinner.. movie~
你最害怕每天的天黑 this haha not sure Too.. but nite time..
Especially when he is very tired.. and slping soon
he will become very 温柔 ..
但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
Recently he have been acting very strange...
Think he is trying to distant from me.. though i dun really know y...
but .. 人总要离别 谁也不能永远陪谁 .. this is HOw i see it ba...
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对
SomeTimes.. we Do feELs lonely at times...
So Think becos of his current situation maybe he tends to feel lonely?
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
This song I think suits my frn very much..
Cos.. just like the lyrcis... said..
aNd frm mY understanding of this frn...
你的心情总在飞
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
And tHis Frn told me b4 he is very afraid of being Lonely...
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
hm.. where else.. this part.. erm.. maybe ?
i not sure abt this but this frn.. of mine heath not very gd..
body quite weak... So try to Tough? yet So weAK? 经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
Always... Meet 'frns' think mostly are Gers ba.. ~ For dinner.. movie~
你最害怕每天的天黑 this haha not sure Too.. but nite time..
Especially when he is very tired.. and slping soon
he will become very 温柔 ..
但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
Recently he have been acting very strange...
Think he is trying to distant from me.. though i dun really know y...
but .. 人总要离别 谁也不能永远陪谁 .. this is HOw i see it ba...
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对
SomeTimes.. we Do feELs lonely at times...
So Think becos of his current situation maybe he tends to feel lonely?
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
当你孤单你会想起谁
歌曲：当你孤单你会想起谁
歌手：张栋梁 专辑：首选张栋梁
你的心情总在飞
什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
music
你的心情总在飞,什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰,
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别,
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对,
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲,只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
歌手：张栋梁 专辑：首选张栋梁
你的心情总在飞
什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
music
你的心情总在飞,什么事都要去追
想抓住一点安慰,
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊
你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎
经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪
你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑,人总要离别,
谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对,
不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁
你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲,只有我能体会
让我再陪你走一回
Harry Potter
-Harry Potter-
Oh Harry Potter is OUT~~~!!!! TODAY!...
I wan to watch~!!! Most favourite movie~
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Journey
歌曲：Journey
歌手：张韶涵
it's a long long journey
till i know where i'm supposed to be
it's a long long journey
and i don't know if i can believe
when shadows fall and block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you
many days i've spent
drifting on through empty shores
wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong
i know i will falter i know i will cry
i know you'll be standing by my side
it's a long long journey
and i need to be close to you
sometimes it feels no one understands
i don't even know why
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i can't see my soul
will you break down these walls and pull me through
cause it's a long long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies
when satan mocks and friends turn to foes
it feel like everything is out to make me lose control
cause it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you.to you
歌手：张韶涵
it's a long long journey
till i know where i'm supposed to be
it's a long long journey
and i don't know if i can believe
when shadows fall and block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you
many days i've spent
drifting on through empty shores
wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong
i know i will falter i know i will cry
i know you'll be standing by my side
it's a long long journey
and i need to be close to you
sometimes it feels no one understands
i don't even know why
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i can't see my soul
will you break down these walls and pull me through
cause it's a long long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies
when satan mocks and friends turn to foes
it feel like everything is out to make me lose control
cause it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you.to you
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