Tuesday, April 10, 2007

HOw can i get all this OVER!~??

Msg : I know u r spreading alot of bad words abt me damaging my reputation. But I dun care n i wun borther to do any explanation. One thing I want u to know is u can talk bad about me all u wan, just dun affect my frns. I dun wish to see my frn get involve for nothing. I feel sorry if i really hurt u that bad but everything is over. Treat it like a man. Uptill this stage, i believe we can't even continue our friendship so lets end it here. Once and for all! Take care.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I got this msg from him this very morning. I am so upset, cos.. he rather hurt me once again also want to protect that ger.~ well. Ask me to treat it like a man. Hello.. I am not man.. I cannot treat it like a man.. I am a WOMAN. And dunno is who dun treat it like a man. Dun even dare to come and face me, when he actually promised to meet up return wad is suppose to return and Settle everything. And he selfishly thinks that I would still wan to be his frn when I found out all this? How navie this man is? Wad had gone into me? Falling into this man trap? 4 yrs plus relationship.
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Reply: I nv talk bad about her, she admit herself. I did ask u 2 wad happen. If u 2 did nothing wrong y u dun dare to come and face me dat day?U got that day to explain to me not to anybody. Cos u owed me. Is ur own sis told me all this. At 1st I tot we still can be frns... but when i found ouyt all this lets forget everything. Do u know wad happen? This is such a big blow to me, I got into high fever for nothing just becos of this. And u dunno wad i am foing through right now so please just get out of my life. My grandfather in hospital, and my god-father just passed away. I dun have the eneryg anymore. Anyway I just tell ppl wad i heard from u, ur sis and her. So if anything isn't true, please explain urself not to me anymore but to ur frns. Cos u already lost the last chance to me. This will be the last time u see my no. Cos today is my last day using this no. Thank You. If she is not the one, u better tell ur mom. Cos I think ur mom doesn't like her.. or the idea of u bring her home.
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When I wake up this morning... and got all this again.. I cried... I very weak leh... nabei
already not feeling well.. Then went to ang mo kio... to the wake.. see everyone crying... feeling sad for my god-father. Haiz.. I lost 2 fathers... This is wad I felt. Not much... feeling anymore.. numb. Den i THink i Got fever again. I felt body unconfortable. Once I reached home and bathed, I took med, got 1 is relaxation pills, panadols and antibiotics.. and slp.... from 4 all the way to nite....8.30pm.... now feeling abit better le... When can things just get better?

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