Sha GUa Tou~

haha .. Finally have my fringe and hair cut~ and my front is sha gua tuo look..
haha and my back also cut short alot... oppS~ haha waste my $$ on the perm..le... hee sianz.. think i got to change my blog sking again soon.. if i can find one nice..one.. cos.. i realize this... short of other details.. such as .. comments... and.. the title of my post~
so i need to change~ lala will get it done SOON~

Vesak DAy tml~

yoz.. Frns long time nv update my blog~ haha~ and took some time to change my blog skin.. as the previous skin.. i can't view in my office as the bandwith is too big~Well Recently quite busy with interviews and work~ and DA CHANG JING haha.. Well vesak day tml... yet dear dear not able to book out.. this weekend.. he said he on course ~ sianZ~ lala 10 more mins.. waiting for knocking off~ den meeting Jiayan and ronG later at CITY haLL ... So long nv meet rong already~ dunno how is she... Think eversince my bday until now.. i think around 2 to 3 months..lor~ oh yAR going to cut my frindge tml..
haha want to cut those toot toot kind..
stright cut ba~ haha cos i think look abit old with the Stupid digital pERM~ so MUST CUT CUT CUT
haha - ok i am going oFF already~ packUP~!!! my taggy always get canceled off as i seldom use PLEASE wait for me to GO post the taGGY!~~~!!! LOVE U GUYS~ MUACKz~!!!!

Tiredness!

I am very tired... Every mon to fri.. i got to wake up at 6.30 am.. den travel 1 hr.. to bedok to work... and got to fACe those FAke ppl and everything... dat i dun like.. I am very Tired... and i felt terrible... when My bF is TOO TIRED until he FORGOT THAT I HAVEN"t have my dinner and waiting for him.... for A whole day cos he book out only at 10pm... and after dat he fell aslp... and forgot that i am still at home waiting for him.... ! I hate to wait and wait and wait... and.. DEN to found out that i waitinf for NOTHING
I HATE IT....

I knew his was very tIRED in camp... but only can meet weekends.. and recently so much things happen to me.. and... I dun even have a TIME to tOK TO HIM ABOUT my problem... but i just Wish that... when he book out can have some time for me... and YET ... he TIred till he forget...
Hao Lei ar.... all my burdens and the my thoughts are TOo Heavy for me to carry....

I hate EVERYONE!

I hate my life.... I Hate EVErything...
I Hate the ppl whu let me down... I hate the ppl whu COs me to Tear I hate the ppl in my work place...
there are sO fake..
i hate THEM!@!!!!!

I hate EVERYONE!

I hate my life.... I Hate EVErything...
I Hate the ppl whu let me down... I hate the ppl whu COs me to Tear I hate the ppl in my work place...
there are sO fake..
i hate THEM!@!!!!!

I hAD EnugH!!!!

Know wad??? I Almost wan to break my Bond with my co ysterday! ... Recently me and a colleague abit buay gam~ actually i also dunno wad happen . But she just suddenly very cold to me.. den i ask her is she angry with me.. she nv reply.. So I email her... telling her if i did anything dat offended her then i am very sorry lor... and YET on thus I ask her somthing... SHE GAVE me a FUCKING attidute ... lor.. DATS make me very PIssED OFF! man.. That cos me to Have the idea Of breaking my BOND...But anyway i have serval issues that y i wan to quit!

01) Distance!!! (BEDOK) i Stay in WEST!!!
02) Spent $$ on CAB fare if I Late (ExPENSIVE)
03) And Incident Where I was wrongED !!! for somthing(Though the person whu wrong me
had appolgised to me... but it had greatly affected me!)
04) The ?Buay Gam INcident of that colleaguE... (Actaully we quite closed ones..)
She's quite childish lorZ.... If I really make her angry and after appology and trying to make
with me... SHE give me stupid attidute.. very childish so many years older den me..
dunno how to think meh...
05) No interest in my JOB!
06) I want to further studies! Now searching for my course and insitute...

mAny Frns.. know i have been quite moody about work recently... and .. yet they give me the fullest support dat i neEd... I really appreciates!! Thanks For Being my FRns..! THanks! Love u GUyS ! :)

wOrK StreSS!

