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abIt SAded tOday... while clearing the mails.. i saw a very very long time ago email from my ex.. when i read it through again... wah.. very sad case lor... everthing is nolonger as what he wrote in the email.. everything change... he changed... i changed.. everyone change... somtimes.. or at that point of time.. u may love a person very much... u could say wadeva to make the person feels touch by u... u can gif promises... but.. after time passed by everything may starts to change... tO mY Ex i may be just sumone passerby in his life (just another ger like his Ex TOo who can be easily 4goten)... not important anymore... but to Me ... he played a very important role in my life... I used to told him.. a relationship takes both hands to clap... if i am always the one... giving in... den... one day sure "buang" one... WhiLe i was Trying haRd to hold on... he just keep letting Go.... no matter how manys times.. he hurt me... how many times he lied to me.. i still actually believes in him... until one day i just hv to give up... how to hold on when he wasn't holding on to me... he just letting me.. go... and go... when i read through the mail... how i hope i can go back to the days.. where he look into my eyes.. tell me.. that he can't afford to loose me.. but i know truely he can! he can afford to loose me.. from the 1st day he get his bike i know... he can afford to loose me... becos of a bike..but he didn't know i was deeply in love with him ... and didn't wan to loose him.. while i was trying hard.. he just ... let me GO... i forwad the mail to him... without realsing and he mail me and ask me... Y send him this... and wad i want to impose... (nothing much actually... its and accident la.."yi shi Gan qing yong shi, chong hun le tOu")