OMG I wakE uP 8am today.. i was already late for mY IS ... i knew i will be late.. last nite forget to send my frn my hp num cos.. he wake up early... can give me morning call. In the end when my hp alarms activated i stop the alarm and went back to my slp. Anyway i am quite sick to wake up oso.. yet today so many ppl called and msg me... In the end i got to GO clinic See Doc.. cos Mabel say IS cannot skip class skipp once will recieve warning letter. So in the end i go sEE Doc for MC. Doc told me if my cough carries on for the next week den i hv to got take X-ray to check my lungs and chest. Scareded me sia.. And i ask Doc to help me check my fractured bones.. cos yesterday in class accidentally hit the table with my left hand and it really hurts .. sO i scared my bones fracture again... bEcos i hit on the same sPot. Lucky Doc say its old injures...
My ex just msn msg me told me how "xin ku" he is... He told me he very xin ku cos everyday we got to face each other and pretends dat we nv saw each other...I told him dat i didn't nOe he got feelings wan will xin ku one... If he would hv tOt abOut it beforE maybe thingS won't Even Turn Out this Way... I Rem I wanted to ask him out for a TOk .. he aVoided me.. i call and call msg and msg... he just rejected, ignored... And Even Add a Testiomial FOr me in FRnster...
(I WOULD GET LOST PROVIDING U STOP CONTACTING ME) i didn't approve this nor reject this .. I wan to remind myself... DAt I will Nv eVEr FALL in aLL thiS AGain.. i will nv trust aGain.. I wan tO remind myself Everything is He did wan he is the one who spoils Everything he, the one who threw aLL the hAPpinEss away ..He SteALs my heart and brEAks it into 2 pieces.. NOw My hEart is Dead, No More loVE, No More Hate, Just A "broken" heart dat use to TrusT daT alwayS believe THere is True Love in this WOrld.. Yet i am aWAken .. no longer the nIavie Ger that i onCE useD to bE.. NO... He is the one who avoid me.. ask mr dun contact him.. and now.. he say he very xin ku.. and now he is the one whu say if we still can be friends? dEn he say :"I bet u dunno wad i did in the Past 1 mnth!" In my mind i was thinking... : den u think u Noe how i suRviEve in that past 1 mnth... ? haha i bET NoOnes KnoWs.. tOO but i Dun cAre anymoRE.. wHether theRe is ppl CAre anoT... is not my buiness ANymore.. I Just Do things which i Think is CorREct anD whaT i like.. I TOok uP modeLling.. EVeryone tOld me... how complicated it is... and everyOne was saying its "pian ren de" but i believe i really Learnt Somthing FRom There, daT is i WAnt a BRand New ME.. i wannA A ChangE. I will nv cry like the way i did beFore... no Matter HOw pain i was no matter how high i fALl i will nv CRy... my Heart is DEaD... nO onE can undeRstands the FeelingS... I dO some kinD of Stunn Dat ppl Tot was bad For mE but i just Dun cAre... i KnoW waD i am DOin...I knoW.
A story tells that two friends were walking
through the desert. During some
point of the journey they had an argument, and
one friend slapped the other one in the face.
The one who got slapped was hurt,
but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
They kept on walking until they found an oasis,
where they decided to take a bath. The one who
had been slapped got stuck in the mire and
started drowning, but the friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near
drowning, he wrote on a stone:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.
The friend who had slapped and
saved his best friend asked him,
"After I hurt you, you wrote in the
sand and now, you write on a stone,
why?" The other friend replied "When someone
hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds
of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone
does something good for us, we must engrave
it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND
AND T O CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.
Send this phrase to the people you'll never
forget. It's a short message to let them
know that you'll never forget them.
Do not value the THINGS you have in your life..
But value WHO you have in your life!
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