wEll wad Am i To u?

wELL tOdaY's tOpiC wiLL be "wad aM i TO u?"~! WeLL thats the last Qn dat i asked 'J' dat nite in Msn. wEll maybe To him i am just a normal frn. Dat means wad eva he said b4 was just entertaining me. <Hey Frns by this time u all read until here haha i noE wad u all must be thinking.. but u are wrong... y am i so fed up by him. Is not that i still have feelings for him or wad. But if u are my close frns u ppl should know dat i am sumone whu treasures frnship, relationship alot alot, regardless or age, sex . >

To me: J is the 1st person who is so caring - dats refers to when we are in sec sch.. Dat time he is my only shelter or the only listener when i have troubles with my EX. I know he oways treat gers very gd.. dats y maybe somtimes.. i missunderstands that he got feelings for me.. after some years.. when we lost contact. THough he oways come and find me as in when he is lonely or he need someone to be there... and oways disappear after dat.. or threw me aside when he is with his buddy or rather his GF..ba [Is not wrong that u treasure alot but u dun have to be like dat right? I treasure u so much from last time.. until now.. i still treasures u alot as a frn.YEt wad u told me tat nite.. just shut my mind up.]

To J: I think i abit like ur sparetire like dat.. this is how u let me felt ... and dat nite i ask u wad am i to u... "u ans frn?" frn.. can be alot ... kind oso.. just a normal frn? hi-bye frn? or close frn? theres alot of kind.. and u are oways playing mind games.. u can ! i know u CAn. but I aM Me here.. i very straight forward person.. YES mean YEs NO means No... dun drop Hints.. or play mind games with me... last time u are like dat when we are very close dat time.. until now... u are still playing mind games.... I rem dat time u say i was ur xiao mei mei.. and wad be ur xiao mei mei gd... cos u will dotes me alot..

AnyWAy... everything will be gone.. now.. wadeva dat means alot to me.. doesn't matters already... wad eva dat should be discard... will be discard.. wad eva memories dat i have in the past will be erased. It will becom my forgotten memorries...