WeekEnds Outings

Hm.. well this weekend Many many happenenings..

Friday[23/09/05]

wELL last friday our team leads treat us sushi at the Sakae Sushi at Changi Aiport Terminal room. YuMmy yUMmy ~ Its a fun and enjoyable dinner with the team memebers... everyone was happy and cheerful and we joke around. Well anyway i have a fun dinner with them.

After dinner, i went to look for FY at shenton way. He went to the 2nd audition of PS. Then, i saw the how she sang not quite gd la.. infact... too soft.. and didn't succeed for the 1st round. Anyway i was very sian already cos got to wait so long for the whole thing to end. DEn after dat FY say must go and meet his cousin 1st... DEn after dat we went to MS to club.. As double O is TOo Pack, FY and me went to take a look at other pubs that is gd... den we saw this pub, i can't rem the name. But the cover charge was $15 for ladies and $20 for men... and its free-flow.. I didn't kknow until i saw the whole pub was so quiet .. no ppl.one.. den FY told me its the pub's 1st day oppenning.. Then came to this part... I was daMn angry becos... somthing.. i was already very no mood.. den now come to this pub so empty makes me very dull and bored le... Den PS was toking to her cousin and fy toking to me.. awhile later the 2 gers went to play pool leaving their bags and fy with me... but.. soon also, Fy went out to look for his frn at Mdm Wong. Leaving me alone down there..... I was like feeling so sian already and suddenly i felt i having gastric so i called FY and told him i wanna go home.. not feeling very comfortable. Then i went over to look for Ps to tell her wad happen and was about to carry thier things over after i told her.. Yet... i haben even say a thing... she cheong all the way to the bags den i follow her.. she repriminded me:"Will u be responsible if the bags were taken away?" at That time i try to explain but she didn't wan to hear... So.. i was so damn aNgry ... i went Out to call Fy. I ask him to come back at once.. to take my bag out from her bag.. i dun wanna spent another few secs to Look at her face.. and i didn't even wanna say anything i get the bag from FY and took a cab home... i was so angry and uncomfortable as my gastric arises...

What the hell.. I am NOT THERE TO LOOK AFTER anyone's BAG lorx... LEAVE me alone den... adk me to look AFTER the bags meh wad the Hell.. ANyway THERE ALSO NO PPL... Whu would wan to take the Bags away? If u ARe so worried then take ur bag with u... I was damn PIssed oFF... lorz.. I hope i beta not SEe PS again...nEVer...

NeVer Had anyone Shouted at me like this.....

Saturday

I was watching the vcds until weejia called me up and suggested we go pubs to have some drinks and gathering.. so around 7.30 WeeJia and Monkey came.. to pick me up.. den follow by shixian... den we went to Marina Square to eat Carl's Jr Burger... its was nice but very huge also... Haha inside the car on the way there somthing very funny happen.. this i better not say if not Monkey will be very paisei... well after we had our dinner we went to the 'Wu Bar' at Clark Quee there to look for va... and we play some games.. and drink ... its was fun.. too..haha hm... go out with old frns is the best... until Round 2 plus... we went off to mac... to some quiet place to chit chat and drink some coffee .. but everywhere also closed le... so in the end we went to the 24 hr's Mc at forum. After dat arron sent us home.. AFter i reach home it was 4.plus am...i went to bathe and didn't slp... went to watch the vcds until aroun 6.plus in the morning den slp...

Sunday

Gege called me around noon time.. asked if wana go out...gege came and pick me up.. and went to westmall.. to have some drinks 1st ... den i suggested to ask va out as he long time also nv sees her... le.. den after we met va... then we went to explanade there... to wait for cheng... and we took some pics... there.. Its behind the explande there. Then we took a walk there... while waiting for zhicheng...
after dat we went to Eat Ice Cream... and went to East Coast Park....

最新的news~!

Hi Friends, eh I patched back with him le.. lar.. haha cos everyone is like erm... asking me...Y so i got to post this blog am i Right.. haha sorry to make u ppl worried.. but i am fine now.. besides.. his not with me for 3 weeks cos.. he posted TO OCS and confined for 3 weeks... this comming sunday i will be going there to visit him... Then the next following sat then he will book out.

