Well,

Hm... Its been a very long time..that i have eventually stop blogging..
Cos.. I was DAMN busy at work.. and even when i Off work.. i am.. like working..
Even beyond Office hrs.. and aFTer sO much hard-work finally everythin is kindof
settle dOwn and finally got confirmed.

Den I began to have personal time.. for myself.. to reflect on myself,
my life, my smiles, my tears, my heart, my voice, everything.. abt me..
sTill I dun have the Passion that I once had... I lost it.. still trying hard to find it back.. but i doubt so..

For R/s:
WeLl i am Afraid... I tend to avoid.. having any chance that would lead to a new blossom ... some frns, or rather colleagues, try to introduce guys to me.. but..
i tend to be kind of escape...Recently.. keep goin out wiht my sec frns..
weLL there's a guy.. he seems to be very nice and friendly.. still
I am.. back off.. we tok on msn.. and chated.. some stuffs.. and.. I guess my toughts abt r/s is really very negative..
which already might have turn him Off..or away from me ..

ME:
recently have been thinking.. How long would i continue to be like this?
Be single forever? I am ok with single 4eva.. but.. family are worried.. for me
but.. I can nv love again.. I dunnno how to trust and love the guy.. if there is one for me now.. perhaps.. I am just being so Me..


WEll Thats all for tOnightz...
:)