Thursday, March 31, 2005

taking me for granted....

i am deciding to leave singaoppore to overseas ... for further studies... and i did mention to him b4... but he tOt i am not serious... but... the Feeling is getting stronger... fOr me.. to leave....
his taking me for granted....

taking me for granted....

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Treasure the one u love?

Why u dun wan to treasure me when u are with me?
Y can't u see the hurt i got from u? Y can't u just give
in when u already sees that i am giving in? Do u know
hoe much u hurt me? My heart is broken into bits and
pieces. You were the one who once destroyed the
relationship. Yet you are also the one who wanted it back.
When we aren't together, you try to show me concern,
you treat me as if u cares alot. But y when we are together,
you oways hurt me?? Are you going to wait until one day
i really leave u, then you can actually sees it?? YYY?
I told u that u were so selfish becos, you hurt me and you
are the only one that makes me feels so sad. You didn't
know did you? I felt so sad until i can't do my work properly,
i felt hurt and i am still sick and eventually i lost my appetite
completey and i didn't even for 2 days.. already. And i felt so
weak, but u keep on hurting me... You told me u were tired,
I knew but i just wanted u by my side, y can't u just commit?
You say wait till u finish your preoject, den wad about me?
I can't do it at all cos of you, you already affected me so much,
i totally lost the last gimps of strength. You promised the give me
happiness but hurt is wad u give, dissapointment is wad i get,
so do we have to really end it? Becos we are both so stubbon?
I wanted to have a nice tok with u, but u ......... u just wan to slp,
play games and.. neglected my feelings.

Why whould u hurt me so much? Hurt me so Long?

Oh Baby
Why would u hurt me so much,
Hurt me so long.
這一個人不該是我

Oh Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long?
Please Let Me Know……難過是你留給我的線索
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Hurt

wo ji de na shi hou ni bu rang wo qian ni de shou

ji dong de wo kuai feng xiang diao jin yi ge wu di de dong

ku xiao dou dai dian tong

 

zi cong ni shen me dou bu liu gei wo zhui jiu

duo zai wo de bei hou

qing shou li yong wen rou jiao huan le zhe yi chang e meng

 

Oh Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long?

Hurt Me So Long……zhe yi ge ren bu gai shi wo

 

Oh Baby Why Would You Hurt Me So Long?

Please Let Me Know…… nan guo shi ni liu gei wo de xian suo

 

mo fei wo de ju dong cheng le ni de ku zhong

cai an shi wo de suo you wo ning yuan mei you jing guo

ai yu fu de tai duo bu shi mei you xiang guo

zui yu ben de hui shi wo

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Saddeness Fills the heart~

Promises Are meant to be Broken.

Question: Y?
Ans: Don't Know!

Question: Would u ever hurt someone u love alot ??
Ans: Only heaven's know!

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Monday, March 14, 2005

sICK~!!!! KeNA BULLY!!!!

hm... sO sIck... siCK for around 4 days.. finallY this morning WEnt to See Doc.. and Got some med. for my flu, cough, sorethroat and antibiotics. Hm... ProJecT... FinaLLY consider 98.0% completed and lastly is to debug some eRRors and To TOuch up den... this coming weeK gOt To finish my Final Report and Presentation!!!! OMG i think must WRite ALOT aLOT..!!! aRGH... dat Stupid aSS buLLy me.. aGAin.... only knoe how to eat, sleep and play MaPle...!!! anGRY!!!

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

He BuLLy Me!!! / Facial /Treatment

mY dEAR buLLy me LAst nitE ... make me So SAd!!!! den i not feeling well today morning so applY paid leave... nv gO work!!!
OMG i sPENT sO much TODAY!!! haha todAY only!!!
Morning... 10am i went to facial and boughta blemish gell ~ After dat i went to Vincent & Daniel
for hair Treatment... its actually $60 my hair dresser already give me discount den i ask about the course thing,,.. She says there is... so i Pay $300 for the 6 treatments dat means 1 for $50 but i pay $260 only.. i will pay the rest the next time..

Facial = $20
Blemish GeLL = $18.50
Treatment $260
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Total = $298.50
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Omg i spent So much... hehe... weLL taKE aLOok at my treatmented hair

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Lappy SPoil / LOan LaPPy / Project Contiue

WeLL wELL diD i mention that my Lappy Spoil???
haiz... so saded u know...
the Toshiba ppl told me that they changed the VGA card, mothboard and now must replace the harddisk with a new one... cos... my harddisk is not functioning well and i think sort of crashED!!!

So i went tO sch yesterday to backup and loan a lappy from mel.
Now must continue on my project and... happy that my multi-server can works....