Hi FRiends... So Sorry This Period.. quite stressed up.. with Work~.. TOo much Things.. tO Do.. aNd ... Need TO Work Ot.. So Not Much time to blog~... Anyway i will try to write a little bit a day! IF i can! haha Anyway i have Change my blogskin.. nice??? i Love it.. REcently i have watched a few Taiwan Dramas [ou xiang ju] .

01. Zhen Ming Tian Nu
02. Devil's Beside Me
03. Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa

And The one i Love most is wanG Zi Bian Qing wa... Cos.. Last time i also Wish to be like Ye Tian Yu have.. To Meet A Prince~... haha Its quite a Touching Show... i Like the Story Line alot... its Funny, cute, yet touching show... Some of the parts that Ming Dao (Shan Jun Hao , Dao Ou) and Qiao En (Ye Tian Yu) of their Conversation... very MeaningFUl...

chinESe NeW YEAR!!!

yOz... tODay Is FRiday! ... i am on MC.. since YesterDAY! ...
I am so Bored! yawns... Finally i started to clean up my MESSY Room haha..
No CHoice i just got to Clean.. AT LEAST FOr the Stat of CHinese New year... mar..~ haha
my Frnds.. were Surprised when i said i am cleaning my rOom.. haha Cos.. EVeryone knows.. HOw mESSy my Room is .. ForEVa... haha ANd Opps.. ITS sO dusTY!!!! haha
Hm... i reaLLy hopEd i can get the Blue Dress i saw it dat day... hopefully it still there tml... at hErren... tml.. will go shoping with my baObei.. haha to have a PRE-Celebration for my bday.. as.. he will Be gone after Chinese... to Go on SEA .... for 6 weeks.. saded..

WeEkend! TirEDNeSS!

FriDay[30/12/2005]
After my work, which was meant to be a 1./2 day work.. i went to buggis...
To color my hair... My Appoinment was at 2 pm .. and i reach there around 2.10pm den Managed to find the salon..WeLL it was quite a big mistake... To go there... i Bet u Guys dunno what happen... i wanted to color and highlight my hair and there is this package dat is $99 for color + highlight + shine Treatment and u guys know wad... it started around 3.3opm and it ended just 15 mins before 9pm .. can u believe it??? its more den rebonding! omG@ wTf !!!! And yet my hair was not well done with the highlights... my frns told me they can't see the highlight... i was quite sad and pissed off by the outcome of my coloring! argHh!!!!... den i was supposed to meet dawn at 6.30pm.. and i was terribly late and i managed to meet her and yijun at around 9pm!

Then i was so hungry dat i dragged the both of them with me... to makan "Lai Lai Beef La Main".
Den we chat awhile also...after dat we go to MRT to take train den i toook out my phone and realized i got arpund 10 Missed CALL! From my boi! omg... and when he called again... he sound quite soft i can hardly heard wad he said. But i knew, he was very pissed off cos... i nv ans his called... i Didn't heard my hp rang and that time was toking to dawn and yijun... Den he purposly hang up hp..I called back he didn't want to pick up. And finally he ans and... he told me he did it purposly one,... cos i nv tell him my whereabouts... But, i tried to called him b4 but he nv picked up... and that day was so rush for me... so i nv msged him! !!! Den AFter, dat he went to slp... while i suddenly got a called from Gege.. asking me to go Majiong Session!
haha So in the end i nv go home.. i took mrt to bona vista for them to pick me up and we went mike's house to play mJ!

we Played from 12 plus until 4 plus am... and gege 1 person lose to 3 of us... pooR thing! yOz.. Gege muSt Jia You wORZ!!!!! Hee den ThomAS sent me home!... and i went home... and SlpZzzzz den the next day..

