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-TiRed-

Sunday Night can't slp... Monday went to do the 1 Day temp Recept..

after Working on monday was feeling very tired.. still went to meet cousin...

when I reached home. try to surf the net for awhile.. and found myself..

dozing off infront of the com. tOtally Worn-out... REsted on the bed for a few mins..

and Force myself out of bed to bathe... very soon fell asleep...

Tuesday.. got alot of calls.. and sms frm... job agency/ job opportunity

& my poly classmates...felt alot of disturbance... but I was totally tOo tired to be border..

SLept till ard 12 plus.. noon ..managed to wake up... wactch 斗牛要不要 Ep 2 and 公主小妹

and went back to slp... all the way till 5pm den wake up. Prepare to wait for time.. and go

clementi meet the ladies.. to go to our Lecturer's wake.. very SAd... Micheal is a very nice and gd

lecturer. The ealier time when they mentioned that he was in hospital, I was thinking which

lecturer are they refering to.. totally.. can't rem his face... Ytd went to the wake ... saw his

picture there.. finally releasied its one of our favourite lecturer... Sadness filled up my heart

when we went to the front to pay see him ... The lecturer who is so friendly, helpful & cheerful

now lying in the coffin feeling cold.. and he look so skinny and differnt...:(

after the vieing... all of us... tried to hold our tears... all eyes red...For me.. I felt very very sad..

cos all the memories from poly.. suddenly keep flashing...den i realised.. becos.. of the

unhappiness of my ex... i tired to erase all memmories.. in poly... everything..

even my lecturer I can also forget how he look like... :( I am so sad..

Hope he may rest in peace and don't have to suffer from the pains of cancer...

Micheal I love u. GOd I pleaded U to bless Micheal.. He was a gd lecturer.

After the wake ... gege came to fetch me.. and together with gege, jiejie, munmun, & cheng,

we went to HV .. Breeko.. to chill and went home ltr...

As I woke up Late ytd.. so in the end.. I can't slp again.. I only slp alrd 6.40am this morning...

while.. was afraid of Friday... NUH.... :( nobody is free to accompany me.. go...

I cried

WeLL I must have drank alot till i cIred... :(
I drank and drank feeling not enugh at all..
alot of unhappiness suddenly fills me up...
All i Could DO is cRied.. CrIed Cried..
Again,.. I Cried in the Ladies.. till Wendy came to look fOr me...
Sadness Filled my heart... all i can feel is saddness... only..
I cried... den wendy came.. to look for me.. I told her.. i dun understand y...
but I will nv forgive him... I wont ..I really hate him and her alot .. alot..
she told me wad cOmes Around goes ard... i hope.. they really get retribution... :(

Well started my temp at XXX call centre.. last tuesday..

haha as i told kc, dawn.. and some frns.. that ..haha i dun like it..~
Give me $$ to get scoldings..zzz lolx customer just call and start
screaming and screaming... siAnz.. dun Like it.... whole Week been a very gd ger
slp early.. cos tired... and need to wake up early for work... Friday met up dawnie
at town.. for dinner and we chit chat.. for hrs..lolx well tOo long nv meet up..
alot of things to tok abt.. Tok abt.. that bastard... that 'guy' that I always tok abt
... and many other things...abt my eshop.. den haha i told dawnie kc also wanna open eshop
den told her last week we went clubing.. den dawn.. lol told me y dun consider abt kc.. again..
lol she Keep telling me.. Kc is a very gd guy..leh.. and she keep telling me..
Kc like treat u very nice.. and gd leh.. den every time.. go out with u club with
u and go ktv with u .. Den i told dawn.. ya.. sometimes.. I also TOT he like me.. lolx but
after .. so much things.. that happen.. i think wELL he just enjoying my company only..ba
lol same as the 'guy' lolx.. and i dun wanna think Too much.. actaully aLl guys frns treat me..
really nice.. but i think maybe cos.. To thEm.. I m Too roudy.. boish.. thats y.. they treat me.. like brothers or buddies... can just go out with me alone.. not really like 'interested' in me..lar
haha i think alot of guys frns are like dat ba.. lol anyway haha y I think I am a Born ACtor..
haha soMetimes when I am very Tired... my true feelings will just come out.. lolx cheng that friday nite said this: wah how come tonite u so nice.. will pass the cushion to me..
haha ya I am very nice.. just dat i dun like to treat guys tOo nice.. cos.. i dun wan to have so many bEes ard me.. lolx thats..y haha