Last nite sum1 told me... he reach home.. will msg me.. yet he didn't
i knew he went out with those "frns" and... i called and called he nv ans... den i got so worried... cos he told me he sending order,m i scared he might met an accident... frm 1.30pm... i called and msg him... he nv reply... all the way until this morning... Den i felt very hurt when i know where he was last nite... Maybe he didn't wan me to be unhappy cos i dun like him with dat group of frns... but pls.... u know how worried i was?? i whole nite worried and didn't had any slp... and felt so bad... and keep crying.... den i just woke up b4 my alarm actually rings... and wake up having a terrible headache....... and felt very giddy... as i walked to the toliet... i omost fainted.... inside my mum's room... den i went back to my room and lie on my bed.... when it was aroun 8.30am i woke up feelin abit beta ... den bathe and took a cab to oFFice.... i keep feeling wan to vomit... in the morning... now... beta le.. And.. when i went to office... i msg him in msn yet... he didn't reply... den say..hp no batt... ask me dun call... and when i asked about last nite... he say i wan to pick up a fight with him isit... i felt... so saddened... and he dunno how worried i am ... until i sick... and on the spot in office... still weeping... while i was doing my project... den lunch as usual i nv really eat... just a sandwitch, cos i was on diet... den... stay in offce to eat as waimun didn't eat with us... but later we still go find him to chit chat awhile and had a small puff... after toking... abt some other topics... i felt much betta... oh... ya and just now i actually went to the toliet and cry... while tokin to xinyi... about how hard i was feeling... and dat i felt so sick... yet no body cares.......
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