SAT
I waited for dear to book out.. and i called him , he still sounds very "buay song" and this turns me OFF totalLY! I asked him wad time he booking out.. his usual reply..."bu chi dao" and told me he will called me when he book out...
So i waited and waited until around 2pm den i called him a few times.. he nv ans...and i went to bathe... Finally he called me... and tOld me he reached home!... And We Meet At MrT as it was rainning so not going to ride bike! - TO be Contiued

Hand-Made Earings~ For SaLe~

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ChinaTown !!!! No cAB

Last nite after work, i went ChinaTown to meet Qiumei.. My Deareast Primary sch frn... and also to buy the beads and materials.. for making accessories...[Learn from Va] ... and after we shop awhile den around 9.30 we are prepared to leave... But Qiumei dosent want to take MRt with me... sO.. Then we Walk Here and There.. becos.. i fickle-minded was thinking of taking bus/MRT/cab. In the end i told her i wanted to take cab home... And she agreed as.. she 's afraid that she will be very tired.. and can't finish her Work tml... So in the end we cross over tghe road and try to hire for a cab... den.. Qiumei suggested we go taxi stands.. And, It just turned out to be a very very bad Choice... COs... We Just stands there and waited for more den 1/2 hr ...
and the worst thing is when there is cab... it didn't stop at the taxi stands... instead... there are ppl whu snatched the cab.. and finally just 15 mins... b4 11 ...qiumei dialled for a cab... den Finally we can go home...

I Am a TuRtLe @_@

If you are a Turtle:

You are near to perfect and nice at heart.The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return.You are generous enough.Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

FooD POsIonninG - FeVEriSH

yOz.. Just CaME Back To WorK, AFter 2 days of MC ... Due to Food posIonning.
Monday afternoon during work.. already feels like having fever... but still ok...
when i reach home.. quite tired... but.. already promise va they all to go chervon sing...
den.. after dinner i went toliet once..
den after dat measured my temp... 37.7 OMG. FEVER~!
To me this temp quite high already u know.. cos my normal temp is 35 plus... 36..
Anyway i still went.. den... after dat i reach home... den i got diahorrea again... i can't be borthered..den awhile later i went toilet again...but i can't be borthered den went to slp...

Tuesday mornin, i wOke up And the 1st thing is i go toilet and diahorrea....
den awhile later again.. Omg... i think is food posioning.. so nv went to work... and continue to slp...I also dunno how many times to the toilet..already until i felt so Weak no strength to go see doc... luckly my Dearest Hwan gE ge Called me... haha to infrom me that he couldn't boOk the Court... den he heard my voice like dying mode... den asked i am slping?? i toLd him Ya... i told him i got diahorrea until no strength ..le.. den he was nice enught To oFFer to buy lunch for me... den i asKed him to bring me to the Doc...den... den after dat sent me.. back hoMe... I contiue to slp... den Dinner time... Mun Mun and Vava CAme... to visit me.. haha and Va teach me to do Accessories and they bouGht dinnEr For.. Me..hEe THanks..

Wed morning, ... i woke up FEeling Very nausea wan to vomit like dat... den my stomach is not feeling very well tOO ... in the end i need to take leave for that day tOo... den i slp and slp..
va called me.. but i was slping... den she called again at 2pm... den ask me.. if i wan lunch.. ask mun mun to get for me... anyway ... mun mun came at about 4.30 like dat.. its omost dinner time ..le.. but i still eat lor... den .. Mun mun went to meet va and FEtch her to my hus.. to do accessories... ^-^

Being romantic is not so hard!

