失眠

Totally nv slp..last nite.. Felt super Tired .. worn-out shagged~

Today's 1ST DAY at Samsung.. Tired.~! zzz very busy...

PAPA 生日快乐。 我很想念你。

歌曲：不想懂得

歌曲：不想懂得
歌手：张韶涵 作词:姚若龙

当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的

weLL checked my email.. saw his invitation to join his frnster network...

Not sure is him... or is that bitch who did it.. most probably is that bitch...

purposely wanna me to go view her frnster? Y dO such childish thing?

She aLready Won me.. but sTill want to disturb me???

So instead of emailing him which I think she Got his password.. to his email or frnster

I sent him an sms online... :


00: not sure if u are the one who sent frnster invitation or if ur GF. but i can tell u.. i will nv forget & forgive u. We can nv be frns.
00: And Tell her.She aldy Win and have u. so ask her 2 leave me alone. Theres nt u2 can do 2 pay me bk so just be it. N leave me alone. Thanks.

My ESHOP

- xaoa's [E]Shop -

Finally~... 1st Phase of my ESHOP is Out~ Yeah!

wEll hm.. have quite a number of positive comments

Thanks... PLEASE give me ur sUpporTs DEAR frns~

See anything nice..or interested... den BUY frm my ESHOP...

If nv see not keen also nvm.. u still can support me buy spreading it to frns ard u~\

xaoa's [E]Shop = http://xiaoai-eshop.blogspot.com

PS: However, frns who know my this blog please dun let other know abt my personal blog...

Cos i Wont be linking it to here.. yet frm here i will link to my ESHOP THANKS ALOT~!

WeLL actually prepared a gift for him.. but

still after some consideration.. i decide not to give him...

Cos i did not get enugh gifts ...zZz didn't manage to get engh gifts.. though.

haiZ.. while I was in bangkok.. choosing Gifts.. all i had in mind was tO

chooSe and think abt wad to buy for him.. and end up forgoting that I need to get

gifts for Others tOo zzz...haiz.. Wad Am I DOing ??? omg..zzz hai ...

BreakDown

tOtaLLy breakdown for 2 hrs..

va Sms me.. said she saw him.. in his co..

den she told me wad haPpen when they Met in the lift..

she say he look very paisei and stunned when they met in the lift

den she Ask him still with her.. den he nodded.. den va's colleague

Said: Thats wad called faithful...zZz

Va shoot her back: there's something u dunno..

Va look at him and speak: I dun have the time to Scold u only..hor..

zzzz haiz.. I hate him.. i really hate him.. I hate myself tOO

I dun understands.. y... he Can be so heartless to me..

throughout all these years dat we have been together?

Y Does things have to end it this way??

And Y he and that bitch.. can be.. TOgether.. And SO HAppy?

whIle.. I have to Suffered in the pain.. and misery that he causeD?

After so long... aLL I did .. was.. trying to escape.. away from.. everything...

I still lives as in normal.. but.. I know its all just becos.. I am very GD at..hiding and acting..

EVeryone tOT I am fine and ok.. already... but.. Still whenever ppl told news abt him or weva

I will breakdOwn... YYYYY!@@@

[元] says:
firday nite go drink??
[元] says:
ailing aimai?
[忠] says:
i ok
[小爱] says:
哪里？
[元] says:
boat quay?
[忠] says:
那里!!

