hm... Fernado...Duan Cheng Feng?

hm.. i got to know this guy Fernado Christopher "Duan Cheng Feng" from friendster... and .. i was tOO BoRed dat day.. SO i just went intO IRC i anyhow type #friendster.. and didn't relaized dat there is this channel in mirc . So.. the main chanel got alot of ppl will put their email add in the main.. so.. i just keep adding.. and finally added this guy.. he look handsome to me.. (is like those "bai ma wang zi")but when i know his age .. abit.. sianz.. haha cos his is 19 .. only a yr younger den me.. den he added me in msn..and we chatted.. we chatted weLL i met him last nite.. i went to his house and there is annother of his frn there tOO.. they wEre Friendly ppls... and tO my surprise.. after his frn have left he say he wanted to tell me a secret.."he told me he like me very much" but... i dun really trust.. cos.. its like we known for a day only.. and he say he likes me.. but he is really very sweet..he asked me to be his gf.. i told him.. its not the time yet.. i nEed time... i nEEd time to forget abt "HIM" i need tIme to hEaLs.. the Pain the "HE" Gave i nEed thE timE.. tO foRGet everythinG.. i nEed ThE timE.. tO See THe sinCErty Of "U"(Christ) i dunnO u Mean It anoT.. i can't trusT anyMore.. the LieS from"him" cause me tO looSE ALL the Trust fOr ..anyone.. the Pain "he" give is.. so hurting...

christopher