Here are a few checklists that point the way:

A Daily Romantic Checklist
[ ] Compliment Your Partner
[ ] Compliment Your Partner
[ ] Spend 20 minutes of uninterrupted time together
[ ] Check-in with each other during the day
[ ] Perform one small--and unexpected--gesture
[ ] Say "I love you" at least three times
[ ] Thank your partner for something
[ ] Look for romantic concepts in the newspaper
[ ] Take an extra minute when kissing good-bye

A WEEKLY Romantic Checklist
[ ] Bring home one small, unexpected gift or present
[ ] Share some form of physical intimacy
[ ] Share an entire afternoon or evening together
[ ] Share two insights you gained this week
[ ] Write at least one little love note
[ ] Mail something to your partner
[ ] Plan something special for the upcoming weekend

A MONTHLY Romantic Checklist
[ ] Plan one romantic surpass for this month
[ ] Re-stock your stash of greeting cards
[ ] Go out to dinner once or twice
[ ] Rent at least two romantic movies
[ ] Make Love! (for those in more advanced relatinoships)
[ ] Make plans for a three-day romantic weekend sometime in the next three months
[ ] Plan one romantic event with a seasonal theme.

A YEARLY Romantic Checklist
[ ] Make a New Year's resolution to be a more creative romantic
[ ] Make Plans for your next anniversary
[ ] Think of an unusual way to celebrate your partner's birthday.
[ ] Review your plans for your next vacation.
[ ] Create a special "Romance" category in your household budget.
[ ] Make plans for Valentine's Day--well in advance!

WeeKEnds OUtings ~!!! nEW~ haha

[ Sat ]
Well sat i woke up quite late... and meet va at buggis Junction ... then we WEnt shoPping~ haha
ShOp sHoP sHOp~!!! i Love sHoPpinG~ Den i saw mY targetted Bag~!!!! THe ProjeCT SHop Sling Bag... u Noe How much it cost? $82.91 OMg ~~~ SO DAmn Ex.. ba... They have 20% discount... and i wanna buY!~~~~ Should be GeTting it.. sOon ~~~ haha.. WeLl dat day we also weNt around to See if there is anything For va to Change her clothes... haha told her dat her skirt Not nice..haha Finally she saw somthing and buys ... and changed..,. haha and she looks better noW... haha den we also went to take a look at the adOre bikin shop... but didn't saw anything that is nice... sad... afterdat we went to V8 Movies cafe to eat dinner... she order chicken chop.. while i ordered ham & cheeze sandwitch... haha served with apple salad and fries... hm... haha

After dinner we went buggis villiage and we both bought a watch... haha wanna see my watch?
weLL soon i will post my watch pic.. inside... After dat we went breeko have a drink Va asked if wanna meet junior... Den i suggested goin to Zee10 [a Pub]... sO we Met Junior and his frn there.. and ZiQiang came and joined us... later...and left around12.30 am.. as the next moring i need to go to OCS to visit dear... very early.

[Sun]
i woke up around and went to meet dear's parents.. as they came and fetch me.. to OCs.... haha we reach there already... den went to visit dear's bunk~and some places inside ... after dat i bit his arm.. haha for fun... as we can't hug or kiss mar inside there.. haha so i took his arm aND GIVe HIM a BITE haha leaving all my teeth prints on his arms... and tOok 2 pics with him with my phone... although i think the pics.. weren't very nice.. haha but its ok... i shall just post 1 here.. ok?

Den Got a Msg from gege regarding our ealier plan ...[Going to sentosa] weLL when we reach there is about 2.30pm.... haha as usual gege lost his way... but expected lar... can;t blame him cos it was his 1st time.. drove in to sentosa...after asking one oF the staff there finally we reach siloso beach.~ wOw... how Nice.. and beatutiful it is... we found a place and settle down. Me and gege trying hard to persuade Va to take off her t-shirt as she wore my bikini inside ...

After applying the tanning lotion, we played 'frisby' [think i spelled wrongly] and even borrowed someone's volleyball and played a while.. And we went into the sea... Haha ok summarise is :
We EnjoyEd ourself very much~ Then around evening time..... gege play the guita while we sings with the guitar...haha and i managed to record 2 .wav format files... dat we sang~ haha wait till gege Upload all the pis... and will link it to mybloggy~~~!!!