Lies LiEs LiEs aPACk of LiEs

LAst wEeK.. we Broke Off... becOs he lies to me again... i really dunno why he wana hurt me like this... i felt so hurt... anYway... I dunno when he is telling me the truth or when he is lieing to me... though after dat we pactch back again... but.. i think it will happen again.. i duno... i love him alot.. but.. i really dunno.. i just Hope he really treasures me... becos i love him... unless he dun cherish me or love me that much... dEN... maybe y not just tell me.. den we can stop wasting anyone's time.. time is very precious to me... suddenly... just rem this tOPic was many years back... Joseph Tay my very 1st Ex... he Msg me in my Pager... last time... which i told him.. ya ya i lie.... haPPY? but the Truth was not wad he say.. but becos... i wana have a clean cut with him.. dats y i have to be so nasty to him... Infact i rem... i treat him very gd... last time.. but he wasn't understanding at all... But i was glad that Jeremy was there for me.. when i very depressed... And i really wanna thanked him for being such a gd frn to me... Dats y i oways treasure my this frn alot...

wEll wad Am i To u?

wELL tOdaY's tOpiC wiLL be "wad aM i TO u?"~! WeLL thats the last Qn dat i asked 'J' dat nite in Msn. wEll maybe To him i am just a normal frn. Dat means wad eva he said b4 was just entertaining me. <Hey Frns by this time u all read until here haha i noE wad u all must be thinking.. but u are wrong... y am i so fed up by him. Is not that i still have feelings for him or wad. But if u are my close frns u ppl should know dat i am sumone whu treasures frnship, relationship alot alot, regardless or age, sex . >

To me: J is the 1st person who is so caring - dats refers to when we are in sec sch.. Dat time he is my only shelter or the only listener when i have troubles with my EX. I know he oways treat gers very gd.. dats y maybe somtimes.. i missunderstands that he got feelings for me.. after some years.. when we lost contact. THough he oways come and find me as in when he is lonely or he need someone to be there... and oways disappear after dat.. or threw me aside when he is with his buddy or rather his GF..ba [Is not wrong that u treasure alot but u dun have to be like dat right? I treasure u so much from last time.. until now.. i still treasures u alot as a frn.YEt wad u told me tat nite.. just shut my mind up.]

To J: I think i abit like ur sparetire like dat.. this is how u let me felt ... and dat nite i ask u wad am i to u... "u ans frn?" frn.. can be alot ... kind oso.. just a normal frn? hi-bye frn? or close frn? theres alot of kind.. and u are oways playing mind games.. u can ! i know u CAn. but I aM Me here.. i very straight forward person.. YES mean YEs NO means No... dun drop Hints.. or play mind games with me... last time u are like dat when we are very close dat time.. until now... u are still playing mind games.... I rem dat time u say i was ur xiao mei mei.. and wad be ur xiao mei mei gd... cos u will dotes me alot..

AnyWAy... everything will be gone.. now.. wadeva dat means alot to me.. doesn't matters already... wad eva dat should be discard... will be discard.. wad eva memories dat i have in the past will be erased. It will becom my forgotten memorries...

Coughin AGain~

Oh Sianz... i starts tO Cough Again duno becos yesterdat ate MAC anot... wEll Dear today need to Go back Camp for duty won be able tO accOmpany me TodY... sad.. case.. HoPe he isn't lying tO me ... anyway BaCk TO wOrk...

wO tAo Yan Ni!!!

sI jEREmy.....Wo TAO Yan Ni....... I TOt u say she Goin to GEt Married already.. Y still "Jiu ChaNg Bu Qing" with her? Y didn't TeLL me tHat sHe WAs THere? EVen Then Y cAn't U Tok To Me..? and VaL told me... That u HeadAage wHen u Noe I was Comming... anyway i come becos of Val nOt u.....but... Wad For Headage becos she's there so cannot entertian me?... U NOe SOmething.. FROm Last time until NOw.. u are Always Like DAt... u Bored... u Felt Lonely den think of Me... And When u ARe haPPily TOgether with ur GF or wadEVa... U just Throw me aSide.... i Knew ALL ALonG.... And YEt Swallow everything DOwn...... YET YEsterday u REmind me Of... WAD Happen Many Year AGo... DAt time when i just broke Of With Guan Yong... u keep asking me to go camp fire . I TOld u i didn't want to... cos i dun wana sEe Him... and u SAy u will accompanY me... and if i saw him i can take u as a shield... Yet... dat nite u ARe so Busy with Other ppl... didn't Accompany me.. at all.. i was Angry... frustrated... and sad...in the end i just left with others... without u,... i rem until now.. dat nite.. how sad i was.. u didn't saw it... ssl they saw it... my tears was comming.. down... now history has repeated... but the only thing is i dun have any more tears for u...... My dears are only for my boi......only...