[小爱] says:
是去喝而已还是去跳舞？
[元] says:
go drink nia ba
[小爱] says:
this one must say early~
[小爱] says:
lolx~
[元] says:
if i dance.. i cant survive working the next day
[忠] says:
不想跳舞
[小爱] says:
ok
[小爱] says:
nice picture taken just now~
[小爱] says:
lolx
[小爱] says:
i slept through the whole journey~ｌａｌａ
[元] says:
u wana see us kiss ma?
[小爱] says:
ｅｈ
[小爱] says:
LOL
[小爱] says:
dun wan
[小爱] says:
dat one digusting lorz
[元] says:
hahaha
[忠] says:

[小爱] says:
diaoz
[小爱] says:
y put ur snail out?
[小爱] says:
eh wad u guys doing?
[小爱] says:
lol
[小爱] says:
eh play online mj leh
[小爱] says:

[元] says:
just pao mai pian
[元] says:
hungry
[元] says:
online mj?
[小爱] says:
yaya
[小爱] says:
lol
[小爱] says:

[元] says:
from where?
[小爱] says:
eh
[小爱] says:
yahoo ?
[小爱] says:
lolx
[忠] says:
brb
[小爱] says:
go wherE?
[小爱] says:
lolx
[元] says:
忠 go 便便
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
so must wait a while
[爱] says:
ixix
[爱] says:

[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
[元][爱][忠]
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
...
[元] says:
LOL
[爱] says:
got meaning leh
[爱] says:
u love him
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
because of u i love him?
[元] says:
hjahhaa
[爱] says:
diaoz
[爱] says:
nope
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
did i scared u just now
[元] says:
for being too high?
[爱] says:
not really lar..
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
ok lor
[爱] says:
gd mar me him and lt very down today
[爱] says:
u high Gd mar bring up or mood
[元] says:
wah la..
[爱] says:
our mood
[元] says:
yah la..
[元] says:
must smile
[元] says:
smile more
[元] says:
but glad u guys look okie just now
[元] says:
thot u gonna look black face
[元] says:
and loon thai's forever sianz look
[爱] says:
smile and luff doesn't mean happy u know
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
just now got lor during lunch
[元] says:
i know
[爱] says:
lolx
[元] says:
haiz..
[元] says:
lonely lunch for me..
[元] says:
qi muo de eat my pork chop
[爱] says:
face black black den we 3 all feeling down..
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
nv tok much
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
den i suan jz mar..
[爱] says:
say he complain i tok to much and luff too much
[爱] says:
so i today tone down lorz
[爱] says:
lolx
[爱] says:
den he say very 不自在
[元] says:
hahaha
[爱] says:
den say his testimonial is joke only dun hold it in heart~
[爱] says:
lolx
[元] says:
but to some extend true ma
[元] says:
:x
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
say i tOo noisy huh?
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
and crazy ar..
[爱] says:
lolx
[爱] says:
gd mar..
[元] says:
u laff too much..
[元] says:
lol
[元] says:
cannot control
[爱] says:
at least entertain u all mar..
[爱] says:
not cannot control..
[元] says:
so 伟大
[爱] says:
if i tell u i luff to make u all luff and feel happy when i actually have no Feeling at all u believe?
[元] says:
辛苦你了
[元] says:
don't quite believe
[爱] says:
lolx dun copy lt la.
[元] says:
cause u laff until....
[元] says:
so.....
[元] says:
激动
[爱] says:
hai hao lar..
[爱] says:
i already lost my feelings..
[爱] says:
2 months ago
[爱] says:
lolx
[爱] says:
now i luff is for the sake of other ppl
[元] says:
biangz.. so jialat meh.
[爱] says:
i can no longer feeLs
[爱] says:
ya
[元] says:
okie okie.. we will 努力 to un-numb u
[爱] says:
but i will feel better if i can make my frns.. around me happy ma
[忠] says:
got say my bad things bo?
[元] says:
gonna try use fork poke u
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
bo
[爱] says:
bo
[爱] says:
only compain u say u bully me
[爱] says:

[爱] says:
brb i go take milk to drink~
[爱] says:
lala
[爱] says:
dun tok behind my back horZ
[忠] says:
lol
[元] says:
nothing much to talk behind ur back also
[爱] says:
back
[爱] says:
hee
[元] says:
so fast....
[爱] says:
yummy yummy
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
nice nice
[元] says:
i haven;t even start typing..
[爱] says:
i take to my room to drink mar..
[爱] says:
lala
[爱] says:
i love milk~
[爱] says:

[爱] says:
ahhh... nice~ lala
[元] says:
i love seeing ppl drink milk
[爱] says:
diaoz..
[元] says:
with the white stuff around the lips
[爱] says:
abit bian ai leh
[爱] says:
bian tai~
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
isit??
[元] says:
zhong like??
[爱] says:
he MIA again~
[忠] says:
mia?
[忠] says:
i like milk.....
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
i drinking HL milk
[爱] says:
u want?
[元] says:
eee....
[元] says:
dun like HL
[忠] says:
hl not bad
[元] says:
prefer marigold
[爱] says:
lol i like daisy hi-lo also
[爱] says:
lala
[爱] says:
irene got weak bones.. need to drink more milk~
[忠] says:
oooo
[爱] says:
ya~
[爱] says:
lolx tell u all a JOkE~
[爱] says:
let u all luFF
[爱] says:
I got a tOoth in front..hor.. the 1/2 of the tooth is .. fake de.. is filling like dat~ got chipped oFF
[忠] says:
i can see...
[元] says:
not farnie.. sounds painful though
[忠] says:
yah... dun think its funny
[爱] says:
no mar..
[爱] says:
GOt story behind it one..
[元] says:
*waiting*
[爱] says:
cOs i went to Mcdonal...
[爱] says:
and knock on the glASs Door.. and broke my Tooth~
[爱] says:
erm.. when i was let me i Think is after sec 4 i
[元] says:
and may i ask how old are u?
[爱] says:
waiting to go poly

[小太保] has been added to the conversation.

[元] says:
friday go drinking
[爱] says:
lol
[元] says:
friday go drinking!!
[忠] says:
LIM AH!!!!

[爱] says:
but its a painful plus PAISEI experience~
[爱] says:
xian.. den since then.. i go 1/2 faKE TOOTH
[爱] says:
!
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:
den the color drop liao.. should go dentist changed~
[爱] says:
lala
[元] says:
hahaa
[爱] says:
xiaotaibao so quiet
[忠] says:
i scared dentist
[元] says:
保保乖
[爱] says:
used to scare tOO..
[爱] says:
after the mcdonal incident not scare liao
[爱] says:
lol
[爱] says:

[元] says:
haha
[爱] says:
den take x-ray dentist say 1 tooth got 3 nervs
[爱] says:
1 broken
[爱] says:
he say if another or 2 more broken...
[小太保] says:
u say wanna c me on9 onli, not to chat.. so keep
[爱] says:
must take out the whole tooth den do crowning~
[爱] says:


You have just sent a nudge.

[元] says:
ps
[元] says:
abit bz

[忠] just sent you a nudge.

[小太保] writes:
[元] says:
brother... i always like ur drawing..
[元] says:
can draw me?
[忠] says:
got time draw the 4 of us ba
[小太保] says:
ur special face to hard
[小太保] says:
*too
[忠] says:
whos face special?
[小太保] says:
both
[元] says:
lol
[元] says:
just draw mt eyes big big can le
[元] says:
with messy hair
[元] says:
my*
[忠] says:
draw me small small eyes side parting can le
[元] says:
drwa irene one eye big one eye small with messy side parting.
[小太保] says:
me act act can la.. really draw cannot make it
[元] says:
u zai one lo
[元] says:
irene kunz liaoz?
[忠] says:
think she said brb
[小太保] says:
i wanna sleep de
[忠] says:
good nite bro
[小太保] says:

[元] says:
nitez~

[小太保] has left the conversation.

[忠] says:
think that ai ling.... ko liaoz
[元] says:
ya
[元] says:
lets go ba
[元] says:
nitez ailing!!
[元] says:
nitez bro
[元] says:
i go off too
[忠] says:
byebye ailingz and brother cy
[忠] says:
good nite

[忠] has left the conversation.
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WeLL.. months aGo.. noW everythiNg.. have changed

SO sad..

zZzzZ

wELL... Again...

tiLl this time AM sTIll Online

rencenTly.. have BeEn... haiz dunno wadever..

can't slp.. Stress abt $$... job.. zzz wELl and ...

