Saturday, July 10, 2004

MoOd SwinG ACtion number 1: SadNEss, Fed Up, iLLnEss

Thursday(Yesterday) i went to school as usual, after having MC(s) for 2 days, abit "nua"... Then evERything seEms OK... aLL the WAy until sCh Ends... "HE" wAS toking to the guys and after biding them gOodBye, "he" turnEd anD walk tOwads the guys toliet, but at the same mOmenT, "hE" saw GRace And me.. Den "ByEbYe~!" was spured out from "his" mouth. I abit StuNned... anD didn't Know hoW tO reACt.. duNno tO rePly him oR not.. i juSt (tOaLLy BlanK)... aNd GrACe reply "Bye" to him. After he went in tO thE TOlieT, Grace askEd me.. y u dun reply him... i TOld her.. i dUnno How shouLD i React... (I'm already uSed to iGnoRing the Presence of "him", sO i Dunno ReaLly Know How i Should REact. I find it quite difficult tO cOmmunicate with "hIm") bUt I feLt quiTe bAd as i Told him i wILL trEat him as A fRn(A hi-bye frn)..(though I think its VEry DiFfcult)Yet i can't Bring myself to Even say a Bye tO him.

The same nite i went KTV, at clementi. I met huizhen(pri sch frn) at the escalator at clementi. Den we went to Party World For FY's bday celebration. Until around 11plus... den we went home. Den i reach home bathe le, i surf net until around 2.30plus... tOt of wad haPpened tOday in Sch... i SMS "him" DEn ..m around 3 plus, he sms me TOo

Friday(TOday) Went tO scH as UsaL can't reaLLy rem...DEn after sch rusH Off HOme... on the WAy back On buS 67 .. its so sunny outside so wARm.. and i felt very tired just doZed oFF on the waY... Then after dat i rush back to home.. bathe le gO to Lot1 meEt fy they all...Then we mEEt le we went fy's huse tO EAt... his mom Cooked alot of fooD...yummY Yummy... and i Ate thoSE fOod which i not Supposed to EAt.. now abit "buang" i still not yet reCovered.... sadded...

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