Monday, December 27, 2004

Its Monday agaim: Monday Blues

Haiz.. abit saded saw the stupid Sam's blog.. argh...
all dat stupid asS fault(dear)
nehneh... go and die ba... haha

Omg.. so sianz.. my project kena stuck i really dunno how TO do... omg...
how do i continue from there?
The stupid Tree got me stucked again!!!!

Mr KOK please rem wad u promised to give me... dunring dat time....
Stop being attiduture... anyway i know somtimes... I am very naughty
but... still i must warn u... though I Love U... but i may leave u one day ...
if i felt that our love wasn't dat strong... and oways... hv conflicts...

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Chirstmas Presents Recieved:
1. Coockies -ZR
2. Make Up Plate -xiaorong
3. Necklace - Jiayan
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Who Owed Me Presents:
1. Dear - no $$
2. Chinchin - haben had anytime to meet her yet
3. Hwan GeGe - he said he hadn't have the time to get me a gift.
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Tiredness of:
1. The whole world
2. Maple Story - the highest lvl is 99 rite now i only 38
3. Relationship - Quarrelsome
4. IAP - JAVA sux.... espically JBuilder..
5. Hate the society
6. Hate the economy
7. Tired of myself
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

JingLe BeLL JingLe BeLL

JinGle BeLL JingLeBELL JingGLe aLl thE waY...
hi everyone... long time nv blog... i bet u guys mIss me.. lotZ... lolx

hm... recently some unhaPPy things haPpens... but i dun really feels like toking about.. it
yet i ask my dear... if one day he got to choose btw "his frns" and me... who??

ans = "ME"

hm... dats gd i tOt... if he were to ans ... frns... den.. i will be very disappointed and see no point in out relationship...

StiLL i must insisit 1 thing... that everyone Should know: I am can be very nice... yet can be very attidute.... so ... i am sorry if i ever offended anyone...

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Tired tIred tIred

i am very tired of... alot of things... my IAP... codings and codings.... my relationship.... with my dear,... it seems.. like everything... is repeating... again... i am afraid... u knoe... afraid.. that kind of bad feeling is comming back... and i really dun like it...i am very tired... i hate to quarel. i hate....it... recently.... small things... oso quarrel again... i hated dat....
things dat have been promised ... broken... again... things dat need to changed didn't change... i hate myself and i hated u ... i dunno waD I WANT...yet i know wat u wan... today i will give u the chance... to make a decision...

Monday, December 13, 2004

爱与不爱

最近我时常在想一段感情能够维持多久。。。
应为我觉得爱情没有保障, 尤其是当一段感情曾经失败过。
爱一个人如果没办法=完全接受另一半的性格, 是不可能会有好的结果。
其实一直译来都不是很相信爱情的我一直都觉得爱情这两个子的意思很难明白。
我觉得要维持一段感情真的很难真的好累。我最讨厌吵架了,那是因为吵时大家都在气头上,
往往会说很难听的话来伤害彼此。而且如果当时没有人让步的话
“分手”可能就会是当时一气之下而做的草率决定。

有时我想的比较多,常常在想:你是不是不爱我?/ 朋友比我重要?
曾经被你伤害过,不想在受到伤害时, 真的很想放弃,想着单身多好。
我就是我,请不要改变我, 若是你觉得你没办法忍受我的性格, 何不只做朋友。
朋友不需要很多知心的一个就够了, 况且我有不只一个。
身为我的朋友都会了解我的性格,他们也都会接受我。
而且我重来就不会很做作来讨好人,所以我并不再乎别人的想法。

小爱

Friday, December 03, 2004

omg I'm SO Sick again

hm... long time no blog... cannot be blame.. i am sick this few days with fever, sorethroat, flu... cough... yet i didn't go and sEE doc.. cos.. dun wanna waste $$ on mC... and.. its no gd for me if i keep taking MC ... so... sOrry friends.. hm.. today... its the last day of this week , which means dat its last day for my IAP frn... JingSHi(Witchie.aka wish )haha i like to call her witchie... as dun really know how her name is prounced and her nick was actually wishin... haha..... hm.. So envy her... she today last day... and today i meet her at batok and we go office together... den.. she give us... some souvieners .... and.. now .. waiting for 3pm we.. are all going to DSI at NUS.. to attend her presenatation...

WELL -[^|WItCHIE|^]- GOoD LuCK and BEst WishES~!!! haha dun miSS me GER~!!!! and rem to "Da BAO" MAC for me next tiME... cos i am still traPPed in DSI here...