HauNted by the ForBbiden Memmories that Were Left bEhind..

I nEed some FResh Air.. outside frm SG...

weLL lets Hope Everything will be fine when i CaMe bacK frm BK...

[小爱]：没有期望就不会有失望，没有失望就不会有绝望，所以只选择能遗忘。。。

莎士比亚说：“人们可支配自己的命运，若我们受制余人，那错不在命运，而在我们 。”

Shakespears said : To be or not to be, - That is a question



Well Recently.. Watching.. 终极一家 and 终极一班 the actors inside..

This Male lead(王亚瑟) he likes to say some Golden Qutoes of ShakesPears..

Which I think some quite nice and true~ ::) So .. went TO do some online

Resarch on shakesPears.. and Found some that i Really like..




莎士比亚名言

· 真实爱情的途径并不平坦。

· 学问必须合乎自己的兴趣，方才可以得益。

· 对自己不信任，还会信任什么真理。

· 对自己忠实，才不会对别人欺诈。

· 你若对自己诚实,日积月累,就无法对别人不忠了。

· 老老实实最能打动人心。

· 如果要别人诚信，首先要自己诚信。

· 善良的心地,就是黄金。

· 天啊，男人不变心，他就是十全十美了

· 春光不自留，莫怪东风恶。

· 装傻得好也是要靠才情的；他必须窥伺被他所取笑的人们的心情，了解他们的身份，还得看准了时机；然后像窥伺阗眼前每一只鸟雀的野鹰一样，每个机会都不放松。这是一种和聪明人的艺术一样艰难的工作。(This one.. wELL ya.. Very true~ )

wEll SuPpose tO meet some1...

but.. Dunno Do wad.. so in the end.. I just went to slp..z

now wAKe uP le.. weLl guEssed he is busy wIth some vEggie or some Stuffs

deCide not to disturb Him... zzz wOke up.. ard 8pm...

FeEling very bOred... plus Depressed... and Gastric...

haben Eat Dinner.. think I lost my Appetite...

haiz.. feeLs.. like going Out for a Drink.. yet..

no $$.. Iam very Broke now.. haiz..I need a job..

how to survive? I need to Find a temp job ASAP ..

haiz.. miserable.. life.. no life.......

feELs like going to fullerton there.. tO sit down and look at the river..

miss My dad..

ytd Went to lot1 Kbox with my cousin...

2 pax sing for 6hrszzz

Am sO Tired..

This morning.. keNa woke up by her SMS

den went tO jp Meet her for lunch... and back hm...

Sam.. came back.. to sg.. was complaining to him abt the bangkok trip thing..z

dun like to everything last min unpLanNed..

den he ask Me if I am going to wX bd Chalet.. I told him ..he nv invite me..

gueSs cos he invites his best buddy and that bitch... dats y nv ask me..

After dat, I became EMO.. again~ haiz.. tOtally feeling quite depressed...

sO dOwn... so Sad.. 心理不平衡 but.. think its quite nOrmal..ba..

bOred~ bored~

aM sO boRed~

zzzz

nEed a jOb Soon..

next weeK will be Off to BangKOk~

- Sunday -
went tO dOwnTown east with WG frn, mr H & his campmate.. yB Plus my dear Wendy...

basically is to Play MJ...

WeLL nv SAW b4 13 yao~ omg!!!! wendy Win 13 yAO!

dEn we Also Drank... some alcohol..

All quite seh except me.. totally no kick..

wenwen say i Power cos.. i nv slp.. still drink.. and i still can 'DOng' so long..

MOnday Morning.. Wenwen told me somthing .. She say ..mr H's frn yB is a Pervert ask me be careful of him.. was puzzled..

She Told me ltr.. that When we were slping.. he touched her Feet...zzz

to be continued...