We went bathing at 7pm... and meet 'Mun Mun' [Asman] at hOlland V...~ for dinner... den after dat went breeko and Home Sweet Home~ i WAs Damn Tired.. den after i changed my clothes.. i just dropped dead in my bed~ haha

WeekEnds Outings

Hm.. well this weekend Many many happenenings..

Friday[23/09/05]

wELL last friday our team leads treat us sushi at the Sakae Sushi at Changi Aiport Terminal room. YuMmy yUMmy ~ Its a fun and enjoyable dinner with the team memebers... everyone was happy and cheerful and we joke around. Well anyway i have a fun dinner with them.

After dinner, i went to look for FY at shenton way. He went to the 2nd audition of PS. Then, i saw the how she sang not quite gd la.. infact... too soft.. and didn't succeed for the 1st round. Anyway i was very sian already cos got to wait so long for the whole thing to end. DEn after dat FY say must go and meet his cousin 1st... DEn after dat we went to MS to club.. As double O is TOo Pack, FY and me went to take a look at other pubs that is gd... den we saw this pub, i can't rem the name. But the cover charge was $15 for ladies and $20 for men... and its free-flow.. I didn't kknow until i saw the whole pub was so quiet .. no ppl.one.. den FY told me its the pub's 1st day oppenning.. Then came to this part... I was daMn angry becos... somthing.. i was already very no mood.. den now come to this pub so empty makes me very dull and bored le... Den PS was toking to her cousin and fy toking to me.. awhile later the 2 gers went to play pool leaving their bags and fy with me... but.. soon also, Fy went out to look for his frn at Mdm Wong. Leaving me alone down there..... I was like feeling so sian already and suddenly i felt i having gastric so i called FY and told him i wanna go home.. not feeling very comfortable. Then i went over to look for Ps to tell her wad happen and was about to carry thier things over after i told her.. Yet... i haben even say a thing... she cheong all the way to the bags den i follow her.. she repriminded me:"Will u be responsible if the bags were taken away?" at That time i try to explain but she didn't wan to hear... So.. i was so damn aNgry ... i went Out to call Fy. I ask him to come back at once.. to take my bag out from her bag.. i dun wanna spent another few secs to Look at her face.. and i didn't even wanna say anything i get the bag from FY and took a cab home... i was so angry and uncomfortable as my gastric arises...

What the hell.. I am NOT THERE TO LOOK AFTER anyone's BAG lorx... LEAVE me alone den... adk me to look AFTER the bags meh wad the Hell.. ANyway THERE ALSO NO PPL... Whu would wan to take the Bags away? If u ARe so worried then take ur bag with u... I was damn PIssed oFF... lorz.. I hope i beta not SEe PS again...nEVer...

NeVer Had anyone Shouted at me like this.....

Saturday

I was watching the vcds until weejia called me up and suggested we go pubs to have some drinks and gathering.. so around 7.30 WeeJia and Monkey came.. to pick me up.. den follow by shixian... den we went to Marina Square to eat Carl's Jr Burger... its was nice but very huge also... Haha inside the car on the way there somthing very funny happen.. this i better not say if not Monkey will be very paisei... well after we had our dinner we went to the 'Wu Bar' at Clark Quee there to look for va... and we play some games.. and drink ... its was fun.. too..haha hm... go out with old frns is the best... until Round 2 plus... we went off to mac... to some quiet place to chit chat and drink some coffee .. but everywhere also closed le... so in the end we went to the 24 hr's Mc at forum. After dat arron sent us home.. AFter i reach home it was 4.plus am...i went to bathe and didn't slp... went to watch the vcds until aroun 6.plus in the morning den slp...

Sunday

Gege called me around noon time.. asked if wana go out...gege came and pick me up.. and went to westmall.. to have some drinks 1st ... den i suggested to ask va out as he long time also nv sees her... le.. den after we met va... then we went to explanade there... to wait for cheng... and we took some pics... there.. Its behind the explande there. Then we took a walk there... while waiting for zhicheng...
after dat we went to Eat Ice Cream... and went to East Coast Park....

