Rush 2

my secOnd visit to rUsh ... ha.. 1st time wear polo Tee big big somemore... wif my black pants and my lether shoes... i sucks like hell man... Eee.. wad to dO ... last min decision after work... wif fy and PKS... suPer Tired... slp in the caB... den go home... finish bath try to slp... a Msg came.. from yimu(His frn)den i call him... told abt wad happen... and tell him everything is over.. le.. its He give up this relationship one.. and i dun sEE the point to hold on anymore... Yimu told me many things abt the past ... but wads the point? tOO Late... and since he said "He" looked normal anD haPpY.. daTs gd then... aM I riTE>? weLL and i said i was hAPpy tOO (though tears rolled down my cheek) alot of frns say i hv change .. some say worry about me.. say i torture myself.. wad a Joke rite? i wont torture mYself anymore.. NO MORE... Life stills have to caRRy On... Jeremy told me Its a Parts and Parcel OF Life, If theres bound tO be sadnesS, should learn tO accepT and move On, No poInt HoldinG On When LoVE hAS sTart TO FADE .Its not East TO MainTain a StabLe RElationshiP...LoVE is a Strange Thing thAt NoOnE CAn Explain... Its Not As Simple As Hugs ANd KissEs... Nor CArE & concERn...Is Somthing u Learn Through ExperIenCE......I aGree wad he saiD...