bLuRnEss...

Hey can anyone believe this... i TOt toDay's lesson was 8am in the morning... den i was damn late.. for sch.... cos i reach there 9.20am.. and realize that actually lesson was at 9am in my class.. den i know.. haha.. bluR man...me.. i was sO seh..leh
i think beocs sat nite at janice hus i nv slp..den yesterday go sentosa and last nite.. was very tired but i nv slp well enough becos i had a dream.. OMg this is nightmare to me man.. i'm So scared

Dreamz:
In my dream, "he" after a period became a changed person. "He" asked me out... dunno go where i think is his house... den "he" wore very smart... and formal... drove a black car... and came to fetch me to his place... Den dunno after dinner or wad... he went into his room to rest or slp.. Den his gd frn was there... so i went to chat with the frn... I asked:"Hey how's he? still ok?" His frn reply:"yA not bAD recently had a very pretty and nice Gf" when i heard this...hm.. abit sad but still felt happy as he is now a changed person and had a gd realionship with his gf... so felt happy for him... den dunno y the dream got my cousin or frn... when heard of this felt...abit bad... den.. dunno is accidentally disturbed "him" from resting or wad i came out from toliet and saw "him" very fierce scolding my cousin or frn... sO i abit Angry .. i went up to him and say :"Why ask me hERE today and wants to upset me again? WAd's the point?" (i didn't metion abt wad i know abt his gf but i was thinking u got a nice and gd gf .. now u ask me out for dinner for?? and y wants to hurt me again y scold ?) his Fierce look(i rem when in real life in the past how we both quarrel.. how fierce was his look.. and scold all those valugars on me.. and how it breaks my heart... when he scolded me.. all those nasty words..it hurts me so much)

The Saddest part of the dream was that after i asked him wad's the purpose of asking me out for dinner...U guys guESs wad "he" said? OMG... "he" said:"U think i wan to ask u out isit? its (dunno his frn or my frns) ask me to dO aLL theSes one lor.." OMg.. in the dream... i felt the sadest part is that hearing him said doing all these is not wad he wanted he is just being ask to DO these. OMG.. i hope this is only a dREam.. i am so hurt by the words.... he used in the dream...


ReaL life:
dEn i WAs thinking... ritE now... he like trying to be friendly and caring to me
(as a frn) if i put the dream in real life.. and i found out that its becos someone some frns... ask him to do all theSe... omg.. how hurting this is... going to be... den i would rather he just leave me alone...hurt me no more... hopefully this is a dream not in real.. i'm so scared...