最新的news~!

Hi Friends, eh I patched back with him le.. lar.. haha cos everyone is like erm... asking me...Y so i got to post this blog am i Right.. haha sorry to make u ppl worried.. but i am fine now.. besides.. his not with me for 3 weeks cos.. he posted TO OCS and confined for 3 weeks... this comming sunday i will be going there to visit him... Then the next following sat then he will book out.

Lies LiEs LiEs aPACk of LiEs

LAst wEeK.. we Broke Off... becOs he lies to me again... i really dunno why he wana hurt me like this... i felt so hurt... anYway... I dunno when he is telling me the truth or when he is lieing to me... though after dat we pactch back again... but.. i think it will happen again.. i duno... i love him alot.. but.. i really dunno.. i just Hope he really treasures me... becos i love him... unless he dun cherish me or love me that much... dEN... maybe y not just tell me.. den we can stop wasting anyone's time.. time is very precious to me... suddenly... just rem this tOPic was many years back... Joseph Tay my very 1st Ex... he Msg me in my Pager... last time... which i told him.. ya ya i lie.... haPPY? but the Truth was not wad he say.. but becos... i wana have a clean cut with him.. dats y i have to be so nasty to him... Infact i rem... i treat him very gd... last time.. but he wasn't understanding at all... But i was glad that Jeremy was there for me.. when i very depressed... And i really wanna thanked him for being such a gd frn to me... Dats y i oways treasure my this frn alot...

wEll wad Am i To u?

wELL tOdaY's tOpiC wiLL be "wad aM i TO u?"~! WeLL thats the last Qn dat i asked 'J' dat nite in Msn. wEll maybe To him i am just a normal frn. Dat means wad eva he said b4 was just entertaining me. <Hey Frns by this time u all read until here haha i noE wad u all must be thinking.. but u are wrong... y am i so fed up by him. Is not that i still have feelings for him or wad. But if u are my close frns u ppl should know dat i am sumone whu treasures frnship, relationship alot alot, regardless or age, sex . >

To me: J is the 1st person who is so caring - dats refers to when we are in sec sch.. Dat time he is my only shelter or the only listener when i have troubles with my EX. I know he oways treat gers very gd.. dats y maybe somtimes.. i missunderstands that he got feelings for me.. after some years.. when we lost contact. THough he oways come and find me as in when he is lonely or he need someone to be there... and oways disappear after dat.. or threw me aside when he is with his buddy or rather his GF..ba [Is not wrong that u treasure alot but u dun have to be like dat right? I treasure u so much from last time.. until now.. i still treasures u alot as a frn.YEt wad u told me tat nite.. just shut my mind up.]

To J: I think i abit like ur sparetire like dat.. this is how u let me felt ... and dat nite i ask u wad am i to u... "u ans frn?" frn.. can be alot ... kind oso.. just a normal frn? hi-bye frn? or close frn? theres alot of kind.. and u are oways playing mind games.. u can ! i know u CAn. but I aM Me here.. i very straight forward person.. YES mean YEs NO means No... dun drop Hints.. or play mind games with me... last time u are like dat when we are very close dat time.. until now... u are still playing mind games.... I rem dat time u say i was ur xiao mei mei.. and wad be ur xiao mei mei gd... cos u will dotes me alot..

AnyWAy... everything will be gone.. now.. wadeva dat means alot to me.. doesn't matters already... wad eva dat should be discard... will be discard.. wad eva memories dat i have in the past will be erased. It will becom my forgotten memorries...

Coughin AGain~

Oh Sianz... i starts tO Cough Again duno becos yesterdat ate MAC anot... wEll Dear today need to Go back Camp for duty won be able tO accOmpany me TodY... sad.. case.. HoPe he isn't lying tO me ... anyway BaCk TO wOrk...