hOw To TRuST hIm?

i DuNno Y i ALways Trust him Yet He... Oways DisAPpoint me.....
HOw ShOUld I CaRrY On wIth him?
wILL we Have A Future? or Maybe We sHoULd have EndEd it ... Much EalIer?
mY boDy is WEaK Oways FaLLing Sick... i hv TroublEs Which Many Dunno...
he Also DunnO... he is In NS alot Of things he DOsen't Have The TIme FOr Me..
i BarE with it... and Need TO baRe for 2 yRs... I dun Mind.. But...
wad Has HE DOne For me? I reaLLy dUnno... Lies......?

Wad i want was SomeOne WHu reaLLy UndersTands me... CAres for me...
ANd always by the side if i need him or Take care of me when i AM Sad...
we brOke Off beFOre... aNd WAd He Promises To Me... sEeMs like Dosen't applY
my HeaRt is SO PainfUL... y Must Wait tiLL u Lost SOmthing then u ReaLies the Pain
and REGret ... When u Didn't TreaSure WHen u Have it?

saMe APpliEs TO Sum1... Yesterday I hEard that he threw aWay SOmthing DAt I used My hard EffOrt tO Make ... anD rush .. It DAy and night... THough I Passed The Presnt to Him through a FRn... I REM CLearly He didn't EVen Thanked me... anD TOLd me DuE to the RestPect Of his Ex gf.. that time... he threw it away... ok loRz Wads There I COuld SAy??
MayBe All ALong it Me aLL Me MisTakeN ... aLL THe FeeLings... ANd THat WAs Meant to be Just A Bday Present... I Have Nv TOught Of being 2Gether WIth him... But just A Person I TreaSure ALot aLoT ... And aLL It TAkes to Actually Throw AWay My Wishes... To HiM...

i AM Fine Very FIne... Y are ALl the guys Hurting me like dat/? Y dO THis WOrLd Got TO be SO unFAIr? ??