Den rEceNtLy... a few guys i know they felt something for me... trEat me very gd ... when i say i eat maggie.. they say bad for health bring me to EAt...all this ... but.. i abit scareded and sianz..lor..
i dun wan to go into any relationship at this moment... i'm Sick and Tired oF RELationship... i dun like the FEeling wheRe.. u gavE up everything for a guy...u loves him very much... try to be sweEt and nice to him.. but he just hack care abt u...sometimes..happy Call u... not happy just hack care u... sometimes hot and cold to u... everyday stays at home just to wait for his call... and U are the one whu keeps on waiting... his the one.. whu nv kept his promises... he nv calls and he began to woRry... u call him a few times.. he nv ans... when he ans... u scold him.. cos he nv ans...as u are worry... but tO him u are just borthering him... he is with his frns....enjoYing... chating...eating.. u ..alone..waitin ..worry...hungry... does he knows all this he nv knows.. cos u nv.. told him... u noe he wont understands...how a ger feels.. for him care so much for him... did so much for him... wad u gEt in returns.. iS hurT... lies... broken promises...
I'm tirED reaLLy tirEd.. Of RElationships.. It onLy.. teArs Up my hEart...until i am noW left with a DeAD hEARts...mosT of my frns.. told me y u are so active? sO sTrong... hoW u dId that?> i duNno sinCE younG.. i am aLready So hypEr... Strong...??? aM i ReaLLy dAT sTrOng As I SeEm?> i reALLy duNno.. somTimes.. i jusT hv to bE strong,,infronT of my frns.. my family... i am a strong GEr...i didn't wan anyone to Be Worry ... alot of times.. i felt like crying out... but i know i can't... i got to bE strOng... i gOt to hidE my tEars... i just hAVe to...i didn't hv a choiCE..dO i? but sometimes... i hOpe thERE is this onE person whu i can really tRust maybe my god-bro.. or my best frn... give me a biG huG.. and let me cry out all my Pain... my hurts... my fears...my strEss...
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