Truth is out.

Well guessed I may be really stupid... actually wanted to believe him that.. ya, maybe his sis really hate him so much wanted to say all his bad things to me that is not true. And still trying to believe that he and that bitch wont do such things... Still though i had really wronged them. Well I am stupid enugh la. But the truth is finally out. Cos even b4 me and he still together... I once found out that he actually book a resort and spa in puket. which is 18 - 21st of April 2007. Dat time when I confronted him. He told me it was his mom and his anuty going. But I dun really believe. COs there is this special request. 1. Non-Smoking Room. 2. A King Size bed. And he knew I would call his mom and asked about it. And he asked his mom to Lie to me. Very good. Well even now still want to lie to me. Disgrace on what they have done? He said I spread things about him.. and her.. Say till as if I have wronged them. I am pissed.. over myself. And I hate to wronged ppl so I am determine to find out the truth. Well so 'qiao' lor both of them frnster account last login day is 3 days.. and I try called that bitch yesterday. And her hp was off.. And I belive it will be off all the way till 21st when they came back from THailand. Also I try to call his house also. And his mom picked up the call. Gd 1 point Proven too. His MOM was in SG. So... again his lie... is broke. Y I am very pissed off. Cos I really dun understands how cum. This guy that have been with me for 4 yrs plus.. can do this to me. And Worst of all y am I such a fool to trust that bitch frn of his? I am very pissed off with myself. And was thinking.. right now. I am here in sg feeling upset all becos of all these. Yet they are happily at thailand enjoying their lives... there.. I hate them. Y must hurt me? Even if they really wanna be together.. y must hide and lies. I hate Liers... I hate them. Though many of my frns.. said they will have retribution... I know they are trying to console me. But will they really have retribution? I hope they will disappear from this earth. I don't want to see them. They really make me feels disgusted. Even his mom also told me b4. Even if they really together. U think they will lasT? I dunno. I dun even want to care. I just want my Laughter back... my Lively days. Back... THough many told me wad you need is time.. to heal. I know.. toO.. But I just can't take this lying down. They really must have retribution. I cruse them. (I may be very evil now. But no choice.)