dat DAy a FRn of my asking me... "So hows u and ur bf, got any PLans..? " seriously i told her "NO" i really dunno at times... Cos my Guy he Can be very Gd... but he Could really PIssEd me oFF and gets My nerves ON aT TIMEs.... i hv been Waiting for him to Prove Me somthing.... dat he is my MR Right... but... haiz... disappointment aGain....
(iS hE ReaLLy my righT gUy?- dun feels like thinking Right now...) noWAdays i dun believe in ForEveR... nothing Last Forever... moRever wE were ONce Broken b4
he oways Hurt Me by his worDs SOMeHOW..!!! i am sO hurT... someTimes.. Really fEeLs very Depressed... maybe i should just be single somehow.... abit Tired with all this Rubbish... reaLLy dun fEELs like hving any relationshIp now.... Does he noe how i suffer the days without him?
my heaRt So Pain Now... {MAN VERY BIG EGO}
i nEo the Feeling is Stronger ... MAybe becos i hv grown tO be Even more independent den b4.... as i aM working now... i hv my Job i hv my work and my Frns... my colleagues....
he is the only ONe dat Make Me fEels sad... haiz.. headaChe... weLL this the Age of 21, TMl Getting my diploma CERT and Just went to work for 1 weeks and 1 day... now thinking Of... wednessday... as in wednessday i going back to work... dunno y i used to have a feeling.. goin work 5 days a weeks is very Sianz... but this is the 1st time i felt that wOrkiNg is Gd..... infact .. i dun mind to wOrK OT...lorz.... i find the ReaL World is so miserable somehow... i would rather go wOrK everyday... and i felt happy when i am working...
MAybe My minD is changiNg... though i dunno the reason... somehow or wad... i wish i could learn my things fast so that i can do the task my incharge gave me...
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