U are always in My Mind and Heart... There used to be a very special Place in my heart... bUt... dunno from when it started... the feelings have change alot... i try to get back the feeling.. but.. everything have change... acutally i guess u dun know at all that... all these years u hurt my feelings... duno how many times... and i didn't even mention to u.. when i meet u... cos... i treasure my this FRn.. alot... but i know all along u Didn't... u didn't ... i am just a frn or maybe nobody... to u... Last nite.... I wasn't angry that ... u sO close with her or wadeva ..just that me .. as if transparent to u... aren't we frns... didn't even get to Tok to me... den i just drink and drink didn't Borther to Look at u or her... But val told me that she kept staring at me... i drink and drink ...

U let me felt Disappoinment... And rEM.. somthing tOO beCOs of her u Threw My Cranes... away.... wO taO Yan Ni!

Very meaningful reading...Enjoy.

TRUST

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust isbroken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads tosuspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity mayresult in separation.
A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. Sheanswered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB."There was still no answer. When she was goi! ng to cut off the line, sheHeard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB.Sorry, I got the number from myHusband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is."
Without mutual trust, just imagine what w ill happen to the couple if thetelephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

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NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successfulmarriage. Could you please share with me your secret?"The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for hershortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind thatbecause of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a betterhusband than you."We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid oflosing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look aroundto find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. Weshould always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the otherfour fingers are pointing at ourselves.
If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

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CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested"I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDUoffi cer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite,humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing toaccompany me the whole day at home during myleisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I needcompanion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officerlistened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television."
There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blindwife and a deaf husband ,because the blind wife cannot see the faults ofthe husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the! nagging of the wife. Manycouples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetualperfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off,they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. Thenightmare begins.

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NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another,ordemands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer alland their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, thisis not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that"It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character."
It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing thespouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.
It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

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RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech willeither prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because ofwrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other,we always forgetmutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if itwould hurt the other party.
A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. Aworker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted,"Hi, Emily! Remember me? Weused to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millio! nairehusband teased her, "Luckily you married me.Otherwise you will be the wifeof a construction worker." She answered ,"You should appreciate that youmarried me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you."
Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship.It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

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PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be anotherman's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home,aboy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?"Uponhearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walkedbesides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is thehead of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is onfoot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride onthe donkey.
Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can theman ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman."The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then,they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up theweig! ht of two persons. They ar e cruel to you." Hearing that, the husbandand wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on theirshoulders.
It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkeywas frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into theriver. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemnyou. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.
Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

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BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of hishome to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son washappily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran tohis son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp aspunishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.
Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finallyhad to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke upfrom the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy,I'msorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fi! ngers going togrow back?" The father went home & committedsuicide.
Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wishto take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone ulove. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't.Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and theperformance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.
People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions wetake while in a rage will haunt us forever.

x RaY

wELL YesTerdAy niTE wEnt to See Doc agAin... tHis time ... finally Get TO See My UsUaL Doc. Dr ThAm.. cOs i Have bEEn Coughing Non -sTOp For a VEry long time and visit his clinic quite A FEw times.. this month and last month.. but the previous 2 times is a different Doc.. he Didn't Know my ILLness weLL..Ba.. the Med he gave me.. not only dosn't WorK On ME.. infacT it is WorST..... So i wENt to Find out my usual doc's scheldule ... And went to vIsit him last nite.... Den he Ask me todaY go Take an X-RAy tOday... den the REsuLTs... norMal.. lorZ.. lolx Nothing WRong.. Gd... BUt FunnY also After I ate The Med that he Gave me last nite Today i Felt Alot ALot Beter... Not Much Cough... only have Phlegm... and Abit NOse Block... OMg.. sHen Qi Yi ShENg men... NeXT time i bEtter Check His Scheldule... Cos.. If i See the Another DOc... Sure Waste $$... haha Stupid Doc.. haiz.. Anyway .. i wasted 1 Day Of Mc.. Today.. lar..